Love with the Crown Prince

He saw the brocade box and remembered the letter inside.He took out the top one and slowly opened it...

"Yuan Yi, when you read this letter, I may not be here anymore! Don't be sad, even if I am really gone, my heart will always be with you!"

"I'm really reluctant to leave you, but I still have to go first!"

"I am really happy when I am with you. Although you are really hateful sometimes, I like...hehe..."

Li Yuan also seemed to see her leaning over the table to write a letter with a pen in her hand. When she wrote this sentence, she must have wanted to cry and laugh at the same time.

"Especially like it, seeing how jealous you are...Thank you for loving me so much!"

"Although I'm very reluctant, but I can fall in love with you once, and I've gone through everything vigorously. It's worth it in my life!"

"I don't regret it, I don't regret coming here, I don't regret knowing you and falling in love with you. If I had to choose again, even if I knew I was going to die, I would still make the same choice!"

"Yuan Yi, promise me that you will live happily even without me by your side, and I will bless you in heaven!"

"I know I'm gone suddenly. You may not be able to accept it for a while. It doesn't matter. I wrote you many letters. When you read the letters I wrote, you want to see me!"

"Remember, you can only read one letter a day. After reading these letters, you have to put away your sadness and start over!"

Li Yuanyi shook his head, weeping, and read the first letter in pain.

Looking at the date above, combined with Bier's words, he knew that it happened when she lived in Prince Jing's mansion before they planned to get married.It turned out that she knew she was poisoned at that time, but she didn't tell him a word.

She thought she would die, and she was afraid that he would not be able to accept her gone, so she wrote these letters.

Li Yuanyi's hands were shaking, and his heart was in severe pain.He knew that his life was over, and if something happened to her, he wouldn't be able to live anymore...

He has been supporting until today because he believes that she is still alive. This is the only reason for him to support...

With trembling hands, he folded the letter, carefully put it in the envelope, and opened the second letter.

"You are not good, I told you that you can only read one letter a day! If you are disobedient, I will be angry!" This is the first sentence of her second letter.

Thinking of her mischievous appearance, he didn't know whether he should cry or laugh, he only knew that besides heartache or heartache, his whole body was in pain.

"Yuan Yi, I will not be by your side in the future, you must take good care of yourself, and stand up again after you are sad! I will not allow you to be decadent, give up on yourself, or become violent and cruel, because I like you now!"

"After I leave, I guess no one can control you anymore, so I want to tell you now that you can marry many women, but I hope you only marry women you like. If you don't really like them, don't hurt others!"

"Also, when you are old, when you are five or sixty years old, you are not allowed to harm other little girls, you know?"

"At that time, will you still remember me?"

"Yuan Yi, actually, I don't want you to forget me so quickly..."

Li Yuanyi's hands holding the letter paper shook violently, and the letter paper made a sound due to the vibration.He shook his head painfully. "I will never forget you in my whole life! It's even more impossible...to marry someone else..."

"Mingle..."

"Mingle, where are you..."

"There is a very good lyric saying 'the depth of love is more important than how long'. Although we have not been together for a long time, I am really happy. The only regret is that we have no children."

"I really want to have a baby with you now, but unfortunately I have no chance..."

"Forgive my waywardness, I shouldn't have concealed contraception from you! Although the medicine didn't work, it was always my fault for hiding it from you, but I still refuse to admit my mistake to you!"

"I know I have a bad temper, thank you for always tolerating me and pampering me, I don't think I will find anyone who treats me better than you in my next life! I don't believe in people who have an afterlife, but now I am Hope."

"If there is a next life, I will wait for you, will you find me?"

Li Yuan also nodded vigorously, holding the letter paper tightly in his arms, as if holding her. "I will, I will definitely find you! In the next life, the next life, no matter how many lives there are, I will definitely find you! Even if we were not born in the same era, I will definitely find you!"

"Mingle, I didn't treat you well at all! You're right, I've been bullying you and making you unhappy all the time, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, I didn't treat you well... ...Can you come back..."

At the end of the letter, the song "Days Without a Moon" she just mentioned was attached and changed to "Days Without a Bright Moon"

We parted with you, closed our eyes and became intoxicated

(Mingle, I want to hug you, I want to hug you...) Mingyue Zhongyaoyao is smaller than that light bulb but why does the memory precipitate

(Our memory will not settle, never will...) If my heart is smiling, I ask you if you are all laughing like listening to the breath exchange together

(He seems to be forehead to forehead with hers, nose to nose, even the breathing frequency is the same...) When will you come back to me Even if it is too little, but love is much deeper and more important Hearing your arrival is like the moonlight There is no exit in the dark forest. It doesn’t matter. I saw your eyes. Who is afraid of the cruelty of the world? It’s so dark. Who ever came close and walked far away? But your blessings are warm all your life...

Li Yuan also read one letter after another, until he finished reading all the letters, he sat on the ground slumped and completely collapsed...

There were letter papers, envelopes, and books all over the ground, surrounding him in a mess, a big man was crying like a tearful man...

Mingle, I'm sorry for you...

*

Li Yuanyi was holding the brocade box and sitting on the seat made by Xiao Mingle in a daze. He hugged the brocade box as if he was hugging her, as if he could feel her warmth in this way.

After that time, he never opened the box again, and he never had the courage to read the letter inside again, he was afraid that he would really not be able to bear it.

He can't have anything to do now, and he can't die.If he wants to find her, he must find her.He wants to apologize to her, admit his mistakes, repent, and ask her to forgive...

He will use the rest of his life to atone for her...

He must find him...

She said in her heart that he should not give up on himself and become violent and cruel. Unlike herself, she likes him now...

He won't change, he will keep the look she likes, and he won't make her hate...

Cao Youbo walked in and saw Li Yuanyi holding the brocade box alone in a daze.He slowed down his steps, approached him, and spoke slowly. "Your majesty, brother..."

Li Yuan also turned around and looked at him dully.He knew that if Cao Youbo had nothing to do, he wouldn't come in and disturb him now. "What's up!"

"Senior brother, there may be Mingle's whereabouts!" He didn't dare to be too absolute this time, he was already disappointed once last time.

Li Yuanyi's eyes lit up, but immediately dimmed again.He had been disappointed so many times that he didn't dare to hold out too much hope.But as long as there is a little hope, he will not let it go.