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Chapter 355 Unbelievable
Si Ningning remained silent for a long time, and Song Shuhan spoke again:

"Educated Youth Si, don't get me wrong, I'm just curious, and I'm not forcing you to do anything."

"You know, there are only a few male educated youths. We are all good friends. I want to know where my friend lost."

Si Ningning pursed her lips, frowned and drooped her slender eyelashes. She knew that Song Shuhan had no malice, so after serious thinking, she also confessed her thoughts to Song Shuhan:
"I really didn't know about this at the beginning. You know Mo Bei's personality. I actually don't like people with this personality. There are many situations and many things, because we are both educated youths and live under the same roof. Any An inappropriate choice or a word will embarrass each other, so I have been patient and adapting."

"Of course, in the later getting along, I know that Mo Bei is very good, very courageous, very courageous and not bad, but it's really hard to say something like feelings. If you have to say one thing, then you can think about it, two People who need to be coaxed by others, how can they be together? Could it be that they want to fight together? Or don’t communicate with each other forever?”

Song Shuhan was silent.

Si Ningning continued: "There is no winning or losing in this relationship. Mo Bei may have liked me in the past, but I never recognized this liking."

She "hum hum" chuckled nonchalantly, nonchalantly telling Song Shuhan what happened during her two lifetimes of childhood:

"Jiang Yue's past was also very bitter, but she always said that I was very gentle, that I gave her a lot of courage and encouragement, but you know what?"

When Si Ningning talked about those experiences, the picture seemed to reappear in front of his eyes. He watched such a small and cute girl being abused by her family.

The lonely little body standing at the door, and the tightly huddled body locked in the dark small room, scenes emerged in front of my eyes.

Si Ningning...

To have such a difficult and sad past...

How did she survive?

Song Shuhan opened his lips, shook his head, and his pupils under the glasses trembled slightly.

Incredible.

incredible.

And the unacceptable and unacceptable subjective consciousness.

In fact, I didn't feel the same feeling, but for some reason, Song Shuhan felt a hot and sore eye socket, but Si Ningning's gentle voice continued to sound:
"Human gentleness is never innate, because I have stepped on ice, endured sharp knives, and tasted extreme pain, so when others need it, I am willing to act as an umbrella to help everyone, but the truth in my heart Thoughts, I have been longing for someone to hold an umbrella for me when I need it.”

Si Ningning smiled, his dark eyes curved into small crescents as usual, but Song Shuhan couldn't feel the usual dazzling light, but was extremely heavy and depressing.

"Mo Bei can't give me the sense of security I want, maybe in the future, but I'm not in the mood to grow up with him."

The two people are very good regardless of their appearance or ability, so it makes people feel that they are a good match, but their personality is indeed a problem.

This remark also made Song Shuhan understand where Mo Bei fell behind.

"sorry."

Song Shuhan got up and bowed deeply to Si Ningning.

"It's okay." Si Ningning said slowly, his expression was as gentle as when he comforted Jiang Yue, and what he told was more like someone else's experience, "There was a misunderstanding in this matter, so it's good to make it clear. but……"

"what?"

Song Shuhan returned to the table again and asked in puzzlement.

Si Ningning bit her lower lip, looked at Song Shuhan after deliberating for a while, her voice was slow and sincere:
"I can only pretend not to know about this matter, and keep a distance from Mo Bei as much as possible in the follow-up time. There are some things that I can't tell him. If it is possible...you are friends, I hope you can be tactful." Guide and guide him."

"You are friends, and I am also friends with you. I don't want to hurt any of you."

"The road ahead is long, and there will be many things and people to experience. Don't be obsessed with unresponsive and meaningless things."

Si Ningning was sincere, and what he said was his truest thoughts.

Those who shouted for loveless and free people, but from the corner of their eyes they still turned to the loved ones...

Across the small old table, Song Shuhan looked at the girl in front of him who pretended not to be seen in Mo Bei's eyes, but in fact she had a million visions out of the corner of her eye, feeling really heavy.

At the beginning, Song Shuhan actually felt a little bit aggrieved for Mo Bei, but after the phone call, he knew that Si Ningning couldn't be blamed.

Si Ningning is gentle, smart, philanthropic, and treats everyone around her kindly, but similarly, her goal is also very clear.

