The Queen of Sword Cultivation is against the sky again

Chapter 132 You Think Too Much
Ji Rongdrill told the children not to think too much, "No matter how bad things are, as long as they haven't happened, there is always room for turning around."

Xie Lingyan nodded, she thought, I hope so.

"Grandma, I'm going to rest first. I'm a little tired. I'll talk about it when I get up tomorrow."

"Okay, you go. You have been back for two days, and you have been busy running around, but you haven't had a good rest."

Xie Lingyan turned around and entered the room.

She was lying on the bed with a headache.

The white-haired fairy asked, "Why bother?"

"I'm thinking about Zhou Yiyan, will he..."

"He won't die so quickly."

"Then why did he go back and throw himself into the trap?"

"I really don't know if I don't go back."

"Will the royal family really do it?"

"At present, the regent is in charge of making decisions, that is, the Su family who manages the world. The empress dowager is a member of the Su family. Do you think they will do something?"

"Isn't there still the Ji family?"

"The Ji family is too busy to take care of themselves, and they are in a hurry to find your grandma to go back and sit down."

"Will grandma be implicated?" Xie Lingyan thought of the most important thing, she just wanted the old man to enjoy his old age peacefully, why did he find it so difficult?
The white-haired fairy knew what she was worried about, and the love of close relatives was more important than anything else in her heart.

This is also Ji Rongdiao's good fortune. If they treat her badly, she doesn't have to worry about it, but they give her a little bit of warmth. In exchange for half of her life, it is hard to tell who paid more.

"White hair, why don't you talk, don't tell me..."

"Don't worry, your grandma won't die if she goes back at this time, but she will die if she doesn't go back."

"What's the meaning?"

"It's very simple. With your current strength, it's not enough to protect her, but the members of the Ji family can."

Xie Lingyan frowned, "Why does the Ji family value grandma so much? Why did they go there in the early years?"

"Presumably this is the last wish of the Patriarch of the Ji family. If your grandma doesn't go back, the Ji family may collapse directly."

Xie Lingyan was surprised, "Is it so serious?"

The white-haired fairy pondered, "It has come to the end of the road, and the Ji family is now dying. They count on your grandma to support the whole family. Her appearance can build confidence for the whole family. She went back to help train usable people. "

"Then what's the point of despising her so much in the early years?" Xie Lingyan felt sorry for her grandma.

The white-haired fairy said, "Do you know what it means to have a beginning and an end? She came from the Ji family, and it was the Ji family from the beginning to the end. Without the Ji family, there would be no Ji Rongdiao. Her youth experience was indeed criticized, but when she was young If she knows how to deal with the world, why is she here?"

"White hair, I don't agree with what you say. Is it wrong to live with someone who is not smooth enough?"

"I didn't say that such a person is wrong, what I said is that such a person is doomed to have a bumpy road, because what she wants and what she thinks determines her future, and it is not the participation of others that determines her. lifetime."

"It seems that only you can look at things like this, but I can't do that."

"You can't do it now, but you will one day."

"what for?"

"It means..." The white-haired fairy wanted to say it, but she stopped at the edge of her mouth. Thinking about telling her this now, how could she understand it.

This matter of feelings can't be explained clearly in one sentence or two, then it's better to let her understand it by herself.

"What do you mean, tell me?" Xie Lingyan couldn't fall asleep, and insisted on discussing with him to the end.

The white-haired fairy let her sleep, "Aren't you tired?"

"Can't sleep, do you think it's interesting for those royal nobles to fight back and forth?"

"It's not interesting. Some people are greedy, and some people are indifferent to their ambitions. You can't say that people who are indifferent to their ambitions are stupid, and you can't say that they are really noble. Some people are indifferent to their ambitions because they know that they can't fight and choose to escape. Such people, if someday If he himself encounters a problem and dies, he will be clean, but those who care about him will be implicated."

"..." Xie Lingyan felt unable to communicate with the white hair, "Who are you criticizing?"

"Talk to you."

"Do you make sense?"

"How can it not be counted? Let's talk about Ji Rong's choice. She can disregard anything. So who did she rely on to stand up? Did the Ji family give her resources and platforms? Is she a member of the family? The family is now at stake, and it is not only related to the fate of one person, but also to the thousands, or even tens of thousands, of the whole family, do you think these are not human?"

Xie Lingyan asked, "Are there so many people?"

"Have."

"Hey, white hair, I find that you seem to have become more human?" Xie Lingyan said it didn't matter.

The white-haired fairy denied, "You think too much."

What he really cares about is whether these people will be of any help to her in the future.

The situation in the southern border is not optimistic. At present, the regent of the Su family is in power and lawless. To contain such a big family in the future, it is necessary to secure some people in it for emergencies.

In short, the Ji family cannot fall, nor can the Zhou family. They are the only bargaining chips to contain the Su family.

Presumably Ji Rongdiao also understood this truth, so she agreed to go back. She has served Ling Xirui for more than ten years, and Xie Lingyan even called her grandma. With this feeling, she will definitely do her best to do what she can, no matter what. No matter what, she had to find a way to leave enough retreat for Xie Lingyan.

Xie Lingyan suddenly sighed, "You said Cangyu Continent is so big, why is there no place where I can settle down?"

The white-haired fairy was stunned, he heard the vicissitudes in her words, logically speaking, she shouldn't think about these heaviness at this age, but it is understandable when she thinks about it, because she grew up alone in another world, and her experience is uncertain. Therefore, I have a deep understanding of being alone.

Xie Lingyan asked, "White hair, do you think it is important to have a home?"

The white-haired fairy pursed her lips.

Is home important?The answer is yes, but he has no personal experience of how to guard and build a family, so he naturally doesn't know the good and bad of it.

Xie Lingyan said, "It feels like everyone has a home, but I don't. Do you know that sometimes when you think of such things, you feel sad."

The white-haired fairy couldn't see her like this, so he said, "When you go back, you will have a home."

"Do you think that the Emperor of the Southern Realm is my home?"

Of course, the white-haired fairy thought, that's your home, you used to live there.

It's just that it's not a good time to say that, and instead ask, "Do you have other ideas?"

"No, I'm not a person with no ambitions and no goals, but now I don't know what to do tomorrow, maybe because I don't know anything about this world, white hair, why did you save me? It's because Is my name the same as Xie Lingyan in this world?"

The white-haired fairy said without thinking, "You are Xie Lingyan, not because you look the same or have similar names."

"Are you sure, didn't I borrow her body?"

(End of this chapter)