Chapter 48

The passing of youth is a very uncomfortable thing, especially the passing of youth in wastage, it is even more regrettable.

Because Zhong Yan really didn't have a strong sense of music, she became the focus of attention in the class. After Gu Huaizhou came over, she was even more absent-minded and full of loopholes.

Zhong Yan was not in the situation during the whole practice. After the practice, Gu Huaizhou cast a searching look at Zhong Yan. He nodded slightly and said in a gentle voice: "Zhong Yan, you stay and practice hard."

Zhong Yan lowered his head and twitched the corner of his mouth, saying hello.

After that, she repeatedly played the violin in her hand like a robot, and the sound of the piano was mocking, scaring away a group of people.

When Zhong Yan raised his head again, only Gu Huaizhou was left in front of him. He was sitting not far away, looking at her probingly.

Zhong Yan was impatient, frowned and asked, "Why are you looking at me like that?" Gu Huaizhou didn't show his usual smile, he straightened up, looked at Zhong Yan seriously and asked, "Zhong Yan , are you sure you want to live like this?"

Right now, Zhong Yan dislikes others commenting on her life the most, especially Gu Huaizhou, he always looks like a high-profile savior, she has had enough.

"How about me? I've always been like this, you just don't know."

Gu Huaizhou glanced at her, hummed in a low voice, stood up and walked out: "I would have ignored you before I knew it."

Zhong Yan also stood up, caught up with him a few steps and said: "Put away your cheap sympathy, I know how I feel, I never asked you why you were so nice to me back then, now I Do you dare to say it?"

Gu Huaizhou looked at her condescendingly, and said after a while, "Of course it's because of sympathy, what else could it be?"

Zhong Yan sneered, and continued to ask: "Then am I the worst person you have encountered? Would you be so sympathetic to the beggars on the roadside? Do you think that a word of sympathy can solve everything? Impossible!"

Gu Huaizhou didn't speak anymore, he just looked at Zhong Yan silently.

Zhong Yan took a step back, shook his head and smiled: "You see, this is your selfishness, everything you do is because of yourself, so don't bother me anymore, just let me fend for myself!"

She said so much, but Gu Huaizhou didn't seem to hear anything, he nodded lightly and said with a smile, "Okay, I don't care about you anymore, you'd better not show up in front of me."

When Gu Huaizhou walked out, Zhong Yan kicked the stool next to him angrily, and said hysterically, "I don't care about it!"

The moment her tears fell, Zhong Yan thought of her own life hopelessly, and she returned to that messy state, even she herself didn't know why God made such a joke on her, she obviously wanted to I really want to work hard to live well.

But God couldn't hear her pleading, and at this moment, there was only the draft wind whistling to accompany her sorrow, Zhong Yan couldn't help but squat down and curled up into a ball, and said helplessly: "Lu Qingcheng, I miss you so much..."

Gu Huaizhou did not go far. He heard these words when he was standing outside the door. At this moment, he was also confused. What is love? , which made him feel very incredible.

But who is Gu Huaizhou, he is destined not to stop for anyone, so he just turned around and left at this time.

A few days after hearing Gu Huaizhou's words, Zhong Yan became depressed again, and his only friend noticed it, and leaned over and asked, "What's wrong with you, could it be that Lu Qingcheng has news?"

Zhong Yan shook his head slowly: "No, I just... think winter is too long."

After hearing this, Chen Yun comforted her with a smile and said, "What's the matter? The winter is very long, but tomorrow will be better. How about I take you out to meet people, maybe you will be happy."

Zhong Yan smiled and said it was impossible, but she couldn't bear Chen Yun's kind invitation, so she was dragged to join the fellowship.

This seemed to be a necessary trip to university, but Zhong Yan didn't like it very much. She didn't have any expectations along the way, and couldn't even squeeze out a forced smile.

But the second he saw Gu Huaizhou at the dinner table, Zhong Yan couldn't help being stunned, why is he here?Gu Huaizhou came to the friendship, how strange he thought.

Little did he know that the moment Gu Huaizhou saw Zhong Yan, he was also taken aback for a moment, Zhong Yan looked sick, and even came out to wander around, really...

Zhong Yan didn't want to meet Gu Huaizhou's eyes, she lowered her head to eat the food, and heard Chen Yun strike up a conversation with the people next to her, but after Chen Yun's two exclamations, she also realized that something was wrong.

