I don't want to live again

Chapter 117 117 Tears
When the sun fell, the sky gradually darkened.

Song Qingcheng was lying on the bed, Xu Jiani hugged his waist, put her face on his chest, and said softly: "The house is quite big, husband, it's really warm here...By the way, Xie Fangfei knows this place, right?"

"I know, she has been here and often cooks for me." Song Qingcheng put his arms around her waist.

Her waist is really thin, Song Qingcheng thinks that a dancing woman is really nice.

"I'll live here too from now on!" Xu Jiani was a little short-tempered, and then said softly, "Xie Fangfei hasn't slept with her husband, has she?"

Song Qingcheng nodded: "No!"

"Then what is the calculation now? The two of us, who is your girlfriend?" Xu Jiani said softly, staring at his face.

He lowered his head, glanced at her, and squeezed her buttocks: "Can't they be all of them?"

"It can be all!" Xu Jiani was very firm, and then said seriously: "I have no problem here, but what can Xie Fangfei refuse to do? And this kind of thing can never be publicized."

Song Qingcheng smiled: "If you spread it out, it won't affect you much, it's just that my reputation is not very good, but I don't care.

And the way we are now, the three of us are often together, so the rumors outside must not be good. Feifei's place... If she refuses to accept it, I will let her go.

In any case, you are already my person, if I don't want you, then I will be a real scum, so people have to make a choice. "

Xu Jiani suddenly became happy and kissed him.

Her legs are really long, which is a rare length, accounting for almost 60% of her body.

Song Qingcheng couldn't put it down, and Xu Jiani was also very proud. She leaned into his ear and said softly: "Husband, do you have other women?"

"What do you think?" Song Qingcheng didn't answer the question directly.

In any case, although he is a bit scumbag, it doesn't make much sense to hide some things.

If you don't ask, I won't take the initiative to say it, and if you ask, I won't say it directly.

Xu Jiani stretched out her hand and patted him on the body, feeling a little angry.

Song Qingcheng turned his head and kissed her. After the kiss, she hugged him and said, "Honey, what kind of room am I?"

"Three bedrooms." Song Qingcheng smiled.

Wanwan must be the eldest, Yao Sisi is the second, and Xu Jiani is the third, which is very reasonable.

Xu Jiani turned around with her back to him, angry.

Song Qingcheng hugged her into his arms without saying a word, and he didn't feel that there was anything wrong at this point.

"Nini, if you can't accept it, I'll give you a house. If you like it, I'll give it to you. This matter is over, okay?"

Song Qingcheng said softly, while getting up slowly.

In the previous life, although he was a scumbag, no one said he was bad, and there were always people who thought of him well. At least he would not treat women badly.

Xu Jiani turned around and hugged his waist, not letting him go.

"You're just bullying me! Relying on my love for you, I love you so much... What about the third room... The eldest room is Feifei? Who is the second room?"

Xu Jiani patted him a few times, but they were not heavy and she was reluctant to hit him.

She really loved Song Qingcheng very much in her heart, it can be said that she was fascinated, so she was willing to play some tricks to get him.

Song Qingcheng hugged her tightly, and said softly: "Ni, don't ask, I love you too."

These words made Xu Jiani's body soften, and she arched into his arms, and said softly: "Then you can't let me go! I want to live with you forever!"

"Of course, I still have to have a few more children." Song Qingcheng said softly.

His chest was a little moist, and when he looked down, Xu Jiani's tears trickled down slowly.

The tears became beads and couldn't stop. There was a bit of intensity in the warmth, and they slid across his chest, dripping, condensed into silk, and slid across his lower abdomen.

Song Qingcheng stretched out his hand to caress her back, patted her buttocks lightly, but did not speak.

"If you dare to treat me badly, I'll jump off the building with you in my arms!" Xu Jiani choked up, and continued, "Why should I spoil you..."

Song Qingcheng kissed her hair and said: "Ni, do you feel wronged? I just said that if I have a child in the future, can I treat you badly?

So, there's nothing to worry about, I can't give you anything, I can still give you what's good for you, Feifei, if you can't accept it, it's considered a breakup. "

"Isn't she the first room and the second room?" Xu Jiani choked with sobs, and looked up.

That pretty face was covered with tears, and the temperament of a big girl in the capital was gone. Song Qingcheng suddenly felt distressed.

Maybe he shouldn't provoke her. In any case, she should have grievances and must have grievances. This is life.

