secretary in gold

Chapter 275 Lie down and win!

early morning.

Song Qingxin got up from Tang Ye's warm embrace, and was going to sneak back to her room before everyone got up.

After singing with Tang Ye last night, I was really exhausted, and hugged and talked for a long time, and they started singing again.
Later, Song Qingxin really didn't have the strength to go upstairs, so she simply fell asleep here.

Everyone knows the two of them slept, but it's best not to let them see
Lao Wei's thinking is relatively conservative, which will make her unable to step down.

"Sleep for a while more." Tang Ye put his arms around Song Qingxin's waist and said aloud.

Song Qingxin glanced outside, the curtains were drawn tightly, making it difficult to see the sky, but she still shook her head and refused, saying: "No, no, if I don't go back, my mother will get up. Those who have passed the dressing period The old aunt gets up early every day, and after a while, the aunt will also get up and cook, how embarrassing to be seen by the aunt."

He said words of refusal, but turned around and lingered with Tang Ye for a long time. Then he broke free from Tang Ye's temptation and tiptoed towards the outside.

Passing the living room, when I was about to go upstairs, I heard someone shouting behind me: "Song Qingxin"

"Oh my god!" Song Qingxin exclaimed, frightened by the sudden sound.

She turned around and looked over, and found that in the shadow above the sofa in the living room, Song Ruizhi was sitting there looking at her motionless.

Song Qingxin was extremely indignant, and said angrily: "Song Ruizhi doesn't sleep at night, what are you doing here?"

"Wait for you." Song Ruizhi said out loud.

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This answer made people unable to answer it, and Song Qingxin didn't want to answer it either.

After all, she and Tang Ye spent most of the night last night. If Song Ruizhi had been waiting for him, it would have been a long time.

Worried that the loud noise would wake up the rest of the parents upstairs, Song Qingxin walked towards Song Ruizhi and asked aloud, "What are you waiting for me?"

"I want to talk to you." Song Ruizhi looked up at Song Qingxin and said aloud.

Song Qingxin wanted to refuse, because she knew that if Wei Qingru saw her like this, she would know what she did last night.
However, when she and Song Ruizhi looked into each other's eyes, she couldn't help but nodded and said, "Let's talk."

At this time, Song Ruizhi's hair was disheveled like a chicken coop, which was in stark contrast to the careless middle part he usually combed.His face was haggard and pale, like a vampire who hasn't seen the sun for a long time.Because of staying up all night, his pupils were bloodshot.

The most important thing is that Lao Wei made repeated orders not to allow anyone to smoke in the living room, and no one dared to disobey for so many years
At this moment, the ashtray in front of Song Ruizhi was full of burnt or more than half of cigarette butts.

The early morning in Huacheng was still a little cold, Song Qingxin took a blanket from the sofa and wrapped it around her body, walked to Song Ruizhi and sat down, and asked aloud: "What do you want to talk to me about?"

"I've been thinking about it all night, but I still don't think I've thought it through." Song Ruizhi habitually wanted to touch the cigarette case on the table, but when he saw Song Qingxin sitting opposite him, he threw the case back.

"It's okay, just smoke if you want." Song Qingxin said out loud.

Normally, she would have started scolding.She doesn't smoke and doesn't like the smell of smoke.

But she knew that Song Ruizhi was very depressed and uncomfortable, or this thing could help him relieve a little.

"Stop smoking." Song Ruizhi said hoarsely, "My throat is broken."

Obviously, he knew he was talking nonsense.

So, fell silent.

After a long time, he said with a sad face: "I know, I lost."

Song Qingxin raised her eyebrows and said aloud: "Where did you lose? What did you lose? How can there be any wins or losses?"

"I know, you don't understand what I'm talking about. In fact, all along, I just wanted to win." Song Ruizhi looked at Song Qingxin and said aloud: "From a long time ago, I wanted to win once."

"I can't beat you in reading, and your grades in every exam are better than mine. I can't beat you in music, whether it's the piano or the violin, you can just touch it, but I can't memorize a sheet music for a month. Dancing That's right, you can jump when you go up, and you are the core of the team every time, what about me? The teacher said that my body is stiff, like a zombie."