Then Chen Yun immediately pulled her up, and bent over to the boys at the dinner table: "Hey, I'm sorry, I sat in the wrong seat. I thought this table was for a social gathering, but I didn't expect it to be your party. Really I'm sorry ha."

Zhong Yan was also embarrassed for her, and she had eaten two mouthfuls just now, so it was even more embarrassing to think about it. She also lowered her head to apologize, but she heard Gu Huaizhou chuckle.

Zhong Yan felt blocked when she heard it, she raised her head and gave Gu Huaizhou a rude look, and pulled Chen Jun away.

After they left, Wei Ran, the boy sitting next to Gu Huaizhou, asked curiously: "What happened to that girl just now? She didn't say anything, she sat down and ate, and she gave you a look before she left. Are you wrong?"

Gu Huaizhou smiled coldly, looked away and said, "She has always been like this."

Wei Ran was excited when he heard it, and asked while holding his hand, "What do you mean? Do you know her! Then why have you never heard of it before? I thought you never had sex with women, and said, Is there a story!"

Gu Huaizhou glanced at him with a smile: "If there is any other story, just get to know each other." There was a hint of warning in his eyes, and Wei Ran tactfully didn't speak again, but looked more in Zhong Yan's direction He glanced twice and took note of her appearance.

After Zhong Yan and Chen Yun found the right place to sit down, she couldn't even arouse interest at all, she just lowered her head and just ate and ate.

Before the fellowship ended, a boy at the dinner table joked with a smile: "This classmate is pretty, but he doesn't talk much, and he still likes to eat."

Zhong Yan smiled politely, and retorted without hesitation: "Because I have nothing to do, I just have to eat something." It meant that the other party was bored.

When Zhong Yan retorted, Wei Ran happened to pass behind her, and he went over to tell Gu Huaizhou: "Hey, I know that classmate with you very well, and I don't give you any face."

Gu Huaizhou hummed, and glanced at Zhong Yan's back. She straightened her back, but Gu Huaizhou could imagine her unyielding and stubborn expression.

On the way back to school from the restaurant, Zhong Yan remained silent as always, but Chen Yun sent a message with great interest, and she didn't know who it was with. When she stopped, Zhong Yan turned his head and asked: "I was at the sorority party just now. Look, it won't affect you."

Chen Yun looked at her and laughed out loud: "Zhong Yan, why do you think about this, you think too much! How can you influence me, you are my friend, others are just strangers, you can do whatever you want .”

After hearing this, Zhong Yan couldn't help smiling, lowered his head and said, "Am I being favored?"

Chen Jun stood on tiptoe and reached out to touch her head: "Well, don't think about it, because we are friends."

Zhong Yan was moved, and put his arms around Chen Yun: "Do you want to sleep with me today? Let's lie down and chat!"

Chen Yun said hello without any falsehood, and Zhong Yan felt even more joyful, and took him directly to the room he rented.

Xueli is very obedient. When she saw Chen Jun, a stranger, she just leaned up and sniffed her legs, and then turned around to bark at Zhong Yan. Good friend, you can't call out, you have to treat each other with courtesy."

Xueli immediately stretched out her two front paws, and lay on the ground with her buttocks up, waiting for Chen Yun's touch.

When Chen Yun saw such a human puppy, he naturally liked it, so he asked, "Is this your puppy?"

Zhong Yan shook his head and smiled: "It's not me, it's very obedient, isn't it? In fact, it was raised by Lu Qingcheng, just as obedient as him. After he left, I brought it here. I can't leave it alone. Bar."

After talking about Lu Qingcheng, Zhong Yan's emotions were more or less sad, Chen Yun couldn't bear to look at her, so he just lowered his head and murmured: "Actually, only you think Lu Qingcheng is cute, we all think he is cute coming."

Zhong Yan smiled brightly when he heard the words, and said to himself, "Because I am Zhong Yan."

Because she is Zhong Yan, and because he is Lu Qingcheng, after meeting each other, they have become different existences in the eyes of outsiders.

Chen Yun didn't want to make the atmosphere more sad, she saw the fruit not far away with a glance, and rushed to say: "Do you want to eat fruit? I'll make fruit for you to eat."

Zhong Yan really didn't know how to do it, so she helped Chen Yun, and Chen Yun seemed to be the kind of person with top learning ability and full life skills. When she lowered her head to do things, she had a different kind of charm.

