departure tomorrow

Chapter 79

"Let's go." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan in the wheelchair.

Su Nan looked at the clean bed that had been made, and then at the gate, as if she was waiting for someone.

"It's been so many days, I won't come again." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan helplessly.

After waking up that day, I never saw Zhu Hao again.

It was as if he had never appeared in Su Nan's life.

"Aren't you going home?" Xu Linlin asked Su Nan.

"Yeah." Su Nan sighed, "I'll trouble you later."

"Your parents are really ruthless. If they say they don't want you, they really don't want you." Xu Linlin looked at the things Su Nan's mother gave her in his hand. "Eighteen years, this is all that's left."

Su Nan took the bag, ever since her parents came over and quarreled with Su Nan that day, they said they would never care about her again, life or death has nothing to do with them forever.

Inside the bag were Su Nan's ID card, birth certificate, junior high school diploma, a card with a balance of [-], and a mobile phone.no more.

"Let's go." Su Nan sighed.

Xu Linlin pushed Su Nan away.

"What about you? Are you never going home again?" Su Nan asked Xu Linlin.

"I don't care about them, just go back and visit my grandparents." Xu Linlin dismissed them. "Don't worry, you can stay with me as long as you want."

"It's good to be an adult, and you can rent a house by yourself." Su Nan was a little emotional.

"You're almost an adult, you don't go to school anymore, you should think about how to live after your feet get better. I can take care of you during the summer vacation, but I'm going to work, and I usually go to school in the future. The place where I live is just across from the school, but I can’t take care of you all the time.” Xu Linlin murmured, “The same goes for your boyfriend, he disappears as soon as he says he disappears, without saying a word, without a trace, and can’t be contacted yet. , you just wait foolishly, when I laugh at you."

Su Nan shook her head, "I know he's not like this, something must have happened. It's okay, I'll wait for him."

Xu Linlin didn't want to say anything anymore, so she sighed and didn't want to pay attention to her, but after thinking about it, she still wanted to say, "You thought you were acting in a movie, but wait, this kind of thing must be regretful, and I didn't know how to say it, so I ran away."

"Then there's no need to lie to me with the people around him. It must have happened something that had to leave." Su Nan believed that he was not such a person.

"Forget it, forget it, I'm lazy to tell you. By the way, who do you think I met in the hospital?" Xu Linlin excitedly said to Su Nan, "Your first love, I haven't recognized him yet, but he recognized him." Mine. Then added my WeChat, saying that I was sorry to you before"

"Did he tell you something?" Su Nan interrupted Xu Linlin when he heard this.

"No, no. I just said that I was sorry to you before and wanted to make up for you. Then I told him about you and told him that you would live with me in the future. He said that he could occasionally come to help Take care of you, I will make up for you. Hey hey hey, he is still so handsome, you can consider getting back together, I will tell him where I live and where is the spare key." Xu Linlin wanted to say something but was rejected by Su Nan interrupted.

"You told him where is your house and where are the keys? He also said he wanted to take care of me?" Su Nan raised her voice.

"Why are you so excited? Let me tell you, I also learned that he has never been in a relationship since you. Now he is going to college in the West District, and now he is an intern in the hospital during the summer vacation. Think about it when you were together, There are so many people scolding you, just let them see." Xu Linlin still didn't notice what he was talking about.

Su Nan thought for a while, that matter is still rotten in her stomach, she doesn't want anyone to know, no matter who it is.

"Life is good." Xu Linlin pushed Su Nan into the elevator of the apartment, and Su Nan sighed.

"This kind of community is safer. It is rented anyway. It is not much more expensive than the old housing area next to it, and the landlord is a very good sister. She saw me like this and it was [-] yuan cheaper. I often Care about me." Xu Linlin patted Su Nan, "Let's go, start your new life!"

Xu Linlin pushed Su Nan in.

The place where Xu Linlin lives is a very simple single apartment. The cooking and dining area is connected with the living room. There is a bedroom, a toilet, and a balcony. It is small but very cozy.

