goddess of revolution

Chapter 1266 Childhood sweethearts and heavenly descendants, the battle between id ego and superego

"I already knew there would be this level. The Star of Dawn is not the end, and the will of the Goddess of Dawn is not there."

"She must still be there, I can feel it, but at that time I didn't know what identity it was like."

"It's not that I don't resist, do you know 楪祭? When she said 300NB data, I completely understood that I am 楪吉!"

"The little red who lives in the world of Earth is not me! The red lady who wants to make a revolution in the world of Finn is not me either!"

"I'm just a, a medium, an artificial intelligence!"

"Not only do I not have a real body, I don't have a real soul, and I don't even have a real self!"

"I've thought about this a long time ago, and I dare not tell you..."

In the soul link, Xiaohong confides in pain: "I am a false existence, do you really want me?"

Beyond the link, Xiaohong hung on Li Qi's arm like mud, and said sadly: "I know, you didn't throw me away right away, it was just because you were reserved and felt that it hurt your self-esteem."

"It doesn't matter, when I return to my body, it will still be me."

"She will always have a funny moment, and that time is actually me."

"For the cause of the revolution, for the sake of the overall situation, let me go."

To put it so righteously, why did my nails dig into my flesh!

Li Qi secretly sighed, it seems that your intelligence is directly proportional to your desire to survive.

He responded angrily: "Even if you are Maki, I am not that idiot than Yingmanji. Besides, Maki is a humanoid self-propelled welfare machine, how can you compare with others?"

The roar in the soul link shook the sky: "Haven't I given enough? You didn't say anything and didn't show it to you?"

"As for everyone, I'm just embarrassed to say that I didn't know that I was an exhibit for all the members of the Central Committee!"

Glasses Xiaohong interrupted the "lingering" relationship between the two, and she still only spoke to Li Qi: "I know what worries you still have, what is your soul bound by."

"You are worried. I still regard you as Li Qi's clone, and I will eventually let Esmodeki absorb you just like I absorbed this clone."

"You don't worry too much. Esmodech is already with the abyss, and he is still immersed in the eternal war. For him, the safety of the laboratory in the Finn world is no longer the highest pursuit. In various worlds of different dimensions Fighting free phlogiston and ash dust is his career, and he no longer bothers to be Li Qi."

"And the relationship between you and him is only the difference in energy level of different dimensions, not the subordination of the soul. Otherwise, as long as he has contact with you at the soul level, he can... take you back, just like I am with this person now. It's the same as a separate body."

"You are right. I didn't take her back directly because she is connected to your soul."

"But you are also wrong. This connection can't stop me. I just don't want your soul to be hurt."

"You are the only projection of Xiaobai's will in Ashes Zero, and you are the last Li Qi. I can't lose you again."

Glasses Xiaohong was not at all annoyed by what Li Qi said just now, her tone remained calm: "You and my avatar soul live together, and you should have overcome many difficulties and obstacles up to now, which makes your hearts depend on each other and makes this soul Relation adds to that... something like love, which makes it hard for you to part with her."

Li Qi coughed: "I can admit that there is no such thing as love."

Doubi Xiaohong also yelled: "I have incomplete intelligence, not zero intelligence! Just being a clone does not mean that I have no self! Is there a spark of love with this kind of guy who has three wives and four concubines? It's ridiculous!"

Glasses Xiaohong smiled sweetly, as if seeing through the cecum of both of them at the same time, and continued unmoved: "But Li Qi, don't you think that the experience of the earth world is a dream, and the real life is here in the Finn world? ?”

"If you talk about love, if you talk about mutual interdependence, the memories we once had between us are illusory, can't they compare to the experience with her?"

Speaking of the latter, slight fluctuations oscillated in the small space, as if something had been washed away, making Li Qi's spirit body clearer.

Li Qi was shocked by the sense of reality that transcended time and space, and he was surprised to find that the glasses Xiaohong sitting on the chair had changed.

It is no longer a perfect image like a goddess, but it is still full of youthful and beautiful atmosphere.No longer so high and inviolable, but kind and even... sweet.

When the other party took off his glasses, he stroked his hair naturally, pressing deep in Li Qi's heart, the memory that had been solidified like bricks and stones turned into a torrent, rushing loudly.

"Xiao...Xiao Hong..."

Li Qi whispered, and said the name, the name of the girl who thought he could grow old with him, but became the most painful wound, making him close his heart and take pride in being a magician.

It seemed to be too long ago. When he crossed the river of life and death and came to the world of Finn, he had completely forgotten it, or he fled far away and did not want to touch it again.

He spent four years of happy time with that girl, from a senior sister in college to a friend in need who joined hands in society to help each other.When he had the income to rent a house and was about to change this relationship from idealism to materialism, the girl died suddenly because of overtime.

By the way, the girl is a code farmer, a front-end code farmer who became a monk halfway through.

Her name is Xiao Hong...

