Don't ask where people go

Chapter 79 Regret
"I know, I was appointed by His Majesty, and I am number one in this dynasty." Fang Zilan glanced at Qi Yuming quite proudly, "So, I don't think it's a big deal."

"It's not a big deal to Mr. Fang, but it's not necessarily a big deal to Shangguan Min." Qi Yuming's voice was a little cold, as if a basin of cold water had been poured over his head.

"Shangguan Min was originally a criminal, and he was half of the barbarian blood. No matter what, he couldn't get rid of his status as a military household." Qi Yuming said every word, like a thorn in Shangguan Min's heart.

Fang Zilan nodded thoughtfully, "I think what you said makes sense."

Hearing this, Shangguan Min, who had been standing quietly in the corner without making a sound, couldn't help but say, "Master Fang, are you trying to destroy your promise?"

"When did I say I was going to destroy my promise?" Fang Zilan looked at the impatient Shangguanmin rather amusedly, "It's just that I don't think it's suitable for me to handle the matter of non-commissioned officer military status. Qi Yuming, you Say?"

"Master Fang, are you asking me to do it?" Qi Yuming raised his eyebrows, and Fang Zilan nodded, "Of course, if you are familiar with the military regulations and have a good relationship with Lord Zhong Yao, is there anyone more suitable than you? ?”

"Master Fang's order, Qi Yuming will naturally follow, but..." Qi Yuming paused for a while, Fang Zilan continued to ask, "But what?"

"Can Master Fang please tell me what Shangguan Min did to get a non-commissioned officer?" Qi Yuming asked bluntly, and Fang Zilan answered even more bluntly, "No."

Her expression was very innocent, Qi Yuming choked back at her words, turned around and left the camp without saying anything more.

Seeing that Vice General Cao Zhanger was puzzled, he asked tentatively, "Master Qi, are you angry?"

"Why are you angry?" Fang Zilan's lips curled slightly, smiling a bit like a little fox, "He guessed the reason, so he has nothing to say."

On the side, Shangguan Min hesitated and said, "Master Fang is not afraid that Master Qi will hold grudges and refuse to help?"

"This is not a help, but an order." Fang Zilan smiled, "Will I keep people under my command who don't do things for me?"

"In that case, Shangguan Min thanked Mr. Fang first." After Shangguan Min finished speaking, he was about to cup his fists to salute, but was stopped by Fang Zilan, "This is a deal, you don't need to say thank you."

"But I didn't do it well." Shangguan Min was frank and straightforward, and Fang Zilan said in a low voice: "Although so, I am still satisfied with the result now. Therefore, our deal is still valid."

"I..." Shangguan Min opened his mouth, wanting to say something but in the end he still couldn't say it.

Fang Zilan looked at Shangguan Min's hesitation and reluctance with amusement, and couldn't help sighing, "Shangguan Min, this cautious and timid look is not like you."

"What does Mr. Fang think I should look like?" Shangguan Min lowered his head, his expression darkened a lot.

"What I think is my business, but your appearance should be decided by yourself." Fang Zilan looked at the young man in front of him steadily, and in just a few months, he seemed to have changed.

Fang Zilan was silent for a moment, and then said again: "Shangguan Min, since you dare to come to me to ask for the military status of a non-commissioned officer, it means that you are still willing to stay in the army. I can't say what the future will be, but you have already made up your mind, so don't be afraid. Until the end, who knows what will happen.”

"What Mr. Fang said is true. So many people died for me, I can't let them lose their lives in vain." Shangguan Min raised his head, with tears in his eyes, "Dare to ask Mr. Fang, I am in the army, how can Mr. Fang Will you treat me sincerely?"

"That's natural." Fang Zilan nodded without hesitation and said: "Although I hold grudges, I still have grievances and grievances. Between you and me, you haven't done anything wrong. On the contrary, I have a lot of regrets for you."

Fang Zilan shook her head helplessly as she spoke, and Shangguan Min couldn't help asking, "Then have you ever regretted it?"

"It's not regrettable." Fang Zilan looked calm, "If people want to move forward, they will definitely hurt others. Just get used to it in the future, and there is nothing to regret."

"Master Fang really thinks so?" Shangguan Min asked unwillingly, Fang Zilan smiled slightly, "Even if you regret it, so what, is there any medicine for regret in this world?"

"Shangguanmin, I will teach you a lesson today." Fang Zilan smiled meaningfully, "Even if you regret it, don't say it. Others don't care about your feelings, but they will give others a reason to hurt you. Even if you are deceiving yourself , and keep going, until one day you are strong enough to turn lies into reality, that is the real no regrets and no complaints."

"So Master Fang keeps me, and you don't regret it?" Shangguan Min gritted his teeth, and finally asked what was in his heart.

The smile in Fang Zilan's eyes was even bigger, "Of course. I said a long time ago that if one day you stand on the opposite side of me and have a life-and-death dispute with me, as long as you have the ability, you can do it. But if you don't have the ability, I will I won't be merciful to you either. Do you understand?"

Her words were like a ray of light, shining directly into Shangguan Min's heart.

Too many things happened in just a few months, and he vaguely felt that he wanted to pursue something in a daze, but he was always unable to hold on to anything.

Until this moment, he suddenly realized.

It's useless not to look back on the past, and not to regret it later. He can only live in the present, get a non-commissioned officer's military status and settle down in the army.

One day he will find out the truth and rectify the name of the Shangguan family.

Seeing that Shangguan Min was silent, Fang Zilan finally couldn't help asking: "However, let me ask you, after all these things, do you hate me?"

"No." Shangguan Min replied without hesitation, "Compared with resentment, I believe in the innocence of the Shangguan family."

He paused, and said firmly: "Since my surname is Shangguan, I must be worthy of the name of the Shangguan family. As long as I am still alive, I will never live in vain. One day, I will let the Shangguan family revive the past .”

The boy's eyes were still as clear as before, but the ambition and murderous look in his eyes could not be concealed no matter what.

Fang Zilan was stunned for a moment, then raised the corners of her lips, and said with a light smile, "I'll wait and see."

Shangguan Min cupped his fists and saluted, "If Mr. Fang has nothing else to do, I will take my leave first."

"Wait a minute." Fang Zilan stopped Shangguanmin, frowned with a smile, "I wanted to ask you just now when you came in, what's the smell on you?"

Seeing Fang Zilan walking up to Shangguan Min suddenly, Deputy General Cao was also stunned, sniffing around, "Boss, is there any smell?"

Shangguan Min was stunned for a moment and quickly came to his senses, handing the sachet in his arms to Fang Zilan, "Is this what Master Fang is talking about?"

Fang Zilan took the sachet and sniffed it, frowning even tighter, "Who gave this to you?"

"Ah Kuo gave it to me, and he gave one to each of our Shangguan brothers." Seeing Fang Zilan's displeasure, Shangguan Min asked curiously, "I've been wearing this sachet, what's the problem?"

"It's nothing, maybe there were so many people in the past, I didn't smell the smell of the sachet on you." Fang Zilan returned the sachet to Shangguanmin, "You are now a man in the army, not a son of an aristocratic family, and you don't need such things in the future. Take it with you again."

　Don't be afraid, go forward.No regrets, don't look back.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)