departure tomorrow

Chapter 35
Su Nan stared at the phone in a daze. This was her seventeenth day in the hospital. She raised her head and put down her phone. Looking at Zhu Hao who was sitting across from her for breakfast, she shook her head helplessly.

Zhu Hao seemed to feel that Su Nan was watching him, and took a sip of porridge, "Okay, okay, just take another sip and leave, don't hold back like this!"

"Are you a couple?" Zhen Qingqing walked in with breakfast and asked curiously, "I saw you are inseparable since yesterday."

Su Nan immediately shook her head, "No, no, what are you thinking, pure buddy, pure buddy."

Zhen Qingqing smiled and said nothing more.

Zhu Hao put down his bowl and wiped his mouth as if he didn't hear the two of them talking, "I'm leaving the hospital soon."

Su Nan didn't know what to do when Zhu Hao suddenly said such a sentence.

"Crooked, what's the matter?" Zhu Hao saw that Su Nan was silent and motionless, and stretched out his hand to shake in front of Su Nan's eyes.

"Ah...it's okay..." Su Nan realized, "When?"

Zhu Hao pinched his fingers and counted, "One...two...three...." After a pause, "There are still about eight or nine days."

Su Nan breathed a sigh of relief. Although she didn't know why she was so nervous, she relaxed a lot when she learned that Zhu Hao was discharged from the hospital at about the same time as herself.

"Can't bear to bear me?" Seeing that she ignored her, Zhu Hao teased Su Nan, "It's okay, isn't there a contact method, please contact me again!"

"Hey, let me tell you, isn't there a park here? There is an art museum next to the park. It's free anyway. I'll take you to have a look..." Zhu Hao didn't care about Su Nan's reaction. He continued, "There's usually no one there, you're a student of painting, why don't you go and have a look..."

"Okay." Su Nan said suddenly.

Zhu Hao was taken aback by the sudden interruption, but soon recovered his smiling face, "Okay."

After finishing speaking, he jumped out of bed, "I will come to you later!" After speaking, he walked out the door.

"What are you doing?" Su Nan shouted from behind.

"Treatment!" Zhu Hao left without looking back.

Su Nan climbed out of bed to clean up the things on the small table. Her mother had just eaten breakfast and was called to attend class. After packing up, Su Nan took the trash and prepared to throw it away.

Passing by the sun room and looking outside, Su Nan inexplicably felt a sense of happiness when the sun shone in from the outside. This feeling was indescribable, and Su Nan couldn't figure out why.

"What are you thinking? Standing motionless in front of the trash can?"

Su Nan regained consciousness, and this inexplicable sense of happiness also subsided. At first glance, it was indeed Zhen Qingqing. They should be the only two of them who are so free at this point.Everyone else went for treatment, but Su Nan's treatment stopped a few days ago, Zhen Qingqing just arrived, and the arrangements have not been made yet.

"Why are you here?" Su Nan asked suspiciously seeing that Zhen Qingqing's hands were empty.

"Throw out the trash."

"Where's your trash?"

"Throw it away."

"........."

Su Nan looked at Zhen Qingqing in front of her, and always felt that she didn't look like a girl of her age, it was weird, and she couldn't tell why.

"Brother Zhu Hao treats you very well." Zhen Qingqing suddenly said to Su Nan.

Su Nan felt a little baffled by the sudden words, why did she call her elder brother the next day after seeing him?With a woman's miraculous sixth sense, Su Nan felt a bit of murderous aura... I don't know if she was thinking too much...

"Forget it." Zhen Qingqing left without waiting for Su Nan's reply.

Su Nan looked at the back of Zhen Qingqing's going away even more inexplicably. Who is this to provoke?

"Crooked, what are you doing standing alone?"

Su Nan was standing angrily when he heard Zhu Hao's voice behind him.

"Throw out the trash!" After saying that, he left without looking back.

Zhu Hao looked at the back of Su Nan leaving a little inexplicably, "She? Eat gunpowder?"

"Hey, what are you doing?" Zhu Hao watched Su Nan turn back, "Hey, what are you doing!" Zhu Hao was a little puzzled by Su Nan's pull.

"Didn't you say to go to the Art Museum!" Su Nan pulled Zhu Hao and walked towards the elevator entrance. At this moment, he seemed to forget the shadow of his past painting and rushed forward.

Zhu Hao was dragged away by Su Nan and looked at her angry footsteps a little bit dumbfounded.

"Do you know the way and go forward?" Zhu Hao held Su Nan's hand, "Let's go, I'll take you there."

Su Nan's mind was sobered by this, and the fear gradually surfaced, "Should...or should we go back?"

"What's the matter? I want to go for a while and don't want to go for a while. It's not easy for us to come out." Zhu Hao held Su Nan's hand tightly for fear that she would run away, but looking at Su Nan's teary eyes, suddenly Thinking that this might be what Su Nan was afraid of, she relaxed her hand and lowered her tone, "Don't be afraid, it's me, what are you afraid of."

Su Nan looked up at the boy in front of her who had promised her, and gradually calmed down, "Okay... let's go."

Zhu Hao smiled, and took Su Nan's hand again, "Follow me closely, we are going to cross the road."

Su Nan feels that since meeting Zhu Hao, she seems to be quietly getting better, and slowly accepting everything. Wherever he is, there is Su Nan's happiness, but Su Nan also knows that this cannot go on like this. Going on and becoming dependent, I don't know what I will become...

Forget it... Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao who was smiling and telling himself jokes beside him, so he should cherish the present moment, because no one knows whether he will still be in touch after leaving this hospital.

It is also possible that we will not contact each other in this life.

"It's here! Let me tell you that there is no one else, you can enjoy the world of art to your heart's content, and I will protect the world outside of you." Zhu Hao dragged Su Nan into the art museum.

