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Chapter 119 118. The Confused Kurosei Izumi (add more for the leader!)
As soon as these words came out, it was like a heavy hammer hitting Baishi Qianlian's heart.

So far, she has completely given up the unnecessary struggle.

"Well, I'm Toko Kuchiki."

Seeing Qianrei Shiraishi admitting, despair and disbelief could not be restrained on Izumi Kurose's face.

He rolled his throat, wanting to say something, but it seemed that someone had strangled his neck, and he couldn't say anything.

"...Why, you want to do this?"

After a long while, he tremblingly squeezed out a word from his dry throat.

Izumi Kurose looked at Chirei Shiraishi with gloomy eyes and despair, and the world in front of him seemed to lose its color and become empty and boring.

The beauty of the past is shattered at this moment, ushering in the end.

The moment the figure of "Toko Kuchiki" overlapped with Chirei Shiraishi, no one knew how much pain he was in.

The emotions that have been suppressed all the time erupted at this moment, and the boundless pain and sense of betrayal invaded Kurose Izumi and swallowed him up.

As if, being isolated from the world, the voice in my ear disappeared.

The colors seen by the eyes were deprived, the breathing was suspended, and the hands and feet began to tremble involuntarily.

——The feeling of being betrayed by the beloved made Kurose Izumi so painful that it was hard to breathe, and it was unbearable.

Facing his inquiry, Shiraishi Qianlian just moved his lips and said something even more unacceptable to him:
"I... just love you hopelessly from the bottom of my heart."

ridiculous.

It's so ridiculous.

At this moment, how can Izumi Kurose believe what Chirei Shiraishi said?

Isn't everything she built for the ending of "Abyss of Youth"?
That's how it happened, isn't it?

Does he have any special things or traits that can make a dazzling and outstanding person like Shiraishi Qianrei fall in love with him?

Kurose Izumi told himself from the bottom of his heart——waking up from the dream.

Everything that happened with Shiraishi Qianrei was just a beautiful dream.

The reality is that Baishi Qianlian deceived and played with him, and ignored his thoughts.

If you love him, why do those things that make him sad and hopeless?

Kurose Izumi couldn't understand Shiraishi Chirei's love, and couldn't understand it either.

The love he can understand is not to embarrass the other party or do what the other party is unwilling to do.

Shiraishi Qianrei is distorted, she doesn't love herself, she just loves the novel she wrote, right?
Thinking of this, Kurose Izumi raised his head, took a deep breath, and suppressed the surging emotions in his heart.

"Two days, two days for you, move away!"

At this moment, Kurose Izumi's voice was no longer mournful or trembling, but calmed down.

——It's just that it's so calm that it's scary.

All the emotions that were like a monstrous wave were suppressed, as if they had never been rolled up.

"spring……"

"Move away."

Kurose Izumi interrupted Shiraishi Qianre mercilessly - he didn't know how many times he interrupted her today.

In the past, he would patiently listen to Shiraishi Qianrei finish speaking.

But now, he doesn't have that thought anymore.

"Quan, don't do this."

Shiraishi Chiren shook her head, reaching out to grab Kurose Izumi's hand, but he took a step back to avoid it.

This move stunned her.

click-

At the same time, somewhere, something broke.

Perhaps, there was a crack in their relationship; or perhaps, a certain heart was broken.

"Give each other some time and calm down." After Kurose Izumi finished speaking, he turned around and walked away into the red sky.

Baishi Qianlian looked at the distant figure, just like him, with a desolate and lonely expression.

"Forgive me, Quan, I, I really just love you..."

Whispering to himself, was scattered by a sudden gust of wind and became indistinct.

Who has not heard this whispered utterance.

Even she herself couldn't listen.

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"Ha ha……"

Kurose Izumi, who strode forward and left, suddenly burst into laughter.

"Ha ha ha ha……"

Laughter echoed in the streets, in the flow of people coming and going, in the whimpering wind.

He ignored the eyes of passers-by, and only cared about his emotional intolerance.

How pitiful, myself.

There is only such a thought that pops up in my heart.

He is like the billowing burning cloud in the sky, like a leaf of duckweed, just floating aimlessly.

After learning the truth, no one knew how sad and helpless he was.

'Qian Lian, what should I do? '

'Forgive you, or stop dealing with you? '

"What should I believe in your love, Qianlian..."

All kinds of words sounded in his heart, but they all caused him so much pain.

Kurose Izumi couldn't understand Shiraishi Chirei's love, and couldn't believe her words, and didn't even want to listen to the explanation!
All explanations pale in the face of the cold and cruel truth.

Kurose Izumi was like a dead dog that was getting old, staggering along the street, full of bitterness.