I just hope to have someone who is exclusive to her, loyal to her, loves her, favors her, and can be her umbrella.

Between Mo Bei and Huo Lang, the advantage lies in their youthful vigor and promising future.

But in the same way, his disadvantage lies in his youthful vigor,

A half-grown young man, awkward and shy, reserved temper makes him ashamed to tell his love to the girl he likes...

"I will."

Song Shuhan wiped his face, even though he knew that Mo Bei would never listen to him, he still chose to agree to Si Ningning.

This is his apology for ending this abrupt topic.

Si Ningning's eyes were bent into small crescents, his light-colored lips were parted, his smile was pure and dazzling, his face was more like a layer of bright halo, very bright and gentle, "Thank you."

Just like Si Ningning didn't want to hurt them, Song Shuhan didn't want her to be hurt either, so after a brief silence, Song Shuhan said:

"There is no news about returning to the city right now, but just tell me, and I will definitely be able to go back in the future!"

Song Shuhan twitched his lips, lowered his slender eyebrows, and looked at Si Ningning very worriedly:
"Have you decided to think it over and think it through? Won't you go back to the city? In the future, won't you go back?"

This is indeed a problem.

People who grew up in the city have already formed the habit of living in the city, which is why many educated youths feel miserable in the countryside after they go to the countryside.

This is not only due to the hard work and changes in accommodation, but also the differences in human culture and living environment.

Even if they can adapt to rural life, everyone is still looking forward to going back.

If Si Ningning said that he didn't want to go back to the city, not to mention the educated youth who came together would be suspicious, and the local people in the countryside would also be puzzled.

They can't live with good commercial grain, but they are willing to nest in a small mountain village and crawl in the ground?I'm afraid that not everyone will think that she is out of her mind.

In the eyes of everyone in the educated youth spot, Huo Lang is a farmer in this small place in H Province. He may be a little more capable than ordinary peasants, but that doesn't change the fact that he is a peasant.

If she wants to be with Huo Lang and marry Huo Lang, then she will undoubtedly be left in the small mountain village of the third team for the rest of her life...

Most of Song Shuhan's worries came from this, Si Ningning understood.

But she also knew that what they had heard about Huo Lang was not true.

Si Ningning knew the details of Huo Lang, and besides that, he knew more about the general direction of the future.

She had certain calculations in her mind, but she couldn't tell Song Shuhanming about these.

After deliberating for a while, Si Ningning bent his lips and let out a long "hmm" before saying:
"If we have the opportunity to return to the city, we will definitely go back. It is unlikely that we will go back because of work. If the policy changes in the future, I think we should still have to take the exam."

Thinking that the college entrance examination will be restarted in the future, Si Ningning made a point:
"Huo Lang can read. If there is a day, I will urge him to take the test with me... You too, everyone in the educated youth order, we educated youth have books, we still have to pick them up and read them when we have time. No way."

Although I feel that this matter is still a bit inappropriate, but thinking about what I usually see, Huo Lang is always obedient to Si Ningning, and Song Shuhan not only feels slightly relieved.

"It's good if you have a plan in mind. We can't control you. We can only make some suggestions from a considerable perspective. We don't want you to suffer."

"I see."

Si Ningning smiled, her eyes were full of calmness and kindness, it was the most relaxed gesture when getting along with friends.

Song Shuhan nodded hesitantly. After talking about his worries, he couldn't find anything else to say for a while, and the atmosphere seemed a little awkward.

His eyes drifted to and fro, with no fixation. After a short silence, Song Shuhan's eyes fell back on Si Ningning again:
"I don't know how long it will be for Comrade Huo Lang. I'm a little tired from the car, so I won't wait for him."

As he spoke, he already lifted the rattan box on the side of the table, "Si Zhiqing, I'll go back first."

Si Ningning knew that it would be embarrassing for him to stay any longer, so she smiled and nodded, "Okay, slow down on the road."

"Understood, you just wait here for Comrade Huo Lang, don't wander around, lest he can't find you when he comes back!"

"okay."

……

"Ugh……"

After sending Song Shuhan away, Si Ningning immersed himself in stirring the spoon in the soup bowl, suddenly feeling a little complicated.

She has never been a sentimental person. In the past, the family pursued interests, and there were people who liked her and pursued her, but no one could persist until the end, or no one was really willing to fight against interests.

