Love with the Crown Prince

"I don't allow you to say that about yourself!!!" Xiao Mingle stopped him angrily, and ran to hug him from behind.Li Yuan also pulled her hand away forcefully, grabbed her wrist, and glared at her angrily. "I'm a bastard, don't you understand that I'm a bastard, why are you still following me?!"

"Go, go now, I don't want to see you again!!!"

Xiao Mingle looked at him and shook his head vigorously. "I won't go, I just won't go, I just want to follow you!!"

"I'm a bastard, why are you still following me?!"

"You go, didn't you always want to go, I let you go now, what are you waiting for if you don't go?!" [

Xiao Mingle wept in distress. "Don't do this..."

She reached out her hand to touch his face, but Li Yuanyi grabbed her hand, pushed her away forcefully, pointed in one direction, and drove her away loudly. "I told you to go, don't you understand what I said?! Don't you always want to go, don't you always want to go back to your hometown, don't you want to go back to find your Jiang Renyu, I let you go now ..."

"You don't know how to go back, okay, let me tell you, the bronze mirror is in Fayuan Temple, you can go to Fayuan Temple now, find the bronze mirror and you can go!! You can finally get rid of me, you find Your Jiang Renyu!!!"

Xiao Mingle cried and shook his head. "If I don't go, I won't go!! If you let me go, I will go. Why should I listen to you?!"

She suddenly rushed to hug him, Li Yuan also wanted to pull her away, but she hugged him as if she was cheating. "I won't go, I will always be with you, I won't leave you alone..."

"Yuan Yi, let me stay with you, don't drive me away, don't drive me away..."

"I know you're sad, I know you can't accept it, let me bear it with you, okay?"

Li Yuan also stood still, hesitantly wanted to hug her tightly, but pulled her away cruelly. "I don't need your pity!!"

"I don't pity you!!"

"I don't need sympathy either!!"

He turned around and wanted to leave, but Xiao Mingle stopped him angrily. "Li Yuanyi, stop!! You really don't know why, why should I sympathize with you? What do you need to be sympathized with? You are so pitiful, you are hateful!!"

"Since I'm so hateful, why are you still following me?!" Li Yuanyi was angry and wanted to leave again, Xiao Mingle stopped him again. "You stop, you are not allowed to go!!"

"Do you think you are miserable? Even if you don't recognize Li Zhi, you still have a mother who loves you! Do you know that there are many orphans at this time, and they don't even know who their parents are, let alone Who are you? If someone like you needs sympathy from others, shouldn't they all commit suicide?!"

"It's simply different, I'd rather be an orphan than his child!!"

"What about the queen mother, don't you even want the mother queen?!"

Li Yuan also didn't speak, Xiao Mingle took his arm and looked at him stubbornly. "Escaping will not solve the problem!!"

"I didn't escape!!"

"Then what are you doing now, look at what you look like now!!" She pulled the messy hair on his chest and questioned him. "I know this incident is too sudden, and you can't accept it for a while, but do you know that everyone is worried about you like this?!"

"You don't understand at all, how I feel..."[

"Why don't I understand? I know you hate Li Zhi, you think the reality is too cruel, you can't accept your enemy as your biological father, I know, I know..."

Xiao Mingle pulled his injured hand distressedly, Li Yuan also shook his head at her. "Even if you knew, you wouldn't understand how I feel. I'm the bastard born of my mother's intercourse with Li Zhi. I'm a dirty, invisible bastard. She shouldn't have given birth to me at all!  … "

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A strong sense of shame filled his chest, and Li Yuan also poked his chest hard, feeling that he was so unbearable.He despised himself and couldn't even see the meaning of his own existence.

"No, no..." Xiao Mingle cried and shook his head, hugging him tightly. "You can't say that about yourself!"

"You're not dirty, you're not shameless, none of this is your fault, it's not something you can choose at all, don't say that about yourself..."

"A person cannot choose his own birth, but he can choose the path he wants to go. You are a good emperor who works diligently and loves the people, everyone knows it!!"

"So what, I'm not qualified to inherit the throne at all..." Li Yuan also took a step back, shaking his head in despair.It turned out that what Li Yuanhao said was true!

"Inheriting the throne should not depend on his qualifications, but on his ability. You have always been a good emperor!!" This was her affirmation of him.

Although in her memory, she didn't get along with him for a long time, but she still has a certain understanding of him.He is not lustful, nor is he greedy for pleasure.He is very hardworking, treats his daughter well, and treats her well. Apart from being a bit domineering and uncertain at times, he basically has no shortcomings...

Xiao Mingle thought about it, and felt a little shy.What are you thinking about? !

She stopped herself immediately, then looked up at him with her usual expression. "I know you must feel that you are sorry for the late emperor, and you don't even have the position to avenge him now. But he has always loved you very much, right? He will always be your father, and this will never change! !"

"I'm ashamed to see him again..."

Xiao Mingle shook his head. "Regardless of whether you are his own or not, the father-son relationship between you for more than 20 years will not change. You have always been his most beloved son and his pride. Your existence has brought him a lot of joy, right? ?”

"But if he knew that I..."

"You are his good son..."

"What I'm saying now is not to ask you to recognize Li Zhi. He can deny him, don't treat him as his father, or even kill his relatives, it doesn't matter." Xiao Mingle looked at him, and took his hand distressedly, Wipe him gently with a handkerchief. "I said this, I just don't want you to torture yourself, I will be very distressed..."

"My heart hurts..." Li Yuanyi's heart softened immediately.

"I have been an orphan since I was a child. I have no father, no mother, and no siblings. I have no one to rely on, and I have to rely on myself for everything!!"

"I have a classmate in elementary school. She has been dependent on her sister since she was a child. Her sister really gave up and paid a lot for her, and even broke up with her boyfriend for her. She loves her sister very much and always feels that she is not good for her. I feel like I'm hurting her..."