I saved the paranoid after wearing the book

Chapter 173 I just don't have the courage
Just as she was thinking, Zhuang Sining suddenly heard the message vibrating from the bracelet. She raised her eyes and found that it was from Shen Yuanzhou.

It should be to ask her when she set off to buy daily necessities.

Zhuang Sining didn't want the little hedgehog to wait any longer, so after looking away, he said calmly to Tan Jingfu: "Hey, let's talk about it when the time comes, we may not be free."

"I won't tell you now, I still have something to do, thank you for the red envelope."

"A date to hang out with friends?" Tan Jingfu heard Zhuang Sining's eagerness to hang up, narrowed his peach eyes slightly, and turned the pen in his hand with a twist of his fingers.

Zhuang Sining hummed, and her tone was perfunctory no longer trying to hide it: "My friend sent me a reminder, so hang up, let's talk next time."

After hanging up the communication, Zhuang Sining looked at the message interface of He Tan Jing Fu, and found that there was indeed a red envelope that had already arrived.

Click to open it, the amount is not small.

Absolutely.

There is one more human connection.

Zhuang Sining breathed a sigh of relief from the end of her nose, and after suppressing the thoughts in her mind, she exited the interface and opened the dialogue box with Shen Yuanzhou.

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In the blink of an eye, the green leaves are plated with gold, and the orange and yellow gradually overshadow the green and occupy people's vision.

Summer is coming to autumn, the summer vacation is coming to an end, Zhuang Sining and the others have also entered the main planet university for a while.

The temperature on the main planet in October is just right, the breeze is gentle, the golden leaves are rustling, and the comfortable feeling makes people feel more relaxed.

Inside the main planet university library.

Zhuang Sining stared at the swinging and falling maple leaves outside the window, his eyes flashed, his eyes fell on the electronic screen that hadn't been turned on for a long time, and his mouth was slightly pursed.

She had been sitting in this seat in the library for several hours, and she didn't read any of the knowledge points she was going to review.

It was really because the thoughts in her mind were too chaotic, and her heart became a mess.

Zhuang Sining stayed there for a while, then sighed softly, and covered her temples with her hands.

During this time, she felt that something was wrong with herself.

To be more precise... this is wrong because her feelings for Shen Yuanzhou probably, should have exceeded her expectations.

Zhuang Sining pursed her ruddy lips, and subconsciously began to pick up the pen and turn it mechanically.

She lowered her eyelids and clicked on the bracelet, her fingers paused on the nickname of the little hedgehog, and hesitated for a while before clicking on it.

"Sn: Shall we have dinner together tonight?"

After editing this message, Zhuang Sining's eyelashes trembled, and he pressed the send button.

1 seconds.

2 seconds.

3 seconds.

……

In the past, the other party would reply in seconds, but now a few minutes have passed, and there is still no movement on the message interface.

The light in Zhuang Sining's brown pupils slowly dimmed, and a hint of disappointment appeared at the end of her eyes.

In less than a week since she registered at the University of the Main Planet, she felt that the little hedgehog's attitude towards her was different from before.

Because of their different majors, the two are not in the same department, and the distance between classrooms and dormitories is a bit far.Although Shen Yuanzhou would still come to find her to have dinner, go home together, and go out to play together.

It seems like it's the same as ever.

But Zhuang Sining just had a feeling that a line was drawn between him and Shen Yuanzhou, creating a sense of distance...

It wasn't until this week that she clearly knew where this sense of distance came from.

Shen Yuanzhou is not as clingy to her as before.

In the past, as long as two people sat together, the other party would be like a soft bone, would grab her arm and rub his head against her shoulder, open his mouth and wait for her to feed him when he ate, and would give him any delicious food as soon as possible Put it into her mouth, buy her milk tea, and she will take a sip if she sends it to her...

In retrospect, Shen Yuanzhou deliberately put an end to these somewhat intimate actions.

She just didn't feel used to it, and didn't feel that uncomfortable or uncomfortable.

The normal relationship between good friends is what they are now, familiar and friendly but with a degree.

Maybe Shen Yuanzhou has matured a bit, and is not as childishly dependent on her as before.

Zhuang Sining comforted herself like this.

It wasn't until she realized later that she overheard gossip among her roommates in the dormitory, saying that Shen Yuanzhou, a new grassroots in the acting department next door, and An Qiulu, a flower in the same department, had gotten very close recently, and they seemed to be in love. After the popularity of the two posts soared all the way, she felt her mind go blank for an instant.

Shen Yuanzhou actually fell in love? ? ?

At that time, after Zhuang Sining had drawn this conclusion in his mind, his heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible big hand, and his breathing was stagnant. What emerged in his heart was not happiness, but jealousy, boredom and sadness that could not be ignored...

At that time, she didn't care about whether it was right for her to have such emotions as a friend, and she secretly opened the campus network that she had never used without her roommate behind her back, and found that hot post.

Zhuang Sining opened it, and there was a long list of photos of the poster, almost every one of which was a close-up.

She looked at the photos of handsome men and beautiful women drinking coffee comfortably with their heads leaning on their heads in the cafe, holding flowers at the entrance of the cinema and looking at each other sweetly, sitting next to each other in the classroom with shoulders almost touching each other's shoulders and smiling... …

Too much.

The position where she once stood next to the little hedgehog for intimate interaction was replaced by someone.

It turned out that Shen Yuanzhou fell in love with someone like this...

No wonder the other party suddenly distanced herself from her, and steadily returned to the position of a friend.

It's just that Zhuang Si stared at the two well-matched people in the photo, but couldn't be happy.

Obviously she has always claimed to be Shen Yuanzhou's older sister, seeing that her younger brother has someone he likes, she should be happy and bless her.

But she was full of sadness and loss.

Knowing that Shen Yuanzhou might be in a relationship that night, Zhuang Sining suffered from insomnia all night.

She knew very well in her heart that as soon as she got through the communication, she could get the accurate answer from Shen Yuanzhou's mouth, whether she was in a relationship or not, and it would save her from thinking wildly.

Just not the guts.

All night long, Zhuang Sining was thinking about Shen Yuanzhou.

Thinking about the appearance of being attached to the other party, thinking about the loving smile of the other party...

Every time she thinks about it, her heart throbs with pain that cannot be ignored.

She might... fell in love with Shen Yuanzhou.

I fell in love with my target...

Waiting to see the sunlight outside the window through the curtains with panda eyes, she thought so, blinking and sighing softly from the end of her nose.

It's just that now that she knows what she wants, does she still have a chance?
She was afraid that after Shen Yuanzhou found out, the two of them would not even be friends.

After that day, Zhuang Sining suppressed her thoughts and tried her best to maintain the harmonious and healthy friendship between the two of them.

Thinking about this, Zhuang Sining's brown pupils darkened, feeling a little uncomfortable.

"System." She called the system in her mind that had been dormant for a long time.

(End of this chapter)