departure tomorrow

Chapter 11 You need me right here
"How is it?" Zhu Hao poked his head out from the door of the ward and looked at Su Nan who came back.

"Why are you always so scary?" Su Nan was taken aback by Zhu Hao who suddenly appeared, "It's okay."

"Your little computer is not here, which makes me bored." Zhu Hao complained.

"What's wrong? Does it make any difference if I'm here?" Su Nan was a little puzzled.

"It must be different. I want to laugh when I see you. You have become more interesting in the world." Zhu Hao explained seriously.

Sure enough, the dog can't spit out ivory. Doesn't this mean that I look funny?Su Nan rolled her eyes, Zhu Hao shook his head and walked into the ward.

"Don't forget that there is still a patient activity room below!" Zhu Hao shouted behind him.

Su Nan didn't want to talk to him.

"How do you feel?" Jiang Ziwen gnawed on an apple and asked Su Nan who came in.

"It's okay. I feel that psychological counseling is a bit like finding someone to talk to, or someone who can help you solve your problems." Su Nan thought for a while and then said, "It's just a waste of money."

Jiang Ziwen smiled, "That's for sure, but before you came, the psychological consultation was [-] yuan a time, and now it seems to be [-] yuan a time."

Su Nan was a little puzzled, "I pay [-] yuan once."

"It doesn't matter how much it costs, as long as it is useful." Jiang Ziwen took out an apple, "Do you want it?"

"Why do you eat apples every day?" Su Nan shook her head and refused.

"An apple a day keeps the doctor away." Jiang Ziwen said seriously.

Su Nan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "I'm still so superstitious even though I'm in the hospital."

Jiang Ziwen was unconvinced, "This is based on science, what do you know, you little brat?"

Su Nan had no choice but to stop fussing like her, "All right, all right, eat more apples."

Su Nan didn't know why, although she said that she felt relieved after the psychological consultation, but she was still panicked, was it because she brought those things up again today...

Forget it, Su Nan sighed. It's not that important anymore...

Time passed quickly, Su Nan swiped his phone for a while, and Zhu Hao came in and shouted, "Hurry up! Move! Move! Oh! My old sister!"

Su Nan raised her head and looked at Zhu Hao as if she was mentally retarded.

"Oh! Get up quickly! Don't sit still!" Zhu Hao dragged Su Nan up.

"I'll do it myself! I'll do it myself!" Su Nan couldn't even stand still when Zhu Haola stood up.

"Zhu Hao come here! Doctor Mao is looking for you!" The nurse at the door called Zhu Hao.

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan and then at the nurse.

Su Nan was a little speechless, "I'll just go by myself, it's not that I don't know each other."

"All right, all right, I'll go first." Zhu Hao glanced at Su Nan again, turned around and left with the nurse.

Su Nan squatted and put on her shoes, picked up her phone and walked downstairs.

When I got to the door, I didn’t want to go in. Looking at the table that was set up, there was the "Peach Blossom Group" on it. Su Nan had already predicted what would happen in the future. Dealing with each other. Su Nan panicked inexplicably, her tears kept streaming down, she turned her head and ran away, she didn't want to be like this, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't want to go back to the room, she turned her head and ran to the dark place where she squatted last time corner, burst into tears... what the hell is going on...

The phone calls come in one after another. It should be that there is no one in the ward and no one is there. Everyone is afraid that she will do something, but now Su Nan doesn't want to pay attention to anyone.
"It's okay, it's okay, I found her, I'll bring her back later."

Su Nan raised her head with tears in her eyes and looked at Zhu Hao who was panting under the sun at this moment.

Zhu Hao hung up the phone, walked into Su Nan with a sigh, hid and asked softly, "What's the matter?"

Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao, why did Zhu Hao always show up when she was so embarrassed and needed someone?
"Is it because I don't want to go?" Zhu Hao took out a tissue to wipe Su Nan's tears.

Su Nan shook her head, "I don't know, but I just don't think that in a completely strange environment and a stranger, you want me to speak up, to express, to integrate into it, to communicate, to be judged by others, and I will be devastated..."

