Chapter 39

"Gu Qingyue, stop! Don't you have anything to say to me? If you leave, you will never see Miss Nian again."

Yuan Zhengguan threatened her. From his point of view, he was Gu Qingyue's god. Before the divorce letter was given, she would remain his wife for a day.

In an instant, countless thoughts surged in his heart. He thought that as long as she turned around, he might choose to forgive.

Or maybe, before the divorce letter was given to her, he would torture her so much that she would regret the contempt she had given him in the past ten years.

All eyes were on Gu Qingyue.

I saw her turn her head, like a clear glazed palace lantern, when the sun shines, it is densely packed with cracks, exuding a fragmented feeling.

"Yuan Zhengguan, it's been 12 years, and I have nothing to say to you." Gu Qingyue instructed Cuihuan behind her, brought a pen and paper, and wrote the divorce letter by herself.

For all the reasons for husband and wife, the three lives in the previous life were bound together, and then they are married to the husband and wife in this life.However, the two should not be of the same mind, and should not be separated from each other, let alone hate each other.My wife has many faults, and she voluntarily returns to the sect according to the seven outs.

Gu Qingyue, April 23th, [-]rd year of the State of Zhou
A tear fell on the paper, Gu Qingyue said to herself: "You were the one who said you wanted to marry me, and you were the one who abandoned me here. Now, I wrote the divorce letter for you. Yuan Zhengguan, I I have compromised once for you, but I have compromised once and again, I wish you the best of luck, and choose the daughter of a high-ranking official, we will never see each other again in this life..."

Gu Qingyue led Master An out of Yuan Zhengguan's sight step by step.

Look, the petals flying all over the sky don't look like the oath you once gave me.

You said, there is no snow at the border, but under the peach blossom tree, every petal that falls is to commemorate our white heads, how ridiculous...

The most touching thing I have ever experienced is the sweet words you told me, so touching!

The most miserable thing I have ever experienced is also your slander against me, it hurts more than a sword!

Master An Lie's eyes were full of pity for Gu Qingyue, he wanted to reach out his hand, but when he saw the prayer beads on his wrist, he put it down again.

The Three Sufferings of Buddhism: Resentment and hatred, love and parting, can't ask for it, I have been begging for so many years, but I still can't get rid of it, can't I see it?
It's okay, it's okay...

Buddha does not pass, everyone crosses by himself, just, so be it...

After leaving the old house, Gu Qingyue looked back, after today, all the past has disappeared.

The old house of the General's Mansion was located in the most prosperous place, and it was settled. Looking around, it was not a good place to talk with people coming and going.

"Qingyue, where are you...going now? Do you want to come with me and go to the Temple of Mercy first?" Master An asked looking at Gu Qingyue who was alone.

As a man, he has already become a monk, even if he has old feelings for Gu Qingyue, he can't let Gu Qingyue's reputation be ruined by him.

He can be responsible for anything he does, but he can't embarrass her because of his actions.

Afraid that Gu Qingyue might have doubts, he said again: "Sister Nian said that you are sick and need to use the petals of the aster mandala. I built a warm pavilion in the temple. The flower seeds have just emerged, so I should wait another two months. It will bloom, do you want to go and see it?"

The rare astringency made Master An lower his head. It was the first time that he revealed his true thoughts in front of Gu Qingyue.

All the information and current situation of her in the past were known through sister Nian.

He was too timid. He didn't dare to let her know her thoughts before, and now he doesn't dare to disturb her future. He silently accompanied her. Just like that, his heart was filled with infinite joy.

Lord Buddha, my disciple has been living in remorse all his life, and he cannot let go of the three thousand worries in his heart for a moment.

Please allow me to be selfish for a while, my disciple knows that I am no longer worthy of praying in front of you, but if there is a soul, I pray that the mandala aster in the warm pavilion can bloom as soon as possible, and I also hope that she can come out of the shadow as soon as possible... …

Gu Qingyue raised her head and glanced at him. The world outside the mansion was filled with various conditions, but her heart was still in a state of desolation, and everything felt so pale.

"Chunhe, thank you. I have dragged you down a lot in my life. Without you, maybe I will always be immersed in pain."

The handkerchief in Gu Qingyue's hand was clenched and then loosened, loosened and clenched again, crumpled and rolled into a ball, she stuffed it into the sleeve, and said sadly: "I can't just because of my selfishness, Bind you by my side." She paused, and said again: "Master An, you are the Master of Ci'en Temple respected by everyone, and I am a divorced wife. , the first person that comes to mind is you, but this is actually a very wrong perception, the master is installed, the Ci'en Temple... I will not go today, please be careful on the road..."

Gu Nian turned around, running in the opposite direction to Master An Liao.

The words she was most unwilling to say were spoken out, and the heart she least wanted to be hurt was also hurt.

For the debts owed in this life, she would like to form a straw ring in the next life to repay the sincerity that should not have been let down.

It's all right, it's just that I didn't meet the best you in the best years.

Gu Qingyue came alone to the house that Gu Nian bought on West Street, and knocked lightly on the door.

"Here we come." A childish voice came from inside the door.

Zhang Xiaofeng opened the door, his little head poked out from behind the door, and when he saw Gu Qingyue, he froze in place.

"You... Are you the master's mother?" Zhang Xiaofeng raised his head and saw Gu Qingyue's face, which vaguely resembled Gu Nian's.

"Yes, I am her mother."

Gu Qingyue looked at the villain who was a head shorter than Gu Nian, and smiled kindly.

From now on, there are no generals' wives here, but only single mothers with children.

Too many things happened that day. Gu Qingyue lay on the clean wooden bed, with a lot of thoughts in her mind. note in hand.

"I've never been stupid, and I have my own way of escape. You wait for me at Muchuanfang, West Street."

It turned out that sister Nian had been pretending from the very beginning, and she had not done her duty as a mother well, so she let her daughter pretend to be crazy and foolish to escape Yuan Zhengguan's control.

Could it be that from the very beginning, I should ask for a divorce letter in exchange for an ordinary life.

Sister Nian, mother didn't protect you well, I'm sorry...

Gu Qingyue fell into deep self-blame.

Being in an unfamiliar environment, Gu Qingyue didn't sleep well. In her sleep, she would always think of Sister Nian alone in the old house, facing Yuan Zhengguan and Liu Yunshan who were like wolves and tigers, being tormented.

What should Sister Nian do to get out of it?

day after day……

One month later, Gu Qingyue's patience was exhausted by day-to-day nightmares.

Sister Nian, is there really a way out?Can she really escape that wolf den safely?
She didn't want to wait any longer, she was going to find Gu Nian.

(End of this chapter)

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