"I'm going to work tomorrow. I'm asking for leave today. I'll stay with you at home. By the way, I bought you a walking stick. When I'm not around, you can use it to move around." Xu Linlin opened the balcony "Today's weather is just right, not too hot, let me push you to blow some air."

Xu Linlin pushed Su Nan to the balcony.

"You're right here, I'll go and burn some noodles for you."

Su Nan turned to look at the busy Xu Linlin.

Good to have her here.

Su Nan looked at the school directly opposite. Half a year ago, she was still trying to survive in this school and fantasizing about the future. Su Nan didn't even dare to think that she would become like this in half a year.

She didn't understand why her parents suddenly didn't want her anymore.

She didn't understand why Zhu Hao disappeared without making a sound.

She didn't understand why she became what she is now.

She didn't understand that Mingming was getting better and now she was like this.

Su Nan picked up the phone and looked at the chat history. Zhu Hao never called him back. His friends also said that he lost contact suddenly, and he was not in the service area at all when he called.

She deleted all the contact information and WeChat of all relatives.

Since they don't want her anymore, there's no need to keep them.

Counting the time, on the day of adulthood, my feet are almost healed, and I can go out to find a job.

Now that you can never go back to school, try to move forward with your own life.

"Okay, let's go eat." Xu Linlin came over and pulled Su Nan to the table.

Su Nan looked at the egg noodles in front of him and then at Xu Linlin, thank you for your hard work.

"Don't disgust me, I'm being gentle with you now because I see you like this. When you are fully recovered, you have to share the rent with me." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan with a smile.

"Okay." Su Nan smiled and began to eat noodles.

In fact, it was not easy for Xu Linlin to say it.

Parents did not get along well and lived in two places, leaving Xu Linlin alone at his grandparents' house.You may not see each other for a year.

Both of them are businessmen, so they naturally don't care about her when they are busy.

The only relationship is that two people send money to Xu Linlin every month.

In fact, Su Nan envied her and felt sorry for her.

She's that kid who's always in the flash.

Good-looking, good grades, hard-working, but very withdrawn, bad personality.

I don't know why, so I made friends with Su Nan for five years.

"Don't look at me so affectionately, please, don't tell me that you like me." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan staring at herself a little hairy.

"Get out. Then how much money are your parents calling you now?" Su Nan was a little curious about how she can maintain her life alone now.

"My father and my mother each have [-] yuan a month, and they don't usually spend much. After paying tuition fees, rent, and some daily things, there is only a little left every month." fifty thousand."

"Pfft, cough, cough." Su Nan choked on Xu Linlin.

"What are you doing? Eat slowly. The [-] was from the time they left and they wanted to send money to me. Do you think my grandparents have used the money as they should be spent, and then saved it for me." Xu Linlin handed the paper to Su Nan.

"Then your parents don't come back very often anyway, why do you live outside." Su Nan didn't understand.

"You think I'm willing, but not those relatives and neighbors who have a problem with their brains. They always gossip at home. When I walk on the road, even the children on the side of the road will point at me and talk about it. Grandpa and grandma discussed that I would move out." Xu Linlin gritted his teeth angrily when he thought about it.

"Okay, okay, it's over, let your teeth go." Su Nan looked at her grinning and laughed out loud.

"Laugh at your size. By the way, the two of us are about the same anyway, so you can wear whatever you want. I'll go down and buy you some underwear later." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan, "Hurry up and eat, don't look at me, you're hunched over later. "

Su Nan nodded and began to eat noodles.

"How about I help you?" Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin who was busy.

"Just stay there honestly." Xu Linlin shook his head.

"Okay, okay." Su Nan nodded helplessly.

Xu Linlin finished her work and pushed Su Nan to the balcony again.

"Wait for me." Xu Linlin turned around and moved the armchair.

"I didn't expect such a day to come." Xu Linlin clicked his tongue twice.

"What?" Su Nan turned to look at her with messy hair.

Even this way it looks good.

