A full-level scholar is conferred a god in a survival game

Chapter 47 Innocent
The world depicted in the mirror was too beautiful. In the mirror, there was no Cheng Yang, only Qiao Yan. She got her wish and became the focus of the crowd again.

Desire is a terrible thing, and magnified desire is even more terrible.

After this operation, Qiao Yan's heart was irrational, and she entered the blue mirror.

"The world in the mirror is beautiful, isn't it?" A brisk female voice rang in her ears, with a bit of temptation in her voice, but how could Qiao Yan, who was already numb at the time, notice this?
"Beautiful..." Qiao Yan nodded dully, and spit out these two words like a machine.

"Is it hard every day here?" The female voice continued to induce Qiao Yan, "Do you want to leave here? And, do you want to leave here and live the life you just saw?"

"I think..." Qiao Yan replied dully.

"Hehehe..." The female voice laughed, "Good girl... really a good girl."

"See the door in front of you? Push it open, then get out of here and live the life you want!" said the female voice.

Is there such a good thing in the world?

At that time, Qiao Yan was no longer able to think about these things independently, and a door appeared in front of her. The moment Qiao Yan saw the door, Qiao Yan's eyes could not help but light up, and he put his hand on the doorknob, Then, press down.

The door was pushed open by her, but she didn't see a bright future. A gust of hurricane blew past, making her unable to open her eyes. When she opened her eyes again, the surrounding scenes changed.

Qiao Yan saw Cheng Yang standing in front of him.

"Yangyang..." Qiao Yan suddenly felt guilty, but Cheng Yang's eyes were full of pain and hatred that she had never seen before, "Yangyang, listen to me..."

Qiao Yan's voice was a little weak. At that moment, she really felt that she was nothing. Damn it, how could she leave Yang Yang behind?How could she have bad thoughts about Yang Yang!
"Qiao Yan, why did you kill me?" Cheng Yang stared at her without blinking, the sadness in his eyes was undisguised, "Don't you know how I treat you?"

Cheng Yang's tone did not question, but it was full of disappointment. However, it hit Qiao Yan's heart more than a question.

Wait, kill...Kill Cheng Yang?

Where does this start!

"Yangyang, I didn't kill you! I..." Qiao Yan hurriedly opened her mouth to defend herself, but her words stuck in her throat the next second.

Qiao Yan's gaze moved down, and she saw... She saw a dagger in her hand, and that dagger was stabbing Cheng Yang's lower abdomen!

"Ah!" Qiao Yan screamed, and she hurriedly put down the hand holding the handle of the knife.

Cheng Yang's body shook slightly, and then she couldn't stand still, and she fell to her knees on the ground.

"Remember, you killed me, you white-eyed wolf, you are a murderer!" Cheng Yang said viciously every word.

"I'm not, no, I'm not, I'm really not..." Qiao Yan shook his head desperately, muttering non-stop.

How could she kill someone?She didn't even know where that dagger came from!But why does this happen...

Qiao Yan murmured, but in the end, even she didn't believe in herself.If she didn't kill Cheng Yang, why would she hold that knife?
And the blood on her hands...

"Ah!" Qiao Yan nearly broke down and wanted to wipe off the blood from her hands, but there were no paper towels around her, so she could only smear the blood on her clothes.

"It can't be erased! It can't be erased..." After countless attempts, Qiao Yan finally broke down and pulled his hair, "Why can't it be erased!"

"Am I really a murderer?" Qiao Yan's expression suddenly became dull, and she spoke softly, questioning herself.

"You not only killed Cheng Yang, you are a burden to Cheng Yang if you are alive, you dragged her down, and you killed her, how can there be such a vicious woman like you in the world!" Qiao Yan heard an angry woman's voice coming from around her .

"Who!" Qiao Yan raised his head suddenly, with fear in his eyes, and looked around, but where was that person?She was like a nightmare, tightly surrounding Qiao Yan.

"You murderer, you trash, you burden, you oil bottle..." All the bad words were thrown at Qiao Yan desperately, Qiao Yan was finally overwhelmed, and held his head in his hands , curled up his body, and let those voices slander and abuse him.

Every word of abuse was like a knife, engraved on her heart, causing her unbearable pain.

"Yes... I'm guilty, I'm a murderer, I'm Cheng Yang's burden..." Qiao Yan's face was almost transparent, she finally compromised, although there was still pain in her eyes, "Let me go, I plead guilty... ..."

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When Qiao Yan brought up this memory again, he still looked scared.

Her body was shaking like chaff, and Cheng Yang gently hugged her in his arms.

"Okay, okay, it's okay, everything is over." Cheng Yang comforted softly.It's not that she has never experienced the power of the mirror world, even she can hardly resist, let alone Qiao Yan?
"I know it's all my fault." Qiao Yan said tremblingly, "If I hadn't had bad thoughts in my heart, I wouldn't have fallen for the trick of the mirror world. This is all my own fault."

"When I was young, I was very out of gregarious." Cheng Yang said while stroking Qiao Yan's back, "At that time, I didn't like to talk very much, so those children of the same age didn't like talking with me very much. Playing, they always speak ill of me behind my back, and do some...excessive things to me."

Cheng Yang spoke calmly, Qiao Yan raised his head slightly, and looked at Cheng Yang.

There was nothing unusual in Cheng Yang's expression, it seemed that this incident had long been unable to stir up waves in her heart for the current Cheng Yang.

"At that time, I was really angry, and I thought about doing something bad to them." Cheng Yang continued, "But later, my reason stopped me, and I didn't do anything to them. "

Qiao Yan stared blankly at Cheng Yang, only to see Cheng Yang lowered his head to look at Qiao Yan, and smiled slightly: "It's normal for a flesh-and-blood person to have negative thoughts, but as a human being, it's rare and precious." Yes, use reason to subdue your own evil thoughts."

"Before you, it was remarkable to be able to do this." Cheng Yang said every word very seriously.

Qiao Yan's eyes were slightly red, and she grabbed Cheng Yang's hand, her voice choked with sobs: "Yang Yang, don't you blame me?"

(End of this chapter)