departure tomorrow

Chapter 48 Su Nan's little grievance
Su Nan felt like a robot, at the mercy of others.

Woke up in the morning to draw blood on an empty stomach, B-ultrasound, CT series of examinations, and then took medicine and needles, and was called by the doctor to talk...

After tossing and tossing all morning, she didn't eat any food. Su Nan lay on the bed and felt her gurgling stomach. This place is no different from the place where she was hospitalized before. She can't go out, can't order takeaway, and can only wait for lunch time to serve.

I heard from the doctor that it seems that the cause has not been found out... well, if it is not found out, I really have to go to a big city to see it...

But in Su Nan's view, isn't this just a fever? Why is it so complicated.

Do not understand.

Mom was called away by the doctor, Su Nan lay on the bed desperately looking at the ceiling, she didn't know why it happened like this.

Without warning.

After a few mouthfuls of lunch, she lost her appetite. Su Nan sat on the bed and looked at the sunshine outside.

"Mom, I'll go to the corridor to bask in the sun." Su Nan said weakly.

"Okay, okay." Su Nan's mother nodded. She also knew that Su Nan couldn't eat at this moment, and she didn't know what to do. Of course, she would satisfy her request.

Su Nan stood under the window in the corridor and looked out the window. The traces of the heavy rain yesterday were still there, and a big tree was just planted in front of the window, softening the strong sunlight.

"Spring is over." Su Nan stared at the sun in a daze.

"Su Nan..."

Su Nan looked around, there was no one, this is?Hearing hallucinations again.

"Su Nan..."

The voice shouted again, isn't this feeble voice my own?

Su Nan doesn't want to care about it anymore, whoever he is... She is used to hearing hallucinations and even hallucinations from time to time...

"When will such a day be the end..." Su Nan looked out the window and sighed deeply.

She was already uncomfortable and numb. At first, she could still feel that she had a fever, but now she was so confused that she didn't know who she was.

Su Nan squatted down, letting the scattered sunlight hit her body.

If only it ended like this...

Looking up at the sunshine outside the window, the breeze blew by, the sparse leaves sounded, and the shadows and sunlight on the ground danced along with it.

"It's okay, everything will pass." Daxia suddenly appeared beside Su Nan and sat down.

"Will it?" Su Nan looked up at the hero with teary eyes.

"It will definitely." The hero forced a smile.

"Tell me, why are you so tired..." Su Nan wiped away tears and looked at the hero.

"Because you are sick." The hero comforted Su Nan.

"Why is it so difficult..." Su Nan lowered her head, "I haven't done anything bad since I grew up...I've been trying to be a kind person...Why..."

"It will pass in the blink of an eye, it's okay, Su Nan." The comfort of the hero at this moment seemed so weak.

"Why is everything different when it comes to me..." Su Nan looked up at the hero incomprehensibly.

"Maybe...is it a test from heaven?" The hero looked at Su Nan with a little worry.

Su Nan smiled and shook her head, "That's it..."

"Su Nan? It's time to hang the salt water." The nurse came over and called.

"I'm leaving." Su Nan wiped away her tears and got up to go back to the room.

"Su Nan..." The hero called Su Nan to stop.

"What's wrong?" Su Nan turned to look at the hero.

"Believe that all hardships come with rewards." That's all the hero could think of to comfort Su Nan.

Su Nan smiled, "Okay." She turned and went back to the room.

"Who were you chatting with just now? You were the only one in the corridor when I came here." The nurse asked curiously while hanging the needle for Su Nan.

"Ah, no, I'm talking to myself." Su Nan smiled awkwardly.

Don't mention it, forget it... The hero is just a person in Su Nan's fantasy...

Su Nan raised her head and looked at the hero standing behind the nurse watching her and smiled, it's pretty good, it's good...

Exclusively for my friends...

"After the salt water is finished, if you still have a fever, you can tell the doctor." The nurse instructed.

