Chapter 614 is about to finish, we are all being targeted (20)

"It's been a year, and I still haven't gotten used to this feeling."

"As soon as the surroundings quiet down, it's as if I'm the only one left in the whole world. I feel a sense of fear for no reason, a feeling of being abandoned by everyone and the world."

"Angry, unwilling, lonely, afraid, hopeless, always unable to sleep."

In the previous life, he inherited all the emotions of the original owner, and this feeling is especially deep.

To whom, she can hardly forget those days and nights of fear and loneliness.

Fortunately, now, she has become stronger, and when encountering anything, she is no longer afraid, let alone shrinking back.

Those cruel and unforgettable experiences also taught her how to survive the cracks, grow up, and then retaliate fiercely.

"Do you know how it feels?

Turning his head, he looked at the young man who was close at hand.

At this moment, Yun Miao is no longer acting, no longer deliberately showing weakness, making him feel that he is needed and relied on, so he cheers up and rekindles hope for life.

Cheng Mo opened his mouth, and after a while, he finally made a sound, "I...I understand."

He often feels this way too.

Ever since he was a child, his mind has always been filled with the fact that he is the son of a murderer, and he is not a good person. Maybe he will do bad things and kill people in the future, and he will be dragged to be shot like his father.

In addition, what he is most familiar with is fists, bamboo sticks, belts, wooden sticks, and seemingly endless insults for no reason.

He often feels that he should not have been born, and he should not have existed.

Many times, he seems to be living outside this world, outside this society, watching everything around him coldly, and passively bearing the evil brought about by everything around him.

Recently, he often wondered when he would go completely crazy, kill that man Cheng Dahai, and take away his cowardly and selfish mother who 'felt she was the most pitiful in the whole world'.

"I..." Cheng Mo opened his mouth, not knowing where to start.

At this moment, he suddenly had an idea of ​​wanting to vomit quickly.

"People around me say that I am the son of a murderer, I will not do good deeds in the future, and I will be taken to be shot. Even my mother sometimes says that."

So, there were a few times when he really wanted them to 'get their wish'.

Yun Miao froze for a moment, breaking free from her emotions.

"They're really bad."

He shook his slightly wet hand, "Since they don't care about us, then we don't care about them either."

"Just treat them as strangers. In the future, when we can support ourselves, we will leave here forever, far away from them."

Cheng Mo's gaze moved down involuntarily, and landed on the hands they held.

He suddenly felt that the sun this morning was really warm, and the sky today was particularly blue and beautiful.

It would be a very wonderful thing if I could...hold her hand like this all the time and walk on!

Cheng Mo finished thinking silently.

He clearly knew that he should let go of her hand, but he was greedy for that little bit of warmth and was reluctant to let go.

Just let me be selfish this time!

Such an opportunity, perhaps... will never come again in the future.

When thinking about this, he suddenly recalled the meaning of what she said just now, "I... us?"

Yun Miao nodded very seriously: "Yes, it is us, we are together."

"Actually, after my parents died, my uncle, aunt, and grandma didn't treat me very well."

(End of this chapter)

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