It's just that at this moment, he can't let go anymore.

"No, she's behind you." Song Qingcheng replied.

Xu Jiani was taken aback, then smiled, the pear blossoms were blooming with rain, and the splendor was like the sunshine after the rain.

It's just that the grievance in his eyes can't disappear no matter what, and he still feels a little distressed.

"Be nice to me in the future! Be very, very nice!" Xu Jiani said seriously.

Song Qingcheng nodded, took out a bank card from a drawer on one side, and handed it to her: "By the way, here is a card where 2 yuan will be deposited every month.

Even if you are a full-time employee of the company, don't ask your family for money in the future, and you will handle the family's expenses. Buy clothes for yourself, okay? "

"Then I'm going to officially move in. Anyway, Xie Fangfei is there. I'll talk to her. If she accepts, we'll each have a room. If you don't agree, break up with her!"

Xu Jiani said seriously, Song Qingcheng wiped away the tears on her face, and nodded.

"Husband, I'm a little hungry. I seem to have vomited everything I ate at noon, and my stomach is empty." Xu Jiani said softly, finally letting go of her grievances.

Song Qingcheng looked at her and said, "Get up and eat, I'll eat for you next time."

"Let me get up, I will take care of family affairs from now on." Xu Jiani smiled, with tears still hanging from her eyelashes.

The smile after crying is the most beautiful, but it's not real happiness, it's just a compromise with life.

Song Qingcheng looked at her and didn't speak. When she got up slowly, he frowned. He held her down, got up and got out of bed.

There are quite a lot of things in the refrigerator. He cooked noodles and fried two poached eggs.

At this time, it was too late to make meat. After thinking about it, he found a pack of shrimps, fried the shrimps, served with a plate of fried vegetables, and made a tomato and egg drop soup.

There was warmth in the room, Song Qingcheng didn't wear much, one pair of short sleeves matched the other.

It's just that there is still something strange in his heart. After living another life, he let go of a lot, but also has some more thoughts that he shouldn't have.

But he has always been a firm person. On the way of growth, if he does not have a firm heart, it is difficult to succeed.

In his previous life, he was a billionaire, and he never relied on anything else, but his persistence and belief.

Just like in this life, when he was young, he wanted to live unscrupulously, that was also a belief.

Xu Jiani slept honestly and quietly, which was different from her usual performance.

When Song Qingcheng woke up, she was covered with a little quilt, her feet were stretched out, her Greek feet were beautiful, and her legs were slender.

When he got up, he moved lightly, but there was reluctance in his heart. I really don't want to think about it, this is definitely a test.

After tidying up, he went out for a run.

It was getting colder and colder. After running, his body was steaming, as if he had been boiled.

He bought a few breakfasts at the roadside breakfast spot, and Donghai's breakfasts were quite rich. He bought Xiaolongbao, fried dough sticks and pancake wraps.

When she entered, Xu Jiani was sitting on the sofa with her arms around her legs, her long hair hanging down, and she was crying.

Her tears seemed to be a lot, and they all fell during this day, Song Qingcheng was inexplicably distressed.

After changing her shoes, Xu Jiani turned her head, and when she saw him, her beautiful face was already stained with tears, and there were still bubbles in her nose, very playful.

"Husband!" Xu Jiani jumped up and ran over to hug him.

He carried the breakfast in one hand, and patted her with the other: "What's the matter? It's such a cold day, you're not cold with your bare butt... Well, I'm sweating all over, don't mess with you. "

"I don't! Just don't let go!" Xu Jiani snorted, then choked up and said, "I thought you didn't want me anymore! You don't know, when I woke up, I searched for a long time, and thought you were so cruel away."

Song Qingcheng stretched out his hand and slapped her on the butt: "Really, I just went out for a run. I've always been like this. Don't you know that I get up early to run?"

"I haven't lived with you, of course I don't know! Besides, I was anxious at the time, and I always felt that you just didn't want me, and went to find the first and second bedroom.

So I was very sad, I couldn't help but want to cry, but I didn't feel how cold it was. Anyway, think about it, you don't want me anymore, and I'm going to go to school to find you. "

Xu Jiani hugged him tightly, tears dripping onto his clothes.

Song Qingcheng patted her straight back and kissed her hair: "Okay, it's my fault, I'm going to take a shower first."

"I'll go with you! Scrub your back for you." Xu Jiani said seriously.