Su Nan's mother nodded in affirmation.

"You hang up by yourself. If you have something to call or ring the bell, I will go to the doctor and ask about the situation." Su Nan's mother told Su Nan, "Call the nurse if you feel uncomfortable."

Su Nan nodded, "Hurry up and go."

She was left alone again...

The ward on this floor was exceptionally quiet, so quiet that the sound of the wind could be heard.

"I don't want to be cured anymore." Su Nan suddenly said to the hero standing in the corner.

"Ah?" The hero didn't react immediately.

"I really don't want to..." Su Nan muttered to himself, "I can't take it anymore."

"Do you mean you have a fever?" Da Xia asked cautiously.

"All." Su Nan raised her head, "I don't want to continue."

"Su Nan...this is just the beginning..." Da Xia said.

"That's right, I messed everything up from the very beginning..." Su Nan sighed, "What the hell am I doing?"

The hero looked at the uncomfortable Su Nan in front of him, he didn't know what to say, but his mind was asking him to do something.

"I seem to have lost the courage to live." Su Nan didn't know what to say, "I often, always feel so tired, my body is particularly excited, sober and excited, but my mind tells me that you are very sad Extremely depressed, dizzy and uncomfortable, heart can not breathe and uncomfortable, the mood is extremely bad, I feel that I can’t do anything well, I can’t do myself well, I’m so tired of contacting others, I deserve to become In this way, I hate other people's love for me, but I am longing for something, so let it be, I can live every day." Su Nan smiled helplessly.

"You must think I'm fragile, right? A little thing breaks me down." Su Nan looked at the hero with a smile.

"No, you're just sick." The hero looked at Su Nan, he couldn't do anything but accompany her silently.

"Okay, it's okay, just say it." Su Nan sorted out her mood, maybe she had an illness, she was extremely sad just now, but now she is extremely happy, but extremely tired...

"Want to watch TV together?" Su Nan suppressed a smile.

"Ah? No need..." The hero was a little confused.

"Hahahahahahahahahahahaha, isn't it funny?" Su Nan raised his hand to show Daxia the funny joke he just found on Weibo.

The hero smiled cooperatively.

"It's really boring, you go, you go." Seeing that the hero was so reluctant, Su Nan started to chase him away.

Su Nan lowered her head and began to swipe her phone again, "Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha you..."

Su Nan just wanted to share with Daxia but found that Daxia was gone.

"What, running so fast..." Su Nan pouted.

"Alas..." Su Nan put down the phone.

Looking up at the salt water that is about to be hung, when will this be a head, and there are still two bottles.

Su Nan suddenly wanted to try the feeling of returning blood.

Just stare at the salt water falling drop by drop.

"One... two... three..." Su Nan counted the water droplets that slowly dripped down, "ah, it's over."

Su Nan looked at the blood returning tube coldly, as if it was not as scary as imagined...

Ah... so my blood is deep red, so close to black...

Su Nan closed the sliding button of the tube and rang the bell.

The nurse came over in a hurry, "Oh, the blood has returned, please ring the bell earlier next time."

Su Nan nodded, but she didn't dare to say that she did it on purpose.

"Don't be downcast all the time. Believe that everything will pass. You are still so young." The nurse said as she fiddled.

Su Nan nodded and dared not speak.

"Okay, call me when it's almost over." The nurse told Su Nan to leave in a hurry.

Alas, today may be due to physical discomfort, Su Nan was extremely tired, lying on the bed and wanted to sleep, but she was afraid that the injection would be too much, so she insisted on it for a while, forget it, let's go to sleep.

In a daze, it seemed that her mother had come back, the doctor had also come, heard what they were talking about, and the nurse also came to remove the needle. Su Nan wanted to open her eyes to have a look, but she was really tired and fell asleep again.

Hope, the road ahead will not be so bumpy again, Su Nan silently made a wish in her heart.

(End of this chapter)