"I used to think that one day, I would enjoy life in my own house with my best friend." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan with a smile, "Although the reality is often a bit unsatisfactory. But, Su Nan. As if the previous self had been declared dead in the hospital. Now you are reborn."

Su Nan looked at the girl next to her who smiled warmly into her heart.

Then start over.

"I'm out shopping, you wait for me at home." Xu Linlin looked down at his phone, turned and patted himself, "Treasure the person in front of you."

Su Nan looked puzzled at Xu Linlin wearing a mask and preparing to go out.

There was no doubt the moment the door opened.

Standing at the door was Fang Mingxuan, who was wearing a dark blue sweater and was full of smiles.

It was like seeing him for the first time.

Standing at the school gate wearing a dark blue sweater, Fang Mingxuan looked at Su Nan with a full smile and asked her if she could change some money.

A few years ago, she would have felt heart-thumping, but now she just feels sick.

"Okay. I will take good care of her." Fang Mingxuan watched Xu Linlin put on his shoes and went out and closed the door.

"Why are you here?" Su Nan didn't even want to look at him.

"No matter what, there must be someone to take care of you." Fang Mingxuan sat down beside Su Nan.

"I don't need to take care of you. Especially yours." Su Nan said coldly.

"I've explained to the hospital, so I won't go there. Anyway, I just want to try the real hospital life during the holiday." Fang Mingxuan automatically filtered out Su Nan's words.

Su Nan didn't want to reply to him.

Fang Mingxuan continued talking regardless of whether she replied or not.

"Bringing you something to help with recovery, and your old favorites, on the table."

"and also."

"Why do you have to appear in my life?" Su Nan interrupted him.

"I just wanted to see you one more time."

Hearing these words, Su Nan almost spit out the noodles she just ate.

"Let's go after seeing enough." Su Nan turned her head and really didn't want to see him.

"Live, don't give up the world to despicable people." Fang Mingxuan stood up, "I'll come back later."

Su Nan breathed a sigh of relief when he heard him go out and close the door.

What on earth is he trying to do.

"After all, we are poor and only sweet"

It's Yin Yun.

Su Nan picked it up quickly.

"Su Nan, has Zhu Hao contacted you?"

Su Nan's heart sank after hearing this.

"No." Su Nan thought for a while and still didn't understand why Zhu Hao suddenly disappeared.

"Let me tell you something. Don't be too sad. The teacher at the school just asked me if something happened to Zhu Hao. His father came over and went through some procedures for him. He should be going to study abroad. It’s over, the epidemic is inconvenient and dangerous now, and it’s actually a loss to turn around now, but his father still insists.”

Su Nan hung up the phone after listening in a daze, still not understanding why.

Was she abandoned again?

Su Nan looked up at the blue sky, as if he had done it for him.

If I were him, I wouldn't be able to accept myself like this.

There was a door opening behind him.

"Why did he leave?" Xu Linlin sat down with his things.

"Lin." Su Nan looked at her with red eyes.

"What's the matter? What's the matter?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan in a panic.

"Can you do me another favor." Su Nan looked at her.

"Tell me." Xu Linlin grabbed Su Nan's hand.

Su Nan handed her the mobile phone, "Sell this mobile phone for me, and then use the money from the sale to buy an ordinary mobile phone. Cancel the calling card inside, and get a new one for me." Su Nan took out another Give her your ID card.

"You are an Apple mobile phone, you will definitely lose money if you sell it, and you have to apply for a phone card as a minor."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter how much it is. If you can be the guardian of the phone card." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin.

"Okay, okay, then you wait for me at home." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan and sighed, "It's really starting again."

Su Nan looked at the familiar playground in front of him, the empty playground, and really couldn't go back.

Then start over.

In the next few months, Su Nan stayed at Xu Linlin's house. During this period, Fang Mingxuan came to see Su Nan almost every day, because Xu Linlin had to go to work and do homework at night.He delivered meals to Su Nan every day.But Su Nan didn't want to talk to him either.

Every day I use Xu Linlin's computer to surf the Internet and write novels.Find a job with your phone.

