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Chapter 134. 133. Kurose Izumi Begins to Understand Her Love
Kurose Izumi stopped when he reached a deserted river bank.

Looking up, there is no one around, and the bridge in the distance is full of traffic and people coming and going.

By the riverside, sparkling, the river beat on the bank, playing white waves.

Kurose Izumi looked at Chirei Shiraishi with a complicated expression, and asked, "Why are you crying?"

"I……"

Bai Shiqianlian opened his mouth, hesitated for a while, and said in a low tone: "...I am afraid that Quan will leave me and be with other women."

"Why do you think so?"

"Because Izumi received a lot of love letters and became very popular."

Hearing this, Izumi Kurose was stunned for a moment, and then laughed helplessly.

"Are you stupid?"

"No matter how many love letters I receive, I will still refuse."

At first, he didn't understand why Baishi Qianlian became like this.

He was actually worried that he would be with other girls because he became popular.

This is simply too ridiculous, right?

Shiraishi Qianrei wiped her tears, raised her head, looked at Kurose Izumi and asked, "Why?"

"Why did you say..."

After pondering for a while, Kuroseizumi said calmly: "Isn't this kind of thing obvious? I like you."

"I don't believe it." Baishi Qianlian's face was resentful, "Quan Mingming wants to receive a love letter, and then promise someone."

"Qian Lian, you are really...too stupid."

Kuroseizumi rubbed the space between his brows, and continued: "Didn't I say that? I'm just curious about what the love letter to me will be like, and I don't want to promise anyone."

"Then I still want to receive a love letter."

"You... are really getting more and more difficult."

"...I'm just afraid. I'm afraid that Quan will always be angry with me, and then make good relations with other women." Baishi Qianlian said aggrievedly.

"For a long time, are you crying because of this?"

Kurose Izumi didn't know what to say about Shiraishi Chirei for a while.

Obviously before this, she wanted to make herself outstanding and dazzling, but now she started to be afraid.

But...it's pretty cute.

"And Quan has always refused to accept my kindness, obviously I just want to do something for you within my ability."

"There's still more!"

"Quan has always rejected having close contact with me, he doesn't want to hold hands with me, and doesn't want to sit with me..."

So, Kurose Izumi sat on the lawn by the river, patiently listening to Shiraishi Chirei's complaints.

In the process, a smile appeared on his face unconsciously.

Chirei Shiraishi, who has a little girl side like this, is the real her, right?
Timid, insecure, always worrying about gains and losses, afraid of loneliness...

"...Izumi is really an idiot, it has been making me very lonely recently."

About 10 minutes later, Shiraishi Qianrei's complaints just came to an end.

And her complexion had also become resentful and dissatisfied, and she began to feel awkward in her heart.

There is no way, the more I talk, the more wronged I am!

Seeing this, Izumi Kurose said with a smile: "Qianlian, I am surprised that you are doing this."

"Obviously before, it was a look of victory and ease, but now it is wronged like this."

"Don't worry, I like you now, and it will only be you in the future."

He already understood that he loved Shiraishi Qianlian deeply and hopelessly, and he couldn't accommodate others in his heart.

Awkward... just can't let it go.

But if you give him some time to prove their love for each other, he will be relieved.

Because Kuchiki Toko also loves herself.

Although her way is too extreme and clumsy, there is no doubt that she loves him too.

Even if I can't understand it...

The reason for this may be Shiraishi Qianrei's childhood experience.

Recently, Izumi Kurose began to understand her from the perspective of Chirei Shiraishi, thinking about her behavior.

She was strong, aloof, and didn't need anyone since she was a child, and her ego was too strong.

She knew it would hurt Kurose Izumi, but she did it anyway.

why?
Because there is no sense of security.

The relationship between her and Izumi Kurose developed too fast without any foundation.

She has followed Kurose Izumi silently for a year, but what about Kurose Izumi?
But because of some "accidental" adventures and special status, he fell in love with her.

If the accidental creation is shattered and the identity is exposed, will Kurose Izumi still like her?

She didn't know, and she didn't dare to gamble.

That's why she turned into Toko Kuchiki again and again, creating opportunities for the emotional development of Shiraishi Chirei and Kurose Izumi.

If Toko Kuchiki's love hurts Izumi Kurose, Chirei Shiraishi will make up for it.

