The girl is not good in this life

Chapter 359 If
Fate is really hard to say clearly.

Maybe if you recognize it earlier, you will have fate.

It's just that at that time, she was chosen to be King Ying's first wife and his original queen.

In the final analysis, King Ying is resistant to this and is very repulsive.

Perhaps it was because she was chosen by the Queen Mother.

King Ying rejected her from the bottom of his heart, but Queen Mother Zhang.

The maintenance of the relationship between mother and son who are not related by blood is indeed like walking on thin ice.

Zheng Shi thought that she had lived in the palace for so long, so she knew something about it.

But what the Queen Mother said is correct, and King Ying has mentioned it over and over again today.

Looking back on it now, it really doesn't make sense.

Zheng Shi can also think about it.

Whether King Ying likes her or doesn't like her is not that important.

Already reconciled and separated, each has nothing to do with each other.

Originally, she didn't have any feelings for King Ying.

He just got married and became his first wife for two years, but the time he really spent with him was only a few months.

That being said, it's really nothing.

With a faint smile on her face, Mrs. Zheng took a deep breath, and said following the words of Empress Dowager Zhang: "What you said is that thinking about it now is meaningless.

But you are willing to tell the courtiers these things, to appease the courtiers, it is already a great favor to the courtiers. "

She lowered her head: "Hearing your words, Queen Mother, my servant really feels comforted in my heart.

Originally, the court lady did think about it, probably when she first came to the palace.

At that time, I was still young, I didn't understand anything, and I didn't understand anything.

So His Royal Highness King Ying is always indifferent to his courtiers, and the courtiers are always thinking, what is wrong with the courtiers.

You know the background of the minister's daughter, and she was carefully raised and brought up since she was a child.

Piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, not to mention being proficient in everything, at least he can do it well.

The courtier asked herself about her talent, appearance, and even her family background, and she never lost to others.

So the courtiers are really puzzled, why is this happening?
The courtier can do very well, can do very well, but His Royal Highness King Ying can't see the courtier, and seems unwilling to see the courtier. "

She pursed the corners of her lips, hesitatingly: "Then I thought again, maybe it's too strange. I suddenly appeared in the life of His Royal Highness King Ying. To His Highness King Ying, she is a completely strange person. people.

Living together like this, of course it is difficult to bring up any good feelings.

Maybe after a long time you will know.

But after a few months, the courtier found out that His Royal Highness King Ying didn't want to visit the courtier's place more often.

Although there are no newcomers in the harem, it is also a fact that His Royal Highness King Ying does not like courtiers.

The courtier was once very unconfident in herself.

It's as if she was full of confidence and vowed that she was the most lovable girl in the world and should be liked the most.

It was really not until I got married that I realized that it was not the same thing. I was not liked by others, or even rejected and hated by others.

The feeling of falling from the clouds is really uncomfortable.

Even if the courtier's daughter is reconciled with His Royal Highness King Ying, there is still a gap in her heart, and she always can't think about it.

Don't look at the maid who seems to be a very open-minded person on weekdays, she can see everything.

In the final analysis, the courtier is still young, does not have so much experience, and has not seen so many ups and downs in the world. "

After her voice paused for a while, she didn't say anything more.

The Empress Dowager Zhang understood.

It's sad to feel like that, and certainly not a good experience.

A girl who was held in the palm of her hand and cared for since she was a child, how can she not feel wronged when she is treated like this?

Why not sad?

Especially for young girls, it is easy to get overwhelmed with these things.

The Empress Dowager Zhang is also a person who came from a young age. Even though she is old now, she can still be considerate.

In the final analysis, this person wants others to like him.

But Queen Mother Zhang was surprised.

Girls like Zheng Shi still think like this, but they are actually quite cute.

On weekdays, she really looked serious, and she did always think so.

At the beginning, I fell in love with Zheng's family because I thought their family was noble, and the children they brought up would definitely not be bad.

And when she fell in love with the Zheng family, Empress Dowager Zhang specially sent someone to Xingyang to inquire about it for a long time.

The Zheng family has a very good reputation in Xingyang, a virtuous girl, such a little lady, many high-ranking gentry are rushing to ask her to marry her.

It is precisely because of this that the Empress Dowager Zhang is completely at ease.

After marrying her back, she saw that this girl was also dignified and luxurious, so the Queen Mother Zhang felt that she had indeed seen the right person.

In fact, Zheng Shi has always done a good job.

It was only today that I discovered that she was also a coquettish, coquettish little girl.

The Empress Dowager Zhang covered her lips and smiled.

When she smiled like this, Zheng Shi felt a little embarrassed.

There was a thin layer of pink on her cheeks, and she lowered her head again: "It's my servant who made a slip of the tongue, talking nonsense in front of you, making you laugh at my servant."

Empress Dowager Zhang waved her hands again and again and said no: "I'm not joking at you, you child, you are so careless.

It's just that I laughed when I heard your words and thought that you had such a childish attitude.

Gu thinks you look good like this.

Just like before, always carrying it, are you tired?
Gu knows, your family is strictly controlled and the requirements are strict, so you have been like this since you were a child.

After all, the girl who came out of the Zheng family in Xingyang, Gu didn't hide it from you. When I decided on you, I sent someone to Xingyang to inquire. Your family gave you a good evaluation, so Gu finally decided down yours. "

The Empress Dowager Zhang didn't hide it, let alone shy away from it.

Those things back then are now being told to Mrs. Zheng.

After Zheng Shi herself heard it, she didn't think there was anything wrong.

Because this kind of thing is certain.

Even if their family has a high lintel, and she is indeed a noble daughter of noble birth, then whether she has a good reputation, whether she is a good girl, can be virtuous, these are all things that need to be investigated clearly and thoughtful considerations , Otherwise, if there is really any problem, is it possible to think about going to reconcile, or to abolish the empress later?

Definitely have to figure it out first.

Those who know the basics are the best.

Zheng covered her lips and smiled, with the corners of her lips raised in a slightly raised arc: "You should inquire about these things. After all, this marriage was very solemn at the beginning, so you can't take it lightly. Those who can order courtiers.

There are too many high-ranking gentry in the world, and there are even more gentry girls. Naturally, you have to pick them slowly. The court lady thinks this is very good. "

(End of this chapter)