The days passed quickly.September is coming soon.Both of them are back in school.The house is happy and clean every day.But that guy Fang Mingxuan still comes here often on weekends, rain or shine.Even if Su Nan didn't even look at him, he still persevered.I don't know what to draw.But there is one more person in the house who can clean and cook, so Su Nan doesn't want to talk about it.

During the day, Su Nan would sit on the balcony and write novels, and the students in the class would often lie on the railing to say hello to Su Nan during physical education class. This felt strange, sad and funny.It's a good thing that Xu Linlin's house is on the second floor, otherwise they would have to use it to say hello, even though they usually yell to chat.

Xu Linlin went home every day and complained to her about how tired she was in her third year of high school, and envied Su Nan's current life.Su Nan didn't want to argue with her either, so she agreed with her with a smile.

Slowly, Su Nan was able to take off her crutches and walk slowly with her walking boots. She often went downstairs to deliver water and popsicles to them in physical education class.During the lunch break, they must ask Su Nan to go down and chat with them over the railing.After the teacher found out, he turned a blind eye and closed his eyes, and sometimes he had to come over and have a chat.

There are things to do every day and the time passes quickly, and Su Nan's birthday is here.It just so happened that it was a Saturday, and a group of people gathered at Xu Linlin's house to celebrate Su Nan's birthday, and made a banner for her, "I wish Wang Yuan's wife only has the word "beautiful" in the future."Su Nan looked at them with a helpless smile.

Fortunately, although life has not been very good, I met some very worthy people in my later life.

After the carnival, there was only a mess left, and everyone went back, because they had to go to school the next afternoon, Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin who was drunk on the bed, and told them not to drink, even if they couldn't stop them.

Su Nan shook her head helplessly and began to clean up the mess.

After tidying up everything, Su Nan took four bags of garbage and went downstairs to throw it away.

This community is very good, there are many street lights, illuminating every corner, neither too bright nor too dark.

Throwing away the garbage and going upstairs, I saw a man squatting downstairs smoking a cigarette.

Su Nan frowned, planning to bypass this person and go upstairs.

"Su Nan."

As soon as he heard this voice, he knew who it was, but Su Nan didn't want to talk to him and walked forward.

"Listen to me." He shook off his cigarette and pulled Su Nan back.

Su Nan wanted to get rid of him, but she didn't get rid of him, a little embarrassed, she turned to look at him, "Fang Mingxuan, you have something to say, don't push me."

Fang Mingxuan handed a bag to Su Nan, "You can find me if you have any difficulties in the future. I'm leaving. Happy birthday."

Su Nan looked at his receding back, and looked down at the pile of cigarette butts on the ground.

How long has this been here?Squat down and clean these things up, really, no quality.

When I got home and looked at the bag in my hand, I opened it and found a jewelry box inside, and inside the jewelry box was a bracelet.

Su Nan threw the things aside and got up to take a shower.

She found a job, starting tomorrow, go to sleep.

Life has just begun.

"You got up so early?" Xu Linlin rubbed her eyes and looked at Su Nan who was getting dressed.

"You have to make a good impression on others on the first day of work." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin who couldn't open her eyes, "Go to sleep, you don't go to school until the afternoon."

"What time do you go to work? What time do you leave work?" Xu Linlin yawned.

"Go to work at ten o'clock and leave work at eight o'clock." Su Nan thought for a while.

"That's okay, what was the salary you said earlier?" Xu Linlin lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

"Two thousand in the first month, two days off per month. From four thousand on the second month, four days off per month." Su Nan tied up her hair and carried her bag, "I'm leaving."

"Wow, your feet are completely healed? Have you taken off your walking boots?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan, who was wearing sneakers on both feet.

"It's about the same. Besides, how can anyone dress like that at work?" Su Nan patted Xu Linlin, "Let's go."

Xu Linlin looked at the excited Su Nan and shook her head, hoping everything goes well.

Su Nan put on a mask and got on the bus. Sitting on the bus, she looked at the familiar city. Come on, let's become a better version of myself together.

