The girl is not good in this life

Chapter 203
Zhao Xiyue in Guande Hall often comes and goes.

The eunuch Gong'e who was on duty in the palace did not dare to stop her, so she went straight into the main hall, and the servants even brought tea and snacks.

When Zhao Xing saw her when he returned to the palace, he raised his eyebrows slightly, and then looked at the teacup in her hand, he could no longer see the steaming white mist, it could be seen that it was mostly cold, she had been here for a long time.

He stepped into the door, turned his wrist and asked her with a smile: "What are you doing here? Are you short of this sip of tea in the palace?"

Zhao Xiyue didn't even get up, she leaned back on the Zen chair, curled her lips, with an unhappy expression on her face.

Zhao Xing's cuffs were originally tied, but now they are being loosened to make them looser. Seeing her expression, his hands paused, and he frowned: "Did the nobleman say you?"

Zhao Xiyue nodded: "My concubine is afraid, she is afraid of the Zheng family, she doesn't want me to provoke the children of the Zheng family.

Last time about Zheng Shuangrong's incident, she was worried for several days, fearing that the queen mother would settle accounts with me and vent her anger on Zheng Shuangrong.

As a result, he fell ill again, took medicine for three days, and the imperial doctor shook his head and sighed when he asked for the pulse, saying that the concubine mother was too worried, and told her to relax and go out for a walk when she had nothing to do It's breathable.

Today I returned to the palace suddenly, and Ah Nuan was not in good health, so I sent her back to Gao Meiren's place to return to my own palace.

When the concubine mother saw me, she dragged me and asked a lot of questions, which made me faint.

Later, when I made it clear to her, she sighed worriedly again, saying that I shouldn't have acted like this, and pulled me to explain it.

Said that now fortunately there are elder brother and second elder brother who are willing to protect me, the saint will not do anything to me. "

When she said this, she sat up a little bit, her eyelids were still lowered, and she was not in a high mood: "I have heard these words for many years, second brother, I am a little tired."

Zhao Xing sighed, stepped forward slowly, stood in front of the Zen chair, raised his hand and fell on the hair on top of her head, and patted twice: "The nobleman is for your own good, you can't blame her."

"I do not have."

Zhao Xiyue said in a low voice: "I never blamed my concubine mother, it's not easy for her, I'm already my age, can you still not understand this truth?

But I just feel depressed and wronged. "

She raised her eyes, and for the movement of raising her head, she rubbed Zhao Xing's palm twice: "You and elder brother are even more wronged, maybe I am a girl, my mind is sensitive and delicate, and if I feel a little uncomfortable, I feel it is heaven. Big grievance.

It's very depressing in this palace.

I never felt like this before.

During the few months when I went back to Chen County to visit relatives for my mother and concubine, I missed Jingzhong very much, and I was thinking about the palace.

It's just a few short months, why is it like the sky has changed?

This time back, there is depression everywhere in the palace.

There was a layer of black clouds hanging over my head, thick and dense, and it was really hard to breathe.

We live in Miyagi every day, and sooner or later we will be suffocated! "

She spoke seriously, and Zhao Xing's heart stagnated slightly: "Good Ayue, I'm really uncomfortable. I'll ask my eldest brother to tell Father Emperor, are you moving to live with my eldest brother during this time?"

Zhao Xiyue shook her head firmly and said no: "I still say the same thing, I can move out, can my concubine do it?

She can think about it, she is open-minded and understands, she doesn't care about these things, so she doesn't feel depressed.

I want to be with her.

I thought it was so free to run out by myself, there was no one around her to talk to. "

She took a deep breath and stood up slowly: "Forget it, I'll just complain to you, there's no way, whoever called you my brother, of course you can only listen to my trivial and annoying words."

Zhao Xiyue happened to take half a step forward, holding Zhao Xing's cuff: "Concubine Mother is worried, she is afraid that Queen Mother will settle accounts with me, second brother must make peace for me, don't tell Mother to come to me later.

My mother and concubine's illness has improved a bit, and I'm afraid that something is wrong with her. "

Zhao Xing only reassured her, and thought for a while: "You stay with me, I will go to Hanzhang Hall, and send you back to Sun Guiren later."

He stepped forward to go out, but when he came to the door, he stopped his steps and looked back at Zhao Xiyue: "Sun Guiren's status, she still doesn't want to move?"

After hearing this, Zhao Xiyue also hesitated for a moment, then quickly shook her head with a serious face: "Second brother, don't mention this to the queen mother. The mother and concubine don't want to listen to these words. I asked the little Gong'e who was serving in private, and Cui Zhu persuaded her Mother and concubine several times.

In the early years, I was not very sensible, my father mentioned it to my mother several times, but my mother declined it by herself, didn't I stop mentioning it later?
At that time, Cuizhu always advised the mother and concubine that even for me, she should fight for the top.

The concubine mother didn't listen to her, and even scolded her several times.

When I grew up, I thought it would be impossible to keep like this.

My status has always been very rich, and the role of mother concubine was granted to her by the royal father as a concubine. We, mother and daughter, live a good life, but I still feel that she has suffered so much in the palace. For many years, with duty and diligence, it is not too much to be a concubine now, as I told my concubine mother.

You see, I have never been scolded since I grew up, right?

The mother concubine had a bad face with me once, and I firmly remembered it for three years. "

She breathed a sigh of relief again: "So let's forget it, Concubine Mu herself is quite comfortable, she always said that this is fine now, if she doesn't compete for favor and limelight, others won't miss her.

The rations and treatment she received beyond her own status are all for me, not because of how embarrassing she is in front of her father and queen.

It's best to push up the position.

It also prevents her from skyrocketing, Gao Meiren will be unhappy, and when Ah Nuan grows up, she will be unhappy when she is clearly a sister, but there is such a big difference. "

Zhao Xing hummed, but didn't say anything more.

Sun Guiren is a good person.

He knew it from an early age.

She thinks long-term and is thoughtful.

In the end, it was the person who served the emperor's grandmother in front of her. In order to send her to the emperor's side, the emperor's grandmother even took care of her for half a year.

With vision and brains, a broad-minded mind is more open to thinking. The most important thing is not to compete for favor and keep one's own place.

It is most suitable for such a person to be a housekeeper in the palace.

It is also very suitable for Father Huang Yuji to be placed in the harem afterwards.

But it is because he is too sensible that makes people feel more helpless.

Zhao Xing thought of Empress Zheng again.

He patted Zhao Xiyue's shoulder again, very lightly, and even his face became pale: "Okay, since you said that, then forget it, if in the future..."

Forget it.

Judging from the current situation, there is no future.

Sun Guiren has guarded such a noble position for more than ten years, and she will not have any thoughts in the future.

Zhao Xing shy away, and told Yuan Fu to stay in the palace and take care of Zhao Xiyue, ordered two other eunuchs, and walked out of the palace all the way to Empress Zheng's Hanzhang Palace, without saying a word up.

(End of this chapter)