The host is dedicated to her career

Chapter 185 Restoring memory
It was a day of heavy snow rarely seen in the God Realm.

The man in black hugged her gently from behind. At that time, she was still worrying about the messy things in the God Realm.

She couldn't see the appearance of the man behind her, but she could feel the warm breath spraying on her neck, and the other's cello-like voice was soothing to her ears.

"Shen Zhenghui will feel sorry for Shen Zun who doesn't love himself so much."

"It's just frost and snow." She said indifferently, her cold voice was alienated and heartless.

"Others don't cherish the gods, gods don't cherish themselves, I will cherish you."

Shen Changming only remembered that snowy day, the man's warm body and affectionate eyes made her feel alive for the first time.

For her, the world is no longer a heavy responsibility, nor a cold wall. It turns out that there are still people who care about her emotions.

She suppressed her feelings for Shen Zheng, and kept her duty in this empty world, protecting the common people in all worlds, and also protecting Shen Zheng.

But she still underestimated that when the love is strong, sometimes the flames can't be controlled, and a man's desire can sometimes catch people off guard, let alone two people who love each other?
That day when Shen Changming returned to the temple in a state of embarrassment from his childhood, his blood-stained appearance was so glaring in the eyes of men.

Regardless of the injuries on her body, he changed from his previous gentleness, threw her on the god seat in a frenzy, and rushed towards her.

"Is life so important to you?! They want to replace you, why do you still want to protect them!"

"Shen Changming, turn around and look at me, don't look at the common people, okay?"

She watched the crazy man close his eyes, crystal tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, she acquiesced and resisted the man's behavior.

She looked at the little demon who was picked up by herself and grew into a handsome man. At this moment, the man was full of despair, unwillingness, and resentment...

"Shen Zong, don't you want the common people? Can the common people have Ah Zheng?"

She was silent and unable to answer.

It has never been that she loves the common people, but that the common people do not let her go.

All the living beings in the world and the gods of Hunyuan, no one is willing to let her go as the creator god.

If she doesn't save the common people, the common people will kill her. She is not afraid of death, but she is afraid that he will be implicated by her.

Perhaps from the very beginning, she shouldn't have saved that little demon.

It was the first time that Shen Zheng wanted Shen Changming, and he frantically exploited her, as if the deity belonged to him alone.

He didn't care about committing crimes, didn't care whether she would hate him, he just wanted to have her, even for a short moment.

On that day, the creation temple was full of spring, the mountains and rivers outside the temple were broken, and the gods died.

Outside the Hunyuan world, the small worlds of all parties collapsed.

A real god cannot be profaned, she does not belong to oneself, does not belong to anyone, she belongs to all living beings in all realms.

After that night of absurdity, the temple was surrounded by the gods led by the supreme god in the early morning of the second day.

The coercion of the gods shattered the entire temple, and the coercion against Shen Changming made her kneel on the ground, unable to stand.

"Chuangshishen, you are unforgivably guilty of adultery with the demons. Today, this deity will kill all the gods of the world righteously."

"Isn't it the deity's death? Isn't this what you want? The deity fulfills you, but there is a condition."

"What conditions." Tian Qi looked down at Shen Changming, who was kneeling below, and she planned to kill the God of Creation in one fell swoop today.

Although Chuangshishen had just returned from the small world and was seriously injured, as the first god in the Hunyuan world, she should not be underestimated. It would be best if she could kill herself.

"Let Shen Zheng go." After saying these four words, Shen Changming felt the pressure in her heart loosen. After living for so long, she was already tired and had enough.

"Okay." A mere demon clan, Tian Qi still doesn't take it to heart.

"Swear." Shen Changming bit the tip of his tongue hard, and stood up from the ground with difficulty.

"As you wish." Tian Qi sneered, closed his eyes, and his brows intertwined.

"This deity swears in the name of the Supreme God that the Creator God has cheated on the demons. If he kills himself, this deity will not hurt the life of the demon king Shen Zheng."

After the words fell, the divine light between Tianqi's eyebrows disappeared, and she looked at Shen Changming again, with a hint of urgency in her eyes: "How?"

She narrowed her eyes, looked at the red string on her wrist, and slowly activated the divine power in her body.

"I, Shen Changming, wish to dissipate the emotions and desires, destroy the soul, return to the ten thousand dharmas, and never be reborn."

As soon as the words fell, the terrifying divine thunder fell, and amidst the successive divine thunders, the body of the Chuangshi God turned into dots of golden light and disappeared.

So far, there is no more Shen Changming in this myriad worlds, nor is there any God of Creation.

"God!"

Shen Zheng didn't even think about it in his dreams, he just went back to the Demon Realm and took some healing medicine for the god, and when he arrived, he saw the dissipated body of the god.

The medicine bottle in his hand fell to the ground and shattered. He threw himself on it desperately, but it was all in vain.

The person he was thinking of, the person he wished he could take his heart out of, just disappeared.

He raised his head and stared resentfully at those gods.

It is obvious that the gods created them, but they are not only ungrateful, but also forced the gods to death, but they are so many and powerful.

"My lord..." Shen Zheng closed his eyes and bit the tip of his tongue hard.

If there is no god to save him, there will be no Shen Zheng. How can he dare to live alone without the god?
"No, the Demon Lord is going to explode himself." Tian Qi frowned, and hurriedly retreated with the gods.

Shen Zheng saw in a daze that many years ago, he was lying on the corner of the street in a state of embarrassment.

The curtain of the sedan chair carried by the god attendant was lifted, and the woman sitting in the sedan chair asked coldly, "Why did you stop?"

"God, there is a dying demon in front, this subordinate will get him out of here."

It was the first time Shen Zheng saw such a good-looking person, and subconsciously called out: "...Sister."

The person in the sedan chair had excellent hearing and was taken aback for a moment before looking at him.

But without waiting for the woman to say anything else, the god attendant stepped forward and kicked him hard: "Bold, how can you scream like a god?"

Consciousness returns.

Shen Changming opened his eyes and looked at the pitch-black system space, and reached out to touch his face, it turned out that tears were already streaming down his face.

"Ha ha……"

She covered her face with her hands and laughed softly, her heart ached.

She should have died, she should have disappeared between heaven and earth.

How good would it be if he died?

But she is still alive.

But she doesn't want to be the god of creation anymore, she has already died for them once.

This time, she only wants to live for one person, and everything else has nothing to do with her.

Wan Jie would not perish without her, but Wan Jie wanted her to die.

Now she wants to live for those who want her to live.

Looking at the light sphere in the system space, Shen Changming spoke.

"Give me the memories and characters of the next world first."

KKK, who had never dared to gnaw his voice, came back to the memories he saw in the host's mind just now, and asked subconsciously: "Master host, do you need it for the plot of the plane?"

"No need." In the future world, she only needs to find Shen Zheng, and she doesn't want to meddle in the trivial matters of the small world.

"Yes." KKK trembled, it felt that the host after recovering the memory and awakening the soul was even more terrifying than before.

"Master host, it hurts a little bit, please bear with it."

"After the transmission, it will shut itself down and restart after leaving this plane."

"Yes, the host." KKK didn't dare to say a word at all, it always felt that the other party would crush it to death at any time.

"Memory transmission."

"Transfer successful."

"The new plane is opening."

"The character recognition function is turning on for you, and the mission system is starting the standby mode."

　In the future, Changming will go the way of the boss.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)