She always believes that the world will not disappoint those who work hard.

The days to come are brand new and no one is allowed to look back.

"That you, you want to be an adult who can shine, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, grow up bravely"

Su Nan listened to the music in the earphones and embarked on her own life.

"Little Monster" Su Nan looked at the unopened shop in front of him.

This is where Su Nanmeng started.

"Is it Su Nan?"

A car pulls up to the side of the road.

Oh BMW.

Su Nan nodded.

"It's so early, I don't need to come so early in the future, it should be almost ten o'clock." A very young sister got off the co-pilot.

"Hurry up and open the door, dawdle." The older sister shouted to the man who hadn't gotten out of the car yet.

"Here we come." A very young boy got out of the car.

"I've contacted him on WeChat, but let me introduce myself again. My name is Nie Mang, and he is my husband. His name is Zhang Zilun. It's fine to call me sister, but for him, it's fine to call him uncle." Nie Mang pulled Su Nan.

"Don't listen to her nonsense, just call me brother." Zhang Zilun opened the shop door, "I'll go first." Patted Nie Mang and left.

Su Nan looked at Zhang Zilun who drove away and looked at Nie Mang curiously.

"By the way, I forgot to tell you, we have a branch next to the university in the west." Nie Mang dragged Su Nan into the store.

"Wow." As soon as he entered the door, he was shocked by the smell.

"Pet shops are like this, but it smells a bit bad just after opening in the morning, because it's stuffy there all night." Nie Mang turned on the big fan on the floor, "The first thing you do when you come to the store is to turn on the fan to let the air out."

Su Nan nodded, and looked at the store. The storefront is very large, connecting two areas, and there are second and third floors.

"Come on, let's go to work, I'll teach you." Nie Mang took out disposable gloves, put them on and handed Su Nan another pair.

"There must be an order, first get the ones at the door." Nie Mang pointed to the two large transparent display cabinets at the door.

Su Nan looked at the three cats in the cabinet by the door. The contents inside were complete and divided into three layers. The bottom was two large basins for cat litter, the second layer were two small cat climbing frames, and the third layer was Their nests and eating and water bowls.Next to it was another similar cabinet.

"Just take out the cat litter box, shovel off their feces and caked litter and pour in an appropriate amount of new cat litter. Then wipe the area where they move. Then pour cat food, cat food in the At the bottom of the stairs, pour it into the cold water, and you can’t drink the tap water.” Nie Mang dragged out the litter box, “There are two shovels hanging on this side, the green one is for shoveling feces, and the white one is for shoveling clean cat litter.” He pointed out Green shovel and white shovel hanging on the wall.

Su Nan nodded, "Let me try it." He took off the shovel and started.

"Okay, we have a cabinet for each of us." Start working.

"Yes, yes, yes." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan with satisfaction.

"Then the dogs in the eight cabinets on the left just open the cabinets, and just pull out the tray under them to go to the toilet and flush it." Nie Mang pulled up Su Nan who had cleaned up the things at the door. have water."

"Come on, let's do it first."

Nie Mang and Su Nan were in charge of the four and began to pack them up.

To be honest, dog feces and dog urine are really smelly, Su Nan finished the work with a grim face.

"Then on the right is the cargo rack. Just wipe it once every two days. I don't need it today." Nie Mang picked up a watering can. "The ground needs to be mopped every day. First, spray it with disinfectant, then sweep it with a mop, and mop it again with an absorbent mop." Enough."

Su Nan washed the mop and started mopping the floor.

"Okay, let's go to the second floor." Nie Mang stretched his waist. "It's easy to have help."

"The two large pools on the left are for bathing pets. I will teach you later. The middle table is for shearing, and the back table is for blowing. The four large ovens on the right are for dogs, and the top two are for dogs. The bottom two are for cats." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan, "Just sweep and mop the floor here every day, and then clean the hair in the dryer and the bathing pool."

Su Nan nodded, ready to get the broom.

"I don't need it today. I did it last night before closing the store because there was no business yesterday." Nie Mang took Su Nan to the third floor.

