The girl is not good in this life

Chapter 44 One Year

Zhao Xing sat opposite, lowered his eyes, the warmth of the tea was transmitted to his palm through the white porcelain lotus cup.

His voice was very low and his tone was very light: "Jiang Wan."

But the two words lightly and lightly, inexplicably smashed a small patch of potholes in people's hearts.

Then there was a wave of waves in the bottom of my heart, and the water stains spread quickly, filling up the potholes, and ripples appeared layer by layer.

Zhao Yu stared at him intently, but he didn't even give him a look in return.

"look at me."

Zhao Yu's tone was not kind, Zhao Xing sighed in a low voice, looked sideways, and never was so solemn as he was now: "Brother, I'm not joking with you."

"you--"

What went wrong?
Zhao Yu couldn't figure it out.

What should he ask, after all, he suddenly found out that his younger brother had such thoughts, and it was really hard for him to digest and accept it for a while.

Just last year, the royal father bestowed a marriage on Zhao Yi, on top of Jiang Wan's head.

What about Kejiro?

He didn't say anything back then, nothing like usual...

wrong.

Surprise flashed across Zhao Yu's eyes: "You were hungover that night because of Awan's marriage?"

Zhao Xing was still indifferent, and hummed.

Zhao Yu almost jumped up against the table, but endured it, the veins on his temples throbbed: "You'd better give me a reasonable explanation!"

Zhao Xing took a deep breath, his eyes fell on his eldest brother, and seeing him suddenly change color, the feeling of powerlessness in his heart climbed up: "When the father bestowed the marriage, there was only Sanlang in Zhuzhu's heart. She was full of joy and accepted this. It’s a matter of relatives. Doesn’t elder brother know better than me?”

One sentence left Zhao Yu speechless.

Because Zhao Yi stayed away from Shengjing for ten years, father always felt guilty towards him, so he was extra generous in his marriage.

What a respectable marriage for the daughter of the Duke of Pei's mansion.

He even turned his head to comfort him, Jiang Hu is loyal and fair, and will not favor Zhao Yi because of the marriage, so let him not be overwhelmed, this marriage is only good-looking, and the two children seem to be two Love each other, let him be the elder brother to take care of the younger brother more.

In fact, the emperor knew everything in his heart.

He was really annoyed by this for a while, but then there was nothing to say, who made Jiang Wan really look like she was ready to marry, and Jiang Hu was so anxious to send her back to Shengjing to live in the emperor's uncle's mansion, most likely it was the same. This girl asked for it herself.

Did he really get in the way, bad marriage?
If Erlang told him at that time——

"You bastard!"

Is Zhao Yu angry?
Angry, of course.

Only he himself couldn't tell for a while, what is he angry about!
"Brother."

Zhao Xing calmed down instead at this time: "I know you are angry. In fact, these years, since I have been restrained and kept you all hidden from you, since the time when she was devoted to Saburo, I thought that it would be better to be a brother. She is happy, no better than anything else? Is it necessary to tie people by your side for a lifetime to be happy? "

Zhao Yu didn't understand, and indeed he couldn't understand.

He looked at Zhao Xing with an almost blank look: "So?"

"But Sanlang failed her and broke her heart. She was only 14 years old, a small person, and she was so delicate. For so many years, so many of us held her in the palm of my hand, cared for her and grew up so big, Because of Saburo, he was sad, ridiculed, fell into the water, and almost lost his life."

Mentioning these, Zhao Xing's face is still ugly.

He raised his hand and pressed it on his eyelids: "Then I regretted it."

The corner of Zhao Yu's mouth twitched, as if he wanted to say something, Zhao Xing caught him out of the corner of his eye, and stopped him: "But I thought it would be a long time, take your time, the little girl is still hurting, I'll coax her more, wait When she was willing, I tried to find a way to ask my father for a marriage proposal, and in this lifetime, no one would want to hurt her at my hands again. But...it won't work. "

"What's not working?"