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan who was crying and stammering in front of him and sighed, "Then you have to face this kind of social interaction... What will you do in the future..."

"I can't help it. I also envy those people with great social skills, but I just can't go to the door and see those things. Thinking about what will happen next makes me very broken. Now I see those tables. Right" Su Nan finished speaking in one breath and looked at Zhu Hao out of breath.

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan, who was out of breath, a little panicked, "It's okay, it's okay, it's fine if we don't go, let's take it slowly, okay, I won't let you accept this all at once."

Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao choked with sobs, "I just want to be... in mine."

Seeing that Su Nan couldn't even utter a word, Zhu Hao quickly interrupted for fear that she would be out of breath, "Okay, okay, we won't talk, I know, I know." Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan with some distress, "What will happen in the future?" Things, you can tell me, don’t hide and vent alone, come to me if you have something to do, I can be the object of your venting emotions, if there is anything, we will face it together, don’t worry about whether I am sleeping or not, Is it because I am tired that I go to bed? I am sorry to disturb me. Don’t think so, and don’t think about whether I am in a bad mood. I can accompany you when I am in a good mood. I don’t need to worry about whether I am eating or not. Meals can wait I will eat again, if you come to me, will you disturb me, it doesn't matter, if you need me, I will be here."

Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao with a serious face and didn't know what to say.

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan who gradually calmed down and smiled with relief, "Then I wish my sister will become a completely different person from now, not afraid of crowds, I hope that in the future you will be surrounded by crowds, and the road you walk will be prosperous, There was a lot of voices, standing on the top floor, and thinking about you who is secretly hiding here and crying, you will say, fortunately, everything at that time has passed." Zhu Hao smiled softly and looked at the aggrieved Su Nan.

"Do you feel that I'm so useless, I can't face this kind of situation, and I'm doomed to fail." Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao.

"I didn't say that, everyone has their strengths, no one will be perfect." Zhu Hao stretched out his hand to straighten Su Nan's messy hair, "Okay, let's go back slowly, shall we?"

Su Nan nodded. Now that she has calmed down, she feels so ashamed... Everything just now is lost in front of Zhu Hao...

"Okay, let's go back then." Zhu Hao slowly helped Su Nan up.

"Yeah, slow down, my feet are numb..." Su Nan remained motionless with a hideous expression.

"Hey, then don't freeze here, move a little bit! Hey! You stepped on me!" Zhu Hao yelled, this guy stomps people hard.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Su Nan didn't dare to move after being teased like this.

"Walk slowly." Zhu Hao pulled Su Nan helplessly, "I'm supporting you."

"Woooooo... No, no, it's numb and painful." Su Nan shook his head and dragged Zhu Hao, "I can't walk, I can't walk."

Zhu Hao couldn't laugh or cry at the current Su Nan, looked at Su Nan with a ferocious face, shook his head and smiled, "Okay, okay, don't go, let's go when you slow down."

"Yes, yes, yes," Su Nan cried and nodded.

"Hold me up." Zhu Hao squatted down and began to relax Su Nan's legs.

"Didn't you study Chinese? Why can't you massage?" Su Nan looked at Zhu Hao's blushing uncontrollably.

"Didn't I tell you to come to me for everything, so it shouldn't be omnipotent?" Zhu Hao asked while rubbing, "Do you feel better?"

Su Nan shook her head, "It's still spicy and spicy."

"You're a spicy crayfish, and it's spicy." Zhu Hao shook his head helplessly.

"Well, I want to eat crayfish." Su Nan swallowed.

"Eat it, brother treats you to eat!" Zhu Hao stood up, "Okay, go back to the house and treat you to eat crayfish!"

Su Nan walked forward while supporting Zhu Hao, "Where can I eat crayfish?"

"Takeaway, why don't I make it for you?" Zhu Hao supported Su Nan with one hand and took his mobile phone with the other to see if there was any crayfish takeaway.

"It's really necessary." Su Nan sighed.

"That's not right, brother can keep the promise, OK! The order is successful! Go back to the room and eat crayfish!" Zhu Hao put down his phone, picked up Su Nan, and walked forward quickly.

