she is in modern times

Chapter 50 In the name of love
Qin Jie raised his wrist to look at the time, and said in a non-negotiable tone: "It's ten fifteen, and we must go to bed before twelve o'clock."

Lin Yuchu's eyes lightened slightly: "No problem!"

Fortunately, Zou Ranran reprinted a few copies of the script of "Silent Silence" later, and it happened that everyone had one copy, but there was no saying that only three people could read one script together.

In the script that Lin Yuchu often reads, she marked the lines that belonged to Chen Mo with a highlighter.

The first thing Qin Jie and Zou Ranran did when they got the script was to mark Chen Mo's parents' lines and some scenes individually.

This is a big project, and it takes a lot of time just to mark these things, so the two only made a small part, and the rest will be done when they are free tomorrow.

The roles that the two help play are the roles of Chen Mo's parents in the script.

Chen Mo's parents are Chen Yue and Liu Se.

Chen Yue's personality tends to be machismo, and he likes to beat others to bring out his sense of superiority.

And Chen Mo's mother's temper is relatively fiery, and she explodes almost immediately, and she will lose her temper when there is a little bit of trouble in life.

If it is only these shortcomings, then Chen Mo can bear it, but...

Since she can remember, no matter what she wants to do, the response from this family is:
——What do you learn to draw?Painting costs a lot of money, if you can't learn it well, don't learn it, it's useless if you learn it.

When Chen Mo was a child, he would still argue for himself: You don’t let me learn, how do you know that I can’t learn, and it’s useless to learn?
But Chen Yue and Liu Se could always find a thousand reasons to oppose, and even hit Chen Mo's self-confidence.

Chen Mo was aggrieved at first, and asked his parents if they didn't love her.

They answered firmly that they loved her.

While they talked about love, they crazily hit her self-confidence. Whenever she asked what she wanted to do, the two of them would go back to their old ways, repeating their rhetoric over and over again.

There was never a word of encouragement for Chen Mo.

Gradually, Chen Mo was influenced by them. Every time something came to her mind, her subconscious reaction was that I can't do it, I can't do it well.

When she realized that her mentality was bad and she needed to make a change, she was overwhelmed by her parents' verbal blows before she could change, let alone communicate with them.

Later, Chen Mo became more and more silent, more and more depressed, and locked himself in the room every day when he came home from school.

Facing her parents' questioning, she couldn't say a word, and just responded silently.

In fact, Chen Mo also shared her life in school with her parents at the beginning, but Chen Yue and Liu Se always had double standards every time, and they were very tolerant towards others. On the contrary, after Chen Mo encountered such problems, they always It is to let Chen Mo find problems from himself.

Later, Chen Mo also learned to be silent and kept everything in his heart.

Instead, the two blamed Chen Mo for not telling them anything, and just wearing a headset to listen to the Walkman all day long.

For Chen Mo, the Walkman is the only safe haven for her to breathe a sigh of relief without hearing those endless abuse and blows.

Singing can immerse her in this small world and shut everything out.

Sometimes she was doing her homework at home, taking out the garbage that her mother told her to take out, and drying the clothes that were going to be dried. Liu Se still couldn't help but scold her when she came back from get off work.

Or let her learn from her colleague's daughter, who is young but can do everything, and her grades have always been among the best.

If Chen Mo put his mind on listening to the songs on his studies, he might be able to get the first place in the whole grade.

Or else it's someone's child who is very good at drawing, and what prize he won for participating in the competition in the city.

Liu Se didn't realize at all that when she was a child, she also said that she wanted to learn painting, but they denied her without even letting her try.

These are just the tip of the iceberg in Chen Mo's life.

It was never the straw that broke the camel's back.

It was a child from a relative's family who came to play at their house and broke Chen Mo's Walkman. When Chen Mo was holding on to the child and his eyes were filled with tears, wouldn't a casual sentence be a Walkman?Dad will buy it for you tomorrow.

Chen Mo waited until tomorrow, but did not wait for the Walkman that her father promised to buy for her.

After questioning, Chen Yue showed an amicable attitude, only saying that the child is still young, so don't bother with him, and he didn't mention buying a new Walkman for her later.

It was also she who wanted to study literature, but her parents secretly called her class teacher to change it to science.

Or when they secretly changed her choice.

Or it was because they strongly urged her not to hang out with Gu Jiaoyang in the name of doing her best, so they did not hesitate to order her to transfer to another school.

In fact, Chen Mo really wanted to say that she was old enough to have the ability to distinguish right from wrong, but her parents didn't listen, they just wanted her to live according to their ideas, like a puppet on a string.

Later, she regained the pocket money she had saved for a long time and bought a Walkman. On the eve of the college entrance examination, Chen Mo wore earphones and listened to songs while reviewing key points.

But when she woke up on the morning of the college entrance examination, she found that she couldn't find her Walkman. Chen Mo searched every corner of the room but couldn't find it. With an unnatural expression, she said that she threw it together when she threw out the trash in the morning.

The reason is that she doesn't want to let things outside of her body disturb her college entrance examination.

Chen Mo searched all over the trash cans downstairs in the community, only to find a small world where she can feel at ease and not be disturbed by outsiders.

But she found that her small world was broken, as if someone had hammered it with something.

After Chen Yue and Liu Se rushed over, there was no sign of embarrassment on their faces, and they urged her to go to the examination room quickly, otherwise they would miss the time.

Chen Mo didn't cry, and didn't respond to the two of them, just picked up the pieces bit by bit.

Chen Yue felt that she was really ignorant, how important the college entrance examination was, but she was here looking through the trash can?

Pulling her up from the ground with a big hand, the fragments of the Walkman in Chen Mo's hand were thrown all over the floor unexpectedly, and the world she tried so hard to put together was destroyed again.

Chen Mo was silent, and she asked Chen Yue to say sorry to her.

Instead, Chen Yue scolded her: "Why are you crazy?"

In the end, Chen Mo didn't say anything. After the college entrance examination, instead of going to see her parents who were waiting outside, she secretly went to an abandoned tube building.

She finally called Chen Yue and Liu Se, called them by their names, and asked them to say sorry to her, and she would forgive them.

None of them said that I'm sorry, only their ugly curses came from the receiver, Chen Mo opened the corner of his mouth and smiled, as if he felt that her life was like a joke, and finally passed from the top of the building without any regrets. Jump down.

When the news of her death came, Chen Yue and Liu Se were heartbroken and found it hard to accept.

Chen Mo jumped off the building just because they didn't apologize to her, what's the big deal?

Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, these are nothing, not a big deal, but only Chen Mo can know how wronged she is.

These grievances can't be opened, and they can't tell.

They only thought she was hypocritical and coquettish, but they blamed her instead.

(End of this chapter)