I'm just an actor

Chapter 19
Finding a corner, Xu Rong memorized his lines for half an hour. During this period, no one came to disturb him, and even if other people talked and walked around, they would do so lightly.

After memorizing the lines and communicating with Mr. Wang who was acting with him for a while, he followed Uncle Li and the others to another room.

Teacher Wang's name is Wang Jinsong, his personality is similar to his appearance, and he is a very kind person.

There are two cameras in the room, as well as some props of tables, chairs and benches.

"let's start."

There is no rehearsal, just start recording directly.

Xu Rong didn't know this teacher Wang Jinsong before, but now he has a lot of understanding of domestic actors and some powerful actors. During class, the teacher will also bring out some classic film and television clips for example analysis, so that Students understand the theory more intuitively.

But he had never heard of this person, nor had he seen the film played by Mr. Wang.

Should be an actor with average acting skills.

But after the other party sat down, he just said the first sentence, "We? Is there me among us?", which lifted Xu Rong's heart.

When he was speaking, Wang Jinsong's originally peaceful eyes suddenly became quite cloudy, with one eyelid slightly raised, his head lowered slightly, his gaze turned from bottom to top, and stared at him firmly.

But he didn't panic, and continued to act according to the lines.

It's just that the more he acts, the more pressure he has, especially with his own lines, the changes in the other party's micro-expressions and eyes have taught him a vivid lesson.

It reminded him of the feeling of being suppressed by Li Youbin back then.

"It's not us, it's you. You are involved in a whirlpool, and you want to involve me, too?"

Wang Jinsong exploded according to what the two had agreed earlier.

Xu Rong felt a little strenuous. He had clearly anticipated the opponent's outburst, and he had also rehearsed how to deal with it in his mind, but what he thought in his mind was completely different from what he showed, and he felt a deep sense of powerlessness spontaneously. pregnancy.

He followed the lines and continued to act.

But I was quite clear in my heart, so I didn't catch it.

The performance is not finished by reading the lines, the lines are only a part of the performance, an introduction, the introduction that mobilizes the energy of the actors, how much can be drawn out, the test is the professional level of the actors.

Xu Rong didn't expect that Wang Jinsong's thin body contained so much energy, but when it exploded, he controlled it just right, because Wang Jinsong retracted it too steadily and too fast, so that he couldn't maintain his own rhythm.

After the recording stopped, everyone focused their attention on Uncle Li.

Uncle Li hugged his arm with one hand and scratched his chin with the other, while smiling, he said: "The acting is pretty good, at least for this age group, it's not easy."

"However, there are a lot of things that should be there that are not expressed."

Seeing the disappointment on Xu Rong's face, Uncle Li continued: "Don't be discouraged, the future is yours."

Xu Rongqiang laughed. He knew that Uncle Li's first sentence and the last sentence were mostly for the sake of Aunt Xu's face.

During this period of time, under the support of his classmates, he gradually developed a lot of confidence in his professional ability.

Even in his opinion, even if the seniors in the sophomore and junior years really want to pull out and have a rivalry, he can use his own rhythm to bring them into the ditch.

But today this little-known teacher Wang taught him a lesson, and just now, he was almost taken into a ditch.

As if being splashed with cold water, he suddenly realized that he still had a lot to learn.

Perhaps in ordinary small productions, his C+ acting skills can be combined with a good role, but in this drama where even Chen Baoguo had to audition, there is no room for him at all.

But he can't do anything, his level is there, and even if he can improve in a short period of time, it won't be too big.

After getting in the car, Aunt Xu saw that he was gloomy, and comforted him: "It's okay, it's just a play, I'll ask you about other things later."

"Yeah." Xu Rong has recovered at this time, she is still young, what are you afraid of?
I haven't tried it, it can only mean that I have no fate with this drama, since I have no fate, I can't force it.

Wang Jinsong's words "Do you want to get me involved too?" came to his mind, he savored it carefully for a while, and asked, "Sister Xu, there are probably not many actors like Mr. Wang in this play, right?"

"Then you guessed wrong. From what I've heard, there are more than a dozen very talented actors who came to audition. I don't know if it happened, but Uncle Li has always been very picky about actors." Aunt Xu didn't even think about it. He said thoughtfully, "I brought you here just to try my luck. Staying in this kind of group for a month will learn more than you in other groups for half a year, but since you haven't done it, don't even think about it."

"Okay." Xu Rong nodded subconsciously, and couldn't help asking, "There are so many?"

"Sure, normally, Uncle Li won't send out invitations at all."

"Oh, thank you sister Xu, it's a pity that my level is too poor."

"What are you being polite about, don't think about it anymore, it's just that you haven't passed an audition."

"Ah."

When Xu Rong responded, a picture involuntarily appeared in his mind.

A young man, squatting on the ground, held a handful of soil mixed with finely crushed cement grains without hesitation, and wiped it on his face and head.

That happened more than a year ago, and he worked hard for an extra role in the migrant worker crew.

I seized that opportunity by myself, and I have today.

Is today an opportunity?