"My God." Su Nan was a little shocked at the scale of the third floor.

The left half is all dogs, the right half is all cats, and there is a room in the middle.

"This is for customers who want to buy cats or dogs. You can bring them here to show them." Nie Mang pointed to the room in the middle. "This is because it is too far to go to the first floor. There is a sink inside. Dog food is on the side of the stairs." and cat food."

Su Nan nodded.

"Come on, do it the same way as on the first floor."

This is the most tiring thing for Su Nan besides running [-].

Su Nan finished working profusely in sweat.

"Hahahahahaha, it's quite tiring, just think about losing weight." Nie Mang took off his gloves and threw them away, "It's over, this job has to be done again before closing the shop, just clean them up without mopping the floor." excrement, or the next day will be more tired."

Su Nan took off her gloves and nodded, following Nie Mang downstairs.

"Take a break." Nie Mang pointed to the table and bench next to the goods, "I usually eat here."

Su Nan nodded and slumped in her seat.

"By the way, let me tell you, the ones on the first floor are more expensive, and the ones on the third floor are cheap." Nie Mang pointed to the animals on the first floor. "These are almost thousands or even tens of thousands. The third floor is a hundred or one or two thousand, and those who are adopted are free."

Su Nan looked at the cats and dogs on the first floor in shock, "So expensive?"

"So there are not many, six cats and eight dogs." Nie Mang pointed to the cat at the door, "The gray one is a short-haired British breed, nine thousand."

"Wait a minute, I'll write it down." Su Nan opened the memo, "Continue."

Nie Mang smiled, "Actually, you'll know it after staying for a long time. The hairless one living alone on the first floor is [-]. Its skin is very sensitive, so be careful."

Su Nan looked up at the cat, "So ugly yet so delicate and so expensive."

"Hahahahahahaha, honestly, but some people really like it." Nie Mang smiled and continued, "The snow-white one is a Persian cat. It's very proud. It usually doesn't care about people. It sells for [-] yuan."

"I understand this. After all, he looks very noble." Su Nan nodded.

"This is my favorite too. If no one buys it later, I will raise it myself." Nie Mang pointed to the cabinet next to him. "The white ones are dolls, and they sell for four thousand and five."

Su Nan looked at the dozing cat, "It's so cute."

"That's right, very cute." Nie Mang pointed to the two cats next to each other. "The gold gradient and the silver gradient are both four thousand."

"The two corgis over there are both [-]. The teddy at the bottom is [-], and the one at the bottom is Bichon [-]. From top to bottom on the right is Fadou [-], Bianmu [-], and Husky [-]. , four thousand golden retrievers. All the animals on the first floor are just a few months old, very small. The ones on the third floor are of all ages." Nie Mang finished speaking in one breath.

"Then what kind of species is upstairs?" Su Nan looked up at Nie Mang.

"Sister, let's not be so studious. Take a rest. My sister can't work anymore, let's have lunch." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan helplessly.

Su Nan looked at her phone, "It's half past twelve, I forgot."

"What do you want to eat? Sister treats you to dinner today, to celebrate you joining us." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan.

"No, no, no." Su Nan waved her hand, she was embarrassed on her first day at work.

"You're welcome, I don't invite you every day." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan with a smile.

"Then I'll do whatever I want, I'm not picky eaters." Su Nan smiled.

"Okay, okay, then I'll order casually." Nie Mang opened the takeaway and looked at it.

Su Nan looked at Nie Mang in front of him and suddenly remembered Yin Yun, she had told Su Nan that way before.

Thinking about it this way, Zhu Hao has disappeared for so long.

Su Nan cut off everyone's contact.I changed my phone number, re-registered WeChat, and all social software.

There are only Xu Linlin and Wang Lihui in the phone's address book.

Wechat is just the two of them and the group from high school.

"what happened?"

Su Nan looked up at Nie Mang.

"Why are your eyes red?"

Su Nan rubbed her eyes and smiled, "It's okay, something went in just now."

