chasing the dark

Chapter 191 Change Destiny
What Jin Yuyang said next really shocked the people in the interrogation room and monitoring room.

When he returned to Yangtun County, not only did his life return to its original form, but he also felt that he had been beaten back to his original form.His personality is even more introverted and withdrawn than when he was a child.

No one would like to be friends with such a classmate, so he is always alone.

In fact, he desires warmth more than anyone else, but because of his low self-esteem, he dare not get close to others.

This vicious cycle continued into high school.

Jin Yuyang seldom communicated with others, and he didn't develop hobbies like playing games and basketball among boys of the same age. He devoted most of his energy to his studies, and was admitted to the experimental class of the county high school with good grades.

In the new environment, he made a friend.

The other party is a classmate, and he took the initiative to strike up a conversation with him on the first day of school.It was a sunny boy with eyes always full of smiles, Jin Yuyang did not refuse his kindness, and became the same table with him.

Everything seemed normal until the winter of my sophomore year.

The second-year high school students leave school at eight o'clock in the evening, and it was already dark when they left the school.

It has just snowed during the day, and the snow on the ground is so thick that the whole foot is not in the snow when you step on it.

After bidding farewell to his companions at the intersection, Jin Yuyang walked home with a deep foot and a shallow foot. His thin cotton coat was blown through by the wind and it was very cold.

But he was not in a hurry, because no one cared when he would go home.

Walking on a secluded path, a minivan drove over from behind.

The slippery road was narrow, and when the car passed by Jin Yuyang, the rearview mirror scratched his arm.

Although the speed of the car was not fast, it still made him stagger, his foot slipped, and he fell on the passenger door of the van.

The driver was also taken aback, and quickly got out of the car to ask if he was okay.

Jin Yuyang went about his activities, except that his back was hit by the car and he was slightly hurt by his schoolbag, but there was nothing serious about it.

He shook his head to indicate that he was fine, and put his schoolbag back on his back to leave.

The driver stopped him and said that he hadn't eaten yet, and there was a small restaurant nearby, and asking him to eat together was considered an apology.

Jin Yuyang originally refused, but couldn't hold back the other party's enthusiasm, so he followed.

The man ordered four dishes, two meat, two vegetarian, and two bottles of beer.

Jin Yuyang advised him not to drink while driving. The man said that he would go to a small hotel in front to rest later.

In this way, the two chatted while eating. Jin Yuyang knew the man's surname was Song, so he called him Uncle Song, and the man called him Xiaoyang.

It was nearly ten o'clock after dinner, the man proposed to take him home, Jin Yuyang didn't think much, and followed him back to the parking place.

But when he got to the side of the car, the man didn't get into the driver's seat, he hugged Jin Yuyang by the waist, opened the back door and pushed him in.

An hour later, Jin Yuyang dragged his exhausted body back home.

My father was away for a night out, and my mother had already gone to bed.The eldest brother gave him a cold look, and continued to stare at the old TV to watch the football game, while the second brother was playing with his mobile phone without even giving him a look.

After changing the crumpled and dirty clothes on his body, after a brief wash, Jin Yuyang got under the covers.

The boy of seventeen or eighteen didn't know anything, he was not bad looking, and although he had never had a girlfriend, some girls had hinted at him.

However, everything that happened today completely overturned his cognition.

Jin Yuyang found that his mentality had changed.It was also from this day that he saw that his deskmate seemed to be different from before.

"Have you confessed?" Li Haotian couldn't bear it, and interjected.

"I wanted to keep it secret. During the summer vacation before the third year of high school, he asked me to go to his house to play, so I couldn't help but give him a hug." Jin Yuyang smiled self-deprecatingly, but his eyes were dim, "He said I was disgusting , kicked me out. After school started, he even applied to change seats with the teacher. He didn’t say a word to me until graduation. Fortunately, he didn’t tell anyone about it. It’s just since then , I became a human being again."

A year later, Jin Yuyang was admitted to Mingyang University of Science and Technology.

The first college student was born in the family, but the father's face was not happy, but rather heavy.

He said that the money left by his aunt had already been spent, and he could not afford four years of tuition and living expenses.

Jin Yuyang remembered that her aunt said that she must study hard.He firmly believes that reading can change his destiny, and he must never give up the opportunity to go to college.

He knelt down and begged his father, promising that he would apply for student loans and work part-time to earn living expenses.

In the end, Jin Yuyang arrived in Mingyang with a small amount of luggage and 2000 yuan, and started his college life.

I met Fu Jinglong quite by chance. At that time, he worked part-time as a waiter in a restaurant, and his working hours were from [-]:[-] to [-]:[-] every night.There was no class at this time, and I was still in time for the last bus back to school.

Fu Jinglong went to dinner with two friends, and Jin Yuyang was in charge of their table.

The whole dining process was normal, and nothing bloody happened.Maybe it's because they are all the same type of people, maybe it's because Jin Yuyang's appearance and temperament suit Fu Jinglong's liking, so they exchanged contact information with each other.

Some things don't need to be said too clearly, just a look can read each other's minds.After several contacts, Fu Jinglong brought Jin Yuyang home.It is Zhou Shukou, a community on Chunhe Road in Beiguan.

In Jin Yuyang's own words, Fu Jinglong was really kind to him during that time. This kind of kindness was not only material help, but also daily care and consideration.

Jin Yuyang, who lacked love since he was a child, thought that he had finally come to the end of all hardships and found someone he could rely on, and even fantasized about going on like this until the end of his life.

He kept his posture very low and obeyed Fu Jinglong's arrangement in everything.It's as big as leaving school to go to school, and it's as small as which shirt to wear today.

As long as Fu Jinglong said something, he would obey without complaint.

More than a year passed like this, and when Jin Yuyang was immersed in happiness, he was hit in the head by reality.

Once Fu Jinglong took him out for a drink and introduced him to several other friends.

That night was a nightmare for Jin Yuyang. Not only did he suffer great physical and mental injuries, he also learned many things about Fu Jinglong.

For the first time since the two met, he lost his temper with Jinglong and asked him why he treated him like this.

Fu Jinglong, on the other hand, looked indifferent, saying that he was too hypocritical.

After a quarrel, Jin Yuyang moved out of Fu Jinglong's house.

It is impossible to go back to school to live, because I am afraid that others will laugh at me.Secondly, it was not convenient to go back to live as he was about to enter the internship period of his senior year.

After staying in a small hotel for half a month, Jin Yuyang rented a small house with the money he had left.

I thought that there would be no more intersections with Fu Jinglong, but after living together for so long, how can I just forget it.

After Fu Jinglong sent a message to apologize, his heart softened again.

But after all those things happened, although the two reconciled, they couldn't go back to the past.

(End of this chapter)