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Chapter 380 When Winter Comes, When Heavy Snow Is Coming

"Do you know that Si Ningning has been waiting for you here for a long time!"

"Why don't you talk? They clearly said that you are going to get married, but what happened between you?"

"say something!"

He Gu was annoyed and questioned repeatedly, but Nai He didn't get a single response from the beginning to the end, and finally couldn't bear to be cried by Huo Lang.

He stood under the eaves and stamped his feet, crying out of anger, but he did not forget to warn Huo Lang:

"You are not allowed to bully Si Ningning, you go to her and explain clearly to her!"

He Gu cried loudly, and his temper became very anxious again. After crying a few times, his face flushed anxiously, and he began to cough uncomfortably.

Only then did Huo Lang finally move forward, went under the eaves to put down the things, and brought He Gu into the house by holding He Gu's head.

He Gu was still crying, Huo Lang had already found a dry towel, wiped the sweat off his head with the hood, and then lifted He Gu, took off his shoes and quietly put him under the quilt.

Children are usually lively and vigorous, and their bodies are still not as strong as adults. In this cold weather, when they sweat and catch the wind, they can easily get sick.

He Gu still struggled, Huo Lang pressed him and said:

"It's nothing, your elder brother has no skills, can you be ashamed?"

He Gu paused, lying on the bed with tears still flowing from the corners of his eyes, but puffing up his mouth and looking up at Huo Lang with a contemplative look, and finally finally stopped the tears after a long time, pouting his mouth to cry or laughing Said a sentence:

"useless."

Huo Lang twitched his thin lips, patted He Gu's forehead, and said with a smile, "Yes, you are the most useful."

He Gu took the opportunity to hug his hand and said:
"A man is a man, once a word is spoken, it is hard to follow, whoever lies is a puppy."

"Don't worry, I'll tell you when I'm ready."

Only then did He Gu feel relieved, sniffed, and got into bed to keep warm.

"Lie down and sleep for a while, I'll cook."

"You don't need to cook." He Gu poked his head out of the bed, and explained: "Si Ningning has already done it, and there is some special food in the pot for you, brother, you can go directly to eat!"

Huo Lang's movement of getting up stopped again, and after a long while, he said "um", and walked towards the kitchen with heavy steps.

When someone was standing in front of the faintly steaming stove, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he couldn't stretch out his hands for a long time...

Huo Lang told Sanae Hegu that this year's winter is coming, and before the weather turns cold, he must prepare all the things for winter, such as winter clothes, firewood, and enough food, so he will be busy for a while, so that the two Little is obedient.

The two cubs believed his words so deeply that they didn't find it strange that Huo Lang people seldom stayed at home for a while.

But Sanmiao Hegu is Sanmiao Hegu, and Si Ningning is Si Ningning. She is a girl with sound limbs, normal thinking and reason. She tried to find Huo Lang once but couldn't find anyone. Don't you think it's strange?

Yes, of course.

Just because she is sensible, if she doesn't understand, she should ask Huo Lang face to face and explain clearly, but Huo Lang doesn't give her this chance.

Huo Lang avoided Si Ningning, so even if Si Ningning was in an embarrassing situation, there was nothing he could do.

The stalemate lasted for a week. On another Monday, the test papers for the literacy class were corrected. When Si Ningning was writing the test papers and was about to give a lecture, just as he came out of the room, a person broke into the main room. .

It's Mo Bei.

He was wearing a long military overcoat, the collar button was buttoned up, it should be hasty and anxious, and the collar of the shirt inside was rolled up.

He stopped in front of Si Ningning, with his broken hair on his forehead, he shouted anxiously, "Si Ningning!"

"...Mo Bei?"

Si Ningning shook his head in a daze, "What's wrong?"

Seeing Mo Bei's anxious expression, Si Ningning clenched the stack of test papers in his hand, and couldn't help becoming nervous, "Is something wrong? Don't worry, speak slowly!"

