After the hidden marriage, the actor is thinking about making it public every day

Chapter 73
Thinking about it carefully, the relationship between them, if not counting the first two years, was separated for five years and got married half a year after reunion, in fact, it was not much better than the relationship between Yang Bowen and Lin Wanyi.

I must say yes, that is, they have never encountered so many ties and obstacles, such as pressure from family, persecution from reality, and so on.

Zhou Ze's face sank at a speed visible to the naked eye, and his voice became a little colder, "It's been three years, if you still feel that this marriage has no merit, and you still insist on defining our relationship in this way, then I have no choice but to There is something to say."

Wang Yiyi didn't refute or explain anything, and the topic became cold like this.

But she could feel that Zhou Ze was angry.

Wang Yiyi seldom saw him angry, and in most cases, he could handle his emotions well, so she didn't have much experience in dealing with such situations.

Back home, the two each occupy two spaces without disturbing each other.

I don't know how long it took, when Wang Yi heard a noise outside, she felt the door and went out, pretending to pour water, but secretly paying attention to what Zhou Ze was doing.

Zhou Ze was fiddling with something in the kitchen. Pots, pans, and pans were colliding with each other. Wang Yi couldn't bear to watch, put down the water glass in his hand, and walked in.

There were only the two of them in the whole room, and Zhou Ze knew who it was without looking, and continued to search for what he was looking for.

Wang Yiyi lowered his head and glanced at the things on the cooking table. They were in a disorderly mess. The water in the pot was boiling. Wang Yi turned off the fire and couldn't help laughing: "What are you looking for?"

Zhou Ze raised his eyebrows unnaturally, turned his head away, and didn't look at her, "I can't find where the colander is."

Wang Yiyi said "Oh", walked to one of the cabinets inside, opened it and took it down, and started to work on Zhou Ze's unfinished "big meal" by the way, "Let me do it."

Zhou Ze was still emotional, he silently put down the things in his hands, and stepped aside.

"Sister-in-law said that she and elder brother went back to the old house today and asked how we were doing."

"up to you."

"Oh, then let's go back too."

In this kind of matter, Wang Yiyi and Zhou Ze have always had the greatest degree of tacit understanding. No matter what they were fighting for in the first second, they were polite and thoughtful when facing each other's family members in the next second. Make a mistake.

Just like today, since Lin Zhi kindly reminded her and she knew about it, there was no reason not to go back, and besides, it was reasonable to go back to the old house on New Year's Eve.

"Bei Bei," Zhou Ze called to Wang Yi when she took out the noodles and turned to chill them in cold water. His slightly clenched hands hanging on both sides betrayed him, and he tried to speak in a calm tone: " It may seem to you that the relationship between us was hasty and impulsive at the beginning, but before I decided to do this, I thought it through, and I have not regretted it in the past few years."

Wang Yiyi is actually a very twisted person, and she knows it herself.

She is both afraid of walking into an intimate relationship and eager to maintain a balance.

She is hesitant to take another step forward, but she is also afraid that when she puts her heart and soul into this relationship, everything will be wiped out in the end.

Just like her parents, the love was vigorous, but it still ended bleakly.

So she started the self-protection mechanism, did not accept new beginnings, and did not treat the other half with all her heart, maintaining a kind of relative independence and balance, in case something bad happened one day, she could still Self-comfort, in fact, there is nothing to lose.

Wang Yiyi thought so, but Zhou Ze didn't.

In these three years of marriage, he took himself seriously as Wang Yiyi's husband, but he didn't dare to show his true inner feelings, pushing her too hard, for fear that she would be punished by her parents. effect, but the opposite is true.

At this time, Wang Yi turned his back to him, and Zhou Ze couldn't see her expression through the back. Wang Yi was taken aback, and didn't give a positive response. Instead, he said, "You go out first, I'll be fine soon." .”

Obviously Zhou Ze wanted to break the balance now, but Wang Yiyi was like an ostrich, always buried in the small safe area he thought was there, like a barrier that seemed to be there. One unilaterally chose to block Zhou Ze from this.

In the past, the two of them got together less often and separated more often, and they rarely met each other. Apart from expressing the most superficial thoughts in person, once they touched the part of exchanging sincerity for sincerity, they would either quarrel or remain silent.

Recently, they stayed together day and night, and many problems were brought to the surface, and Wang Yi couldn't hide even if he tried to hide.

Until the two of them were sitting at the dining table, staring at each other, Wang Yiyi couldn't bear the punishment of his sad eyes, put down his fork, and raised his hands in surrender: "The biggest difference between us now is whether to make it public. Even if it is made public, we will After the suspicions from the outside world become reality, can you predict what will happen in advance? Acting is my profession, but I have no obligation to explain my private life to my colleagues, collaborators and other people. "

Wang Yiyi's words were both true and false. At least at the beginning, she really thought so, and she was sure that Zhou Ze thought the same way. Although they are public figures, they still pay attention to personal privacy outside of work.

After she returned to China, whether it was when she chose to get back together or when she decided to get married, Wang Yiyi never doubted the relationship between them, but she was full of fear in her heart, because during the five years apart, they were in two different time and space, They grew up to be strangers to each other, and they didn't grow together on the same track.

Love is temporary and can be impulsive, but marriage must be maintained by two people who are in step with each other all the time. Nowadays, many people spend this time and energy on other things that have more peak experience, and often ignore love and marriage itself.

They never had a proper formal discussion about the future, about their career, about their goals in life.

When one of two people lags behind the other, their growth rates are different, which will inevitably lead to a deviation in the direction of growth.

As for Wang Yiyi, she is clearly behind Zhou Ze in every respect.

"That's what I said, but have you read the comments online, you said it's not public, okay, I understand you, but you can't let me watch so many people pour unwarranted dirty water on your head, I I even wondered if this decision was wrong."

"We have no way of deciding what the outside world says."

"But you care very much." Zhou Ze seemed to be able to see through the truest thoughts in her heart, and couldn't wait to interrupt: "I admit that I have deliberately ignored many problems between us in the past few years, thinking that we should keep a distance. I won't mention it. , If you don’t mention it, these problems will not exist, but sooner or later it will explode in a way that none of us can accept.”

(End of this chapter)