I'm just an actor

Chapter 45 Stationery
"And every word I said to you has been carefully considered."

Yuan Shanshan looked solemn and solemn, as if she was addressing the 85th anniversary of the founding of the party. With one hand, she raised the letter paper to the level of her eyes, and with the other hand, she made a chant in mid-air, and said slowly: "When Teacher Xu saw you for the first time, still I vaguely remember that it was late autumn, and the sycamore leaves on the roadside were golden, and you, like the rising sun, were sunny and cheerful.

At that time, you were silent, stubborn, cute, and confident, and often made Teacher Xu feel ashamed. Every time you corrected your mistakes in a certain question, Teacher Xu had to check it twice carefully, because your naivety Always let Teacher Xu think that your approach and answer are correct.

At that time, you were easy to get into the horns of the dead. When you were doing the questions, you would always do it and cry yourself. In fact, thinking about it now, it was Teacher Xu’s fault. At that time, you always wanted to reason with you instead of coaxing you. You, of course, the greater possibility is that even if Mr. Xu knows, I'm afraid he doesn't know how to make you happy.

I remember one time, I advised you to change your personality and stop always being too stubborn.

You didn't allow me to refute at all at the time, insisting that you never got into a dead end!

I just mentioned it casually at the time, but you actually broke up with me for a whole week because of this matter, but whenever you see Kungfu, you always emphasize that you are not stubborn at all, and you are very good at listening to other people's suggestions and opinions, and try to Pop this idea into my head.

Do you know what Teacher Xu thought at that time? "

In the dormitory, there was silence, only the sound of Yuan Shanshan pouring water into her belly with a teacup.

Jiao Junyan immediately sat behind the door of the dormitory, glanced at Xiao Zhang, who was lying on the bed obliquely above, with his face facing the wall, and asked, "What do you think?"

"Ahem." Yuan Shanshan put down the water glass, wiped the water stains around her mouth with her elbow, took a few breaths, and then read again, "Ms. Xu wanted to change you at first, but later she didn't dare , because Mr. Xu realized that he couldn't compete with you.

And after that, I gradually figured it out.

Because Mr. Xu seems to have never seen a man who can compete with women in the two things of quarreling and arguing. Maybe in the magnificent and long history, such men have existed, but it is precisely because they can always quarrel. Winning women are so strong and excellent that their genes cannot be paired and inherited, and they are extinct like a flash in the pan. "

Yang Mi was sitting on the bedside, picking her feet seriously, she was stunned for a while when she heard it, and when she came to her senses, she couldn't help laughing and leaning back: "Hahaha, Xu Rong is too funny."

Seeing Zhang Xiaofei on the bed still motionless, Yuan Shanshan shook the letter paper in her hand and asked, "May I ask Mr. Xu's lovely classmate Zhang, do you really want it?"

"Then I will continue to read." After waiting for a full second, seeing that Xiao Zhang still hadn't moved at all, she hurriedly put her hand back and said, "Time flies, in a flash, we are all big It's two, and that's it for a year.

Teacher Xu doesn't have much time at school. Even if he is, he is always very busy. He is either busy with this or that, and has almost no time to catch his breath.

But Mr. Xu calmed down these days and thought about it carefully. No matter when you are in school, you always follow behind Mr. Xu, like a tail.After reading this, you must think that the next sentence should be "I can't get rid of it, but it's not."

It's just a pity that Mr. Xu didn't realize that this would form a terrible habit, getting used to your existence.

Of course, what I mean by scary is not because you are not good-looking, you are also very beautiful, more beautiful than Yang Mi, Yuan Shanshan, and Jiao Junyan in your dormitory combined. "

Yang Mi was originally happy to hear this, but she couldn't take it anymore, she slapped on the bed: "What the hell, Xu Rong come out and die for me!"

On the contrary, Jiao Junyan reacted more calmly, and just scolded quietly: "He scolded me, I suffered, Xu Rong is a little turtle."

"This is all a family statement, and the two judges must not take it seriously." Seeing that Yang Mi's reaction was too violent, Yuan Shanshan hurriedly added a sentence, turned her head, and said to Xiao Zhang above: "Ruirui, you must also Don't take it seriously, let me tell you, just this kind of dog man, I don't know if I have said similar things to a few people, if you think about it, forget it, I will continue reading for you."

"Actually, from Mr. Xu's point of view, you really don't have too many advantages, except that you are very good-looking."

Yang Mi just lay down and was ready to listen carefully, but just after listening to a sentence, she couldn't take it anymore, and sat up abruptly: "I'm so sick, why is Xu Rong boasting like this? Jiao Junyan , you have nothing but good looks!"

Jiao Junyan laughed, and retorted: "You're so arrogant, Yang Mi, tell me, what else do you have besides a beautiful skin that overwhelms the country?!"

"Hahaha."

"hey-hey."

A low laugh suddenly came from the upper bunk where Xiao Zhang was lying, and his shoulders shrugged slightly, as if he was trying to suppress but couldn't completely control it.