"Oh, I thought you were crying." Nie Mang nodded. "By the way, I bought two claypot rice and two bottles of Coke."

Su Nan nodded.

Claypot rice. She remembered someone once said to take her to eat real claypot rice.
"Hey." Su Nan sighed.

"Why are you sighing at such a young age?" Nie Mang looked at Su Nan with a smile.

"No, I suddenly thought of the past." Su Nan smiled embarrassedly.

"Hey, actually, when you just came to join me and asked me about my job, you said you were full-time. If I remember correctly at this age, you should be studying." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan looked at Nie Mang in front of him and smiled, "I'm not in good health, I dropped out of school."

"Ah, then you are still working here, I am so tired." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan in surprise.

"It's okay, I can do it." Su Nan said with a smile, "You have to find a way to support yourself."

"Feed yourself? Don't your parents give you money?" Nie Mang looked at Su Nan incomprehensibly.

Su Nan shook her head remembering how her parents refused to abandon her, "I don't have parents."

"Ah." Nie Mang looked at Su Nan in disbelief, "Sorry, I don't know."

"It's okay." Su Nan smiled, "It's all in the past."

"Live well. Reading is not the only way anyway." Nie Mang patted Su Nan.

Su Nan nodded.

"Oh, so fast." Nie Mang looked at the door.

Su Nan turned her head, it turned out that the takeaway had arrived.

"Let's eat." Nie Mang handed it to Su Nan.

Get busy after eating.

Nie Mang was too busy to bathe the dog, so Su Nan followed her to bathe the dog.

Then, for the shearing, Su Nan watched from the side.

Washed six dogs and eight cats in one afternoon.

There are also several shearers.

Su Nan and Nie Mang got hair all over their bodies, and sometimes the hair even ran into their mouths.

There are also shopping, Nie Mang is busy, Su Nan has to check the cashier alone, I don't understand, and toss for a long time, but fortunately the customer is good-tempered.

There were also a few people who wanted to buy dogs and cats. After Su Nan's recommendation, the successful ones were not sold.

When it was finally empty, Su Nan sat on the bench to rest and still didn't understand why none of them could be sold?
"Don't be sad. Some people are just curious and don't want to buy. Besides, sister, you are too enthusiastic, and the sales are not as enthusiastic as you. It is easy to scare customers." Nie Mang took a sip of water and calmed down.

Su Nan sighed helplessly, "Wait until I go back and study how to sell animals."

"Cough cough cough." Nie Mang almost choked on Su Nan's words, "No need, no need, let's let nature take its course."

"I'm going to sweep the hair on the second floor." Su Nan sadly went to work on the second floor.

Nie Mang looked at Su Nan who was sweeping the floor and shook his head, young man.

"Okay, Su Nan, you go back first today."

Nie Mang and Su Nan beat their backs after finishing the last dog bowl.

Su Nan took out her mobile phone, [-]:[-] "It's not time yet."

"Oh, don't be so rigid. If the boss tells you to go off work, just go off work." Nie Mang pushed Su Nan down.

"I'll wait for my husband to pick me up, and I'm going home too." Nie Mang asked Su Nan, "Why are you going back so late?"

"Bus." Su Nan put on her bag and put on a mask.

"Okay, okay, hurry back, see you tomorrow." Nie Mang pushed Su Nan out of the door, "Bye, be careful on the road."

After seeing Nie Mang goodbye, Su Nan got up and went to the bus station.

Sitting on the bus to check the time, Xu Linlin's evening self-study is about to end, go pick her up.

Standing at the school gate, looking at the parents who are also waiting for their children, I want to laugh.

Never thought that one day, I would wait for someone at the school gate to leave school.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, a bunch of students rushed out of the classroom, and the quiet campus suddenly became noisy.

Xu Linlin didn't arrive after waiting for a long time, so he was probably left behind.

With people coming and going, Su Nan stood in a dark corner and waited.

"Xiao Nan, let's go home and cook you supper."

What is this sound?

Su Nan watched a familiar figure walking past her with a pretty girl in her arms.

