departure tomorrow

Chapter 8 May the future be better than the past
"Well, mom, you don't need to worry too much. Her brain is good. Her condition should be the effect of this disease... You must first understand that if this disease persists for a long time, it is not a suicide... It is also possible to die due to the impact of this disease, organ failure or a problem with a certain organ part..." The doctor stood in front of Su Nan's bed and explained to Su Nan's mother.

"Doctor, what should she do in this situation?" Mom was a little nervous by what the doctor said.

"This can only be done with medicine and physical therapy first. We will arrange psychological counseling, but you must also be mentally prepared. In the sense of this kind of disease, it is impossible to recover and can only be controlled. She In this case, you have to take the medicine for at least two years. If the situation is bad, you may have to take the medicine for a lifetime." The doctor sighed, "Come and talk to me if there is a situation, wait for her to wake up..."

In fact, Su Nan woke up a long time ago. Hearing their talk, he didn't dare to open his eyes for some reason, and just lay there.In fact, Su Nan knew more or less what the doctor said. After all, it was her own body, and she had investigated it before.

Listening to the sound of the doctor going out and closing the door, Su Nan slowly opened her eyes.

"Yeah, Nan Nan woke up? Are you feeling well? I'll call the doctor" Mom watched Su Nan wake up and stood up from the chair to ring the bell.

"Forget it, Mom, I'm fine." Su Nan shook her head and stopped.

"Okay, okay, stop barking." Seeing Su Nan's resistance, her mother had to sit down.

Su Nan picked up the mobile phone beside her and said "[-]:[-]". It was three minutes before lunch. Su Nan sat up with difficulty on the bed, feeling dizzy, but everything else was fine.

After setting up the dining table and setting things up, I heard the aunt in the cafeteria outside start shouting, "It's time to eat! It's time to make food!"

"I'll go get you some food first." Mom picked up the bowl and walked out.

Su Nan looked at her mother who was so cautious, and suddenly felt sorry for her. After so many years, she has never let her worry.
"Hey, don't think too much about it. You can treat your illness well now." Jiang Ziwen looked at Su Nan with her head drooping, afraid that she would think about it again and again.

"Got it." Su Nan turned her head and smiled at Jiang Ziwen.

"Come on, let's eat." Mom took the food and put it on the table.

The food in the hospital is very light and just right, Su Nan doesn't really want to eat those things now.

After dinner, Su Nan cleared the table and put it away, ready to get out of bed and move around, so it's not a problem to stay in bed all the time.

It was raining sparsely outside the window, the sky was foggy, and the roar of cars came from the road outside, "Di-di di di di", it seemed that there was another traffic jam.Su Nan listened to the sound of the car's horn, and felt very uncomfortable. "Clatter, clatter", the rain suddenly started to rain heavily, thick raindrops hit the windows, and the wind was blowing. The gloomy weather made Su Nan feel uncomfortable. Nan became even more irritable, and knocked on the window with his hands one after another.

"Don't look at it, don't look at it, and don't knock it, the more you get more and more upset, don't break the window and hurt your money and body." Jiang Ziwen gnawed on an apple and asked Su Nan, "Do you want one?"

Su Nan turned her head to look at Jiang Ziwen who was eating an apple and sighed, "Forget it, I don't want to eat it."

"Find something to do, I won't be able to see the mood later." Jiang Ziwen was a little worried about Su Nan, "Why don't you put on a coat and go outside for a walk, it will make you feel better."

"Where did you hear this nonsense?" Su Nan smiled.

"Nun." Jiang Ziwen pointed to his mother who was chatting outside, "Your mother just said that."

"Hey, okay, okay." Su Nan sighed.

Su Nan put on her coat and closed the door, and looked towards the end of the corridor, her mother was chatting with those old men, laughing out loud from time to time, it was good, at least her mother was happy now.

"Wow, a lot of people have written it." Su Nan stood by the window at the end of the corridor, and she realized that there were a lot of post-it wishes on the wall next to the window, as well as a group photo of some people before they were discharged from the hospital.

"Hope everyone is healthy, happy, safe and successful"

"I hope everyone here can do whatever they want and become who they want to be"

"Never worry and always be happy"

"Come on, stand shoulder to shoulder with the one you like"

"Leave the hospital as soon as possible! I hope I can get rid of that family after I go out"

The people here are all people who hope for the best... It's so good, I'm still full of hope for life.

