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Chapter 71 The Lost Beauty

"It's not like this, Yi Ming." Fei Yiban slightly distanced himself from Yi Ming.

He put both hands on Yi Ming's shoulders and looked straight into her eyes.

Seriously and firmly said to Yi Ming:
"With you, your father can choose whether to seek medical treatment."

"In this world, the efforts of most parents are to give children more choices."

"And you, in turn, did it for your mom and dad."

"Without you, they don't even have the choice of whether to get medical treatment or not."

"Perhaps, you really have something to deal with."

"There are indeed emotions that are not very good at expressing."

"But you are definitely doing better than most young people nowadays."

"Even if it's my own daughter, I don't necessarily do as well as you."

"I can't think of it, among all the people I know."

"Who else can live in a windowless basement and build a Doric villa for mom and dad."

"If I hadn't already liked you, I would have admired you very, very, very much."

Every sentence, every word, Fei Yiban spoke sonorously and forcefully.

With an unquestionable firmness.

Yi Ming's eyes were red, and she asked in a hoarse voice, "Really...will you worship me?"

In hesitation, with the light of hope.

For the first time, she didn't hide her emotions.

Along the way, she has received too many accusations.

If not the whole world.

At least everyone in Yijia Village thinks she's a heartless bastard.

After a long time, even she herself thought so.

She, junk.

She is convinced.

Fei Yiban did not avoid Yi Ming's gaze, and responded with the most certain tone: "Believe me, what I just said is absolutely from the bottom of my heart, without a trace of moisture."

Fei Yiban's eyebrows and eyes are too dazzling, exuding a bewitching charm.

Yi Ming couldn't take his eyes off Fei Yiban's face.

She watched Fei Yi's class for a long time before saying, "Thank you, Da Fei."

This is the second time Yi Ming said this to Class Fei today.

Every word is the same, but the feeling is completely different.

Come out of Liu Jinyang's office.

Because Yi Ming was defended for the first time, he lost control of his emotions for a short time.

But she just had red eyes and didn't really shed tears.

At that time, Yi Ming was still inside the cover.

At most, there is a crack.

Yi Ming put himself in a mask for too long.

The cracks in the cover have a strong self-healing function.

Because of many things, it will become complete again in an instant.

This time, it was Yi Ming's entire hood that shattered directly in front of Fei Yiban.

She couldn't even control her emotions.

In front of Fei Yiban, he burst into tears.

Not to mention the impeccable and perfect smile on weekdays.

She didn't even have time to pay attention to what expression she would make when she cried.

Of course, she didn't have a chance to pay attention.

From the first day at the "palace", she lost her tear ducts.

No matter how hard it was, I never felt like crying.

A heartless person does not deserve to have tears.

Yi Ming never thought that her tears would burst.

It never occurred to her that she would cry on Fei Yiban's shoulder.

She has no experience with crying.

Now that I realized it, my mood was a little complicated.

I don't know if there is anything other than tears left on Fei Yiban's shoulders...

if so……

In Yi Ming's mind, many worries that he had never had before emerged.

What bothered her the most was the detail of crying.

[Why is this happening? ] Yi Ming thought in his heart.

"I don't accept it!" Fei Yiban answered loudly.

A non-existent rejection.

Yi Ming, who was still thinking about the details, couldn't react.

"What do you not accept?" Yi Ming asked.

"I don't accept Yiming's thank you." Fei Yiban reiterated.

"Ah, why?" Yi Ming asked in surprise.

This sudden rejection was not particularly logical.

I only heard that an apology would be rejected. When did thanks become a scourge that everyone shouted at?
"I confessed my love to you, and you said thank you to me. You still ask me why?" Fei Yiban took a step forward, shortening the physical distance between himself and Yi Ming.

He still had one hand on Yi Ming's shoulder.

With the other hand, he forcefully focused Yi Ming's gaze on his face.

"Are you going to send me a good person card? Yi Ming." Fei Yiban asked seriously and domineeringly.

"I..." Yi Ming looked at Fei Yiban in a panic.

She didn't know how to respond to the question.