"You can always make everyone's eyes focus on you, you can make everyone like you, but what about me? I stand in a corner where no one pays attention, no one talks to me, no one smiles at me , no one even noticed my existence. As long as there is your place, no one will see my existence"

"From that time on, I wanted to win once. I thought, there must always be someone who is stronger than you, better than you. I want people to see me, let people know my existence, I Let them know that I am not just Song Qingxin's brother, I am myself, I want them to know that Song Ruizhi is also very powerful"

"I want to work hard to be better and better. I want to be like my father. I want to be calm and calm at any time. I can do everything with ease. No matter where I go, I can get the smiles and respect of others."

"I eat like him, walk like him, dress like him, talk like him, and even my hairstyle is exactly the same as his. You often mock me, saying that I am Xiao Song Guowei, and that I am the same as my father." from."

If I put it aside, Song Qingxin will ask back, is what I said wrong?

This time, Song Qingxin didn't speak aloud.

She knew that Song Ruizhi was pouring out her troubles, venting her depression and grievances.Over the years, outsiders only saw his brilliance, so who could know the enormous pressure he was under?
If he was just an ordinary person, perhaps life would not be so difficult.However, his father is the hotel tycoon Song Guowei, and his younger sister is the hotel queen Song Qingxin. They are better than the other, and better than the other.
As the eldest son of the family, Song Ruizhi could only charge forward with all his strength, fell down again and again, and got up again and again. He couldn't cry, and he couldn't even let anyone see his tears.

He wants to learn from his father's maturity and stability, he wants to learn from his father's cunning and smoothness, and he also wants to learn from his father's attitude of not changing his face when the mountain collapses in front of him. There is a successful example in front of him, so he is more and more like Song Guowei .

"You're right. I learned the last thing and became a small Song Guowei, but I completely lost myself. Song Ruizhi disappeared, and no one could see him anymore, not even when I looked in the mirror. know who I really am"

"Everything I do, every word I say, every bite of food I eat, every step I take, is it what I like? Is it all what I want? Song Qingxin, you must be struggling Understand how painful it is to do something you don't like."

"Because you never force yourself, say what you want to say, do what you want to do, and take the initiative to the man you like. You don't know how much I envy you. I often think that even a girl can Why can't I do such a thing? Why is my life so awkward?"

"It's not that I haven't thought about changing, but when I wanted to change, I suddenly found out. I don't know how to talk, how to walk, or how to deal with things and communicate with people. From childhood to adulthood, I They are all imitating Song Guowei, if Song Guowei is removed, I will become a walking dead."

"So, things have come to this point today." Song Ruizhi grinned silly at Song Qingxin, with an ugly smile, like a down and out dog. "Maybe it's a relief for me?"

Song Qingxin was silent for a long time, and said: "It's not that there is no chance. The depression in the hotel industry is only temporary. When the energy is relieved, the hotel's cash flow can feed back the commercial real estate you have developed."

After a pause, he continued: "I can discuss with Tang Ye and give you some financial assistance. After this wave, I will transfer those commercial properties as soon as possible. I have never been optimistic about this area. Online sales The impact on the real economy is too great, and it will be difficult to return to the peak state of the year."

"You misunderstood." Song Ruizhi waved his hand, but he had the calm energy of being enlightened after the rest of his life. "I squatted all night without sleep. I didn't want to come to you and cry poorly to ask you to invest in me. I just wanted to chat with you and tell you that my life has not been easy these years. I have never been a winner."

"At least, in front of you, I have never won so, this time I want to win once."

"How to win?" Song Qingxin asked out loud.

"Lie down and win." Song Ruizhi said out loud. "I've thought about it, if it's a competition of abilities, ten of me, Song Ruizhi, combined are not as good as one Song Qingxin. So, this is the only place where I have a chance to win against you."

"What do you mean?"

"I accept your conditions." Song Ruizhi said aloud: "I will give you the controlling stake in Junya, not only that, but I will also hand over the entire Junya Group to you. I believe that Junya will be under your leadership Only then can it really rise step by step and become a new glory, and even, it can become a great company”

Song Qingxin was shocked, and asked aloud, "What about you?"

Junya is not only hotels and real estate, but also has many subsidiaries and investments in other fields. If such a giant company can get funds to tide over the difficulties at this time, it will have a bright future
"I, I want to go for a walk." Song Ruizhi said aloud, with a faint smile on his face: "Go to Yunzang, go to western Yunnan, go to inaccessible places, and also go to Jinghai to Yanjing, to the most lively and prosperous places." city. I also want to go abroad for a tour and stay in a hotel I like for a while.”

"I want to walk around and have a look. I want to try. Can I get Song Ruizhi back, can I be myself again?"

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