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On the way back, Nanzhi and Zhang Yingying slowed down a lot. On the way, they treated some women's diseases, and they even helped deliver the child when they met a child.

She was very happy along the way. Zhang Yingying had a smile on her face, and she said: "I think what I do is very meaningful. No one cares about women in this world, but as women, as long as they can do something for women , that's fine."

The sick women took their medicine, and after their treatment, their pain was relieved and they felt better. This is the greatest relief.

But it wasn't the sensible person they met every time, and the two of them were also chased and ran around.

After getting rid of people, Zhang Yingying laughed heartily, and said to Nan Zhi, "It's because of the hard life, that's why it's like this."

Zhang Yingying always looks at unreasonable people from a very high level, and doesn't care at all.

Nan Zhi gave Zhang Yingying a thumbs up, "It is said that scholars are saints, and a person like you, sister, is also a saint."

Zhang Yingying just said: "I'm not a saint, I just realize my ambitions and ideals on them."

The two stopped and went like this, and when they arrived at a place, they gave a free clinic to check the woman's body. They walked for a year and didn't go home.

The two girls were tanned, and they met someone with malicious intentions on the road, and they were beaten by Nan Zhi.

The two of them didn't go home all the time, so both the Shen family and the Zhang family sent people to look for them, so why didn't they go home all this time.

Especially Zhang Yingying, as she gets older, she should be the age to get married, otherwise she will become a big girl.

Looking at her tomboy-like daughter, Zhang Yingying's mother almost fainted. She thought she would go back to suffer a little, but she enjoyed it so much that she didn't even go home.

This time, everything is going to be married.

But Zhang Yingying definitely does not want to get married, she has just found something she can fight for, something that can calm her restless heart.

Zhang Yingying's mother was so anxious that she was crying, she had never seen such an ugly child, and she was her own child, how desperate.

Zhang Yingying's mother came to Nanzhi and asked Nanzhi to help persuade Zhang Yingying.

Nanzhi: ...

How can I persuade you!

Sister Zhang is very happy when she sees a doctor. There are lights and stars in her eyes, shining brightly.

Nan Zhi remained silent, Zhang Yingying's mother realized something and asked Nan Zhi, "Did your family find a good husband's house for you?"

Nanzhi: ...

no!
Zhang Yingying's mother suddenly realized something, maybe this Xiangzhu had brought her daughter into trouble, so she cut off Nan Zhi and Zhang Yingying.

This made Zhang Yingying very angry, it had nothing to do with Xiangzhu, even without Xiangzhu, her life would still be like this.

Even if you marry someone, you probably won't be happy.

It's not an estimate, it will definitely not be happy.

There was a fire in her heart, a fire of pain, burning her all the time, making her desperate and painful.

But the Zhang family will not let Zhang Yingying mess around like this, lock Zhang Yingying up, and must get married.

But Zhang Yingying did not give in, and went on a hunger strike without eating, as if starving herself to death.

Zhang Yingying's father denounced Zhang Yingying as an unfilial person, and Zhang Yingying's mother begged Zhang Yingying to take care of the family members.

The Zhang family's reputation, your father's official reputation, your grandfather's great Confucianism reputation, and the entire Zhang family's female family members, as well as the Zhang family's daughters, are difficult to talk about marriage because of you.

You live in this world, not only for yourself, you have parents, you have a family, you can't be so selfish, you can't do whatever you want without caring about others.

Zhang Yingying looked at the roof and said, "I just want to do what I want to do. I live in this world and I can't even do what I want to do. So what's the point of living?"

"Whether I am me or someone else's, living is an object."

"Mother, I'm just different from others. Could it be that this world can't tolerate me who is so slightly different, so anxious to kill me and make me the same as everyone else."

Mother hates iron for not being strong, "There is nothing wrong with being the same, but there is a big price to pay for being different."

Zhang Yingying: "If I am willing to pay this price?"

Mother: "We can't, we can't pay the price, you're not alone."

Unable to explain, Zhang Yingying gave up.

At night, there was a knocking sound on the window, rhythmically, "Sister Zhang, it's me."

Nanzhi climbed over the wall and came in to see Zhang Yingying.

Zhang Yingying didn't eat, feeling weak, she got off the bed, opened the window, and saw Nan Zhi smiling, "Why are you here?"

Nan Zhi took out the still warm steamed stuffed bun from her bosom and handed it to Zhang Yingying, "Sister eat, don't go hungry."

How uncomfortable it is to be hungry!

Nan Zhi did all this to fill her stomach, but Sister Zhang was still hungry.

Nan Zhi persuaded: "My sister can't starve to death, you will have nothing when you die, and what your sister wants to do, you can't do anything after you die."

Zhang Yingying hummed, and after eating a few buns, she felt a little stronger in her body, and said to Nanzhi in despair, "I can't do it, they won't compromise."

The family used various reasons and justice to pressure her to make her compromise.

She doesn't want to compromise, and neither will the family.

Zhang Yingying said pessimistically: "I grew up under the shelter of the family and enjoyed the life of the family, but when it came time to repay the family, I had to do what I wanted to do and run counter to the family."

"Perhaps the family will let me die with honor for the sake of reputation."

There will be many deaths of honor, death of illness, death of illness silently.

Hearing what Zhang Yingying said, Nan Zhi didn't know what to do, so she thought for a while and said, "Then sister will get married."

Zhang Yingying looked at Nan Zhi, and said sadly: "I am married, I will not be Zhang Yingying anymore, I am the wife of so-and-so, and then become the mother of so-and-so, Mrs. so-and-so, I am not allowed to see a doctor."

"Xiangzhu, we will no longer be able to do what we want to do together, we will drift away and have no books."

Nan Zhi was silent, scratched his head, and said after a while: "Sister, what should I do, I can't bear my sister."

Zhang Yingying shook her head, "I have no choice. Maybe I didn't follow my grandfather. I'm like an ordinary woman. When the time comes, I will get married. I will be a good wife and mother, a husband and a child."

Zhang Yingying even wondered if she was too rebellious, too aggressive, like her mother said, a selfish person.

Zhang Yingying gritted her teeth, her eyes were red, "But, I'm just not reconciled, I'm very reconciled."

Nan Zhi wiped Zhang Yingying's tears, "Sister, don't cry, there will be a way, there will be a way."