Zhao Xing sighed heavily: "The queen mother wants to see my little lady for me, and wants to give me a marriage, so my father and emperor have put their minds on Pei Qingyuan. Just now, the emperor's aunt entered the palace, just for this matter, I hurried to Han After seeing his mother, Zhang Dian denied the matter.

I can't help it - I just told my mother that it's better to tell me Zhuzhu, my mother thought I was joking and talking nonsense with her, and didn't take it to heart.

So I... can only come here to beg my eldest brother. "

He is so pitiful.

Even the tone of voice has always been soft and faint, like a white feather sweeping across people's hearts, the softest and most itchy.

Zhao Yu never took this kind of thing, he told Jiang Wan that it's useless to act like a baby, that's the truth.

But Erlang... He remembered that when Erlang was four or five years old, he was a small ball. In winter, he was wrapped in thick clothes, rolled up and thrown in the snow, and he could roll away.

When he made snowballs, Erlang would chase after him and call him brother, asking him to play with snowballs.

He doesn't cry or make trouble when he falls down, gets up by himself and pats the snow off his body, and even holds his hand and tells him brother, slow down, don't fall, it hurts.

Zhao Yu suddenly softened his heart.

What to blame, what to ask clearly, all left behind.

"Really like her?"

Zhao Xing nodded firmly.

"Do you want me to tell my father and queen to ask for a marriage for you?"

Zhao Xing pursed his lips and said no.

Zhao Yu's expression froze: "Then what do you want to do?"

"Brother, please comfort the queen mother for me." Zhao Xing took a deep breath, "I think I will see Zhuzhu tomorrow and ask her..."

"Didn't you just say—"

"When things come to an end, I can't bear it after all." Zhao Xing smiled bitterly, "If she wants to marry me, force her to nod with an imperial decree? Make her hate me for the rest of her life? Not to mention there are Duke Pei and the others around.

She didn't want to marry, even if the emperor granted her a marriage, Pei Guogong would push it for her.She just broke off the marriage with Sanlang, and Pei Guogong has something to say.

If it really gets to that point, there will be no room for recovery in the future. "

This is not true.

Zhao Yu looked pale: "Then you can't keep procrastinating like this? Even if you ask me to tell the queen mother for you, how long will I procrastinate for you?"

"Next year." Zhao Xing's eyes darkened, "When I pass my [-]th birthday next year, I can't ask her to marry me willingly. I will accept whoever the mother chooses. But brother, I don't want you to find messy excuses Go delay my mother for me."

Zhao Yu understood the second part of his sentence, looked at his face, and gritted his teeth: "I know, I won't let the queen mother marry her and marry her to another family! Who else are you going to tell me about this matter... Pass?"

Zhao Xing shook his head and said no: "But Zhao Ran may... He guessed that he has read too many scripts and dramas, so he can guess some, but he is not sure, and he didn't dare to ask me."

"This unsatisfactory thing, you can't learn it all day long outside!" Zhao Yu clicked his tongue, "Erlang, you are such an old man, so don't let me worry about it for you. I will take care of you on this matter. Go and tell the queen mother, since you have begged me, I will do it for you.

But you remember what you promised me today, if it fails, live your life well in the future, throw your hands away, everyone is clean! "

But Zhao Yu changed his mind and thought of something else.

His eyes flickered slightly, and he tentatively asked Zhao Xing: "Then if you ask her, she will say tomorrow that she is willing to marry you?"

Thinking of Jiang Wan's small face, Zhao Xing's eyes overflowed with tenderness: "That is the best thing, but she is still young, and she is not in a hurry to marry her, so let's take it easy and don't tell people outside to say that she is I just broke off the marriage with Saburo, then turned around and promised me, it's not nice."

When Zhao Yu saw his worthless appearance, his blood surged up immediately, and he gritted his teeth: "Go back to your own palace, seeing your worthless appearance is very annoying!"

　ps is actually less than a year hahaha

　　Zhao Yu: Look at your worthless appearance

　　Second brother: Is this not good?
　　Zhao Ran: How are you? Why do you say that I read too many dramas and scripts?what does it mean?

　　Zhao Yu: You are worthless too, get lost!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)