I just want to be soft on her

Chapter 172 Break Up
"Song Cheng." Hua Zhao called out her name.

Song Cheng turned around and stared at him expressionlessly, her face was pale, and her whole body showed a look of sadness.

She just sent a message to Jiang Mo.

[Song Cheng] Let's break up.

[Jiang Mo] Orange, what are you talking about?
[Song Cheng] I think I don't like you anymore
[Jiang Mo] Orange, don't, what's wrong with you?
【Jiang Mo】Where are you now, I'm here to find you.

He made a video call and Song Cheng hung up.

She sent him the last WeChat message.

[Song Cheng] I never liked you.

She deleted and blocked Jiang Mo, deleted and blocked all his contact information, and everything was deleted by her.

After deleting these, Song Cheng sat by the bed, tears fell on her hands unknowingly.

All her life, she is doomed to be overwhelmed by guilt. She did something wrong, and she will never forgive herself.

Song Cheng couldn't even forgive herself. What interest did she have in loving life and the people she liked.

She covered her face and cried bitterly, "I can't delay you, I can't drag you to hell with me, you deserve better, Jiang Mo."

"Song Cheng?" Hua Zhao called her name, pulling her out of the memory just now.

Song Cheng's eyeballs moved, but she still didn't speak.

"Tomorrow we will transport Team Song's body back to Haishi, are you going to see him?" Hua Zhao sat by her bed.

Song Cheng's tears welled up again, "What right do I have to go back to see my father? If it wasn't for me, he would always have a complete body."

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault..." She wiped away her tears, shook her head and said, "I can't live in this world anymore."

Hua Zhao frowned, he stood up, walked up to Song Cheng, looked down at her, "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"Team Song endured all that for you to keep you alive. What about you, do you want to let him down for his desperate protection?"

"Song Cheng, please be sober, you are the only child of Team Song, and his concern is you."

Song Cheng stopped talking, she knew it all, but she couldn't forgive herself, never could.

The next day, Hua Zhao took her to Haishi, where she hid in a corner where no one could see, and attended her father's funeral.

At the funeral, my mother fainted from crying. She sat in the corner, holding her head like a madman, and kept hitting her head with the other hand.

Song Cheng didn't dare to go out, she was afraid to see her mother, her father's body, and everyone.

She really wanted to destroy all of this memory, if time was reversed and started all over again...

She won't be doing all this anymore, she doesn't even want to be born by herself, it's better to erase everything she has lived in this world.

After the funeral, everyone left the mourning hall, Song Cheng walked out, looking at the black and white father in the photo, he was still smiling.

"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..." She ran away crying.

"Don't run away, the body will be cremated later, Aunt Jiang asked me to give you the ashes, she asked me to tell you, take Dad to the beach, the beach he likes."

Hua Zhao grabbed her arm and spoke to her calmly.

Song Cheng nodded, sniffed, "Thank you."

"You're welcome, after all, it's the two of us going to the beach, and I happen to be going home too."

After Hua Zhao finished speaking, she turned around and took Song Cheng to another room, and said to her, "Wait for me here."

At night, they left Haishi.

Song Cheng sat on the plane and looked out the window. The clouds were layer upon layer. The sunset glow burned up a large cloud, and the afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled the entire sky.

"So lovely."

The next morning, when they arrived at their destination, Hua Zhao drove her to his home by the sea.

Song Cheng held half of Song Jiang's ashes in her arms.

She remembered that when she was a child, her father always told her that if he died in the future, let Song Cheng scatter his ashes into the sea. He liked the sea and freedom.

Now, Song Cheng really carried his ashes to the beach.

The waves beat against the rocks on the shore again and again, and washed the sandy beach by the sea. She watched a round of red sun slowly rising from the horizon.

Hua Zhao took her on a boat, and he drove her into the sea.

The salty sea breeze blew over, Song Cheng opened the small box containing the ashes, grabbed a handful of ashes from inside, and let the sea breeze blow all the ashes into the sea.

"Dad, look, how blue the sea is, how beautiful it is." She looked at the ashes in her hands, and they were blown away bit by bit by the wind.

After all the ashes had floated away, Song Cheng finally breathed a sigh of relief, raised her head and said to Hua Zhao with a smile, "Thank you."

At that moment, she turned over and jumped into the sea.

The speed of the boat was very fast. When Hua Zhao realized it, the boat had already sailed tens of meters.

Song Cheng was submerged in the sea water. She closed her eyes and felt that the cold sea water had entered her body.

Breathing more and more heavily, the oxygen fading away, she opened her mouth and made a smiley expression.

"Since you can't forgive yourself, then die. Death is the best solution."

"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm a coward; Mom, don't miss me, I'm really a very incompetent daughter; Qingqing, thank you for being my best friend."

"And... Jiang Mo, you must forget me. I am a bad person. You are too kind. There should be better girls together. I will like you again in the next life."

"Thank you everyone, thank you for tolerating me, for tolerating my bad parts, thank you for helping me, I am really happy."

Her consciousness gradually became blurred, and the second revolving door had already started in her brain.

The images that flashed every time were all warm and happy scenes, "It's so good..." Song Cheng smiled and finished watching each scene.

A white light flashed in front of her eyes.

"Are you going to take me away?"

She asked about the white light, with a hint of joy in her tone.

"Father... are you here to take me away?" Song Cheng saw Song Jiang coming from the white light, and looked at her kindly.

Song Jiang came over and stood in front of her, wearing a black suit, with black hair, very handsome.

That was the father she met when she was five or six years old. He was very young at that time, and he was a very humorous man.

Song Jiang touched her head, shook his head and said, "Cheng Zi, Dad didn't come to take you away."

"Father came back to tell you, live well, Xiaoshu and I will not be so fragile."

Song Cheng opened her mouth, she wanted to tell him, "Dad, but I'm a very fragile person..."

"Go back, go back to reality, you can forget about that for a while, but you must live on."

(End of this chapter)