Mo Bei shook his head vigorously, took a breath for a long time, and then said:
"It's not me, it's not someone else, it's Huo Lang!"

"what?"

"He left, taking the two children of the Chen family with him."

The test paper in Si Ningning's hand fell to the ground, and she was a little swaying. Mo Bei supported her and continued:
"You've been in a very bad state recently. I'm not sure if you know about it, but he has a bag on his back. I think I should tell you."

Si Ningning's face turned pale, and she was shocked, and the hairs on her back stood up in an instant. Her deer eyes were full of panic, and she asked Mo Bei with trembling lips:
"Where was he? Where was he when you saw him? When was it?"

"Just now, he was on the mountain road outside the production team!"

After Mo Bei finished speaking, Si Ningning had no time to answer, so he stuffed all the remaining textbooks into Mo Bei's arms, and Si Ningning immediately ran out the door.

"Oh, Si Ningning..."

The sound of footsteps outside the door faded away, and Mo Bei stood in the middle of the room holding his textbook in a daze.

Mo Bei stretched out his hand, and slowly lowered his eyes to look at that hand.

He just...

He wanted to catch Si Ningning.

but……

Just like how he missed Si Ningning countless times before, this time, he still failed to grab Si Ningning's hand...

Forget it.

Didn't you expect it a long time ago and make up your mind a long time ago?
From the moment he decided to reveal the news to Si Ningning, he decided to give up, right?
So now, what are you struggling with here?

Mo Bei suddenly withdrew his hand and clenched his fist.

On the other side, Si Ningning ran straight to the outside of the production team.

The cold winter wind hit her face, and the cold air poured into her lungs. Her eyes and nose were reddened by the wind, her throat was dry and her stomach was convulsed and cramped together. She felt so painful that she might faint at any moment.

But even if her legs became weak from running, she never stopped when she raised her steps once, and no matter how difficult it was to raise her a second time.

If according to what Mo Bei said, Huo Lang was already on the mountain road away from the production team more than ten minutes ago, then she had already fallen a long way behind Huo Lang.

If you stop again, maybe...

There may never be another chance.

Speak clearly, the opportunity to figure it all out.

And...the chance to save.

"Horan..."

Si Ningning's throat was dry, and her breath was like a gossamer, but it was only for a moment, her pressure suddenly filled with water mist, her steps quickened a little, and her voice became louder, "Huo Lang!"

The mountain forest in winter is black and black, and the whimpering wind passes through it. People walking on the densely forested path suddenly stop together.

He Gu stood on tiptoe and refused to move forward, frowning and turned to look behind:

"Brother, have you really told Si Ningning? I seem to have heard Si Ningning's voice just now."

"I said it, it was the wind."

Huo Lang also glanced at the back, but at that moment, he quickly reacted, took He Gu and gave him a strong pull, "I already told her, let's go there first, and wait a while for the year-end literacy class It's a long vacation, come back to pick her up."

"Hurry up, or the train will leave."

He Gu let out an "oh" and walked forward again, "Brother, will the train really leave? Isn't it waiting for us?"

"The train is very big and long. There are many passengers in one train. The departure time is fixed. It will not wait for you alone."

"But there are three of us."

"That doesn't work either. The station has its rules. When we take the train, we need to abide by the rules of the train, and don't cause trouble to the station or other passengers."

"Wow, the train is really strict, even stricter than Si Ningning."

"Okay, don't talk, save some saliva and strength and walk faster."

"Oh!"

The three of them walked slowly on the mountain road, and after a while, there was another hazy voice behind them, this time even Sanae heard it.

Sanae glanced behind him hesitantly, seeing her elder brother's intention to stop every day, she called out hesitantly: "Brother..."

Huo Lang didn't say a word, but he led the two cubs, subconsciously speeding up.

He heard it.

That was Si Ningning's voice.

