After the princess dressed as a school scum, she became a heartthrob

Chapter 147 Victim's Self-Condemnation
Si Jinyan and Xu Yuele naturally lost the mood to go shopping and eat at this time.

The two went straight back to the hotel.

This time, instead of taking the subway, I took a taxi.

After returning to the hotel, Xu Yuele stayed in the bathroom for a long time before coming out.

His face was flushed from steam, and his eye sockets were also a little swollen.

Si Jinyan was sitting on the sofa reading a book, and when he heard her coming out, he looked over, put the book away and said, "Come and eat, I asked the hotel to deliver the meal."

"Hmm." Xu Yuele nodded with a smile, as if nothing had happened.

It's just that when eating, I can still feel that she is a little quieter than usual.

Neither of them had very good appetites, so they put down their chopsticks before eating for a while.

Someone from the hotel would come to clean up the things on the table, and the two of them just tidied up the dishes and put them aside.

Put the after-dinner fruit on the tea table in front of the sofa, and the two returned to sit on the sofa.

Xu Yuele held the remote control in her hand and turned on the TV.

I don’t know if it’s because this is the presidential suite, so although the TV in the room uses the Internet, you can watch TV on many platforms, and you don’t need to pay for membership.

Xu Yuele held a square pillow in one hand, and pressed the remote control with the other, a little absent-minded.

After sitting back, Si Jinyan picked up the book he had just read halfway.

Open it up and get ready to start watching again.

"Be careful, will I disturb you by watching TV?" Xu Yuele asked.

"will not."

Xu Yuele randomly found a TV series that was being updated.

It is a very popular fairy tale drama recently. At this time, the main parting scene between men and women is being performed. The tragedy is overflowing. The heroine is crying and has a strong ability to empathize.

In the room, apart from the heroine's cry from the TV, it was the sound of Si Jinyan turning the pages of the book. It was obviously not quiet, but somehow it made people feel too quiet.

Xu Yuele put down the remote control, rested her chin on the pillow, and looked at the scenes in the TV series, feeling a little dazed.

I don't know how long it has passed, the heroine on TV has lost her previous despair and sadness, and is happily playing with her companions.

But Xu Yuele's mood at this time could not recover so quickly like the heroine.

"Be honest, am I useless?"

Xu Yuele's voice was low, her hands unconsciously pinched the pillow.

"Why did you say that?" Si Jinyan didn't look up at Xu Yuele, but turned a page of the book as usual and said.

"If you weren't here for today's matter, I might have let it go and swallowed my grievances. I wouldn't find the other party, and I wouldn't send him to the police station."

Xu Yuele knew that she was useless, if it was any other girl, she might have slapped her back long ago, she would never compromise like her, she would only cry when things happen.

She actually didn't want to do this either, but on such occasions, she subconsciously wanted to dodge, not wanting to be the center of everyone's attention.

That kind of gaze reminded her of her experience of being humiliated in public at school.

The subconscious inferiority complex and resistance made her choose to escape.

Even if Si Jinyan didn't see the struggle in her eyes, he could guess what she was thinking at this moment.

There is a kind of people, just like this, who are obviously victims, but still reflect on themselves and conduct self-criticism.

Such a person is called victim self-condemnation.

"Did you see that little girl on the subway today?" Si Jinyan put down the book in his hand and asked suddenly.

Xu Yuele was stunned for a moment, and nodded her head, "Yes".

"Why do you think she didn't come forward and point out the criminal in the first place?"

"I, I don't know. Maybe, she doesn't want to meddle in her own business." Xu Yuele said hesitantly.

It is almost the status quo of most people in modern times to have nothing to do with themselves and hang up their heads.

People who are willing to stand up for injustice will sometimes not be thanked, and may even be scolded for being nosy.

So everyone became more and more indifferent.

Even if you see someone fainted on the street, maybe an hour later, no one will ask a question of concern, or call 120 casually.

It's not how disappointed Xu Yuele is with this society.

But human nature is selfish, you can't ask strangers to help you when you are in trouble, they don't have that obligation.

It's just that sometimes she also wonders, when everyone was at school, the teacher taught "Help others", but why when she was really in this big society, the word "Help others" suddenly changed. What about nothingness and illusion?

Xu Yuele's thoughts were a little far away, and her whole body seemed to be surrounded by negative emotions.

Some sad emotions spread all over the body.