"Quiet, listen to Ben Gong's reading." Yuan Shanshan waved her hand and said, "The reason why Mr. Xu explained to you is not to make you angry, but to let you know about it one day, so that you don't have to worry about it any more than you are now." I am even more angry with Teacher Xu.

This sentence seems a bit awkward to read, but there is only one piece of spare manuscript paper, so I won’t change it. Teacher Xu believes that you can understand the meaning.

Limited to short stories and long love, Mr. Xu will not explain the whole story one by one. The fact is what you think. Mr. Xu did lie to you once, but only this time.

Because of this deceit, in fact, for many days and nights, Teacher Xu often woke up in the middle of the night, tossing and turning, having difficulty falling asleep, and feeling deeply guilty and ashamed every time he thought about it.

I blamed myself for cheating a simple girl who believed in Teacher Xu so much, and I was ashamed that I didn't apologize quickly.

In fact, it is selfish. The reason why I didn’t confess earlier is probably that Mr. Xu had already anticipated today’s situation, and what he was worried about was exactly what happened today. In the past week, we only said one sentence. What, I always feel that something is missing, and looking at you, you are also alone, alas. "

"Nonsense, I saw him getting into that yellow car at the school gate two days ago"

"Shut up, do you still want to eat?"

Yuan Shanshan glared at Jiao Junyan, and read: "Mr. Xu remembers the most profound time. We went to a big dinner together. At that time, you peeled a plate of shrimp for Mr. Xu. You may find it unbelievable. The woman peeled the shrimp for Mr. Xu, and peeled a whole plate.

Mr. Xu, the little goldfish, will not pay you back. At the beginning, Mr. Xu promised you that when Mr. Xu became embarrassing, he would take you to film a movie. You also promised Mr. Xu. , it is not a good habit not to do what you promise.

Although he is full of guilt, Teacher Xu still wants to criticize Xiao Zhang. I heard from Shanshan that you haven’t eaten much recently.
In addition, Xiao Zhang also has a bad habit. When there is no class, don’t stay in the dormitory all the time. If you can’t get up in the morning, you can go for a run on the playground at night. The body is the capital of the revolution.

The life of the crew is very hard. If you are not in good health, you can’t be a good actor, because in the crew, if you eat one meal, you won’t have anything for the next meal.

By the time you read this letter, Mr. Xu should have already left. This time it will take a little longer, about four or five months. You may come back to take the exam, or you may not come back. It will depend on the situation at that time. .

Take care of yourself and wait for Teacher Xu to come back.

Teacher Xu. "

Xu Rong pinched the envelope, silently looking at the back of Xiao Zhang who didn't even look at him, his scalp was numb, he didn't want this letter, no matter how much he wrote, it was pointless.

"Hey, you wait for me." It happened that Yuan Shanshan was a little slow to clean up. At this time, Xu Rong just rushed out of the classroom. Without thinking, Xu Rong grabbed her and stuffed the envelope into her hand : "Help me to Xiao Zhang, I will invite you to dinner later, the place is up to you."

"what?"

Yuan Shanshan was stunned for a moment, then looked down at the envelope in her hand, her face gradually showed some ambiguity, she smiled and said, "Don't worry, it's okay."

Back in the dormitory, Yuan Shanshan held up the letter and said to classmate Zhang: "Ruirui, do you want the letter written to you by your teacher Xu?"

Classmate Xiao Zhang glanced at the leather-colored envelope in her hand, and shook her head without hesitation. She noticed it when Xu Rong was holding it just now.

"Yuan is not talented, Xu Rong can see it, please ask me, Yuan, to help with this matter. I am entrusted by others, and it is a matter of loyalty." Yuan Shanshan cupped her hands around, then turned her head and said to Zhang Xiaofei: "You Mr. Jia Xu has a word first, please ask me, Mr. Yuan, to hand over the letter to you, and treat me to dinner later, but if you don't want it, is it because you want to prevent us, Mr. Yuan, from improving the food?"

"He's not my Teacher Xu."

Seeing that Zhang Xiaofei only said this in a low voice, Yuan Shanshan knew that things were going to go wrong, and only hoped that Xu Rong's letter would be useful, so she raised her chin at Jiao Junyan next to her: "Junyan, lock the door for my old lady, wait for Xu Rong to ask Bring you to dinner."

"Okay", Jiao Junyan moved the stool, swished to the door, blocked the door with a chair, and sat on it by herself: "Don't worry, I can't run away."

"Since you don't want it, I'll read it to you. If I don't believe it, I won't be able to eat this meal!"

Yuan Shanshan looked solemn and solemn, as if addressing the 85th anniversary of the founding of the Communist Party of China. With one hand, she raised the letter paper to the level of her eyes, and with the other hand, she made a chant in mid-air, and said slowly: "Lovely classmate Zhang:

Teacher Xu originally planned to use "Dear Xiao Zhang" as the beginning, but felt that it was too frivolous, and if "Xiao Zhang" was used, it seemed too pretentious, and it is difficult to accurately describe the friendship we have known for two years .

In fact, the above are not all nonsense or stuffing words. What Teacher Xu wants to express is that the feeling of anxiety at this time is probably the same, and every word he said to you has been carefully considered.

(End of this chapter)