When he left, except for saying hello to Zhao Hongbing, he was concealed enough.

He left the house key for Zhao Hongbing and said that he would hand it over to Si Ningning after a few days.

However, Si Ningning did follow up.

Why did you choose to leave without saying goodbye? It was because you didn't know how to explain, didn't know how to say it, so you chose to leave quietly. If Si Ningning followed...

Huo Lang didn't dare to think about it, so he could only carry his luggage on his back, swinging left and right, trying to throw Si Ningning away with the two cubs.

On the way you chased me, the snow that you had been looking forward to for a long time came late at this moment.

Huo Lang's heart was heavy, looking at the gray sky and dense snowflakes in the canyon, he sighed mockingly.

How much I have been looking forward to this snow...

He waited almost two years.

He always thought that the day when the snow fell was the day when he and Si Ningning got married.

But I never thought of it...

When winter comes and heavy snow comes, it is time to say goodbye.

Huo Lang took a deep breath, and a white mist gushed out in front of him instantly.

In the end, he was afraid of confronting Si Ningning, so he simply bowed, with one under his arm, and started to run in the mountains like a tiger.

But Si Ningning at the back never gave up, followed closely behind, she called Huo Lang's name, every few minutes, Huo Lang's voice would get louder, enough to see, During this journey, how resolute and persistent she is!
Huo Lang's heart was getting heavier and heavier, and He Gu and San Miao, who were able to fool around at the beginning, gradually became less easy to fool after gradually hearing Si Ningning's clear voice.

"Brother, it's Si Ningning, I heard it!"

He Gu kicked and struggled wildly, "You put me down, I will go with you, but I want to talk to Si Ningning first!"

Sanae also said: "Brother, Sister Ning is chasing us, please let us down, maybe she just wants to say a few words... When she finishes speaking, she will go back."

Instead of letting Si Ningning run so far, so hard and so tired, why not stop and see what she wants to say?

Maybe he just wanted to tell them to be careful on the road?
Huo Lang kept walking, and only told them two sentences repeatedly:
"I heard it wrong, it's the wind in the mountains."

"you're lying!"

He Gu sensed something was wrong and thumped hard.

The two little ones were not light, and Huo Lang carried them for a long distance, plus he was sad and had a large bag of luggage, but he couldn't hold on to them all the time, and let him break free all of a sudden.

He Gu landed on his legs, turned around and ran back immediately after standing still, Huo Lang reacted evenly, grabbed him by the collar, and pulled him back without any explanation. Without any explanation, he forced He Gu to continue walking .

He Gu couldn't stop Huo Lang's footsteps, and cried hard in anger, scratching and biting Huo Lang's hand, but it didn't help.

For a while, only Hegu's irritable crying was heard in the valley.

The cry echoed and reached Si Ningning's ears behind.

Si Ningning paused slightly, staggered and nearly fell, after regaining her stature, she silently calculated the distance to Huo Lang following the cry, and after estimating how far it was, she even swallowed a breath, Tibu ran desperately.

Finally, the moment Huo Lang and his party stepped onto the rope bridge, she turned around the bend on the mountain road and finally saw them.

Si Ningning was overjoyed, "Huo Lang!"

She called Huo Lang's name, but she didn't even realize that her voice was trembling.

Her hair was covered with crystal clear snow, and the continuous wind and snow in the sky would drown her who was restless all the time.

She couldn't run anymore, she almost couldn't walk, but she still tried her best to walk towards the cable bridge.

On the cable bridge, He Gu's cries continued, Huo Lang knew that Si Ningning was behind him, and his steps stopped uncontrollably for a while, but only at that moment, he picked up his steps again, like a tall and burly body of Wei An, Without even turning his head, he just walked straight to the end of the super-cable bridge.

At the end of the place, there was a military green old-fashioned Soviet small card parked, and Shan Mantang had been waiting there for a long time.