Si Jinyan frowned slightly. If a person fell into negative emotions and didn't pull them out in time, accidents would easily happen.

"It's not that she doesn't want to meddle in her own business, but that she was also a victim before, and she didn't have the courage to take that step."

Si Jinyan's voice broke Xu Yuele's sinking negative emotions, and pulled her up from the bottomless dark abyss.

"Ah, how could it be?" She was only concerned with the nausea and disgust of being touched by a stranger before, and she didn't even notice what the little girl said.

Unexpectedly, she was also a victim.

Perhaps it was because the child was younger than her, so Xu Yuele's pessimism dissipated, and she became angry instead, scolding those wretched men who were doing nothing on the subway.

Si Jinyan didn't stop her, nor did he remind her not to swear.

He just watched Xu Yuele vent quietly.

After the cursing was over, the gloom in Xu Yuele's heart seemed to be released, and the whole person seemed to be much happier.

"On the subway, there is nothing wrong with your actions. Those who are wrong are criminals. In this world, there are thousands of different kinds of people, and everyone has different personalities. Some people can quickly and powerfully respond to such things. Fight back, but there are still some people whose personality is relatively reserved, and they are not the type who will conflict with others, but it does not mean that such people deserve to be bullied."

"No matter who they are, no matter what kind of personality they have, others have no right and should not bully them, let alone do things against them that violate the rule of law and morality."

"Yueyue, you just need to remember one thing, the perpetrator is always the one who is wrong."

Si Jinyan hoped that what he said would make Xu Yuele stop subconsciously looking for his mistakes and condemning himself when encountering similar things in the future.

Of course, she hoped that such a thing would never happen again.

It's just that when you come into contact with people, what will happen is unpredictable.

You can only learn how to deal with things when they happen.

"Jinyan, I know, I will gradually become strong and brave." Xu Yuele nodded vigorously.

Si Jinyan's excellence made her unable to help but look up to her.

Although it is impossible for me to reach the level of prudence, Hemingway once said that being better than others is not considered outstanding, and being better than yourself in the past is truly outstanding.

Jinyan is her benchmark, and what she has to do is to improve a little bit from yesterday's self every day.

In this way, it can be regarded as slowly approaching Jinyan.

"Okay, now that you are still a student, the most important thing is to study hard, and you don't need to think about other things. By the way, are you ready for your support lights? Do you need my help?" Si Jinyan asked with a smile.

It was only then that Xu Yuele remembered that she had brought a suitcase here in order to get the support lights.

Busy nodded and said: "Yes, yes!"

After talking, go to pull the suitcase.

The two fiddled with the support lights, and the time passed like this.

Rehearsal scene.

Yan Jingbai plays music, but not in a band.

It will be very tiring after a solo concert, so guests are usually invited in the middle.

His guests were not invited by himself, but arranged by his agent.

So until the rehearsal at this time, he still didn't know who the guests were.

Yan Jingbai was sitting in the lounge, making a video call to Yan Shaoqiang.

"You don't even know how tired I am today! First the plane made an alternate landing, and then I was pointed at and scolded for 'abuse of power'! After suffering such a great mental and physical injury, my manager is simply A mean person who is even more skinny than Zhou Papi! He made me sit in the car for several hours non-stop, and rushed to the scene exhausted."

"When I arrived at the scene, I was given a lunch box for dinner, and then the rehearsal began."

"Did you say that there are people who abuse people like this?"

"Little 慊慊, help me and ask Grandpa, can I change that Zhou Paipi? It is best to replace it with a kind-hearted young lady, so that I will look at her every day, and my enthusiasm for work will be high. a lot of."

Yan Jingbai looked at the blackness on the screen of the mobile phone, and complained in a chattering voice.

On Yan Shaochen's side, there was no sound at all.

Yan Jingbai didn't care either.

This is also the case when I usually video with Yan Shaoying. Most of the time, he is talking, and Yan Shaoying is doing his own thing beside him, and he doesn't pay attention to him at all.

But Yan Jingbai really likes to make videos with Yan Shaochen.

Don't know why.

After a while, a big face suddenly appeared in the video that I thought would be the same as before, and didn't hang up until he finished nagging.

"Brother Bai, do you know what your current name is? You don't know how to be blessed when you are in good shape, you know? Brother Cheng, a top student in the Ivy League, will suffer a big loss if he becomes your agent. You are still not satisfied, what a supercilious look." Wolf."