Unexpectedly, after traveling to this unpretentious age, it would make her realize it?Caught in such an embarrassing position?
"Why are you moaning and sighing? What about Song educated youths?"

The table trembled, and Huo Lang came back and sat opposite the table.

Si Ningning smiled lightly, not wanting to worry him, so she explained: "Are you back? Song Shuhan said that he was too tired from the car ride and was very sleepy, so he went back to sleep first."

After finishing speaking, he curled his lips and asked, "How is it? How is things going? Did Wang Song say anything?"

Huo Lang shook his head with a smile on his face, as if he was thirsty, and he didn't dislike the fact that the soup bowl on the table was cold and that Si Ningning had drunk it, and took a sip when he picked it up:
"It's done. It's just as you expected. From a distance, he still looks fierce. When the car arrives, he will be honest immediately. After I handed over the things, his expression changed again."

Si Ningning blinked and asked curiously, "Why is it different?"

"Be more serious and sincere." Huo Lang put down the bowl, raised his arched eyebrows, and laughed twice, obviously unable to make a sound, but it was hoarse, like a subwoofer, shaking The pinnae of the person felt numb for a while.

"It's probably because I hung it out for too long before, thinking that I was cheated. Now that I get the "Certificate of Awards" you wrote, I should feel at ease."

"It's not a big award." Si Ningning squeezed his earlobe unnaturally, raised his eyes and gave Huo Lang a white look, and said with a false viciousness:

"Are you eating or not? If you haven't eaten, hurry up and eat something, and you will have to work on the way!"

"I ate it, I really ate it. I didn't plan to eat it in a hurry, but didn't I ask Dan Mantang to help with errands? It's not good to let people go hungry, so I ate braised pork with rice in the county."

"It's good to eat. I'm worried that you are so stupid that you don't even know how to eat."

Si Ningning murmured subconsciously.

Huo Lang raised his arched eyebrows, and his smile was gentle and tender. Zhou Zheng's upright face has always revealed endless tenderness and care inadvertently since he got close to Si Ningning.

"Are you full? When I went upstairs just now, I saw that there were still meat buns selling. They should be busy when they get back. I don't have a chance to bring you to the town for a while. Why don't you buy some to take home?"

Si Ningning shook his head, had already put away his things and stood up, not forgetting Aojiao and Huo Lang, "The production team is not very far from the town, if you are busy, I can come by myself, what do you say, which one do I look like?" Like a giant baby? Can’t live without you?”

Huo Lang got up, shook his head and followed Si Ningning helplessly.

Mo Yue understood the meaning of Si Ningning's words, but subconsciously asked, "What is a giant baby?"

"..."

Si Ningning paused, and subconsciously raised his hand to cover his mouth.

She blamed herself for being fast-talking, and scribbled a popular Internet term in later generations, but she turned her head and glanced at Huo Lang, she withdrew her gaze and walked ahead first, and explained honestly:

"Giant baby... Literally, a big baby, who knows nothing, and has to rely on others to complete everything."

"Then you are definitely not a giant baby."

"Ok?"

It was originally just a joking chatter, but I didn't expect Huo Lang to be so serious, and immediately made Si Ningning curious.

"why?"

She asked.

"Because..." Huo Lang laughed teasingly, and turned his head slightly to look at Si Ningning, "You are a big little girl."

The underlying meaning is that Si Ningning is like a little girl, she needs to be protected, she should be protected, she needs to be coaxed, she should be coaxed...

"What are you talking about! It's out of tune to talk about it every day!"

Si Ningning's teeth were soured by him, so he took a deep breath and stomped his feet to give Huo Lang a white look, then quickened his pace and walked out of the state-run hotel first.

"I only said one sentence, and didn't say anything else. What's wrong? Tell me? Oh, what are you doing so fast?"

Huo Lang was joking, and followed with his long legs.

As soon as the two of them left the door, many diners in the hall turned their heads and glanced. The eldest sister at the counter squinted her neck and muttered:
"Deng is right..."

Off topic:
Shock!

Leave the community for 2 minutes in the morning, turn around and come back and the security will not let you in...

As soon as the weather gets cold, YQ wakes up, A Yao's place is high risk again, all the treasures from all over the world should pay attention to travel!
I pray that YQ will pass away soon and life will return to normal soon!
(End of this chapter)