I'm not really a god of rebirth

Although, Hu Yue and the others were quite polite to her, Li Xixi's biological mother.

Everyone never mentioned that she had abandoned her husband and daughter before.

However, sitting here, Xu Wenting just felt that others looked at her with strange eyes.

This feeling made her feel like she was sitting on pins and needles.

So much so that she had the urge to escape.

She sits here, forcing a smile on her face.

Occasionally glance at Li Feng not far away.

Li Feng sat with her ex-husband.

At the same table were Li Dong's parents, and several others Xu Wenting didn't know, but he could guess that they were Li Dong's family members.

From the arrangement this time, it can be seen that Li Dong regards her ex-husband and Li Feng as his own family from the bottom of his heart.

Moreover, looking at the attitude of Li Dong's parents towards her ex-husband and Li Feng, they are really enthusiastic.

Comparing with her own situation, Xu Wenting's heart is full of loss and remorse.

If she hadn't done something sorry for her ex-husband and hadn't broken up with her ex-husband, then she would be sitting in Li Feng's position at this moment.

But now, she can only sit here alone, dejected.

Once, she was very eager for money and wealth, longing for material enjoyment.

She hated her ex-husband Li Dong for not giving her enough material enjoyment.

Therefore, when she met Lin Guowei, she threw herself into Lin Guowei's arms without hesitation, and kicked her ex-husband away like a shoe.

Now, she did get the money and wealth she dreamed of.

When Lin Guowei left, he left her two large villas, she lived in one, and sold the other for more than 6000 million yuan, and then used the money to buy more than a dozen front-end houses.

Now just for rent collection, there are 30 to [-] a month.

Ordinarily, her life should be very nourishing.

Even her best friend, Fan Lin, was envious of her.

However, she didn't know why, and she really couldn't be happy at all.

Now, she lives in that big villa every day. The family hires a nanny to clean, wash and cook for her. Her parents are also taken over by her.

But she just can't be happy.

Now her parents keep praising her for being wise.

If she followed that poor Li Dong again, she would never be able to live in a big villa in her life, and she should have divorced that Li Dong long ago.

Look at how good it is now, living in a big villa, driving millions of luxury cars, and having a nanny at home.

If you don't do anything for a month, you can earn hundreds of thousands of dollars, and you can't spend all the money.

The relatives in my hometown were all very envious, saying that she had a good life.

But is she really lucky?
She did not tell her parents about her ex-husband's current situation.

Of course, based on her understanding of her parents, even if she said it, her parents would probably not take it seriously.

Anyway, from the perspective of her parents, her ex-husband Li Dong opened a small restaurant now, which is very different from her.

She only felt the suffocating loneliness when she was lying alone on the luxurious big bed in the dead of night.

She got everything she wanted, but lost everything she ever had.

She used to think that the things she once owned were worthless.

But she didn't know what she had lost until after she lost it.

She also thought carefully, if her ex-husband hadn't known Li Dong, would she regret it as much as she does now.

Then when she thought about it, she realized that if her ex-husband hadn't known Li Dong, then Lin Guowei would not have suffered a crushing defeat and would not have left.

If Lin Guowei didn't leave, it would be impossible to leave her such a large fortune.

Now, she is still that shameless mistress who begs every month to curry favor with Lin Guowei and get that pitiful pocket money.

To be honest, she lived a few months like that, and that was enough.

Therefore, no matter whether her ex-husband knew Li Dong or not, she would regret separating from her ex-husband.

She also tried to repair the relationship with her ex-husband and tried to get back together with her ex-husband.

However, she hurt her ex-husband so deeply that his ex-husband refused to forgive her at all.

Even for the sake of her daughter, she would not forgive her.

Now that her ex-husband is looking for Li Feng again, she has no chance.

For Li Feng, she really couldn't feel jealous at all.

She knew very well that even if there was no Li Feng, there would still be Zhang Feng and Wang Feng. Anyway, her ex-husband would find another woman sooner or later, and he would never get back together with her.

When she was in the hospital, she went to visit her ex-husband and met Li Feng.

