I'm looking for fairyland alone

Chapter 90 Humanity or Heaven
Lu Zhen couldn't calm down for a long time.

This is the first time he has formally apologized to anyone.

With his mature mentality, he has clearly distinguished himself from others since he was a child. He has never touched his bottom line, and has never committed any mistakes that he thinks he needs to apologize. Therefore, since his birth, he has never solemnly told humanity Sorry.

Until today, Lu Zhen apologized to others for the first time after wandering around his own bottom line.

This is not a big deal for others, but for Lu Zhen, it tore a hole in his heart, making him doubt whether he can successfully survive the catastrophe of fear.

Since the kidney qi was aroused, the influence of fear on him has been increasing day by day, and has reached the point where it has unknowingly affected his xinxing.

Correspondingly, it is his more and more emotional conscious reaction. It seems that the negative emotions such as guilt, confusion, and doubts in his mind now make him almost forget that before stimulating the kidney qi, he must be able to glimpse the immortality of immortality for himself. confidence.

After practicing for nearly 20 years, after getting out of intentional or unintentional indifference, Lu Zhen felt helpless for the weakness of his heart for the first time
"The catastrophe of fear is already so difficult, what kind of scene will it be after the next few catastrophes? Can I really survive it successfully? Ascension, ascension..."

With a secret sigh, Lu Zhen in the dark pushed open the door and walked into the yard.

"What's wrong with you?" Lu Yuan, who was quietly sitting in the yard, looked at Lu Zhen, "Your mood is not right, I have never seen your mood fluctuate so violently, what happened?"

"It's nothing." Lu Zhen walked into the yard and stretched out his scorched right palm, "I'm so excited, I went to Longhu Mountain to compete with Zhang Lingyu. The Thunder Art of Longhu Mountain is really powerful."

"Although Master Lingyu is powerful, he shouldn't be your opponent, right?" Lu Yuan looked at Lu Zhen's palm with curiosity in his eyes.

Apparently, she is quite interested in the results of this discussion even though she has a calm temper.

"I'm slightly better." Lu Zhen nodded, then raised his head and turned to look at Lu Yuan, and suddenly asked with an inexplicable expression, "Tell me, how big is the gap between mortals and feathers?"

Looking into those eyes, Lu Yuan was a little stunned.

She had never seen such a vivid expression on Lu Zhen's face. Even if Lu Zhen didn't say a word, she could clearly feel the complex emotions conveyed by the other party.

After a while, she said softly: "As a mortal, I don't know how far you have become, but for some reason, the aura on your body has become more vivid, more life-like, and easier to get close to. I don't know how this will treat you. Good or bad, but... not offensive."

"Vivid and intimate..." Lu Zhen turned and walked into his room, "You are a mortal, and I am also a mortal..."

When the door was about to close, he suddenly stopped.

"Actually, you don't have to be so nice to me." Lu Zhen said suddenly with his back to Lu Yuan.

The sound fell, and the door was completely closed, isolating the inside and outside.

The courtyard fell into silence, and Lu Yuan, who lowered his head, was speechless for a long time.

……

Sitting cross-legged, Lu Zhen closed his eyes and stretched out his hand to slowly press his heart.

The weakness and indescribable depression that is beyond his control seems to be centered here and spread to every corner of the body.

"Doing something and not doing something is the humane way of Marquis Wu..."

"All people have no self, gods and men have no merit, and saints have no names. If they call the way of heaven, then what is my way?"

"The way of humanity, or the way of heaven?"

Emotions gradually stabilized, the sea of ​​fear calmed down, and the ship of consciousness floated on the vast ocean. Maybe the other shore could be seen in the next moment, or maybe it would never be able to cross this unknown sea.

……

The vibrating sound of the mobile phone brought Lu Zhen back to his consciousness.

When I opened my eyes, it was already bright outside, and the light coming in from the window was a bit dazzling.

Lu Zhen picked up the phone, looked at the caller ID, and answered the call.

Zhang Chulan's excited voice came from the receiver immediately.

"I won! The opponent is a guy named Tang Wenlong. He has good skills, especially the poisonous barrier that hurts people invisible, but he was defeated by me!"

Lu Zhen nodded: "Yes, your progress is very fast, and your talent is even better than that of Zhang Lingyu. With your current cultivation base, you should not be inferior to him."

"It's a bit exaggerated to win over the little uncle, but now I finally have the capital to fight hard, so I won't be beaten to the ground when we meet." Zhang Chulan said with a smile, "Although I used the right tactics in this competition, I won so much It's easy, and I still want to thank the big brother for his help."

"You didn't see the shocked look of the guys watching the battle! Before the battle, my odds were so high, I must have lost badly!"

Lu Zhen didn't speak.

Zhang Chulan thought of something, said "Oh", and suddenly asked: "This morning, the little uncle and Zhuge Qing came to me to ask about you, big brother. They said that I know you well, and I should know a lot of things, but I Didn't say too much, seeing their strange expressions, did something happen?"

Lu Zhen said simply: "Last night, I suddenly realized that I had a match with Zhang Lingyu at Longhu Mountain."

"Little uncle must have lost!" Zhang Chulan clicked his tongue, "Let me just say, his expression at that time was indescribable, and...that..."

Zhang Chulan hesitated and said, "Lv Liang contacted me just now."

Lu Zhen said indifferently: "Do you still have contact with Quan Xing?"

"No..." Zhang Chulan quickly explained, "I'm only connected with Lu Liang personally, not with Quan Xing!"

"Quan Xing's fidelity sounds nice, but they wantonly trample on social order and deny people's sociality. In my opinion, they are more sinister than villains, and villains should act according to common sense. No social order!"

"If I were in power, I would definitely wipe them out! But, I'm just a small person, and I can't do too much, but it's clear to draw a line with Quanxing."

Lu Zhen said: "Because of your grandfather's affairs, you'd better draw a clear line with them."

"Don't worry, I know this for sure." Zhang Chulan suddenly lowered her voice, "Lu Liang told me that people of all sexes are coming to Longhu Mountain, does the boss know?"

"I know, Tianshi Mansion and Lu Jin should have already guessed."

"Indeed, I have been prepared for a long time." Zhang Chulan changed the subject and said with a smile, "Yesterday, the head of the Lu family invited me to meet, and the old man was very polite to me."

"Is he seeing you alone?"

"Yes, the old guy from the Wang family also asked me to meet him. His face was gloomy. It looked like someone owed him 800 million yuan. It looked really scary."

Lu Zhen was silent for a while, and then asked again: "Have you used the Ming Soul Technique on you?"

"Yes, but it's just for a lie detector." Zhang Chulan's tone didn't seem to care, "They wanted to ask about the origin of the body, but I really don't know, and using that lie detector proved the truth of what I said In the end, the old man also said that he would give me some compensation, so that I would have trouble finding him."

"The Lu family is not that simple." Lu Zhen reminded, "Don't do it because of me... Anyway, be careful yourself."

(End of this chapter)