"Fuck, why are you at Yan's house? Where's Xiao Qiang? If he's not here, you're making trouble, right?" Yan Jingbai's complaint with Yan Shaoqiang wasn't really about replacing Zhou Jincheng, it was just a joke.

In the past, he often did this, but Yan Shaochen would never take it seriously and would not pay attention to him.

Who knew that Lu Xiaoran, that stinky brat, would actually hear it today.

He actually said he was a white-eyed wolf?
It's like not playing for a day, and going to the house to expose the tiles.

"Young master Yan is playing chess with the old man. I saw the cell phone lying on the side and looked pitiful, so I picked it up and reluctantly answered you. Brother Xiaobai, don't you know what's good or bad." Lu Xiaoran talked to Yan Jingbai just fine. I'm used to calling him brother, but I don't really think of him as brother at all.

The two of you came and went to hurt each other for a long time, Lu Xiaoran was bored, so he asked about Yan Jingbai's concert.

Although Yan Jingbai yelled that he wanted to strike and rest, he was still very serious about his work.

He casually said a few words to Lu Xiaoran, and sent some photos to Lu Xiaoran.

I don't know if I chose too many at one time, and accidentally sent the photos I took with Xu Yuele on the plane.

Lu Xiaoran suddenly saw that familiar figure standing with Yan Jingbai and was stunned for a while, thinking that he was wrong.

But if you zoom in, it's still the same face.

He is chubby and round, with big eyes like rabbits.

But when you talk to her, you don't even look at yourself. How can you be so happy to take pictures with Yan Jingbai?
Lu Xiaoran didn't realize that he stared at Xu Yuele's photo for a long time, until Yan Jingbai realized that he had sent the wrong photo and was about to withdraw it, "Oh, I took this photo with my little fan on the plane, and I sent it wrong If I made a mistake, I will withdraw it.”

Lu Xiaoran didn't know what was going on with him, so he pressed his finger on the screen for a long time, and clicked forward.

Don't forget to remove traces afterwards.

This movement was done so smoothly that I did it without even thinking about why.

After that, intentionally or unintentionally, he inquired about why Xu Yuele was also on the plane.

Yan Jingbai didn't even know that Xu Yuele and Lu Xiaoran were from the same school, and they still knew each other, so he recounted what happened on the plane with more details.

After hanging up the video, Lu Xiaoran put the phone back on the table, and went out to watch the old man play chess with Yan Shaochen.

It's just that he is a stinky chess basket, and he can't help but want to point fingers when watching others play chess.

But in front of Yan Shaoqiang and Mr. Yan, he still restrained himself and dared not open his mouth to talk nonsense.

After sitting for a while, he couldn't hold back anymore. Mr. Yan glanced at him casually and said, "Xiao Ran, if you really can't sit still, go watch TV. I just heard that your family invested in a big production of ancient costumes The Xianxia drama is going on, why don't you go and watch it, maybe you can help your brother manage the company in the future."

Lu Xiaoran knew that it was because the old man thought he was getting in the way.

The Lu family and the Yan family live next door, very close.Although Lu Xiaoran was on vacation, it was the same as growing up in Yan's house, and he only went back to his home at night when he was sleeping.

Every time the old man of the Lu family saw him, he would say, "Your boy, do you treat the Lu family as a hotel? Go out during the day and come back to stay at night?"

Lu Xiaoran didn't care, whether he should go out or go out the next day.

At this moment, after hearing what Old Man Yan said, he couldn't help but glance at Yan Shaoqiang, wanting to say something, but he didn't want to say it in front of Old Man Yan.

That way, Mr. Yan couldn't stand it anymore.

The chess pieces in his hand were still in the chess box, and he said angrily: "Okay, let's stop here today. The chessboard is laid out, let's continue tomorrow."

"What's the matter?" After returning to the room, Yan Shaochen glanced at Lu Xiaoran and asked quietly.

"It's nothing serious, it's just that Brother Xiaobai said he wants us to go to his concert tomorrow to cheer him up." Lu Xiaoran said casually.

This is not a lie, after all, every time Yan Jingbai holds a concert, he will mutter a few words, but everyone knows that the other party has a special status, so basically they have never been there.

Yan Shaochen glanced at Lu Xiaoran unexpectedly, wondering how he would bring this up.

But I suddenly remembered that Si Jinyan seemed to say that the concert that rewarded Xu Yuele was Yan Jingbai's.

(End of this chapter)