Don't ask where people go

Chapter 42 Confused
"Fang Zilan, what nonsense are you talking about?" A Wan blurted out subconsciously, but stopped when she saw Fang Zilan's coldness, and whispered after a while: "Even if you are a young master, you can't..."

"What can't be done?" Fang Zilan smiled evilly, "We are on the same boat. If something happens to me, do you think he can pick it off?"

A Wan's face changed in an instant, and her voice was extremely low; "Fang Zilan, are you really not afraid that the young master will kill you?"

"I'm still useful to him, he doesn't want to part with it." The corners of Fang Zilan's lips curled up slightly, and her voice was as soft as a puff of smoke, which disappeared in A Wan's ears in a blink of an eye, but made her face even more ugly.

"When have you ever seen the young master being reluctant, even Wu Qing..." A Wan didn't continue, but Fang Zilan knew what she meant.

Wu Qing is the princess of the former dynasty, and also the closest person to Ji Ningtian, but Ji Ningtian still dragged her into the muddy water of the ghost gate.

To that man, all of them are just pawns in his hand.

But for some reason, Fang Zilan wanted to gamble that Ji Ningtian would have no one available except her, Fang Zilan.

"Have you thought about it?" A Wan stretched out her hand and pulled Fang Zilan's sleeve, pulling her back together with her thoughts, "If you annoy the young master, no one can save you."

"Who said the young master will be annoyed?" She smiled slightly, "It's not that I haven't thought about it. Because of the status of the old man in the previous dynasty, the Fang family will give the young master this kind of shame. The Ouyang family has been weak in the court for the past two years. , and with Li Shengxuan coming to the throne, all the aristocratic families are afraid, lest he will let Xiahou's family enter the court again, this time is the best time to marry each other."

A Wan frowned, "But the Shangguan family is a sinner, and other families are afraid to avoid it, so how can they get married?"

Fang Zilan still just laughed, "It is true that the Shangguan family is a sinner, but it is also true that Li Shengxuan has selfish intentions. The forces behind the Shangguan family have not been affected. This alone is enough to impress a weak Ouyang family. What's more..."

She paused, and the smile on her face became wider, "The one they married was not the daughter of the Shangguan family, but the daughter of the Wang family."

A Wan was confused, "What do you mean?"

"After all, the Wang family is a noble family in Yanzhou. I have to give Wang Quanzhi this face, otherwise, wouldn't my life in Yanzhou be very sad?" Fang Zilan said lightly, and Awan suddenly reacted, "What do you mean?" Yes……"

"That's what you think." Fang Zilan nodded, "This matter is very important, I want to write letters to Fang's family and Ouyang's family, but just by speaking, I want to persuade the two families to buy it It's not easy to be afraid, and you have to ask the young master to help you in secret. There are too many people staring at me now, I can't leave at all, so I can only let you go by yourself."

"Are you trying to push me away?" Awan's voice was a little lower, as if a little lost, Fang Zilan reached out to pat her on the shoulder, but in the end her hand didn't land on her shoulder, but was caught by her. She grabbed the sleeve with her backhand.

Fang Zilan let her hold her, and sighed softly, "Little Awan, there are some things that are meaningless to say. I must go to the military camp to clean up the situation in these two days, and it is meaningless for you to stay here , might as well go for me."

"The message should be handed over to the letter crow. If I stay here, I can help you watch the yard and stare at this group of women with malicious intentions." Awan took out a wax pill from his sleeve and waved it in front of Fang Zilan. He shook his head, "Young master really understands you."

"This is... a nine-petal flower?" Fang Zilan stared blankly at the wax pill in A Wan's hand, as if possessed, and A Wan waved her hand in front of her, but she still didn't respond.

"Fang Zilan, this is not the first time you have seen this nine-petaled flower. Why do you act like you have never seen it before?" A Wan angrily put the wax pill in front of Fang Zilan, "Just write what you want to write, and I will do it for you." Keep it."

After Awan finished speaking, she whistled, and soon a navy blue bird landed on her shoulder, gently pecking at the belt on her shoulder.

"The letter crows have been brought, and the young master is fully prepared this time." Fang Zilan sneered, making Awan a little dazed. It was as indifferent as usual.

The nine-petal flower is a special way of sending messages in the ghost gate. A nine-petal flower is sealed in a wax pill. After the wax pill melts, the nine-petal flower will return to its original shape. The flower is as big as a bucket and the color is like blood.

The people in the ghost gate tattooed characters on the petals with silver embroidery needles, and then sealed the flowers into wax pills with medicine.When the recipient receives the letter, melt the wax pill and soak the nine-petaled flower with the same potion, the flower will fade away from blood and become white as paper, and you can see what is written on it.

Seeing that Fang Zilan took the wax pill but did not move for a long time, A Wan turned her head away and said softly: "Write down what you want to say to the young master, I will not peek."

Hearing this, Fang Zilan couldn't help laughing, what else would she want to say to Ji Ningtian today?

