I just want to be soft on her

Chapter 183 Distance
After listening to the voice, Jiang Mo couldn't relax for a long time.

"So, I still suggest you, don't let her regain her memory, don't remind her of the painful things in the past, Jiang Mo, if you really want her, get out of here quickly."

After Hua Zhao finished speaking, he stood up from the deck and returned to the boat.

"It turns out that I have always been like this in your heart, the source of pain..." Jiang Mo took a deep breath, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, if I didn't know Gu Liyan, if I could I will go to Beijing to find you at one o'clock, will the result be different..."

Jiang Mo covered his face with his hands in pain. Tears flowed from his fingers and dripped onto the white deck. After being exposed to the sun, colorful lights were reflected in it.

At night, the three of them got out of the boat and sat on the deck to watch Kongming lanterns float out of the town.

One after another, bonfires on the beach, fruits, dances... really lively.

Hua Zhao took out a few Kongming lanterns from the cabin, all made by him, five in total, he gave one to Jiang Mo, kept one for himself, and the remaining three were all Song Cheng's.

Song Cheng excitedly took a pen and wrote her wish on the Kongming Lantern. After she finished writing, she showed it to the two of them.

Three wishes, one is to try more interesting things, one is to be healthy and safe, and the last one is to never remember the past memories!

After reading the three wishes, Hua Zhao also wrote down her own wishes, hoping that all of Song Cheng's wishes could come true.

Jiang Mo held the pen, but couldn't do it for a long time. His wish is... Song Cheng can remember him, but now she doesn't want to remember the past, he is the source of her pain...

"Hey? Why didn't you write it?!" Song Cheng moved over curiously, but Jiang Mo didn't write a single word.

Jiang Mo clenched his pen tightly, and after glancing at Song Cheng, he suddenly realized that Song Cheng is much happier now than Song Cheng was before, isn't he?
Maybe, in Song Cheng's world, it would be better without him.

He thought about it, and wrote on the Kongming Lantern: I hope she will be happy forever, and not be troubled by sad things anymore.

"Write it to someone you like?"

"Yes."

The three of them released the Kongming Lantern, and watched the Kongming Lantern drifting farther and farther away. In Jiang Mo's mind, a voice kept asking him: "Why didn't you fight for it? Why did you just let go? Why? Why?!"

"why?"

Jiang Mo was lying on the bed in the hotel, holding the letter tightly in his hand. The letter Song Cheng wanted to go back was also a letter he wrote to her.

That day, Jiang Shu found him and told him that Song Cheng had sent a letter, and he could write one too, and she sent it for him.

Jiang Mo was very happy, returned to the base, took out the paper and pen, and began to write on the paper:
Orange, I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of you, I shouldn't let you suffer so much hurt and pain.

I finally know your whereabouts. Although I can't see you now, I am really happy. This is the first time I write to you. I want to say that you are really, really good, and I miss you so much. How long will it take me to see you, as long as I know your news, I will wait for you, if you want to see me, then I will find you, anywhere, no matter what time...

Recalling his excitement that day, Jiang Mo held Xin's hand tighter.

"Why... Is there anything else I can retain and insist on?" He wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

He also wanted her to remember, and wanted to go back to the past with her, but she said many times that he didn't want to remember, because the previous memories were painful, so he chose to forget.

Cheng Zi, I just want you to be a safe, healthy and happy girl, so it doesn’t matter if you can’t remember.

This is the path I chose, and I will bear it myself. There is nothing wrong with you, and you are not wrong at all. The previous you have carried too much pain.

Jiang Mo smiled, letting go of her obsession to restore her memory, and now it's not bad, being a child with no worries, this is what he wants her to live like.

He put the letter aside, tears from the corners of his eyes dripped onto the quilt, he didn't care anymore, tomorrow is the last day, after tomorrow, he will go back, prepare for the next game, and lead the team to win the championship .

As for Song Cheng, she will realize all her wishes, go around the world and try different things...

"Beep~"

Song Cheng sent a text message.

[Song Cheng] Tomorrow is the last day, remember to give me that letter, I really really need it!

Jiang Mo was stunned, this letter was written to her by himself, if he gave it to her, wouldn't she know everything?

"No, I can't give it to her." He picked up the letter in a panic and wanted to tear it up, but stopped at the last second.

He is still confused.

After a sleepless night, Jiang Mo sent a message to Song Cheng, saying goodbye tonight.

Jiang Mo bought the air ticket for that night, he didn't intend to give the letter to Song Cheng, he didn't want to trouble her anymore, so he left the letter in the hotel box.

At 07:30 in the evening, he took his luggage and left the door. Jiang Mo's plane was at ten o'clock, and he still had two hours to say goodbye to Song Cheng.

Seeing him pulling the suitcase, Song Cheng was very puzzled, so she asked him, "Hey, why are you pulling the suitcase?"

"I'm leaving tonight."

"Where's my letter?"

"..." Jiang Mo didn't know how to reply her, he lowered his head and thought for a while, and told her, "I tore up the letter."

Song Cheng almost couldn't breathe, "Are you sick? Why did you tear off my things?!"

She frowned tightly, gritted her teeth and looked at him, with a resentful look, "It's a pity that I prepared a delicious barbecue for you, I'm so mad."

She turned around and walked towards the beach, wiping her tears as she walked. After walking for a while, she turned around again and shouted to Jiang Mo in a crying voice: "Hey! Are you... are you coming to eat barbecue! Hurry up Follow up!"

Jiang Mo's heart softened, and he blamed himself for telling her, and tore up the letter himself.

Hua Zhao set up a barbecue grill by the sea, and some of them have been grilled, and put them on a plate. When Jiang Mo walked over, Song Cheng was bowing his head and eating skewers without saying a word.

Hua Zhao at the side was still asking her: "What's the matter, are you in a bad mood? Tell brother, what happened?"

"I don't want to say, I met a scoundrel with no credit! He's just... Forget it, I don't want to see him again."

In the next second, she turned her head again and shouted at Jiang Mo, "Do you want to eat or not? If you want to eat, come here!"

Seeing this, Jiang Mo walked over, sat down beside her, and looked at her worriedly, "Are you okay?"

(End of this chapter)