Zhong Yan kept watching from the side until Chen Yun put a grape to her mouth first: "Come on, you taste this first, and I'll add more toppings if you want."

Zhong Yan chewed it twice, then nodded with the taste of grapes in his mouth: "Yes, it's delicious, let's make more."

Seeing her take the initiative to offer opinions, Chen Yun naturally satisfied her without hesitation.

The two girls were full, and when they were lying on the bed, they naturally talked about various topics. At this moment, Chen Yun asked: "Didn't you see Gu Huaizhou today? I remember you knew him very well before." Yes, why didn't you say hello today?"

Zhong Yan smiled helplessly, looked at the pitch-black ceiling and answered Chen Yun: "It used to be pretty good, but then we became estranged, and now I don't really want to talk to him."

Chen Jun murmured thoughtfully, and continued, "Gu Huaizhou really doesn't look like someone from the same world as us."

This is exactly what Zhong Yan wanted to say. She turned to look at Chen Yun beside her and said, "You think so too, right? I think so too. I always feel that he thinks too much and I can't see through it." , so I don't like it."

Chen Yun nodded: "Well, we really can't understand his brain, but it's not a big deal if we don't understand it, just don't understand it."

Zhong Yan agreed, and talked to Chen Yun about other topics, and did not fall asleep until midnight.

But after meeting at the dinner table, Gu Huaizhou came to teach them how to play the violin again. He was as generous as before, as if he had never quarreled with Zhong Yan.

The other students liked Gu Huaizhou very much, and Zhong Yan couldn't say anything, so he had to follow suit.

When her violin was beginning to show results, the first final exam in the university had already come. Zhong Yan did nothing after a semester, and even her studies were powerless. Of course, the result can be imagined, she did not do well in the exam. good.

But Zhong Yan doesn't have the heart to think so much now, she feels as if she has fallen into an endless loop, she has been spinning around here, she can't get out, and others can't get in.

When returning home for the New Year, Zhong Yan passed by Lu's house again, she paused, looked in the direction of his house, and knocked on the door of his house.After Lu Qingcheng's mother opened the door, Zhong Yan asked with a bright smile, "Is Lu Qingcheng coming back for the New Year this year? If you come back, you must tell me."

Mother Lu just said hello, without saying much, she nodded slightly and turned to leave.

Zhong Yan pursed his lips and walked towards his home with heavy steps.

The house was very lively, and there was already a New Year's atmosphere before the New Year's Eve. When Zhong Yan opened the door and walked in, Zhong Ke and his classmates were sitting in the living room playing games, making a lot of noise.

But Zhong Ke still had a little conscience. After seeing Zhong Yan go in, he paused for a moment, and then shrank behind his classmates.

Zhong Yan looked at him and laughed mockingly: "You still know how to hide, is it because you are afraid of being beaten?"

Zhong Ke glanced at her, stood up from behind the classmate, and asked weakly: "Are you back?" Zhong Yan shrugged indifferently: "When won't you come back, don't worry about me."

Zhong Ke didn't dare to care about Zhong Yan now, as long as he appeared in front of her, or said one more word, he would face the risk of being beaten.

However, the Zhong family's parents didn't care much about the children's mood. They just thought it was a small fight and it would pass soon.

So a few days before the new year, they asked Zhong Yan to help their younger brothers and sisters with their homework, Zhong Yan refused without thinking: "No, I can't make up."

Zhong Ting scolded her for being cold-blooded: "Don't think that you will be different after you go to college. Let me tell you, if we didn't support you behind the scenes, would you be able to go to college without worrying about food and clothing? It's impossible. "

Zhong Yan hummed, and said calmly: "I'll know if you don't tell me, if you can't mend it, then you can't mend it."

Zhong Ting glared at her angrily, and rushed out to find his own children.However, Zhong Ke and Zhong Juyi were obviously not happy either. After they all turned against Zhong Ting, they completely drove Zhong Ting into a hurry, and they insisted on starting this incredible tutoring.

Zhong Yan sat down in front of the Zhong family siblings, fixed his eyes on the book in his hand, and asked without raising his head, "Where do you want to study, tell me so I can start."

Zhong Juyi was naturally disdainful, she curled her lips and said indifferently: "No need, what do you like to do."

Zhong Ke said with a fake smile: "Don't, let this Tsinghua high-achieving student surnamed Zhong give us a lecture, and listen to what she can say."

Zhong Yan glanced at him and asked, "Do you want to hear it?"

(End of this chapter)

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