departure tomorrow

Chapter 32 The One-for-One Deal

"Su Nan, do you like Zhu Hao?" Wang Jing gnawed on the sugar cane and suddenly asked Su Nan, "Nong, I'm not asking you for nothing, these sugar canes are for you."

I knew that this guy would be uneasy and kind when he suddenly brought a gift.

"Eldest sister, which eye do you see that I like him?" Su Nan didn't know how to hate others, so she just replied.

"Where there is Zhu Hao, there is Su Nan, don't you like something?" Wang Jing said with a serious face.

Su Nan rolled her eyes at Wang Jing, who was mentally retarded, "You don't have good eyesight, don't pull me, okay?"

Zhu Hao just happened to pass by and heard that he hurried in and dragged Wang Jing away, shouting "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I will explain to you later."

Wang Jing pulled Zhu Hao away dissatisfied, "What are you doing?"

Zhu Hao was puzzled instead: "What are you doing, madman?"

Wang Jing looked at Zhu Hao, "Then you like Su Nan!"

Su Nan was lying on the bed and Wang Jing was making trouble outside, really childish.

"Go back to your ward!" Zhu Hao also had no choice but to take Wang Jing.

"You are! You still stop me! I won't be with you in the future!" Wang Jing was arguing outside.

Su Nan sighed, this is a favorite of the family... There is no way, this cannot be blamed on Wang Jing.
Zhu Hao comforted Wang Jing and came to Su Nan's room.

Su Nan is a little baffled by her current emotions. Seeing that Zhu Hao just went to comfort Wang Jing and sent her back to the ward, she was upset. Yes." Su Nan didn't want to pay attention to Zhu Hao, and felt aggrieved for no reason.

"If you think I'm wrong, then it's my fault, and this matter is my fault, no matter what happened to Wang Jing, it's my fault, you can blame me, it's my fault, I won't explain anything else. " Zhu Hao sincerely apologized.

"Is that still my mistake?" Su Nan wondered if that was what Zhu Hao meant.

Zhu Hao was a little stunned, and his heart shrank back when he wanted to sit down just now. Seeing that Su Nan didn't want to pay attention to him, he had to give up, "That's all, then. If you need it, call me."

Su Nan watched Zhu Hao go out from the ward, and smiled. She didn't take Wang Jing's unreasonable troubles to heart at all.But I still feel a little unhappy in my heart, maybe it's my heart...

Su Nan sighed and asked Zhu Hao to go back because of the existence of a third person.

Su Nan knew that the hero was "what's the matter? Do you like the outside world so much now?"

The appearance frequency of heroes is indeed getting higher and higher.

The hero didn't speak in silence, just lowered his head and looked at the floor, thinking about something.

Su Nan looked up at the silent hero standing at the head of the bed, he looked quite handsome.

The hero turned his head and looked at Su Nan as if he had come to his senses suddenly, "You can discuss with her carefully, you can coexist, just like us."

It seems that the hero is concerned about whether he will disappear.Su Nan felt a little sad for no reason, what happened today, always sad
Su Nan smiled, "Hero, I don't want to exist now, she just helps me."

The hero turned around anxiously, "Brother, if you disappear, I will disappear too."

Su Nan's smile froze on his face.

"Do you think it's that simple to replace personality? She replaces all your personalities, including those who haven't woken up yet." The hero felt a little helpless towards Su Nan, it seemed that she didn't know anything.

Su Nan sat on the bed blankly. She thought it was just a simple one-for-one exchange, but she didn't expect it to mean this...

"Su Nan, think about it carefully, why is she so crazy that she came out to live instead of you for a day, what is that explaining to you?" The hero clearly explained to Su Nan, "Don't always be so stupid."

Su Nan stared blankly at the hero, and thoughtlessly said, "Do you know why I call you a hero?"

The hero was a little confused, not knowing what Su Nan was doing, so he shook his head.

"I thought you were omnipotent, like a hero." Su Nan smiled.

"This matter. I caused it to end." Su Nan promised solemnly.

The hero didn't believe Su Nan, "Do you think you're acting in a TV series? You're going to end it?"

Su Nan looked up at the hero, tears in her eyes, she didn't know what to do, she only wanted to be alone, but she didn't expect to implicate others, what should she do.
"Su Nan, go discuss it with her." The hero suddenly came up with an idea.

Su Nan frowned, "She's not something I can just meet if I want to."

The hero sighed, "Anyway, you can figure it out. Anyway, I am not an entity. I am you. If I dissipate, I will dissipate. This is my end." After speaking, he disappeared.

Su Nan looked at the empty room, "I'm sorry, there must be a way."

Su Nan was standing in the corridor, and the nurses and doctors were discussing something together in the distance. It seemed that there was going to be a round of the ward.

Su Nan turned around and went back to sit and wait.

"Well, Su Nan is doing well recently? Right?" The nurse turned to Su Nan.

Su Nan wanted to ask the doctor about another Su Nan alone.

Su Nan nodded, "Doctor Mao, can we have a private chat?"

Dr. Mao smiled, "Wait a minute, I'll check the house, and you can find me in the office."