This is her love.

Distorted, paranoid, but sincere and simple.

Kurose Izumi has been able to believe that Shiraishi Qianrei loves him, but he still can't let go of what she has done.

When you want to forgive, you will always recall the past scenes in your heart.

My emotions were manipulated wantonly, and everything was controlled by Chirei Shiraishi.

……

Kurose Izumi stood up, looked at the glistening river, and said softly: "Qianlian, please give me some more time, let me forgive you."

Shiraishi Qianlian pursed her cherry lips tightly, and after a long silence, she said softly: "...don't make me wait too long, I will be lonely."

"Ah."

Kurose Izumi turned his head away and nodded with a smile.

Suddenly, the wind picked up.

The wind caressed the broken hair on the young man's forehead, and also blew the girl's heartstrings, making her heart itch unavoidably.

So, she opened her arms, embraced Kurose Izumi, and buried her face in his arms.

"Hey, hey! Is it like this just now?"

"Quan, just hug me like this."

Shiraishi Qianrei closed her eyes reassuringly, ignored Kurose Izumi's complaints, and hugged him tightly.

"It's been a while now!"

"As long as I don't let go, it doesn't count."

"This is cheating on you." Kurose Izumi had a helpless smile on his face, "I really can't stand you..."

Then, he stretched out his hand, embraced Shiraishi Qianlian, and whispered: "Then give it a hug."

"Well, I like you the most, Quan."

Chirei Shiraishi rubbed against Kurose Izumi affectionately, feeling the peace of mind of being hugged by him, and suddenly felt relieved.

Sure enough, she couldn't do without Kurose Izumi.

Izumi Kurose is unique, different, someone who fills her up.

Her loneliness, emotions, and everything are longing for Kurose Izumi.

"Quan, I'll write you a love letter, okay?"

"This...it's a little embarrassing, after all, we've already dated, haven't we?"

"Don't you want to receive my love letter?"

"Yeah, that's not it... Forget it, it's up to you."

By the riverside, the two hugged each other tightly and whispered.

At this moment, they returned to their old intimacy.

And this hug lasted half an hour.

When I came back to my senses, it was nearly 10 minutes since the class time!
"I'm late..." Kurose Izumi looked at the time on the phone and smiled wryly.

On the other hand, Shiraishi Qianrei didn't seem to care.

She stretched out her hand and smiled brightly: "Quan, let's skip class together?"

Kurose Izumi was startled, and then asked in confusion, "Why are you skipping class?"

"go for a date?"

"...Stupid you, go, go to class."

Izumi Kurose, with black lines all over his head, took Chirei Shiraishi's hand and walked towards the school.

Skipping class to go on a date, although it feels very youthful, is it too willful?
Besides, if you say you are going on a date, where are you going?

"Quan, you really have an elm head."

"Stop being self-willed, let's go, or you will be scolded by Teacher Gu Jian."

"ok, I get it……"

As a matter of course, when the two arrived at the school, they were called to the office by Gu Jianhui and asked why they were so late.

Izumi Kurose explained for a long time, but Chirei Shiraishi suddenly said lightly:
"We were dating, and we had been arguing for a long time, so we were late."

As soon as these words came out, the doubts on Gu Jianhui's face instantly became full of astonishment and disbelief.

She looked at the two of them left and right, especially Kurose Izumi, and said in surprise, "You, are you dating?"

Izumi Kurose turned his face away silently, scratched his head, and whispered: "... Let's make a date."

Gu Jianhui blinked vigorously, and it took a long time to calm down the surprise in his heart.

Then, she said: "...You guys go back first, this time it will not be an example."

"Yes!"

Izumi Kurose nodded quickly, and Chirei Shiraishi turned and walked out of the office.

He glared at Qianlian Baishi with a smile on his face, and said in a low voice: "Why did you tell the teacher that we are dating?!"

"Can't this be said? Obviously everyone in the class knows."

"The teacher in that class doesn't know who is going back to the class!"

"Then what's the matter? Tell the teacher, the teacher will not disagree with our relationship." Baishi Qianlian said confidently.

Kurose Izumi pursed her thin lips, looked helplessly at Chirei Shiraishi, and finally sighed softly.

"Oh, what a... troublesome girlfriend you are."

(End of this chapter)