Song Qingcheng pinched her face: "You used to be quite aggressive, but now you don't look like a big girl in the capital, but like a little girl from the south of the Yangtze River."

"It's all your fault!" Xu Jiani burst out laughing, her face was both crying and smiling, very beautiful.

She turned around to drain the water, but still had some difficulty walking, walking slowly, with long legs and a thin waist.

When taking a bath, Xu Jiani rubbed his body for him, and he leaned on the edge of the bathtub with his eyes closed.

Xu Jiani had just washed her hair, her long hair was coiled on the top of her head, her neck was slender and white, showing a bit of elegance.

"Honey, will you visit me in the capital during the winter vacation?" Xu Jiani said softly.

Song Qingcheng nodded: "Maybe, my second uncle is still in the capital, so I should go and have a look."

When he went to the capital, he also wanted to see the environment there. If he had the opportunity, he could buy a courtyard house. This time was actually the best opportunity.

Xu Jiani laughed happily, lying in his arms: "Then I will take my husband around, there are still many interesting places in Beijing."

"Okay! By the way, you can ask for leave today. If you don't feel well, take a good rest and don't go to school." Song Qingcheng nodded and reached out to hold her in his arms.

Xu Jiani responded: "Honey, don't you go too, okay? We're staying at home and we're not going anywhere."

"Okay!" Song Qingcheng smiled and kissed her forehead.

When they left the bathroom, the two of them tossed for a while, and she wiped off the water drops on his body.

Back in the bedroom, Song Qingcheng changed into pajamas, Xu Jiani didn't bring any clothes, so she found Xie Fangfei's pajamas to wear.

It's just that she was wearing Xie Fangfei's clothes, which were obviously a little loose. Her legs were very long, and her hips were similar, but her upper body couldn't hold her up.

She snorted angrily, and then put her hands in front of her.

"Honey, is there such a big difference between me and Xie Fangfei?" Xu Jiani looked at him.

Song Qingcheng smiled: "Let's have breakfast."

"You haven't said it yet! Is there such a big difference between me and Xie Fangfei?" Xu Jiani hugged his arm.

Song Qingcheng nodded: "The difference is actually not that big."

"Really?" Xu Jiani was very happy and kissed him on the cheek.

Song Qingcheng responded: "Really, there is only a peach between you and her."

"You really are!" Xu Jiani said angrily, jumped up, jumped on his back, stretched out her hand and beat him a few times: "You know how to bully me, I'm not as good as her, right?"

Song Qingcheng held her buttocks and patted her a few times: "Your legs are longer than hers!"

"That's about the same... Let's eat first, and I'll do the laundry after dinner. If Xie Fangfei hadn't been tricked by me, I would have done the laundry for you during your military training. Fortunately, it's not too late now."

Xu Jiani said softly, and kissed him on the cheek a few times.

Song Qingcheng's heart calmed down, he put her on the chair, and said softly: "You and Feifei were friends, it seems not worthwhile to break up because of me now."

"Who said that!" Xu Jiani stared, and then said seriously: "It's worth it! Everything is worth it! Think about it, if I hadn't met you, I might have gotten married very late.

If I find a man who I don't like that much, he will like me more, but such a life must be very ordinary. When I think about it after middle age, I should not be reconciled in my heart. "

Song Qingcheng was startled, and remained silent. After he lost Chen Fala, did he have the same mentality?
I didn't wake up until I was middle-aged, so people are alive, and only when they think about it can they really let go.

Just like the current him, after letting go of Fala Chen, he can even face her calmly, without any ups and downs in his heart.

Xu Jiani turned to look at him, hugged his arm, and rested her head on his shoulder: "Husband, I'm fine, you don't have to worry about it, because I love you..."

"Let's eat." Song Qingcheng hugged her waist.

Her waist is really thin, it can be said that she is a real small waist.

Eating is also smiling, she likes to eat steamed buns, and feeds Song Qingcheng a few from time to time, raising her eyebrows and smiling.

When she smiled, her teeth were neat and white, which was very beautiful.

"Honey, don't leave me behind, I feel very insecure." Xu Jiani said quietly.

Song Qingcheng suddenly felt distressed, hugged her tightly, and nodded: "No, you will always be my third wife."

"You know you're bullying me, and I haven't agreed yet!" Xu Jiani kicked his leg lightly, and mist floated in her eyes, always a little bit unwilling.

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