I also chatted with Li Feng and knew something about her.

To be honest, for a moment, she was even happy for Li Feng, it was really good that Li Feng found her ex-husband Li Dong.

And it's really good that the ex-husband can find a woman like Li Feng.

The most important thing is that her daughter likes Li Feng very much, and Li Feng also likes her daughter very much.

So what else can she say?

She can only silently bless.

Some things in life, once lost, can never be found again.

She only hated herself for understanding this truth too late.

To be honest, she didn't want to come to this recognition ceremony.

She could fully predict how embarrassed she would be when she came.

But after some consideration, she still came.

Apart from her parents who value money as much as their life and her eldest brother who eats too much and is lazy, her daughter Li Xixi is the closest person she has in this world.

It can even be said that her daughter now occupies most of the position in her heart.

She is already sorry for her daughter.

For the rest of her life, the only thing she can do is to try her best to make up for her daughter.

Therefore, she is holding her money very tightly now.

I only give my parents [-] pocket money every month.

Her parents tried to ask her for more money, but she would never give it.

And her elder brother, who ran to her every day or two, was thinking about one of the two villas that Lin Guowei gave her.

She said that she couldn't live alone, so she might as well give him a set.

When she sold the villa, the eldest brother was thinking about the money in her hand again, and asked him for money, to buy a car and a house.

She ignored it.

So much so that her elder brother was so angry that he wanted to sever ties with her, and her parents also threatened her to sever ties in various ways.

Threats are threats, she is not afraid.

She is already like this, what else is there to be afraid of?

What's more, she also knew that with the virtues of her parents and elder brother, they would definitely not be willing to sever ties with her.

No matter what, her parents now follow her to live in a big villa here, eating delicious food and drinking spicy food every day.

The eldest brother and sister-in-law come here every now and then, and every time they come, they will not go back empty-handed.

During the holidays, she would also give some pocket money to her eldest brother's nephew.

Although it was not much, a few thousand dollars, it was definitely a lot of money for her elder brother and his family.

If she really broke off with her, where would her parents and her eldest brother find such a good thing?

Therefore, she is not afraid at all.

Because she was sure that her parents and elder brother would not dare to sever ties with her.

She had already planned that all her money would belong to her daughter in the future.

No one wants to split a point.

She has even made a will and notarized it.

Although she also knew that after her daughter recognized Li Dong as her godfather, she didn't need her money at all.

But this is also the only thing she can leave for her daughter as a mother, and it is also the only evidence that can prove the existence of her mother.

If she doesn't leave something for her daughter, she really doesn't know whether her daughter will remember her as her biological mother when she grows up.

She has also decided long ago that no matter how her daughter treats her now or in the future, she will stay by her daughter's side.

Don't miss every important moment in your daughter's life.

The daughter recognizes Li Dong as her godfather. This recognition ceremony is an important moment in her daughter's life.

So, even if she knew it would be embarrassing if she came, she still wanted to come.

Fortunately, Hu Yue and the others didn't say any nasty things in front of her.

It made her feel a little better.

Even during the dinner, Hu Yue chatted with her a lot.

Hu Yue asked her about her current situation.

She didn't hide anything, she told Hu Yue the truth.

After hearing this, Hu Yue nodded, and then asked her if she had considered her lifelong affairs?

He also told her earnestly that no matter what she did before, it is over after all, and life must continue.

To be honest, after hearing this and seeing Hu Yue's sincere eyes, Xu Wenting almost couldn't hold back her tears.

She always thought that Hu Yue must look down on people like her.

Unexpectedly, Hu Yue could say such a thing to her.

Touched, Xu Wenting let out a miserable laugh, and told Hu Yue that she wasn't going to look for it anymore, so let's live alone.

Then, she also told Hu Yue about making the will.

After hearing this, Hu Yue sighed softly and said, why do you do this.

Xu Wenting said that she knew that Li Xixi was not short of her money, but it was her wish as a mother.

This is the only thing she can give Li Xixi.

She is not a qualified mother.

Hu Yue said, you are indeed not a qualified mother, but I can see your love for Xixi. No matter what time comes, you will be Xixi's mother, the biological mother.