Si Ningning finally started to panic when he saw that Huo Lang didn't stop and saw the car waiting in front of him.

She was in a hurry to catch up, but fell heavily on the swaying cable bridge.

His throat was so uncomfortable that it seemed to be stuck, and his legs were so weak that he didn't even have the strength to get up.

So close, obviously, obviously almost caught up.

Si Ningning was not reconciled.

"Horan..."

"Horan."

"Horan!"

Huo Lang never stopped, Si Ningning lay on the ground, feeling the coldness of the earth and the cold of winter with the palms of his fingers, and watched Huo Lang open the car door, stuffed Sanae and Gu into the car, and then stuffed the luggage into the car. Car, and finally even himself got into the car.

Si Ningning finally couldn't hold back any longer, and lay down on the ground and cried.

She thought it was over, but the cable bridge that had calmed down swayed again in the howling wind, and a pair of half-length black military boots settled in front of her.

She whipped her head up slowly, facing Huo Lang's condescending gaze staring at her.

At that moment, Si Ningning thought, she was in a mess.

Very embarrassing.

Her always spoiled temper in front of Huo Lang, and the strong psychology in her bones, made her raise her head and weep, while asking ferociously:

"Aren't they all gone? What are you doing back here?"

Huo Lang just stared at her and said nothing.

In the end, it was Si Ningning who was afraid, afraid that everything in front of him was an illusion, afraid that he would never be able to catch Huo Lang again.

She twitched and acted coquettishly, "What happened?"

"Huo Lang, can we make it clear?"

"There is nothing that can't be solved, I can understand everything. We are adults, we are all adults, this kind of behavior of leaving without saying goodbye is very immature..."

"Talk about something, can you?"

Huo Lang silently bowed down and pulled Si Ningning up from the ground.

But facing Si Ningning's words, he didn't respond.

"Horan..."

Si Ningning pulled Huo Lang's sleeve affectionately, and called Huo Lang's name in a low voice: "Am I too anxious, did I scare you?"

"Am I annoying you?"

"Am I bad, Huo Lang... I'm okay, I'm really okay, it's okay not to get married, it's fine to keep it like this, but please don't do this, okay? Huo Lang."

Si Ningning was humbled to the bone.

She was sane, and because she was sane, she always knew, and was very clear, what she lacked, what she needed.

She lacks love, she needs someone who loves her.

But at this moment, she couldn't get any response from Huo Lang, so whether it was from her body or her heart, she felt an unprecedented sense of powerlessness.

But she would not blame Huo Lang.

Because she has self-knowledge, always absolutely, it is her own reason.

Not good enough, not perfect enough, unable to keep the person she loves, and the person who loves her.

Huo Lang looked down at Si Ningning from a high position.

He turned his head, just wanting Si Ningning to go back.

But seeing Si Ningning right now, he couldn't express what he had decided in his heart at this moment.

The fundus of Si Ningning's eyes was obviously bruised. Not only were there bloodshot eyes, but the upper eyelids were also swollen badly. It was the sequelae of not having a good rest, and being blown by the cold wind after crying.

There was still mud and snow on her body. Obviously, this period of time was not only a torment for him, but also for her.

Of course Huo Lang would not want to see the girl who was always on the tip of his heart, so he softened his heart.

His rough hands caressed his boss Ningning's haggard face, and his coarse fingers wiped away the tears from Si Ningning's eyes. His voice was unprecedentedly sad and hoarse:
"You're fine."

"Excellent."

"It's me...my problem."

"Don't cry, don't cry, Si Ningning."

"You are so young, there are countless possibilities in the future."

"The road ahead is long, you are full of vigor, you should look forward, look at the mountains, water, and sunrise, not at me, I am old."

Huo Lang softly comforted Si Ningning, but what he said had no practical meaning.

But how smart is Si Ningning?

Seeing Huo Lang talking a lot, but none of the words were on the point, she immediately thought of something.