Su Nan nodded, stood and watched everyone go out.Squatting at the door to watch everyone check the house, Su Nan chased after him.

"Doctor Mao, are you free?" Su Nan asked Dr. Mao who bowed his head and was writing quickly.

"Empty." Dr. Mao closed his pen, "Come in."

Su Nan sat on the seat and looked at Dr. Mao, not knowing how to speak about it.

"Tell me." Dr. Mao looked a little nervous at Su Nan.

"That is, is there such a thing, there is another me who can replace me?" Su Nan tried her best to describe this matter.

Dr. Mao was a little puzzled, "What?"

"That is, split personality, two personalities, will they be replaced? There is only one, which is equivalent to cannibalism. Only one body can have one personality." Su Nan felt that the more the description became, the more chaotic it became.

"Ah, I see. One person has two personalities. Will one of them be replaced, right?" Dr. Mao finally understood Su Nan's words.

Su Nan nodded, "Yes, the stronger one."

Dr. Mao shook his head, "Split personality is not like you. You have watched too many novels and TV dramas. You, you are not split personality. Can you see that clean little boy again?"

Doctor Mao refers to heroes.

Su Nan nodded, "I see him very frequently now, and I even suspect that I have paranoia, and I always have delusions about things that won't happen."

Dr. Mao nodded in agreement, "Indeed, yours is called paranoia, and it's normal to see a clean big boy. He is your fantasy, and the frequency of appearance is up to you."

But Su Nan didn't understand, "In the past, I could only see him when my mood was particularly high or low, and I couldn't speak. Now not only does he appear often, but he can also communicate, and he also has emotions."

Dr. Mao sighed, "That's what you need in your heart. Whatever you need, it will appear in whatever way."

Su Nan found that he couldn't continue talking with Dr. Mao, so he said goodbye, closed the door and stood in the corridor.

There was no one in the corridor, and there were two people drying clothes in the sun room. Su Nan turned the handle, not knowing what to do.

How should I not hurt the hero, but also be able to fulfill myself
That's right...wouldn't it be good to just let myself disappear?

Su Nan ran back to talk to Dr. Mao about it.

Dr. Mao frowned and looked at Su Nan, "Don't think about escaping from reality and giving up on yourself all day long. Let me tell you that such things are impossible and will not exist."

Su Nan looked at Dr. Mao who was denying all this and couldn't understand, "Why do you think it doesn't exist? It's impossible?"

Dr. Mao tapped the table with his big hand, "Because I am a doctor!"

Su Nan didn't want to argue with him anymore.

"Your biggest problem is rowing, how not to hurt yourself." Dr. Mao violently broke off Su Nan's wrist that he wanted to hide.

One after another dense scars covered the tiny wrist.

"I see." Su Nan didn't want to argue with Dr. Mao anymore, she didn't think it was the point.

Dr. Mao also didn't want to argue with Su Nan. He felt that split personality was not the point, but Su Nan's self-harm.

Su Nan threw her hands and walked out of the office, ignoring Dr. Mao who was shouting behind her.

When Su Nan came to the sunshine room, the person who had just dried the clothes had already left, and the whole floor was quiet, and everyone went to biofeedback.Su Nan shined on the sun, looked at the children running on the green field in confusion, and drew circles on the window glass with his fingers.

"What's the matter? Are you in a bad mood?" Zhu Hao didn't know where to get out.

"Yeah, I'm in a bad mood." Su Nan was used to Zhu Hao's sudden appearance.

"When you are in a bad mood, you can think of me. When you miss me, you can come to see me. When you see me, you can carry fruits, such as watermelon, mango and dragon fruit. You can also make red envelopes. I don't mind hehehe."

Zhu Hao smiled cheekily, Su Nan looked out the window expressionlessly and ignored Zhu Hao.

"I heard that the cherry blossoms are blooming somewhere recently. The whole street is very beautiful. Do you want to see it?" Zhu Hao asked Su Nan gently.

Su Nan had no thoughts, "I'm lazy, don't ask me to see the flowers blooming or something."

Zhu Hao's eyes suddenly dimmed, "Is that so. Can you see the roses are blooming?"

Su Nan couldn't understand Zhu Hao's speech, "What is it?"

Zhu Hao ignored Su Nan's incomprehension, "Go and see the flowers when they are in bloom, otherwise there is no doubt that they will be in full bloom."

Su Nan nodded, "I know..."

Zhu Hao turned his head and looked at Su Nan, "Remember to see the cherry blossoms, they are really beautiful."

It's as if he's been there.

Before Su Nan could reply, Zhu Hao turned around and left, "I'm going to biofeedback!"

Su Nan stood on the steps and looked at Zhu Hao who was going away. She knew that the cherry blossom season was here, and there was a street that was very beautiful. Resentment, Su Nan doesn't like excitement, but likes quiet, it's best not to have anyone, it's fine if she doesn't die in the end, although sometimes she really has inexplicable thoughts, but Su Nan knows that she is herself, at least Now Su Nan is Su Nan.

(End of this chapter)