There is no guideline that can answer this question of Fei Yiban.

"You don't like this world, including yourself, don't you?" Fei Yiban confirmed again: "Do you want to say that?"

Although the question was asked twice in a row, Fei Yiban was not prepared to wait for Yi Ming's response.

He directly gave his understanding of what Yi Ming said: "It doesn't matter. I am not this world. I am me. A person you can like now and hate later."

"You can hate it in the future? Why?" Yi Ming began to sort out the logic in Fei Yiban's words.

"For now, I just want to have a relationship with you, and I don't want to be your relative. If we separate in the future, the probability of being hated should be infinitely close to [-]%."

As soon as these words came out, Yi Ming had to doubt Fei Yiban's motives: "Playing hooligans?"

I don't know when the saying [love without marriage is hooliganism] began to spread.

Yi Ming would ask such a question, which means that she must have had such an idea.

"Of course not." Fei Yiban hastily refused.

"What's that?" Yi Ming asked.

"At this stage, what I'm looking for is to let my first love blossom, not a direct result." Fei Yiban explained: "What I'm looking for is love, not marriage. Being in love means breaking up anytime, anywhere. It's a very normal thing."

"Is it normal?" Although Yi Ming is three years older than Fei Yi, Yi Ming has no experience in this area.

"Of course, in human society, how many people are able to marry and have children with their first love, and then live happily together for the rest of their lives? Life is not a fairy tale. Living happily together from now on is the perfect ending."

Fei Yiban continued to instill his own thoughts in Yi Ming: "Isn't the reason why first love is beautiful because it is almost impossible to go to the end? The reason why first love can become the white moonlight in many people's minds is because it bears the burden of youthful love." A lost beauty."

"So..." Yi Ming was a little confused by Fei Yi's words, and asked, "Da Fei wants to start a relationship with me, a relationship based on breaking up, right?"

"Of course not!" Fei Yiban emphasized again.

"What's that?" Yi Ming asked again.

This time, she seemed to understand something.

I also began to look forward to Fei Yiban's answer.

Looking at each other, Fei Yiban began to answer: "I like you. I like you so much that no matter where we will go in the future, I don't want to miss you at this moment."

This is Fei Yiban's second confession under the witness of the soul of Yijia Village.

Compared with the first time [If I didn't already like you].

This time, it was more straightforward and hotter.

The extremely beautiful eyebrows and eyes are enough to confuse people's hearts.

Fei Yiban looked at Yi Ming without blinking, he didn't want to let go of Yi Ming's expression after listening to his confession.

The cover that has been with him like a shadow for many years, at this moment, was completely burned by Fei Yiban's scorching heat.

The cover is gone, and the feelings that have been suppressed all the time are ready to come out.

Getting used to hiding in the cover, Yi Ming is still a little uncertain.

Yi Ming looked back at Fei Yi with puzzled and expectant eyes, and asked, "Even if I remain indifferent?"

"Even if you remain indifferent all the time, even if the final result is a sad breakup, at least I have worked hard and spared no effort to make us have a vigorous possibility." Fei Yiban's eyes and tone have never been so determined.

This kind of certainty gave Yi Ming a lot of strength, and it also brought her the same level of timidity.

"Vigorous? This is your expectation, right?" Yi Ming didn't dare to have such expectations, and his eyes suddenly dimmed: "It's unlikely that I would have such emotions, Dafei."

After finishing speaking, Yi Ming added another sentence: "I didn't do it before, and I won't do it in the future."

"Before today, did you also feel that it was impossible for you to cry in front of a boy?" Fei Yiban came directly to which pot he didn't open and which pot to lift, and said directly: "I haven't done it before, why will I cry in the future?" Wouldn't there be?"

Finally, Yi Ming's mask was shattered. If he didn't use some strong medicine to take advantage of the victory and chase after him, he might not have another chance when the mask was restored under Yi Ming's strong sense of self-protection.

"I..." Yi Ming didn't know how to explain.

"Can't answer it? Don't give yourself too many rules. You don't need to refuse the opportunity to start because of the possibility of breaking up."

