I really don't want to be a novelist

Chapter 200 The Inconspicuous and Undisturbed Ending
In the end, the Novelle in the text failed to drive the tramp from the pavilion where he slept,

In fact, Novel didn't even dare to yell at the homeless man to let him go, but just negotiated a few words with the homeless man who was stronger than him,
just give up.

But Novel was unwilling to leave either. This was the living place he had paid for.

So he spread out the bed by the side of the pavilion, and he could be regarded as sleeping in the pavilion.

Here in the article, there is also a long imagination of Noweller,
Thinking about arguing with the tramp the next day, and then the tramp left in shame,
Thinking that after he came back the next night, the homeless man left inexplicably, and never came back again, which made all his preparations come to nothing.

Thinking of arguing with the park staff who had charged him the next day, the staff was finally persuaded by him and brought him over to drive away the homeless man.

In these imaginings, Novel fell asleep.

And it was raining lightly that night, and Novel, who was forced to sleep on the edge of the pavilion and got some rain, caught a cold.

When he got up, he also sneezed and had a runny nose.

But he wasn't too sad, because he thought it would be more convincing when he talked to the staff member about it.

He was forced to sleep by the side of the pavilion, you see I have a cold... Maybe this can also get some sympathy.

In fact,

When he found the man the next day,

The staff member didn't sympathize with him, but because he had a cold and sneezing, he was farther away from him,
After saying a few words in disgust, he dismissed him.

The arguments that Novel had expected did not materialize.

The staff just told Novel, that person also gave money, more money than Novel,
If Novel didn't want to live under the pavilion in the park, with that man, he could give Novel back the little money.

When Novel heard the staff say this, he stopped talking.

His only confidence is that this staff member likes the little money he gave,
But when the staff didn't even care about the money, Novel also lost his last confidence.

Novelle can only rush to the place where he shines shoes because he wasted a little more time in the park,

But because he still had a cold, he was out of breath when he got there.

Fortunately, he is the only shoe shiner here, and his place has not been taken.

I just don't know if it's because he caught a cold, and the whole person looks sick,
Still, the weather was relatively cold after the rain today, and not many people came out, and Novel sat for the whole morning without any business.

It wasn't until noon that he came in with two orders.

The first was the strong, pungent smell of yesterday's whore that made Novel recognize her.

I don't know where the prostitute went last night, the shoes were a little dirty, so when I was passing by, I found Novelle to wipe the shoes again,

"Hurry up, I have to hurry."

"...Okay, okay."

Novelle responded repeatedly, raised his head,

Then I saw the prostitute showing disgusted look because of his cold face and snot,

He hurriedly lowered his head again, lest the customer who had finally come again would leave.

What is arrogance, the person who pushes you to the bed may not be as clean as me.

Novel was saying this in his heart.

"Wipe it clean? It's okay, it's okay, don't wipe it."

"Okay, okay, plugged in..."

The prostitute frowned, the heavy makeup on her face was shaken off a little,

Throw a dollar on the ground and hurry away.

Novel stretched out his hand, about to pick up the money on the ground,
At this moment, a gunshot was suddenly heard.

In this chaotic street, gunshots are unavoidable,
But it was rare that when he was so close to Novel, Novel's movements froze immediately.

Although he lowered his head, he also noticed that across the street in front of him,
Someone was splashed with blood and fell to the ground. The person who shot the gun seemed to be still angry.

Then take the foot and kick the body of the person on the ground.

Immediately afterwards, gunshots erupted in the street again,

It appeared that two groups were shooting at each other.

Novel didn't dare to move anymore, and the pedestrians on the street had already run away.

Maybe if I stand up at this time, I will be beaten to death by someone who is one of them.
They may think that I am the leader of one of them.

Even at this time, Noveler couldn't stop thinking about it.

He even started thinking,

A bullet flew towards him at this time, and he dodged it delicately,

Let those gangsters cast their eyes on him.

But actually,

Even if two groups are fighting in the street,
No one noticed him, a bystander still on the street,
To them, Novel is like dust on the street, and no one cares where the dust on the street is.

The gun went off for a while,
Just when Noveler was thinking about whether to stand up, just to let the two groups of people notice him,
The gunshots from the two groups of people on the street finally stopped.

And Novel also ushered in the second guest.

"Wipe clean!"

The person who just kicked the person who fell on the opposite side,

He walked over here with a gun in his hand, picked up the dollar that the prostitute had given him on the ground, and threw it on Novelle.

Said to Novelle,

He didn't pay attention to Novel again, just like rubbing mud on the steps of the street.

"well……"

Novel looked at the dark hole where the man held the pistol in his hand,

I couldn't help but think of bullets flying out of the hole, and then he died gloriously, heroically, and greatly.

But at the same time, he hurriedly responded, hurriedly lowered his head, and wiped the blood stains on the man's leather shoes,
He wiped it repeatedly with a cloth, anxiously, and wiped it clean in a hurry.

The man saw that the shoes were clean, retracted his feet, and left.

There was no other communication with Novell during the whole process.

Even if the man left, Novel didn't look up,

Waiting for another pedestrian to pass by on the street, he slowly raised his head and glanced at the direction in which the person who had seen that person was leaving.

"Wipe clean!"

Novelle imitated the man just now, throwing the rag in his hand on the ground like banknotes,

Immediately afterwards, he straightened his back, raised his head, and did it all over again,
"Wipe clean!"

It seems that he has become more noble,

Became someone else, not a shoe shiner who dared not look up.

finally,
This imitation ended when another pedestrian approached on the street and sneezed on him.

Novel then lowered his head again.

……

Here, this chapter is drawing to a close.

Xi Yuan, who had already seen it once, knew that this Novelle died in the end.
It's just that it was far from the heroic death that Novelle thought,

It was only because he was exposed to the rain that his cold gradually worsened, and he might have contracted it later and died.

died in the pavilion of the park,
The tramp who found him dead retreated outside the pavilion,

Leaving the pavilion to Novelle alone.

The ending is just saying at the end.

Early the next morning, the park staff who came to work carried,

After throwing Novel's body out, there was no other explanation.

But that's it,
The ending that died without any disturbance,

Let readers who have read the entire chapter of the story feel uncomfortable again,
There is also the accumulation of previous bouts of discomfort, which makes my heart feel even more depressed and sad.

"call……"

After reading this chapter again, Xi Yuan re-closed "Seven Sins".

The roommate who was sitting next to him and watching also had no complaints, and was still immersed in the depression of the story depicted in the book.

If nothing unexpected,

Xi Yuan felt that he might not read this "Seven Sins" again for a long time,
Unless one day some comments arouse the interest of reading again.

The story is too depressing, depressing and uncomfortable.

(End of this chapter)