The beginning of the dragon race on the Maybach

Chapter 33 Who am I?
Chen Hongjian didn't know how long he hugged Xia Mi, at least it was already eleven o'clock when the two realized it.

In 07, the class at [-] o’clock in the middle of the night was not like the later generations who had all kinds of taxi-hailing apps. There were almost no taxis at this point, and the distance was so long that it was inconvenient to walk back, and there were no hotels nearby.

Chen Hongjian could only be dealt with at Xia Mi's house for one night.

It used to be a place like a power distribution room, but after the circuit renovation, the equipment was removed, leaving a west-facing room without a bathroom.

A bed in the center of the room, a blue sheet, an old-fashioned chest of drawers standing in the corner, and a gas stove and an old-fashioned double-door refrigerator in the corner on the other side.

The curtains are white lace curtains and dark blue velvet curtains. It is difficult for people who live in a house with such huge French windows not to care about the curtains.

That's all the furniture.

Xia Mi was wearing a white lace pajamas, and a thin blanket covered her body tightly.

Chen Hongjian slept on the floor next to Xia Mi's bed, with a mattress covered by a white sheet under him, and a pillow with a printed Rilakkuma on it. The yellow bear sat on a corner of the pillow with a serious expression.

Covered with a white quilt, Chen Hongjian seemed to be surrounded by a faint fragrance.

Obviously, these pillows, sheets, mattresses, and quilts were all used by Xia Mi. Although they have been washed, they still have the smell of Xia Mi.

In the silent night, the two of them also kept silent.

The lights were not turned off, and Chen Hongjian's long shadow spread across the wall.

Xia Mi buried his face under the blanket, only showing his nose and eyes.

"Can you go and draw the curtains?"

Chen Hongjian lifted the quilt. In fact, he got into the bed without taking off his clothes and pants.Although it is possible to stain the quilt and sheets, he is more worried about other problems.

brush.

The curtains were drawn, and Chen Hongjian went to Xia Mi's bed.

"What are you doing?"

Xia Mi said softly.

The little dragon girl with cute canine teeth no longer rejects this boy approaching her, but feels nervous instinctively.

"Turn off the lights, otherwise how will you sleep?"

Most of Xia Mi's body suddenly got out of the bed, and a pair of small hands protected the light switch,
"No, I like to sleep with the lights on."

This appearance is very similar to the appearance of guarding food while eating barbecue.

Chen Hongjian looked at her suspiciously, and said with a smile, "You're not afraid of the dark, are you?"

"Nonsense! No way!"

Xia Mi was like a cat whose tail was stepped on, and its hair exploded all of a sudden.

Chen Hongjian glanced at the huge floor-to-ceiling windows.

Yes, if the windows are not tightly covered in the dead of night, it will indeed make people feel scary.

Has she been living like this all these years?No one to cook for her, no one to accompany her, no one to talk to her, sitting alone on the bed in the silent night.

"From tomorrow, live in my house."

"Huh? What are you doing?" Xia Mi seemed to be remembering what happened during the day, subconsciously wrapping herself in a blanket and covering her chest.

Chen Hongjian blushed, and also remembered the charming scene during the day: "I, I, I really have no other meaning." Seeing Xia Mi's expression getting more and more wrong, Chen Hongjian added, "My 110 A flat house with two bedrooms and one living room. Anyway, the remaining room is vacant. Besides, you don’t even have a toilet. You have to pay to go to the bathroom to take a shower, and you have to go out to the public toilet at the bottom of the building. How inconvenient. I have a bathroom and a kitchen, and you don’t need to pay the rent, so I’m going to make amends for you.”

Chen Hongjian's mouth seemed to be a machine gun, and he gave a series of reasons.Xia Mi looked at him suspiciously, staring into his eyes, as if wanting to see some kind of desire hidden in his eyes from his face.But obviously Xia Mi was going to be disappointed, Chen Hongjian didn't have any miscellaneous thoughts except a little shyness and guilt.