Open the door and a gust of cool air hits, accompanied by a faint fragrance.

"Hiss, is it cold?" Zhu Hao stroked his arm, "Are you cold?"

"No." In fact, Su Nan is not afraid of the cold, but she likes the feeling of being chilly, and she is very afraid of heat, and can't stand any heat, so summer and global warming are unacceptable to her.

"I think you can do this painting too." Zhu Hao looked at the first painting framed and hung on the wall and said to Su Nan, "Isn't this just graffiti?"

Su Nan pushed Zhu Hao, "Shut up."

Zhu Hao had no choice but to shut up obediently.

Su Nan looked at the painting in front of him, it was a mountain scene at dusk, and he didn't know why Zhu Hao saw it as graffiti.The thick layers of gouache visible to the naked eye made Su Nan not only sigh that those who study art are indeed rich people, but she usually dare not boldly use materials, especially white paint.

Going forward is a plaster statue of David. Su Nan is suddenly a little lost, because she has also painted it, and it has been exhibited for people to appreciate, and if it is normal for people who study art, she has at least started to learn Draw real people instead of just watching silently here.

Seeing that Su Nan lowered his head suddenly, Zhu Hao thought that this painting had irritated Su Nan, so he hurriedly asked Su Nan to look at the next one, "Whether the one just now looks good or not, let's look at the others."

"Look, this must be an ink painting. It's black and white. At first glance, it looks like a scene of workers working. Look at the overhead, the safety helmet, the safety rope..." Zhu Hao chattered to Su Nan.

"Brother, this is a carving, it is carved out of black paper..." Su Nan was a little helpless, "Don't use your eyes, please give them to those who are useful."

Zhu Hao coughed twice in embarrassment, "Look."

Su Nan ignored Zhu Hao, looked at the carvings and paintings in front of him, and couldn't help admiring that those who can be exhibited in this kind of place are all excellent people.I also have to accept the fact that she has never been able to accept that she has no talent, and she has to pay twice, or even more, at the level that others can generally draw.

"Hey, why are you lowering your head again? Look at so many excellent paintings, you have to believe that you can do it too." Zhu Hao patted Su Nan on the shoulder.

Going forward, there is a marker pen drawing and a forest of birds.Looking at these paintings, Su Nan suddenly began to have some thoughts. If she had persisted back then, hadn't been lazy, had taken it seriously, hadn't run away, or given up, would the ending have been different.

"Zhu Hao." Su Nan turned to look at Zhu Hao whose face was about to get into the painting.

"Ah...ah, what are you doing?" Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan blankly and was a little at a loss.

"What do you think of me starting painting again?" Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao with raised lips.

"Yes... yes... isn't this what you wanted most in the past?" Zhu Hao responded to Su Nan.

That's right, Su Nan, who has been drawing since she was a child, is not very good at drawing, but she is living the way she wants.

"Thank you, Zhu Hao." Although Su Nan didn't know what to thank Zhu Hao for, she just wanted to say thank you.

"Ha, you're welcome, you're welcome." Zhu Hao smiled and patted his head.

Su Nan suddenly stopped being confused, and instead had a sense of momentum, which was good. Su Nan held Zhu Hao's hand, "Let's go, I'm hungry, let's eat."

Zhu Hao was a little confused, "No, didn't you just eat breakfast?"

Su Nan turned her head and looked at Zhu Hao darkly, "Can I be hungry?"

"Okay, okay." Zhu Hao nodded hastily, twitching the corners of his mouth.

That's great, Su Nan looked up at the sky, she knew what to do.But she herself felt that it was outrageous. She hadn't come out of the shadow for three or four years, so she walked out after visiting the art museum with Zhu Hao once.

I don't know whether it is Zhu Hao's role, or Su Nan himself, maybe both.

Forget it, forget about him, just take a step and watch, people, just be happy.

"I want to eat grilled squid." Su Nan said to Zhu Hao.

"Eat such exciting food in the morning?" Zhu Hao was a little confused about Su Nan's mind.

"No way?" Su Nan looked up at Zhu Hao.

"All right, all right, I invite you." Zhu Hao didn't dare to say anything.

"Okay, thank you Brother Zhu Hao." Su Nan suddenly remembered what Zhen Qingqing said in the morning.

"Don't be weird, be normal." Zhu Hao had goosebumps.

"That's what Zhen Qingqing called you on the bed next door, isn't he very familiar with him?" Su Nan didn't know why she was jealous.

"Don't talk nonsense, I don't know her at all." Zhu Hao felt the wind blowing around him.

"What's the matter, people still call you brother." Seeing Zhu Hao's face like that, Su Nan teased Zhu Hao "brother".

"Don't, don't, I'm wrong, big brother. Isn't this normal? I'm older than her. She doesn't call me brother, is she called dad?" Zhu Hao wanted to quickly end the topic.

"Can't you call him uncle?" Su Nan continued to tease Zhu Hao.

"Why am I that old?"

"Have."

"Okay, okay, whatever you say."

"Yo, impatient?"

"I was wrong……."

"Okay, okay, I won't tease you anymore, go eat squid."

Su Nan pulled Zhu Hao up and down towards the small vendor. Under the sun, the two of them turned into a beautiful painting.

For Zhu Hao, this may be an ordinary day, but for Su Nan, this is a brand new beginning exclusively for her.She wanted to pick up the dream she had discarded at the age of fifteen and start all over again. It was also from this moment that Su Nan began to walk out from her own shadow.

Just live in the sun, don't do it for anyone, just walk around the world without regrets, Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao who was supervising the hawker grilled squid, and couldn't help laughing, it's so good, it's always been so good...

(End of this chapter)