The emperor always wants to promise himself

Chapter 294 Can You Just Take Pity On Me?
These words penetrated directly into Xiao Yu's heart, and she was stunned on the spot, as if her consciousness and body were frozen.

It took a long time before a little pain emerged from the bottom of my heart.

"I..." Xiao Yu opened his mouth to refute, but found that he had nothing to explain.

She thought she was a selfish person, but in the end, she didn't seem to have done anything beneficial to herself, but was constantly worrying.

She lowered her eyes to look at her palm with many lines and horizontal lines, and smiled wryly: "Maybe I was born to worry about my life."

Jun Rong blinked, restrained his emotions, and lowered his head: "Do you have to go?"

Xiao Yu sighed and said: "I can't trust others, let alone you have no jokes, just now in the imperial study, you have already agreed in front of everyone."

Jun Rong said in a low voice, "Okay, then you can go."

Seeing his dejected appearance, Xiao Yu couldn't help but think of the big dog that was reprimanded by its master.

She reached out and patted Jun Rong's shoulder: "Don't worry, I will take care of myself. You just stay in the capital and handle the affairs of the court. I will be back in less than a month."

"I hope so." Jun Rong held her hand and pressed it to his heart, and said earnestly, "Zi Yi, if possible, I hope you don't go anywhere and stay in the capital safely."

Xiao Yu opened his mouth, and Jun Rong smiled, "But I know you are not a person who can rest easy, you have your own thoughts, I can't stop them forcibly, that's why I agreed to let you go to Suizhou, although I am worried Your safety, but I don't want to make you unhappy."

"So, can you also think about me and take care of yourself? Just take pity on my heart, it really can't bear any bad news about you."

Xiao Yu's eyes trembled, looking at Jun Rong's increasingly deep eyebrows, feeling the powerful beating of his hands, once and for all...

At a certain moment, that heart suddenly accelerated its beating speed, as if it was about to break through the restraint, and hit directly into her palm.

The vigorous vitality seems to indicate the deep friendship of the young people that cannot be expressed in words.

Xiao Yu woke up like a dream, and withdrew her hand as if she had been scalded. She blinked slowly, suppressed the strange feeling in her heart, and tried to keep calm and said: "I see, I will bring a few more for this trip. A Xuanyi guard."

Jun Rong looked at his empty palm, and licked his dry lips: "Well, prepare more clothes and so on, come back earlier."

"Okay." Xiao Yu responded, and the two of them had nothing to say.

Jun Rong sat up for a while and got up and said: "There are still some details that need to be discussed, I will think about it again, you...you also think about it."

Xiao Yu nodded and watched him leave the bedroom.

After the door was closed, she stretched out the hand that touched Junrong's heartbeat just now, and smiled wryly: "I should have found out a long time ago, it's fourteen or five years old, where is it still a clingy age? It's not bad if you don't rebel."

Her right hand lightly brushed against the palm lines of her left hand, and her emotions at this time were also intertwined like these lines.

She had noticed the clues from Jun Rong's recent intimate behaviors before, but she was busy with other things and didn't go into details, but this thin layer of window paper was pierced today.

She didn't tell the truth to Junrong completely. On the one hand, she was worried about going to Suizhou. On the other hand, she felt that both herself and Junrong needed to calm down and think about it.

"When did it start?" Xiao Yu pressed his eyebrows with a little headache.

She began to reflect that she had been kind to him since she was a child, so he felt that he could rely on him, and slowly regarded herself as a spiritual sustenance?

Maybe he doesn't have any love for him, just attachment, maybe a bit of a drawbridge effect?Because they depended on each other and supported each other, so in the midst of difficulties, he misunderstood this feeling?

After thinking about it, Xiao Yu still thought it would be better for him to calm down and think about it.

"I obviously only raised him as a child...how did I raise him wrongly? Besides, I'm still a man to the outside world, Junrong must not know my identity as a woman, so he—"

Xiao Yu stood up abruptly, eyes full of astonishment: "No way?"

She gritted her teeth, if this is true, then she is really guilty.

"Ugh……"

A sigh resounded faintly, containing an unknown number of complicated emotions.

……

On the third day of the Lunar New Year, Xiao Yu organized her luggage, ordered cold clothes and green clothes, and asked them to take people to follow her. The blue clothes were kept to protect Jun Rong's safety, and Zhang Lao also stayed in the palace for Jun Rong. .

She originally didn't want to take any of the girls with her, but Ning Zhao disagreed, "How can you do without anyone around you?" She pointedly glanced at Han Yi standing in the corner, and whispered: "How convenient is it for a group of men?" Waiting on you? I'll go with you."

Xiao Yu thought about it for a while, and then said: "It's very hard in Suizhou, are you sure you want to go with me? It's okay to change to someone else. How can there be a daughter of a thousand gold, a female official in front of the imperial court, as a maid? I'll fight after the pomp, It’s not such a big law.”

Ning Zhao chuckled: "I didn't think of myself as a maid, you are my cousin, I am your cousin, and there is a marriage contract, shouldn't it be right to take care of you?"

Xiao Yu saw that she had made up her mind, so she didn't try to persuade her again: "Well, you should also pack your clothes and follow me."

"Okay." Ning Zhao turned and went to her room to pack her things.

Xiao Yu looked at the empty room and couldn't help asking Han Yi: "Where is Your Majesty?"

Han Yi thought for a while, and said truthfully, "It's in the imperial study."

"It's in the imperial study again, has it been in the imperial study for a few days?"

Ever since the two of them tacitly punctured the layer of paper last time, Jun Rong began to avoid her, and she disappeared sooner or later. When eating, she would come back to eat together, without talking, just secretly looking at herself from time to time.

Xiao Yu almost thought that she was some kind of scumbag.

She said helplessly: "You tell him to pay attention to rest, we should be on the road tomorrow, he... Forget it, let him go."

Xiao Yu swallowed what he wanted to say, and turned back to the inner room.

Han Yi frowned and looked at Xiao Yu's back, did these two really quarrel?

Did I miss something?

……

It was night, Xiao Yu was sitting in the side hall, looking at the map absent-mindedly, when he noticed footsteps behind him, he thought it was Hongxiu who came to refill his tea, so he asked casually, "Your Majesty is back?"

There was a sound of footsteps behind him, Xiao Yu suddenly raised his head, and just about to turn around, he was hugged by someone.

Junrong's aggrieved voice sounded, "Teacher..."

He wanted to say something, but Xiao Yu took a step ahead and stretched out his hand to push him away: "Your Majesty, stop making trouble."

Jun Rong was stunned, his eyes trembled slightly, and the light in his eyes slowly dimmed, "I was excited at the moment, sorry."

Xiao Yu turned around to look at him, and said seriously: "Your Majesty, there are some things that you may have misunderstood. When you lose your parents when you are too young, you will be very dependent on the person who gave him warmth. That may not be possible. What does it mean, dependence and love are different."

　Jun Rong: I am wronged, I am uncomfortable

　　
　
(End of this chapter)