Looking at the familiar figure, Su Nan still found it impossible.

"Hey Su Nan?"

Su Nan turned around, she was a classmate in the class.

"Wait for Xu Linlin?"

Su Nan nodded.

"At the back, come right away, then I'll go first."

Su Nan nodded.

"Su Nan."

The man took a step and looked back at Su Nan.

"what happened?"

"It's okay, I'll go first."

Su Nan looked at the man walking away with a dazed expression.

Su Nan walked over and stood at the school gate waiting for Xu Linlin.

From a distance, I saw Xu Linlin coming out of the teaching building.

"Look at you, there are so many people, and you came out empty-handed, without even a schoolbag."

Su Nan smiled and looked at Xu Linlin who was getting closer to her.

Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan with an aggrieved expression.

"What's wrong? The head teacher scolded you again?" Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin in front of him.

"Su Nan." Xu Linlin hugged herself suddenly.

"What's the matter? Have you ever fought with others today?" Su Nan teased Xu Linlin.

"They really went too far." Xu Linlin hugged Su Nan.

Su Nan touched Xu Linlin's head.

Xu Linlin let go of Su Nan, "Let's go, I'll take you to have supper!"

"What are you doing?" Su Nan was a little puzzled by Xu Linlin who suddenly became angry.

Until sitting at the barbecue stand, looking at Xu Linlin who was drinking and munching on skewers, Su Nan still didn't understand what was going on.

"Su Nan." Xu Linlin cried and looked at herself.

"What are you doing? Oh, drink less, you have to go to school tomorrow." Su Nan snatched all the wine in front of Xu Linlin.

"Today, a girl transferred from another school, and she was repeating her third year of high school." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan.

"Then you were hit." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin in front of him.

"She came to compete with me for the first place in the grade." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan angrily.

"The ones who re-read have a one-year advantage. Besides, when did you become the first in your grade? Haven't you always been around five or six?" Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin helplessly, she thought she was being beaten .

"Her name is Su Nan, exactly like you." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan.

"There are too many people with the same name and surname." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin who looked unfair.

"Her parents are the same as yours." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan with red eyes.

No wonder, she said that she would not be wrong.

It turned out that I found a child who was better than myself, so I hurriedly gave up on myself.

"She's their adopted daughter. I'm here to go through the formalities for her today." Xu Linlin grabbed Su Nan's hand, "It's really unfair to you."

Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin who was suffering for her, and felt a little sad for no reason.

"It's okay." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin in front of her, comforting her and himself.

"Su Nan." Xu Linlin got up and hugged herself.

Su Nan no longer wants to be sad.

"Come on. Let's go home."

Xu Linlin paid the money and took Su Nan home.

"I've made a deal with everyone, isolate her! Let her go wherever she likes, and don't be in our class anyway." Xu Linlin pulled Su Nan indignantly.

"Lin, it's not necessary. They are so innocent. If you want to blame them, you can blame the parents. People only lose their parents before they become their children. You can get along normally. By the way, let the people in the class not Mention me." Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin, "I don't want to have anything to do with that family anymore."

"Su Nan..." Xu Linlin hugged himself and cried again, "Okay, okay. On the main road, I'm crying at home." Su Nan closed Xu Linlin's mouth, "Stop howling."

Su Nan looked at Xu Linlin who was crying and fell asleep next to her, covered her with a quilt and quietly closed the door.

Sitting on the balcony watching the twinkling stars.

She used to think that as long as she was [-] years old, her life would be full of happiness like an adult, but when she was [-], she realized that it was not true. That's all.

She no longer has the strength to be sad.

She had previously thrown all her medicines in the trash.

Because she naively thought that as long as she didn't go to the hospital or take any medicine, there would be nothing wrong with her.

Sitting on the recliner, raising her hand, looking at the scar on her wrist, this is the price of her childish behavior.

She doesn't seem to be sad anymore.

But never happy again.

What was most precious to her had already left her.

Then start today, throw everything away, and only live for yourself selfishly once.

(End of this chapter)