Su Nan picked up the sticky note and wrote a sticky note at the bottom
"Wish is good luck, I wish everyone here can have good luck"

I hope that everyone here can be better than the past in the future, and their lives can be completely new after going out.

"What did you write?"

Su Nan was startled by the sudden sound.

"Can you stop being so startled and scare me to death." Su Nan knew that Zhu Hao was behind him without turning her head.

"I see you've been standing here for a long time, and I'm curious what you're doing." Zhu Hao went around to Su Nan.

"I want to write, I want to write too!" Zhu Hao tore off a post-it note and started writing.

"What are you writing?" Su Nan wanted to go over to have a look.

"Wait a minute, don't peek!" Zhu Hao blocked Su Nan from watching.

"Okay, okay, wait a minute, won't you still let me see it, really?" Su Nan stood by and watched Zhu Hao writing with a serious expression.

It's weird to be serious
"Okay, okay!" Zhu Hao hung the post-it note next to what Su Nan wrote.

"Why put it next to me."

"It's not good to write together." Zhu Hao replied.

"Hope tomorrow is a good day"

"What are you writing, really." Su Nan laughed at Zhu Hao.

"Ham, I thought you would like it." Zhu Hao was a little unhappy.

"Why me?" Su Nan was a little at a loss.

"Hee hee, when the nurse adjusted the files last time, I saw a line on yours that says "I think it's very strange. When the weather is good, the mood will be a little excited, and the mood will be calm when it is cloudy, and it will be very sad when it is raining." Yes Right?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan.

"Why do you keep looking at these things! Privacy!" Su Nan came up and yelled at Zhu Hao for not knowing why.

Zhu Hao was suddenly yelled at by Su Nan, and he didn't know what to do. "I'm sorry. I saw it by accident. The nurse was adjusting the medical records that day, and I saw your outpatient records."

Su Nan looked at the aggrieved Zhu Hao, and regretted it for a while. Although it was wrong to look at other people's privacy, Zhu Hao did not gossip around. She shouldn't have yelled at him. He just wanted to make Su Nan happy.
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have yelled at you because I was in a bad mood and I couldn't control my temper just now. Thank you. I also hope that tomorrow will be a good day." Su Nan apologized softly.

Zhu Hao looked at the cautious Su Nan in front of him and laughed, "It's okay, I was wrong about this matter first, and I shouldn't peek at your privacy."

Su Nan looked up at the smiling Zhu Hao, stared at him for a while, and then thoughtlessly said, "You should smile more, it looks good."

Zhu Hao was stunned for a moment, then laughed again, "Okay, my sister thinks it looks good, so I will smile more from now on."

Su Nan blushed at her sudden words, "Don't think too much, it's just a compliment."

"I know, I know, it's purely because I'm handsome." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan, who was blushing and out of shape, and smiled even more happily.

Su Nan was flustered by Zhu Hao, turned his head to look out of the window, and said indiscriminately, "Hey, we are not the descendants of the dragon, so do you think anyone has seen a real dragon?"

Zhu Hao looked at the misty light rain outside the window, thought for a while, and said to Su Nan, "The dragon should be hidden in the clouds."

"Ah? What do you mean?" Su Nan was a little confused about what Zhu Hao meant.

Zhu Hao smiled, "You're still young, so you'll know later." After a pause, he said, "Isn't it said that people will go to heaven after their life is over? In the heaven above the clouds, every entrance has a door for receiving souls." Things, we Chinese went, it can’t be received by pandas, it must be dragons.”

"How do you know?" Su Nan asked suspiciously.

"Guess." Zhu Hao replied flatly.

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Sure enough, he is still an unscrupulous person, and he is unscrupulous everywhere.

"It's twelve o'clock, don't you go to bed at noon?" Zhu Hao looked down at the angry Su Nan.

"Brother, I just woke up, I only know how to sleep all day long?" Su Nan was a little speechless.

"Isn't it forgotten?" Zhu Hao smiled and touched his head.

Zhu Hao turned his head and looked at the light rain outside the window, "Hey, if the weather is good, I would take you out to play, but this weather will not allow you to go out." Suddenly Zhu Hao's eyes lit up, "How about I teach you to read? Well, you are a sophomore in high school, what did you choose for your courses?"