Shocked by the old memories, every detail is tumbling, making it difficult for Li Qi to extricate himself, and suddenly feels that these years in Finn's world are just a dream.

"Xiao Hong" Yingying smiled: "The matter between us is not a scam. You should understand that even I, after falling into the earth world, not only my original strength, but also my memory was frozen."

"It wasn't until the fierce struggle between me and Xiao Hei developed to the point that I couldn't coexist, that my soul was ignited and some memories were awakened."

"That's right, Xiao Hong at that time had not only me, but also Xiao Hei in his body. It looked like a split personality."

It dawned on Li Qi that that girl was indeed a contradictory existence, sometimes cheerful, enthusiastic and positive, and sometimes gloomy, closed and cynical.The attitude towards myself is also very weird, because it is weird and awkward, and it is clear that the feelings are in place, but it has not been on base for a long time.

The image of "Xiao Hong" gradually dissipated and turned back to Xiaohong with glasses, but in Li Qi's perception, the two merged into one, without any difference.

"Did your mood change?"

The gaze of "Xiao Hong" also changed, which made Li Qi subconsciously want to get rid of Doubi Xiaohong, and at the same time defend his absurd behavior in the world of Fein these years.

This is not the effect of some divine magic, or the distortion of the power of purgatory, but a fundamental induction from the soul.

The woman in front of her is the lover who once swore to her forever, and will continue to be together even if life and death are apart.

"Xiao Hong" sighed: "It's you who have the kindness from Xiaobai's will, so that I can find you even if I fall into the earth world."

"When I talked about the scale of the soul just now, how could I not be clear about what you were thinking?"

"You think I'm a standard villain, despising weak creatures as a strong man."

"I am not contemptuous, but loyal to truth. There is a higher measure of soul than power, and that is truth."

"Your soul comes from the Earth world of Ash Zero, which is your true starting point."

"I have also been tempered there, and I am connected with your soul there."

"We are all real. In comparison, the world of Finn is not real enough, and it is naturally inferior to us in terms of scale."

"From this, you should understand what conclusions should be drawn."

Li Qi's spirit body was shaking, of course he understood.

To use the simplest analogy, only he and Xiao Hong are real, and from Doubi Xiaohong to Aurora, Catherine, Fei Ni and even all the mortals in the Finn world, as well as all the gods, are just NPCs in the game .

It's like going in a big circle, that's how I felt when I first came to Finn's world,

If this is the case, Xiao Hong's attitude towards Datongism is understandable.Just like when he accused Doubi Xiaohong at the beginning, the red road is just a game of revolution.

"Do not--!"

Doubi Xiaohong sensed his change, her spirit body became limp again, she slid to the ground, hugged his leg and shouted, "Li Qi, wake up! You must have fallen under her spell!"

Li Qi's spirit body didn't change a bit because of this, and Xiaohong burst into tears: "Did you really believe her? Do you really regard all this as illusion?"

"Is it true that the Tianxiang department can't beat childhood sweethearts now?"

"For so many years, I have worked hard without credit. This is not illusory!"

"Why, why?"

"I'm not yet eight years old, I'm still a minor!"

"I have been a negative teaching material for the revolutionary cause since I was born. I am funny more than I am, and I am living hard with the consciousness of a comedian. Is it still so miserable in the end?"

"I'm suffering! Woohoo..."

"No, Li Qi, don't abandon me!"

Li Qi blinked and regained consciousness.

He frowned and shook his feet: "Snot! The snot is all over my legs!"

Then he shook his head at "Xiao Hong", very resolutely.

"Whether you are the real Xiao Hong or the Xiao Hong I once had, you are no longer good enough for me."

"Xiao Hong" raised his eyebrows, pointed at Li Qi's leg, and Doubi Xiaohong, who was crying so much, said, "You mean, I am worthy of you?"

"She's not you either," Li Qi said, "Don't forget that the essence of a human being is the sum of all social relationships."

"Although she came from you, she has experiences that you haven't had."

"She's intertwined with me, with other souls, and the movement exhibited by those souls, and that makes her something completely different from you."

"You are Xiaohong's id and ego, and she is Xiaohong's superego. How could you absorb her?"

"As for the scale of the soul you mentioned, even if the world of Fein is not as real as ours, it is still growing. And the reality of Fein's world, plus our reality, must be greater than the reality of only us."

"Can't this get a higher-level scale? Isn't this more real than when you oppose the reality of the Finn world and the reality of the earth world, and then have to dissolve one?"

There was deep nostalgia in his eyes: "Finally, Xiao Hong...you don't expect to convince me with pure love, do you?"

"You are not the Xiao Hong of that time, and I am not the Li Qi of that time either."

"It's a joke for me to dwell on the old days, when I've grown so strong that I can change things, and think only of finding my way home."

"My heart is my home. There are too many people and things in it now, so I can't go back."

Doubi Xiaohong sprayed her nose, hugged Li Qi even tighter, and shouted in surprise: "Li Qi——!"