He was aimless, he didn't know where to go, and he didn't know where there was a place for himself.

Jingle Bell--

At this time, the mobile phone in his belt rang, making Kurose Izumi's empty eyes focus slightly.

Take it out and see that the contact person shows "Shinbu Hirasawa"!
Kurose Izumi clicked on.

"Hey?"

"Quan, where are you?"

"Where is it..."

Kurose Izumi looked around, but found that the environment here was extremely strange, and it should be far away from the Shinjuku area.

But at this moment, he was standing on a traffic bridge, with the speeding traffic on the left and the endless riverside on the right.

"I... don't know where I am."

"Okay...forget it, just stand still, I will find you, don't leave!"

After these words, Masamune Hirasawa hung up the phone.

Izumi Kurose put back his mobile phone, staring sideways at the glistening water and the golden river surface reflected by the setting sun, not knowing what to feel in his heart.

He just watched quietly.

As time passed, the setting sun sank in the sky, and the quiet blue night descended, replacing the twilight sky.

Passers-by come and go, and the traffic flows alternately. There is only one lonely boy who stays on the bridge blankly.

It was 37:[-] in the evening when Shintake Hirasawa found Kurose Izumi, who was squatting on the side of the road like a homeless man.

"Hey, isn't that too rude of you? Let's go." Hirasawa Makoto looked at Kurose Izumi who looked like this, both helpless and funny.

"Where are you going?" Kurose Izumi didn't get up immediately, but still squatted with his head down.

"Go to my house, where else can I go?"

"Qian Lian told you, do I have nowhere to go?"

"Well, she told me, but I also have the feeling that you have nowhere to go."

"Zhenwu, tell me, are we good friends?" Kurose Izumi asked suddenly.

Hirasawa Shintake was taken aback for a moment, and then he looked puzzled: "Of course, why did you ask this all of a sudden?"

"You know I'm the author of "Young Abyss", right? Kurose Izumi raised his head, "You also know that Chirei is Kuchiki Toko, right?" "

Taking advantage of the blue night and the lights of passing cars, Hirasawa Makoto noticed that Kurose Izumi's expression was so calm and determined.

It seems that there is no anger, no despair, no sadness at being cheated.

"Ah... don't get me wrong. I'm not mad at you, wondering why you didn't tell me."

Kurose Izumi explained first, and then said: "I was just thinking, since we are good friends, shouldn't we not be here?"

Yes.

Kurose Izumi also felt that he was inferior in his current appearance.

He didn't want his good friend to see himself like this, because it was too embarrassing.

"You boy..." Hirasawa Shintake gritted his teeth, and patted Kurose Izumi's shoulder vigorously, "Scare me!"

Then, he said angrily, "Are you stupid? If I'm not here, who else is here? Can I let you sleep on the street?"

"Oh, yes, let's go..."

Kurose Izumi sighed, got up and Hirasawa Matake got into the Rolls-Royce Phantom parked on the side of the road, and headed towards Chiyoda.

In the car, the two didn't talk - mainly because Kurose Izumi was in a bad mood, and Hirasawa Shintake didn't know what to say.

Don't look at Kurose Izumi's innocent appearance, but that's the way he is!

There must be a demon in the abnormal situation.

Hirasawa Makoto even wondered if Kurose Izumi suffered such a blow that he became mentally disturbed for a while!
In the end, Hirasawa Shintake still couldn't help asking: "Izumi, are you okay? I always feel that you are weird now."

"Are you an idiot?" Kurose Izumi cursed while looking sideways at the galloping scenery outside the window.

"You kid..."

Hirasawa Shintake just got up, and when he wanted to say something, Kurose Izumi said quietly again: "How could it be okay, if you were me, would you be okay?"

"..."

Hearing this, Shinwu Hirasawa was dumbfounded.

Yeah, how could it be all right?
But what if something happens?

Crying, quarreling, and questioning are all useless, they will only embarrass yourself more.

Kurose Izumi also didn't want to embarrass himself in front of his good friend, so he acted heartbroken, dying, and said Shiraishi Qianlian was not good.

She's fine, but Izumi Kurose doesn't understand.

For Shiraishi Qianrei, Kuroseizumi has no hatred, it's just that he can't let go, and he can't face it.

"Quan, just stay with me for the time being. Tomorrow...no, in the next few days, I can even take as long a vacation as you want, until you don't feel so uncomfortable."

Hirasawa Shintake patted Kurose Izumi on the shoulder, and now he can only do such insignificant things.

"Well, thank you."

After this sentence, the two stopped talking.

Kurose Izumi quietly looked at the scenery outside the car window, his eyes reflected a neon and bustling scene of the city.

At this moment, he suddenly realized how lonely he was.

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