She thought for a while, then took out the silver embroidery needle in her purse, moved her fingertips slightly, and stroked the flower, leaving indelible marks.Just like those thoughts that she had kept in her heart, they stayed exactly.

It turns out that no matter which Fang Zilan it is, her feelings for Ji Ningtian are so complicated.

After not hearing anything for a long time, A Wan couldn't bear it anymore, and couldn't help but asked, "Have you finished writing?"

"Okay." Fang Zilan responded in a low voice, and A Wan turned her head, seeing that she had already sealed the flowers in the wax pills, she couldn't help being stunned, "When did you..."

A Wan's voice was extremely soft, and she was worried and didn't hear clearly, so she subconsciously asked, "What?"

"It's nothing." A Wan waved his hand, "Young master also said that you are clumsy and never sealed the nine-petaled flower. I think your technique is much more proficient than mine. Young master is really..."

A Wan smacked her lips while talking, Fang Zilan was stunned for a moment, she had a familiar feeling in her heart since she saw the nine-petaled flower just now, but what A Wan just said did not seem to be fake, what's going on?

Seeing that she stayed where she was again, Awan frowned slightly, reached out and slapped her hard, "Come back to your senses!"

Only then did she look at A Wan as if she had just woken up from a dream, and said dumbly, "What's wrong with me?"

"The nine-petal flower is a well-known evil flower. It has the effect of leaving the soul. Who would have thought that your concentration is so poor?" Her face changed at the moment of her pulse, "You..."

Fang Zilan saw that her expression was wrong and quickly shook off her hand, and took a few steps back before standing still.

A Wan's face was so gloomy that Fang Zilan had never seen before. She was about to say something, but A Wan took the first step, "Fang Zilan, are you tired of living, how dare you advance the time of taking the medicine without authorization? Do you know that now This suppressive prescription is already extremely dangerous, if you are not careful, your life will be gone, and you dare to use medicine at will?"

A Wan attacked like a cannonball, and she had no room to retaliate, so she could only let A Wan scold her.

"And the injury on your body, big or small, has never been broken. Which doctor who suffered a thousand dollars gave you medicine? You dared to heal your injury without knowing your condition. How dare you let them treat it? "

A Wan was so angry that she cursed all the doctors who had treated Fang Zilan with her outrageous words, and then she finally calmed down and calmed down.

Fang Zilan poured the tea early in the morning, and when A Wan was quiet, she hurriedly brought the tea to her. The meticulous appearance made A Wan laugh and cry, "It's useless for you to do anything, if it's not for the son's sake, I really don't want to be lazy." Take care of you!"

"I know that little Awan is so beautiful and kind-hearted, so she won't be as knowledgeable as I am." Fang Zilan was kind and flattering.

A Wan snorted coldly, "As knowledgeable as you? I'm afraid I don't have the ability. Don't you know your physical condition? If you continue like this, how many days will you have to live?"

Hearing that Fang Zilan's expression was gloomy, she spoke slowly, her voice a bit low, "I know I don't have many days left, you might as well just tell me, Awan, I have a good idea."

"If you don't use drugs indiscriminately and take good care of your body, you can be safe for ten years. But if you don't cherish your body and still live a life of licking blood on the tip of a knife, with new injuries constantly, five years may be considered a long time. "A Wan sighed for a long time, which made her heart sink a little bit.

In the past, she always felt that if she died, she might be able to return to the original world.

But after staying here for this period of time, she didn't figure out why she came to this world. Instead, she had a vague feeling for everything around her.

If this continues, even she herself will not be able to tell clearly, who is the one alive now?
Seeing her speechless for a long while, A Wan couldn't help but comfort her: "With me here, I want you to live just one day longer. You can put your heart in your stomach. I don't believe that the world is so big. Can't find a way to keep you alive."

"I..." Fang Zilan murmured, "Sometimes I get confused, who am I?"

"Aren't you stupid?" A Wan tiptoed and reached out to tap her forehead, "You are Fang Zilan, Zixiu Fang Zilan, isn't this your own name?"

"I took it myself?" Fang Zilan repeated Awan's words in a daze, and Awan nodded, "Yes, what happened to that Zixiu who looked down on everyone back then? Fang Zilan, the number one sword in the world, who do you think you are?" ?”

Fang Zilan murmured uncertainly: "Zixiu, the number one sword in the world, are these really me?"

"What's the matter with you?" Awan frowned even deeper, "Even if you don't have these names, aren't you still you? What's the difference? Who and what kind of person are you? The head decides, let alone others pointing fingers."

"Little Awan thinks that I can make the decision myself?" Fang Zilan smiled wryly, "The world is a chessboard, and everyone in the world is a chess piece. You and I are just pieces in the hands of those who hold the pieces, so what can we decide?"

　who I am?The name is the symbol, and the destiny is the body.Such a classic philosophical question, how would A Wan, who is a big kid, answer it?Let's see the decomposition next time~
　　
　
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