The aura of "Xiao Hong" that made Li Qi nostalgic and nostalgic gradually dissipated, and she returned to the original little red with glasses.

She sighed quietly: "These reasons are not enough. What made you so determined to make a choice without thinking carefully?"

Li Qi smiled lightly and said: "Because you still haven't studied philosophy well, just like when you were Xiao Hong, I advised you not to regard the company as your home. The company is the home of the bourgeoisie, not your laborer's home, but you said I'm too radical and have the same social thinking."

"Isn't the result obvious?"

"In the Earth world, you died from overwork. In the Finn world, you became Aroman."

Li Qi sighed deeply again: "The most important thing is that you are no longer the original you, but the part that failed and should be abandoned."

"The original you, and the original me have been working hard."

"You broke the old world, even if you entered the dark age because of it."

"You blew up Mount Paradise, even if the world didn't change much."

"You have fallen into purgatory and abyss respectively, but you are still fighting."

"But now you are no longer qualified to represent the Creator Goddess, Sun God, Dawn Goddess, and Xiao Hong."

Li Qi wanted to pull Doubi Xiaohong up, but that guy thought he was going to throw him away, so he hugged him even harder, so he had to pull him up again with his hair tied.

"Stand up straight!"

Li Qi scolded her, and then said: "On the contrary, it is me and her who are qualified to represent you."

"We no longer see patriarchy as a means, but as a real goal."

"We are still fighting, and we are the ones who condense your soul, and we are the real you!"

Li Qi looked directly at Xiaohong in the glasses, the spirit body was extremely solid because of his firm belief, exuding a powerful aura that made the space float and ripple.

"You have worked very hard to hold on until now."

"rest in peace……"

"The former Xiaohong..."

Glasses Xiaohong stayed for a while before taking off her glasses.

She polished her glasses gracefully, and when she put them on again, lava-like threads of light flickered in her eyes behind the lenses.

At this time, Li Qi sensed that the fluctuations that blocked consciousness dissipated, and the flow of time returned to normal.

"Indeed, even if I convince you, I'm still not sure whether the power of purgatory will drag you in through the new link between us, ruining our last hope."

"You will penetrate Aroman's will to find me, and you should have listened to Esmodech's words. He is now the Lord of the Great Devil, and he doesn't bother to lie, because telling the truth can achieve his purpose. He must Waiting outside, waiting for Aroman's change."

"And I also sensed that my avatar did not bring much powerful power, it was just the entrance to a new network of power."

"But you are still strong enough to break Aroman's will, and you have come into contact with me, which shows that this power network is different from the power I have known before, and that should be the path you have explored by taking the cause of Datongism as your goal. "

The lava light overflowed from the eye sockets and began to swim on the face. Xiaohong with glasses sighed: "You are right, I am a loser, and you are the real inheritance."

"Then, keep working hard..."

When she showed a sincere smile and made Li Qi see Xiao Hong again in a trance, the light threads had already spread all over her body, as if she would be burst by the lava surging out of her body in the next moment.

"Goodbye...no, goodbye forever, Li Qi."

She looked at Doubi Xiaohong, who was still in a dazed state with her eyes wide open, and shook her head with a wry smile: "I really didn't expect that I would be like this, and I could go to the end with you."

As soon as the words fell, the body disintegrated like gravel and turned into light smoke, one end wrapped Doubi Xiaohong, and the other end covered the body lying on the camp bed.

A vague whisper floated in the space: "Li Qi, don't have any regrets this time."

The environment changed suddenly, pieces of lava-like color spots collided and squeezed, the original tranquility dissipated, and the soul was scorched by heat.

Li Qi only felt a lightness in his hand, and Xiao Hong who was picked up by him disappeared.

The camp bed not far from his feet turned into flying ash, and Xiao Hong, who was lying on it, fell to the ground.

"Ouch--!"

The folder covering his face slid down, revealing a beautiful face with black hair and brown eyes, but his facial features were distorted and the corners of his mouth twitched.

"Pain, pain, pain!"

She was rubbing her buttocks and rolling, and Hei Liang played freely, making Li Qi feel that he should vomit something.

The next moment, she floated up, and the original white-collar lady's dress in a white shirt, red dress and high heels changed.

It was the goddess who first carried Li Qi to the top of the castle and gave him advice.

"Aha, Li Qi, you've been tricked!"

She stretched out her arms and put on a very proud look: "That funny little red bird! Now I am Xiao Hong!"

"Don't make trouble..."

Li Qi urged: "This place is about to collapse, why don't you take me out?"

"Oh……"

Goddess Xiaohong pulled Li Qi, and the spirits embraced again.

This time, the feeling is very... different.

Xiaohong hugged Li Qi from behind, and the two-in-one spirit body shot out from the depths of Aroman's will.

She hugged him so hard that Li Qi was so strangled that he almost lost consciousness.

He didn't speak, and neither did Xiaohong.

There is no need to say a lot between them.

(End of this chapter)