"Are you going to perform a special mission?"

"An unspoken mission, right?"

She shed tears fiercely, but her brain was running fast, thinking about where there were battles after modern times.

"Vietnam? Khmer? Or India?"

"You don't need to tell me explicitly, you just need to reveal a little... I told you, I will not be your stumbling block. I can understand, I support you, and I am willing to wait for your return."

Huo Lang was amazed at the rapid operation of Si Ningning's brain. After a brief silence, he sighed softly, "You are very smart."

"But don't wait for me."

He pushed Si Ningning lightly, but Si Ningning was unprepared and was pushed back a few steps.

Huo Lang also took two steps back in the opposite direction to Si Ningning, and said resolutely:
"Si Ningning, just stand there and don't come here again."

"Just be quiet and listen to me say a few words."

"I gave Uncle Hong Bing the key to the new house. You go back to him to get the key. That is... the dowry I left you."

"I will take Sanae and Gu to Beijing City. Before I leave Beijing City, I will write a letter to tell you the address. When you have a chance to return to the city in the future, you can go to see them anytime."

"Did you hear that? You're smart enough to see what I mean."

"Take care of yourself... don't cry, it's not worth it for me."

Huo Lang turned around slowly, and the last words were almost whispered, carried by the wind and passed into Si Ningning's ears.

Si Ningning's eyes were full of tears. If she didn't know, she could make trouble for no reason, and even implored Huo Lang to stay.

But now, she knows that Huo Lang has a mission on his shoulders, and her reason and the words she once promised are in her heart and ears, constantly reminding her.

No.

he is a soldier...

Have your own persistence, your own ideals, and your own mission!

He can give up who I am, give up the ego, and achieve everyone. Then, she can't shatter his ideals and wishes just for herself.

That's so selfish.

However, seeing the figure of the person he likes and the person he loves gradually disappearing from his face, his life and death are unpredictable, and he doesn't know whether he will have the chance to meet again in the future, Si Ningning feels that he is a My heart hurts so much.

Is this selfless?
Is this great love?
No.

Si Ningning couldn't estimate the feelings of others, but she couldn't ignore Huo Lang's feelings.

Standing alone on the cable bridge, she watched Huo Lang disappear in the swaying wind. Even though she was in pain and felt unacceptable and unbearable, she didn't say anything to stop her.

Are the two affectionate people really coming to an end here?

If so, that's really a pity.

Shan Mantang sat here, under the sobbing cries of the two cubs, he watched the situation of the two of them calmly, until the car door was opened and Huo Lang sat in.

"Comrade Holland..."

Shan Mantang spoke in a low voice, but for a while, he didn't know what to say.

Huo Lang was silent for a while, then said heavily, "Let's go."

"Just leave like this?" Shan Mantang hesitated, "Why don't you send Zhiqing Si back... It's snowing, she's a girl, and she always doesn't..."

"go!"

Huo Lang let out a cold snort, and Shan Mantang immediately stopped talking, and took another look at Si Ningning on the cable bridge. He turned the steering wheel and slowly turned the car.

He Gu realized their intentions and cried louder. Not only did he cry, he also lay down on the seat and looked at Si Ningning through the rear window.

"I don't want you, you're not my big brother! I want Si Ningning, woo woo woo...Si Ningning!"

But no matter how noisy He Gu was, Huo Lang chose to ignore it.

Huo Lang was also in a bad mood. Apart from being uncomfortable, it could even be said that he was in pain. With He Gu intensifying, screaming and spitting almost like killing a pig, Huo Lang finally couldn't help it.

Grabbing He Gu's collar and pulling him towards him, his eyes were red, and he warned in pain and forbearance:
"Yes, I'm not your elder brother."

"But now you haven't grown all your hair, you have to listen to me."

"You want to find Si Ningning, don't you? Hurry up and grow up, you can do better than me! If you want to find her, go find her anytime!"

(End of this chapter)