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Chapter 87 86. Kurose Izumi, I want you to be worthy of me!
The next day, seven in the morning.

Jingle Bell--

Kurose Izumi, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly heard a rush of alarm clock sounds in his ears, which woke him up.

When he opened his eyes, there was no one around him or in the room.

At some point, the shackles on his hands and feet were untied and placed on the bedside table.

Kurose Izumi, who saw everything clearly and grasped the current situation, fully woke up.

He picked up his cell phone and turned off the alarm clock, and there was a message from the contact person who noted "Dongzi" on the phone:

"Good morning, Teacher Eternal."

"I've set the alarm clock for you, so I'll leave first, you still have to go to school,"

"I look forward to seeing you next time~"

These three pieces of information were distributed on 6.59.

Izumi Kurose watched the message showing that it had been read, but didn't know how to respond to Toko Kuchiki.

Until now, his mood is still messed up.

And under the news of Toko Kuchiki, there were ten missed calls and dozens of messages from "Shiraishi Chirei".

Seeing this, Kurose Izumi just realized where he was and what the situation is now!
He hurriedly got out of bed, left the hotel in a hurry, and called Qianrei Shiraishi.

The call was connected within two seconds, and Baishi Qianlian's anxious voice came out in an instant:
"Hello? Is it Kurose?"

"It's me. Baishi, don't worry, I'm fine. I'm on my way home now. When I get back, I'll slowly tell you the reason why I'm not at home."

Kurose Izumi stood on the side of the street, waving to stop a taxi while talking, and rushed towards home.

Now, he doesn't have so much time to change trams.

He just wanted to go home quickly, see Baishi Qianlian, and make her feel at ease.

On the way back, Kurose Izumi kept thinking about how to explain his excuse of meeting Toko Kuchiki alone.

But the more he thought about it, the more guilty he felt towards Shiraishi Qianrei.

Because...he has already blasphemed Baishi Qianlian and betrayed her!

The taxi drives across the national highway, from Bunkyo District to Jimbocho in Chiyoda, the whole journey takes less than 10 minutes.

Kurose Izumi didn't feel how long this period of time was, and even felt it was too short.

It's so short that I still don't know how to face Shiraishi Qianrei and explain it to her.

The driver parked the car firmly under the apartment building, turned around and said, "Guest, here we are. The fare is 4550 yen."

"Give."

Kurose Izumi absent-mindedly took out his wallet from his belt, handed over a [-]-yen note, and then took the change back from the driver.

Pushing open the car door, he stood in front of the gate, looked up at the apartment, feeling uneasy about going home for the first time.

It's like a primary school student who has failed a test paper and wants to sign it for his parents when he goes home.

Do not……

It's more serious than that, right?
If you just get a failed test paper, you will just be scolded, just work harder next time.

But what Kurose Izumi did can't be forgiven by scolding and not repeating the crime.

He couldn't even forgive himself, and betrayed Shiraishi Qianlian himself.

"Ugh……"

Another deep sigh.

Kurose Izumi didn't know how many times he had sighed today.

He withdrew his gaze, raised his lead-like legs with difficulty, walked into the apartment, and took the elevator.

On the eighth floor, Izumi Kurose stood in front of his house and took out the room card from his pocket, but his hand was hanging in the air, unable to unlock it no matter what.

While he was hesitating, there was a click from the inside of the door, and it was pushed open from the inside out.

Kurose Izumi subconsciously took a step back.

Behind the door, Shiraishi Qianrei's figure appeared.

She stood there quietly, and also looked at Kurose Izumi quietly, without saying hello or opening her mouth.

"..."

Kurose Izumi didn't dare to look directly into those cold and flawless eyes, and lowered his head to avoid that gaze.

"Going to see Toko Kuchiki?" Chirei Shiraishi asked calmly.

"..."

Kurose Izumi remained silent, not surprised to be discovered.

It's so easy to understand the look of him doing something wrong.

"Why do you want to see her?"

"..."

"why?"

At this moment, Baishi Qianlian's tone was tinged with a little anger.

Not only for his going to see Kuchiki Touko, but also for his silence.

As for Kurose Izumi, even though he was questioned twice, he still pressed his thin lips tightly.

He wants to explain.

But explanations are useless.

The explanation after making a mistake will only make people feel that they are covering up.

Can he say the sentence: 'I went because I was threatened by Toko Kuchiki and worried about your safety'?

Unable to speak.

Saying this sentence will only make Shiraishi Qianlian even more angry and puzzled.

Obviously Shi Qianlian said, let him trust her and don't worry about her.

About Kuchiki Toko, they have to face it together.

But he broke the contract and compromised with Toko Kuchiki.

……

Seeing that Izumi Kurose was still silent, Chirei Shiraishi seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, and took a step forward, holding onto his shoulders tightly with both hands.

Her ten fingers seemed to be embedded in Kurose Izumi's flesh and blood, which made Kurose Izumi feel pain.

"why!"

Shiraishi Qianrei yelled at him, her beautiful cheeks were slightly distorted by anger.

"……Feel sorry."

At this moment, Kurose Izumi can only say this trivial apology.

Apart from this, he has no words.

And Shiraishi Qianrei, who heard his apology, let go of her hand, and took two steps back in a daze.

Kurose Izumi, who didn't understand why Shiraishi Chirei let go, raised his head subconsciously.

At that moment, she saw two lines of tears on her cheek.

Then, he yelled out of control: "Why? Why don't you understand! Kurose!"

"I don't want you to say sorry to me! I want you to be sorry for me!"

"You go to see Kuchiki Toko, aren't you afraid of what she might do to you?"

"You know how she called me and told me how sad I was when you were there?"

Kurose Izumi stared blankly at Qianrei Shiraishi, listening to her screaming at the top of his lungs, his mind went blank.

It's like being strangled by someone's throat, falling into the bottom of the sea and unable to breathe.

He tried so hard to say and do something, but couldn't do anything.

The sense of blasphemy and betrayal devoured him like a bottomless abyss.

"Kurose, talk!"

Baishi Qianlian's tears completely broke the embankment, falling down her cheeks drop by drop.

She looked at Kurose Izumi, who was indifferent and speechless, with tears streaming down her face, her expression extremely sad.

Kurose Izumi clenched his hands tightly, his thin lips were bitten by his teeth, and the smell of blood spread in his mouth.

"I am really sorry."

"Sorry, I met Kuchiki without discussing it with you."

"Sorry for worrying you and making you sad."

"It's all my fault, I'm really sorry!"

In the end, Kurose Izumi could still only say this trivial apology.

He desperately apologized and condemned himself, hoping to gain some peace of mind and relief.

But he found that doing so would only deepen the guilt in his heart.

Words are weak and betrayal is cruel.

Betrayal is like adding salt to a wound.

(End of this chapter)