Xu Wenting said again: Do you really look down on me?
Hu Yue smiled and shook his head.

Su Qian who was next to him said something: We people, what right do we have to look down on you?

Xu Wenting looked at Su Qian in surprise.

To be honest, among the women at the same table, Su Qian made Xu Wenting feel ashamed the most.

Su Qian is really beautiful.

Pretty is not real.

Before meeting Su Qian, Xu Wenting never thought that there would be such a beautiful person in the world.

Just like a fairy in the sky.

She felt that a woman like Su Qian must look down on a dirty woman like her.

So from the beginning to the end, she didn't dare to talk to Su Qian, and she didn't even dare to look at Su Qian.

But Su Qian said such a sentence.

Xu Wenting was naturally puzzled.

But after Su Qian finished speaking, she didn't speak any more, and didn't even look at her.

It was as if this sentence was not meant for her.

Hu Yue at the side gave Su Qian a meaningful look.

Su Qian seemed to avoid Hu Yue's eyes.

Of course, this was just a small episode, except for Hu Yue, the others didn't even seem to hear Su Qian's words.

Everyone pretended to be nonchalant and chatted there.

Xu Wenting suddenly felt that these incomparably noble daughters were not as noble as they appeared on the surface.

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After the whole recognition ceremony, Xu Wenting was in a daze.

Anyway, my mind was always messed up.

She also went to the stage once in the middle. She, Li Dong, Hu Yue, ex-husband, Li Feng, and several people closest to Li Xixi witnessed an important moment in Li Xixi's life together.

The host asked her to say a few words, and when she took the microphone, she was in a daze, but subconsciously hugged Li Xixi and said, baby, remember, mom will always love you.

After speaking, she couldn't hold back anymore, and tears flowed down.

There was warm applause at the scene.

After the banquet, she reluctantly bid farewell to Li Xixi.

After coming out, he accidentally ran into Li Feng who was standing there alone.

Li Feng greeted her with a smile.

She also forced a smile to greet Li Feng, and then subconsciously asked, where is he?
Li Feng knew who she was asking, so she replied that he went to the bathroom.

Xu Wenting let out a cry.

For a moment, I didn't know what to say, or even if I should continue to leave, or stop and say a few words to Li Feng.

It was Li Feng who took the initiative to tell her: "Xixi still loves you very much."

Xu Wenting nodded subconsciously, and after realizing it, she shook her head again, smiled sadly, and said, "I'm sorry for her, I'm not a qualified mother."

Li Feng smiled and said, "At least you didn't sell me out at birth like my mother."

Xu Wenting was stunned.

Looking at Li Feng, he wanted to see whether she was sincere or false when she said this.

Li Feng also looked at her with a smile.

The smile is full of sincerity.

Looking at Li Feng, Xu Wenting couldn't bear it any longer, she threw herself on Li Feng's shoulder and started crying.

While crying, he said: "I was wrong, I was really wrong, woo woo woo, Li Feng, you know, I regret it so much, can you give him back to me?"

The smile on Li Feng's face gradually disappeared, and she let Xu Wenting lie on her shoulders, but looked into the distance, and said lightly, "No."

Xu Wenting was stunned for a moment, straightened up, looked at Li Feng again, then smiled sadly, and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made such a rude request to you, I just... I just..."

Li Feng said lightly: "I know, I don't have to occupy him, but, I know, if he is with you, he will be unhappy, and you also know that no man will be happy in such a thing .I love him, I love him more than you, I don't want him to be unhappy. If one day, I find that he is with me and is not happy anymore, then I will take the initiative to leave him without you telling me, but now , I'm sorry, but I won't leave him."

Xu Wenting sobbed, nodded, and said: "It's his blessing that he met you. You are much better than me. I don't have the right to say anything to tell you to treat him well. I just hope that you can treat him well." I love my daughter so much. Then, don’t take my daughter away, okay? I really can’t lose Sissy anymore.”

Li Feng said: "Don't worry, I, and Hu Yue, we will not take Xixi away, no matter what happens, you are her biological mother."