Fei Yiban's hand on Yi Ming's shoulder moved down Yi Ming's arm at this moment, and quickly grabbed Yi Ming's hand.

Undoubtedly said to Yi Ming: "Stop eating because of choking, it shouldn't happen in the age we live in."

Yi Ming subconsciously wanted to break free, but Fei Yiban intensified the "holding hands" very domineeringly.

After several rounds, Yi Ming gave up "struggling".

perhaps……

There is nothing wrong with talking about a relationship that is premised on breaking up.

if……

Her ruthless nature will hurt the sincere and fiery Da Fei.

that also...

It's just a breakup.

That's it...

Yi Ming felt that he had figured it out.

Let your own hand be held by Fei Yiban like this.

"Dafei." Yi Ming called softly.

[Dafei] These two words, coming out of Yi Ming's mouth, are already a very rare and common thing.

It was the same two words, but the tone was different from any time before.

Hundreds of turns and thousands of turns, the lingering sound lingered around the beam, and went directly to the deepest place in Fei Yiban's heart.

"What's the matter, Xiao Yi." Only after he got his hands in place, Fei Yiban even changed his address.

"Let me... sing you a song." Yi Ming said.

"What song?" Fei Yiban loosened the grip on his hands, changed to a more standard hand-holding posture, and continued to adapt to the new address: "Xiao Yi, why do you suddenly want to sing?"

"Sing a song you mentioned in what you just said."

For two consecutive times, Yi Ming did not raise any objections to the new title.

Fei Yiban was so happy that he couldn't remember what song he had mentioned.

He has no memory about this matter at all, so he can only ask Yi Ming directly: "When will I..."

Before Class Fei's questions were finished, Yi Ming sang directly:
【The yearning for the sea stretches on and on, and finally meets the sky on the horizon.If love goes far enough, it should also meet happiness. 】

Yi Ming's singing voice is very penetrating.

The song "The Lost Beauty", sung by Yi Ming, sounds so beautiful that nothing is lost—only the beauty is left.

[Promises are often like butterflies, beautiful flies hovering and then disappearing.But I believe that the oath you gave me is like the spring that will definitely come. 】

The leaves of the soul of Yijia Village sway gently in the breeze.

The singing sound penetrates the leaves under the setting sun, rushing to the horizon reddened by the sunset glow.

[I always have your loving smile], when he sang this line, Yi Ming looked up at Fei Yiban.

This is the first time Fei Yiban heard Yi Ming's singing, and he was a little fascinated.

Yi Ming is indeed smiling.

In the smile, there is no innocence in the past.

With tears that have not been completely dried.

This smile is as dazzling as it is restrained.

Fei Yiban couldn't hold it back, and directly chorused an octave lower: "You always have the smile that I love."

Fei Yiban sings in a very special way, with an RnB rhythm.

Yi Ming listened to Fei's group describe Ms. Han's singing voice.

When she was still listening to the piano accompaniment of the old songs in the car, she had thought about what it would be like if the singing of the Feiyi class also inherited Ms. Han's inheritance.

Facts have proved that Fei Yiban has a genetic mutation in this regard.

After the harmony, the two began a duet tacitly: "Look for the beauty that I/you lost along the way, and when tears slipped down the corners of my mouth accidentally, wipe them away with the hand you/I held."

When the singing came here, there was an artificial pause for a few seconds.

Fei Yiban really stretched out his hand to help Yi Ming wipe away the tears that hadn't completely dried up on his face.

Yi Ming didn't hide anymore, and let Fei Yiban wipe away all the tears.

In the face, in the heart.

"No matter how much scenery there is, I will never stop, only looking for the beauty that I/you lost..."

In just one song, Yiyi and Yiyi really came together.

There is one thing Yi Ming always thought would never happen to her.

A change has taken place under the witness of the soul of Yijia Village.

Those who keep saying they want to get married.

And how many of them really came to the end, came together, and walked hand in hand for a lifetime?

That being the case.

Talk about a premise of breaking up-romantic and vigorous love.

What's wrong?
(End of this chapter)