"Hey, hey, slow down! What's wrong! You can eat something when you go back? Did you order teleportation takeaway?" Su Nan complained.

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan with disgust on his face, "You can pull me down! You go back to your room and I'll go down to get takeaway."

"Why is the takeaway so fast?"

"Takeaway at the entrance of the hospital."

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"Come here, the crayfish you need have been delivered, please pay attention to check!" Zhu Hao walked in with the crayfish. "Hey, is the table set?"

Su Nan knocked on the table, "Come, come, I've been waiting for a long time!"

"No way, no way." Zhu Hao shook his head and sat down.

Su Nan looked at the crayfish in front of her, picked up one and was about to eat it.

"Hey!" Zhu Hao beat the crayfish in Su Nan's hand back into the box.

"Why?" Su Nan touched her hand aggrievedly.

"Would you like to bring a glove?" Zhu Hao picked up the glove and handed it to Su Nan.

"All right, big brother, listen to big brother!" Su Nan picked up the gloves and prepared to fight.

"Don't be as good as if you haven't eaten crayfish!" Jiang Ziwen complained about Su Nan while watching a TV series.

"You can't eat grapes and say grapes are sour!" Su Nan shot back at Jiang Ziwen.

"Certainly, I want to order one too." Jiang Ziwen picked up his phone and opened the delivery app.

"Don't be poor, don't be poor, eat quickly, it will be cold later." Zhu Hao called Su Nan.

Su Nan looked down at the sudden addition of some prepared lobster meat to her plate, and asked Zhu Hao suspiciously, "Where did it come from?"

Zhu Hao said while peeling, "I see you are too busy and don't have time to eat and help you."

"Hey, why don't you peel it off for me?" Jiang Ziwen turned around and looked at Zhu Hao.

"As you get older, you need to be more active and don't be lazy!" Zhu Hao yelled at Jiang Ziwen.

"Don't be too old, I'm not too old, okay?" Jiang Ziwen replied to Zhu Hao.

"We young people don't care as much as you do." Zhu Hao shook his head, "Let's eat, eat more!" Zhu Hao said while putting the peeled crayfish into Su Nan's bowl.

Su Nan said suddenly, "Why do you always treat me so well?"

Zhu Hao stopped the movement of his hands after hearing this.

After Su Nan finished speaking, she regretted it, it's embarrassing now...

But Zhu Hao actually didn't know how to answer in his heart. After thinking about it, he had to think of an answer that wouldn't be embarrassing for the two of them. Ah, I see...

Zhu Hao put down the crayfish in his hand and replied heavily, "When I saw you squatting on the side of the road. Poor... crying there with snot and tears, I thought that this must be taken care of... Poor, really What a pity... I just thought I had to take care of it..."

"Stop, stop!" Su Nan couldn't listen anymore, this is nonsense, who would believe it...

"Go eat your crayfish! You talk a lot!" Zhu Hao picked up the freshly peeled crayfish and stuffed them into Su Nan's mouth.

"Go back to bed after eating." Zhu Hao cleaned up the table and prepared to retreat.

"Sleep after eating?" Su Nan seemed to see a pig.

"Is it possible to have another meal?" Zhu Hao was a little puzzled.

"You'd better go to bed." Su Nan was speechless for a while.

"Hey, let's retreat first!" Zhu Hao picked up the trash and got off the bed to leave.

After throwing away the garbage, Zhu Hao suddenly felt a little bloated. After thinking about it, he ran to Su Nan's ward, "Let's go! Su Nan!"

Su Nan was lying on the bed playing with her mobile phone and looking sideways at Zhu Hao, "Would you like to come out? Go out and do something?"

"Because I can't help myself when I see the sunrise." Zhu Hao said deeply.

Su Nan turned her head to look at the light rain pattering outside the window, "If you are sick, call the doctor." Then she continued to play with her mobile phone.

Zhu Hao looked at Su Nan who continued to play with his mobile phone and sighed, that's all, I don't understand, I don't understand Zhu Hao turned and left.

Anyway, Su Nan, if you need me, I will definitely be here.

(End of this chapter)