After repenting of her marriage, she became the darling of the imperial boss

Chapter 146 Sympathy But Not Forgiveness
"Ningwan, you are so lucky. My younger brother treats you so well. I also have a younger brother, but he is only eight years old this year. He still needs me to take care of him, so how can he protect me?" Jin Yingzi looked at Ye Ningwan enviously.

Ye Ninghou snorted and said, "You are also very lucky. The greatest luck is knowing me."

Jin Yingzi's face froze, she nodded and said, "Yes, my greatest luck is to know you. But Ningwan, I'm sorry."

"Why do you apologize? Is it because you used Wu Taotao to find me to apologize, or because you used me to climb the high branch of the Zhan family?" Ye Ninghou asked.

Jin Yingzi lowered her eyes and said, "It's all there, no matter what it is, I should apologize to you."

"Hmph." Ye Ninghou sneered: "If you used me to climb up the Zhan family to apologize, then there is no need. You can use me to climb up the Zhan family because of your ability. I was used by you because I know People are unclear, and there is nothing to apologize for. But you took advantage of Wu Taotao's kindness, you should indeed apologize. This is the last time, Jin Yingzi, I don't blame you for using me to catch Zhan Hanjue, you have your reasons But in the future, stay away from Wu Taotao, and if there is another time, I will not let you go."

Ye Ninghou warned coldly.

Jin Yingzi frowned, and said with a trembling voice, "I thought, like Wu Taotao, I was your very important friend."

Ye Ninghou snorted coldly: "I did regard you as a very important friend, but how did you treat me? Wu Taotao would not use me to approach the old lady, and Wu Taotao would not deliberately frame and use me. On the one hand, it is close to Zhan Hanjue, on the other hand, it caused a rift between Zhan Hanjue and me. Before, I thought it was because the three girls from the class outside the same dormitory were jealous, so they tricked me into going to the mountain. Now I think about it, it turns out that it was you Director and self-acting. I treat you sincerely, but you keep using it to frame me, how can you have the face to be compared with Wu Taotao?"

"You're so smart, I should have thought about it a long time ago, it's impossible to hide it from you." Jin Yingzi smiled wryly.

He raised his head slowly, and at some point, tears were streaming down his face.

Her eyes were red, and she was thin and pathetic.

As if she was the one being bullied, she was crying so hard.

At this time, no matter who saw it, they would feel sorry for her.

Ye Ninghou frowned, looked away, and said coldly: "You don't have to cry like this in front of me, pretending to be pitiful on purpose. Now that you know who you are, do you think I will still be deceived by you?"

"Of course not." Jin Yingzi choked up and said, "I know, once I let you know that I lied to you, you will never trust me again. But Ningwan, when I first met you, I never thought of taking advantage of you. You. When I first saved you, I never thought of using you. At the beginning, I really regarded you as a friend."

"Friend? The way you treat your friend is really frightening." Ye Ningwan sarcastically.

"I know that no matter what I say now, you won't believe me. But what I said is true. Ningwan, you have never been poor, and you don't know what it means to be poor. Maybe in your opinion, you go to the cafeteria It's a kindness to me to buy an extra chicken leg for me to eat on purpose. But you have no idea how painful it is to me."

"So, I deliberately gave you an extra chicken leg, is it wrong?" Ye Ninghou sneered.

"You are not wrong, of course you are not wrong. You are kind-hearted. In order not to make me ugly, you deliberately said that you accidentally bought too much to take care of my self-esteem. Of course you are right." Jin Yingzi said: "But, you I don’t know, it was the first time I ate such a delicious chicken leg, and I was about to cry. It turns out that there is such a delicious chicken leg in this world.”

"So, eating a delicious chicken drumstick can also make you psychologically twisted?" Ye Ninghou sneered.

Jin Yingzi was not angry at her ridicule, and said bitterly: "Our family is very poor, really poor. You can't imagine the kind of poverty, living in a house with air leakage on all sides, eating one meal, and the next meal Nowhere to go. There are mountains when I go out. The first time I saw a car, I walked for three days and went to the town to buy a train ticket. My mother has always been sick, but I have no money to see it. The legs are paralyzed, and they can only lie on the grass for many years.

I want to collect herbs for the whole family, and accumulate the ability to identify traditional Chinese medicine over time.Only after being recommended by an old Chinese doctor in our village did I have the opportunity to study in this school.When I came to this big city for the first time, when I saw it for the first time, it turned out that girls can also wear such beautiful clothes, and they can also buy whatever they want, and they can always have a fragrant smell on their bodies , I am very envious, very very envious.

But I know this is not what I should have.I took the school's scholarship and poverty bursary, and I had to save some of it to send home.I still have my parents, younger brothers and sisters in my family. People like me are not qualified to enjoy all this.

There are only two girls in the class, me and Huang Mengyun, but I know that she is not really studying at all, she is here to chase men.But her family is rich, and she lives recklessly and recklessly, and she doesn't allow others to be better than her.

It just so happens that she doesn't bother talking to people like me, and I don't want to talk to her either.Without your presence, I will always be alone, although lonely, but this is the life I should have.

However, you are like a ray of sunshine, forcibly shining into my life, leaving my gloomy life nowhere to hide.Who wants to go back to the darkness and haze after seeing the sunshine?

Seeing that you are favored by the most powerful man in Jiangcheng, seeing that he can build a pharmacy for you and grow all the herbs you want.Seeing you wearing the most beautiful and expensive clothes, but not taking it seriously, I have no way not to be envious, no way not to want to get close.

If... if I could have these, my mother wouldn't have to suffer from illness, and my father could sit in a wheelchair and see the sunshine outside.My sister doesn't have to... just don't even have the opportunity to study, get married early, get married and have children at a young age.My brother can also go to school and live like a child of this age.

Ning Wan, I know, I used you.But, I have no choice, I want to jump out of the original life, I can only do this. "

After Jin Yingzi finished speaking, she covered her face and cried bitterly.

Ye Ninghou sighed lightly.

In this world, everyone can find the most suitable reason for what they do.

What she said is so tragic, if she still doesn't move, isn't it impersonal?

pity.

She's just impersonal.

"I sympathize with what happened to you, but I will not forgive you for what you have done to me. You are pitiful, but you are not a reason to hurt me."

Jin Yingzi let go of her hand, her eyes were red, and she looked at her in shock and sadness.

Ye Ninghou snorted coldly and said, "Let's go! How to stay by Zhan Hanjue's side is up to you. But, I won't help you anymore."

(End of this chapter)