He didn't know it very well, just like the moment when he squatted on the ground and wiped dirt on his face, he just wanted to earn more tuition fees.

He shook his head, pushing those thoughts out of his head.

It doesn't make much sense to fail the audition.

"Miss Xu?"

"Ok?"

Xu Rong turned her head, looked at her delicate profile, and asked a question: "Why did you help me? And last time you introduced me to Hairun."

After a pause, he said again: "At that time, I felt that we were not very familiar with each other."

He didn't say the second half of the sentence: I don't feel very familiar with it now.

"Oh, you say this, because you have a good eye."

"Good eyesight?" Xu Rong was stunned for a moment, wondering, "What do you mean?"

"Didn't you say I'm the prettiest girl you've ever seen?"

Aunt Xu glanced at him with a smile, and said: "At that time, I just wanted to help you earn some tuition fees. I didn't expect you to pass the Nortel exam. My sister knows that it is not easy for you to earn money. That box of Panax notoginseng cost a lot of money, right?"

"Oh, no."

After returning to school, Xu Rong was a little restless. She couldn't read the book and listen to the class quietly like before today.

There is a very aggrieved feeling.

Unconvinced, the more I think about it, the more unconvinced I become.

He didn't blame others, only himself. He clearly thought about it, but he just couldn't do it, and he wasted the opportunity that Aunt Xu had won.

He regretted that he didn't work hard enough in the "Stepfather" crew at that time, and he didn't learn enough things by letting Li Youbin's great talent go in vain.

But when I think about it carefully, I had already tried my best at that time, and there was no free time at all, so what can I regret?

It's just that no matter how he enlightens himself, he always regrets that he didn't pass today's audition. According to Aunt Xu, there will definitely be many capable factions in this group.

This is definitely a good opportunity to learn and improve.

Chen Baoguo and Wang Jinsong, these two alone are enough for him to learn from.

If he missed this group, maybe he will have to spend more time and energy to make up for it in the future.

But who let himself fail the audition, who is to blame?

Sitting in the self-study room, I looked down at the book for a while, but I couldn't help being distracted. It has been more than an hour since I sat down, and I haven't finished reading a paragraph.

He exhaled lightly, and had to forget about it.

"Ms. Xu, I'm talking to you!" Before eating, classmate Xiao Zhang shook his hands in front of him while holding the chopsticks.

"Ah?" Xu Rong shook his head and said with a wry smile, "I'm thinking of something."

"What's the matter?"

Seeing her lowering her head to eat, Xu Rong asked, "Xiao Zhang, do you think I'm working hard enough?"

Xiao Zhang didn't realize that his tone was much more serious than usual. When he was tutoring her before, his tone was much more serious than now.

Xiao Zhang lowered his head and took a sip of the soup, then held the bowl and said, "Work hard, look at our class, who is like you who spend every day in the reading room, and even scares the teacher from asking questions."

"But I feel like I'm not working as hard as you see."

"Then work harder."

Xu Rong rolled his eyes, this child lacks the beatings of the society.

When he lowered his head to eat, he asked himself a question in a strange way, did he really try his best?

At eight o'clock in the evening, Xu Rong checked the information about Uncle Li for a long time, and all aspects revealed that this is a middle-aged man with a youthful atmosphere.

After hesitating again and again, Xu Rong finally called Aunt Xu.

Even though I'm not familiar with it, and even though it's a bit ignorant to do so, no matter what, please be at ease and try your best to be at ease.

No one picked up.

"This..." He began to think wildly in his mind, it is love for others to help him, and it is duty not to help him, is it too much for him to do so?

Forget it, forget about it, no matter how powerful he is, what does it have to do with me?
Besides, after four or five years, my acting skills have improved, and there are many opportunities like this.

People can't always be so twisted in their lives, and they can't always make things difficult for themselves, that's just looking for guilt.

To know equanimity, to lose equanimity, to be content with happiness.

"Through the pain of thousands of years, just for one result, the outline you left guides me."

Just when he made up his mind to put this matter as a thing of the past, his cell phone rang.

Aunt Xu didn't explain why she didn't answer the phone just now, but asked directly, "What's wrong?"

"Sister Xu, I want to ask you for a favor."

Early the next morning, Xu Rong asked the head teacher for a week's leave, which was exactly nine days including the weekend.

What made him feel speechless was that when the head teacher heard him ask for leave, he didn't even ask the reason, but instead asked, "Is one week enough? Do you want to ask for a few more days?"

In vain to be a teacher!

Mistaken son!

After getting the leave slip full of indignation, he immediately went back to the dormitory to pack his luggage, carried the suitcase, and went straight to Hunan Province.

How many four or five years can there be in one's life?
Fight it, take a gamble!
Even though he knew that he was on the edge of a dead end, he couldn't turn this corner.

Just drill this time, and the next one will not be an example.

On the plane, looking at the layers of white clouds outside the window, he thought so confidently.

Uncle Li!
Wang Jinsong, the dog day!

Chen Baoguo, the dog day!

(End of this chapter)