The queen is so fierce

Chapter 57

(I don’t know when those two chapters will be released. I will rewrite a little bit from a different angle. It has nothing to do with the main text, so I don’t need to read it. I don’t think you can watch this style anymore. In the state of the update, it will be very uncomfortable in my heart..., although according to the fact, it has actually been discontinued)

——The following is Aunt Chu’s No.1 name——

For me, Jinger is not a family member who is entrusted by my heart, nor a lover who loves to the core.

Perhaps, until now, I have not figured out who Jinger is to me.

I'm just used to him being by my side as a matter of course. As long as I get up early every day and see him greet me with a smile, I'm very satisfied.

When he was messing around outside, I was happy that a woman could appreciate him, but I couldn't hold back the sourness that came from the bottom of my heart.

Do I like Jinger?

I think, must like it.

Is it a lover's kind of like?
All I can say is, I don't know.

So when I heard Jinger say to me, "Aunt Chu, I like you the most." I didn't answer his question, even though I saw Jinger hide the expression in his eyes with a smile. Seriously.

I tried my best to hide the throbbing in my heart, as if I was afraid that he would explore my heart.

"Forget it... Although I have never really regarded you as my son, but I have raised you for so many years... After calling me aunt for so long, it feels strange to suddenly become a child bride... If I really want to guard myself , where will you be sent to Qiu Xuanji?"

When Jinger heard my words, she didn't show any disappointment. For a moment, I thought I was thinking too much, but in fact Jinger didn't like me, and she felt her heart twitch.

However, what he said below made me feel relieved:

"Aunt Chu, do you remember how you taught her when a senior sister who had already graduated came to you to discuss relationship issues?"

I recalled for a while, and I didn’t get up for a long time and I did this kind of thing in the past, and I asked:

"What did you say?"

Jing'er pretended to cough dryly, with a serious expression: "My generation of cultivators don't need to care about their age, what they ask for and what they love in their hearts are the Dao."

I just remembered that ten years ago, a disciple who had just been promoted to the inner door came to ask me that I liked a very young person, but I was too embarrassed to say so.

At the time, although I thought it was useless to ask me about such a thing, I still carefully explained her. After all, age is not a hindrance at all in my opinion, and there are not only slightly higher-level monks spanning [-] years old.

But what I didn't expect was that the very young sweetheart she said was actually...

Thinking of this, I was suddenly distracted, and my heart burst into anger:

"Don't mention her to me! I thought she was the younger brother of which disciple she liked, but who knows what that little burner likes..."

It's you……

My words stopped because my eyes met Jing'er's stunned eyes. In order to hide this, I quickly changed the subject:
"Cough, that's just talking. How can there be a woman who really doesn't care about age? Would you like to marry a woman three thousand years older than you?"

I didn't really care when I said it, but Jinger answered me seriously:

"The problem is that you are not three thousand years older than me, Aunt Chu."

Isn't this nonsense, if I were [-] years older than you, I would have looked down on this kind of thing long ago, and who would be flirting with you here.

"I'm just making an analogy, it's almost the same." I rolled my eyes and sighed: "I think back then, when you were only a little old, you always shouted about breastfeeding, but where did I get milk for you... ...You said it's okay to have no milk, just eat the taste...I still believed in your evil, now it seems, I didn't expect you to start playing against me from such a young age."

……

……

To be honest, even if I sleep with Jinger right now, I wouldn't care too much.

Feelings have arrived, and they will come naturally, which is probably our situation.

Before that, I had never understood what kind of feelings I had for Jinger. Is it motherly love?Or as a woman, longing for his embrace?
Now I vaguely understand that it is actually both.

I raised him and fell in love with him again...it's really funny.

So when he threw me to the ground, I thought about resisting. With my strength, this stinky boy can't take any advantage at all.

But in the end I gave up, thinking it was fine.

If this stalemate continues, it is likely that I can't let myself down, and other women climb onto Jing'er's bed ahead of me.

If I don't force me, I probably won't be able to express my love to Jing'er no matter how long it takes.

... The problem is, I've already given up my resistance, but Jing'er actually got up.

Are you a man?
When I saw him bowing down and running to the drying table to get the air, I was both amused and angry.

At the same time, I also saw his determination.

The image of the bright red palm was printed on his side face like a drop of blood, and the little girl in the door didn't know how much that face was fascinated by the screaming, but he really could do it...

I felt a little twitch in my heart, wishing that the person who received this slap was me...

This is probably the heartache of being a mother... No...

I'm starting to deceive myself again, maybe there's a mother's love in it, but more...

"Jing'er, give me some time, I'll give you an answer."

I don't even know how red my face was when I said that.

Unexpectedly, I just woke up and no one forced me, it is impossible for me to take this step.

Now, she has spoken her mind with her own willpower.

Jing'er was also like a child, happily holding me around in circles.

These 17 years... should also come to an end.

Seeing Jing'er leaning towards my lips, I closed my eyes nervously...

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The writing is messy, you don't need to read it. This paragraph is just a side note of the two chapters that were sealed. It doesn't make much sense... Hey, I feel very sad, why don't you create a group? , I see how many people there are.

(End of this chapter)