Su Nan shook her head, "I don't want to, I chose historical geography and politics."

"It's the same as I was back then. Come here and I'll teach you how to read." Zhu Hao wanted to drag Su Nan back to the ward.

"Don't, don't, big brother, please do me a favor, I beg you, let me go." Su Nan's head grew dizzy at the thought of reading.

"Don't, it's okay if you don't like reading so much, I want to train you." After finishing speaking, he dragged Su Nan back to the ward.

"Hurry up, show me your book." Zhu Hao ordered standing beside Su Nan's bed.

Su Nan reluctantly took out the history book and put it on the table.

"Wow, I learned elective four, commentary on Chinese and foreign historical figures? It's exactly the same as my textbook back then." Zhu Hao flipped through Su Nan's book curiously like a primary school student.

"The handwriting is pretty good, and there are a lot of notes. It seems that I can't study." Zhu Hao suddenly stopped smiling and looked at the page of the book solemnly.

"What are you doing?" Su Nan didn't know why he was so flustered, and reached out to take the book, only to see a sentence filled with notes, "I don't know how long I can stay with you until the last moment of my life "This was copied when I was doing my homework... It seems that Zhu Hao thought.
"Cough this is an accident. I don't have such an idea now..." Su Nan immediately explained.

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan, and said seriously, "Su Nan, your life has just begun, and there are still many beautiful things worth pursuing in the distance, so you should not give up lightly, lose hope, maybe, yes, now You're sick, you can't control yourself. But we're already here, right, we're going to get better and better, which means everything, including us, we're going to get better and better."

Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao with a serious face and didn't know what to say, "You don't need to tell me so much. I understand the truth and it will be fine if you take it slowly. I also told myself that, just like we watched that day Even though it is slowly falling, it is very beautiful, and everything after it is very beautiful, and we are. Definitely! It will get better and better." Su Nan said more and more in a low voice.

"Okay, then I'll teach you how to read." Zhu Hao suddenly said again.

"Ah, ha, the change is so fast." Su Nan reluctantly picked up the pen and listened to Zhu Hao.

"Learned about Sun Yat-sen, come on, let's draw a timeline of important years and important events in his life first. Yes, yes, yes, yes," Zhu Hao said while pointing to teach Su Nan how to write.

"The second change is the failure of the letter to Li Hongzhang, and it was the eve of the Sino-Japanese War of Sino-Japanese War..."

Jiang Ziwen looked at the two people who were studying hard in front of him and sighed, "It's nice to be young..."

It's been a long time since I finished this class. "Okay, I'm done with you. Write down your homework when the time comes. I'll show you." Zhu Hao instructed.

"I know, I know." Su Nan responded to Zhu Hao helplessly.

"It would be nice to have someone teach you how to read, so you won't be bored in the future, right?" Jiang Ziwen said beside him.

"Yes, yes, the old aunt can't understand the feeling of reading!" Su Nan complained about Jiang Ziwen who watched TV all afternoon.

"Hey, children can't appreciate the happiness of big sisters." Jiang Ziwen smiled and shook his head and continued to follow her drama.

"Okay, I'll go back first, and I'll come to you at [-]:[-], and I'm going to biofeedback." Zhu Hao stretched his waist and walked out.

Seeing Zhu Hao walk out of the room, Jiang Ziwen leaned over his head and asked Su Nan, "You two have something."

Su Nan asked suspiciously, "What's there?"

"It's the first time I've seen him be so warm-hearted. In the past, no matter how much he helped, he would keep his distance like a gentleman. It's not easy." Jiang Ziwen tutted twice.

"I don't know, I don't know." Su Nan shook her head.

Su Nan really didn't know, Su Nan also felt that Zhu Hao seemed to have known her a long time ago, and cared about helping him.Did you know each other before?I don't know...

Forget it, I can't figure it out even after thinking about it.

"Hey, no one will be unconditionally nice to someone for no reason, old girl, think about it!" Jiang Ziwen went back to watch her TV series after finishing speaking.

Su Nan understood that who would be unconditionally nice to someone for no reason, but why... maybe only Zhu Hao knew it in his heart.

(End of this chapter)