I really just want to be a scholar

Chapter 41 Ning Qingyun's Secret?

Even if world famous books and university textbooks fell out of Ning Qingyun's schoolbag, Qin Ke would not be as surprised as he is now.

This turned out to be a notebook full of cartoon patterns!
Oh, to be precise, it is not a cartoon pattern, but a sticker of Ultraman.

Thanks to his unscrupulous father, and to take care of his younger sister, Qin Ke has watched various animations and special films since he was a child, so he recognized it at a glance. This sticker is printed with Ultraman Tiga .

In the school bag of the school committee, there is such a notebook covered with Ultraman Tiga stickers?

It really doesn't match her image of being serious and dedicated to learning, it's as abrupt as a spicy hot pot suddenly appearing in exquisite Japanese food.

Could it be some relative's child, and Ning Qingyun will take care of it temporarily?
Qin Ke knew that he shouldn't look at other people's privacy, but he was too curious. He glanced at Ning Qingjun who was on the table by the door and concentrated on filling out the registration form, and then quickly picked up the notebook.

I can see that this notebook is a bit old, but it can be seen that it is well kept.

On the cover, a young girl in a white dress is stroking her hat, standing on the lawn with fluttering long hair, similar to the style of the notebook Ning Qingyun is used to.

Opening this notebook, I saw that there are more than a dozen stickers of Ultraman Tiga on each page, and there are still a lot of text in it.

"People look up to you because you have what everyone has, the power of courage and love"

——Ning Qingyun, you have to be brave, even if your parents don't come home, you have to face the night bravely alone.

"The warrior is often alone, the warrior must fight continuously to maintain the victory"

——Even if I am lonely, I will be like a warrior, maintaining the results of victory.

"Even if the darkness deep in people's hearts cannot disappear, I still firmly believe that human beings can become light by their own power"

——Ning Qingyun, don't be afraid of loneliness, rely on your own strength to become a dazzling light, so that your parents will see you.

"Dagu team member, you have no obligation to face someone who can't win at all, you should understand?"

"Can't win at all, I don't understand, I'm just doing what I can do."

——I also don't believe that there are things that I can't do even if I work hard. If there is, it means I didn't work hard enough, so Ning Qingyun, don't panic in tomorrow's exam, and I will definitely get the first place again, so... One day, I will be able to reach the height where my parents will look back at me.

The handwriting on the front page is a bit immature, but after turning to the next few pages, it has become graceful and beautiful. It is exactly the handwriting of Ning Qingyun that Qin Ke is used to, and it should be a handwriting that gradually evolved from childhood to adulthood.

This turned out to be Ning Qingyun's own notebook!

From keeping this notebook with her in her schoolbag, it is not difficult to see that Ning Qingjun likes Ultraman Tiga very much, and even uses the lines in it to encourage herself.

Qin Ke was surprised, but also felt a little inexplicably sad and distressed by the information faintly revealed in the above text.

It seems that Ning Qingyun's parents have not been by her side since she was a child?Didn't even pay much attention to her?

Suddenly hearing footsteps approaching, with Qin Ke's thick skin and courage, his heart beat faster, he hurriedly closed the notebook, and stuffed it back into her schoolbag indiscriminately.

Looking back, it turned out that Ning Qingyun was back, and Lao Zheng was no longer at the door of the classroom, and probably slipped away again.

When the girl saw Qin Ke holding her schoolbag, she was surprised and said, "You..."

"Your schoolbag fell on the floor, I picked it up."

"Oh, thank you." Ning Qingyun took it with her hand, took out a wet tissue, and carefully wiped off the dust on the schoolbag. However, when she noticed that the zipper of the schoolbag was not closed and the books inside were all messed up, the girl kept going. Panic and confusion suddenly appeared in her cold and quiet eyes, and her little white face was instantly flushed with blush.

"You...you...I...the things in this schoolbag..." The girl stared at Qin Ke in a panic, and she was a little incoherent.

It was the first time for Qin Ke to see Ning Qingyun like this. Her blushing pretty face and flustered expression made her look a little more real and cute than an ordinary girl.

Qin Ke felt happy, but calmed down, and said calmly: "Your schoolbag is not zippered, and the books all fell out. I picked it up and stuffed it back."

"You...you didn't read what's inside, did you?"

"Isn't it just some textbooks and notebooks? I didn't read them, what's the matter?"

"No...it's nothing, there is my diary in it, I...I don't want my diary to be seen." Ning Qingyun's eyes flickered and moved down, and her slender little fingers subconsciously twisted the black hair on her ponytail Si, her face turned even redder.

Qin Ke was even happier. It turns out that the school committee has so many tricks when lying, isn't it so cute?
"Really? Don't worry, I never flipped through your diary."

Qin Ke replied confidently. He thought that what he was flipping through was not a diary at all. It didn't write the date, weather, etc., nor did it record the trivial things in life. Why can't it be called a diary?

Ning Qingyun took a peek at his expression, and was relieved to see his calm and ignorant expression. That notebook is her biggest secret, her spiritual pillar, and it also records that she never treats anyone Speaking of her thoughts, if others saw them, she would feel panic and fear of being peeped into her thoughts.

She had no close friends since she was a child, and she was not used to sharing her thoughts with others, let alone a boy.

Ning Qingyun rezipped the schoolbag, stuffed it back into the drawer, sat down and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

"You're welcome, you should help each other at the same table. By the way, I studied for almost an hour just now, do you want to move around? Sitting all day is not good for your health."

Ning Qingyun hesitated for a moment, then stood up and left the seat.

The two of them walked around in circles in the spacious old art room. Qin Ke shook his arms while walking, while Ning Qingyun followed behind gracefully.

"Student committee, you are not good at sports, do you not usually participate in sports activities?"

"I...I don't like to sweat. At most I do gymnastics, skipping rope and so on, so basically I'm not good at sports."

Oh, it's all sports that can be played by one person. Doesn't this guy have no good friends since he was a child?
"It's also thanks to you that you scored more than 70 points in physical education in the midterm exam."

"I got a full score in the rope skipping event, and the rest of the sprint and sit-ups almost didn't reach the passing line, but the teacher gave me face and gave me a pass. Once I got the average score, it became more than 70."

The two walked and chatted in the art room, all of which were topics between students, and Qin Ke didn't touch any words related to the contents of the notebook.

In the chatter without saying a word, Ning Qingyun's original panic and tension finally calmed down, and the blush on her little face finally dissipated.

After walking for nearly 15 minutes, he felt that the breath of the girl from the school committee behind him was a little messed up, so Qin Ke asked her to sit down and continued to tell her about the Mathematical Olympiad.

(End of this chapter)