"Okay then, for the sake of your sincerity, I'll try to stay for two days first."

Just when Chen Hongjian breathed a sigh of relief, Xia Mi bared his teeth and said to him, "Don't make any wrong thoughts, otherwise, let's see how this girl will deal with you!"

Chen Hongjian nodded desperately, feeling a little fortunate in his heart for some reason.

What should be said is finished, what should be done is also done, and the rest is naturally sleeping.

Chen Hongjian was beaten unconscious once by Xia Mi, and his head still hurt a little, so he soon fell asleep.

His sleeping position is okay, he sleeps on his side to the right, and he doesn't snore.

Xia Mi looked at the sleeping face of the boy under the bed facing him, but he didn't feel sleepy anymore.

what's wrong with her today?
Now, is she Xia Mi or Yemengade?

If it was Jormungandr, she should have imprisoned the boy and tortured and interrogated him until he revealed the identity of the mysterious "Odin".

However, it is more likely that she is Xia Mi now.

Because she seemed to be disturbed by this boy.

Yemengard has a dragon heart, and it is impossible for a boy to upset his mind.And Xia Mi only has a human heart, and she will be confused because of a boy.

In fact, she has been a little unclear who she is these years.

Originally, he was reborn in human form simply because he wanted to blend into human society.Although there were many discomforts at the beginning, as the dragon king who is best at imitating among the dragon clan, Yemengarde observed all kinds of people around him day after day.After long-term observation, there is nothing wrong with the behavioral patterns shown by human beings.But she was afraid of being suspicious, so she began to live alone.

She looks enthusiastic and lively, and she can chat with anyone, but there is no one close enough to her.

She is a very lonely person in her bones. Sitting on the bed and watching the sunset every day is the loneliest time.

As a mixed race, blood sorrow is something that cannot be escaped.

The sense of superiority brought by blood has built a tall wall between hybrids and ordinary humans.The huge alienation makes the hybrids unable to identify with human society.But their non-dragon identities forced them to live in human society.

However, pure-blooded dragons would also disapprove of having such blood as the same kind because of their bloodline level.Wandering between the pure-blooded dragons and pure-blooded humans, a great loneliness appeared in the hearts of the mixed-races who could not get close to the two races at the same time.

There is hardly anyone like you in this world.The so-called huddling together for warmth is the sadness from the sorrow of mixed blood, which makes them have to get together.

But she is not a mixed race, but a noble first-generation species, the king of the earth and mountains, Yermungand!Her pure and noble bloodline is also outstanding in the world of pure blood dragons, but every dragon is also so lonely and lonely.They don't have the idea that they are the same race, they are all enemies, all they have to do is kill them and devour them.Make yourself stronger, and then devour more pure-blooded dragons until you have a powerful force that no one can swallow yourself.

After all, the noble Black King Nigelhold, who possesses endless power, has never made his children happy. If it was possible, if it wasn’t for Yanling Emperor’s coercion and the Black King’s strength, “I can replace him” It will become the thought engraved in the hearts of all the pure blood dragons.

The so-called Dragon King is just a patient with severe blood sorrow sitting on the throne.The only twin companion who can be called close, besides having deep feelings for you, also has violent thoughts to devour you. .

Yemengjia was very lonely, and she was only accompanied by her mentally handicapped brother in the endless years.But after becoming Xia Mi, what I feel is even greater loneliness, not the loneliness of being a dragon king with no relatives, nor the sorrow of blood as a mixed race, but the fusion of these two emotions. This loneliness intensifies as the sense of loss in identity intensifies.

Born as a dragon, but with a human heart.She can no longer tell whether she is Xia Mi or Yemengard. If it is Xiami, why does she still have the ambition to become Hella and open up all the Nibelungs to take revenge on the world? If it is Yemengarde, why? There will also be small thoughts of being a human girl, torturing herself.

This loneliness is as huge as the glaciers on the eternal tundra outside, piling up higher and higher in the snow and wind year after year, never melting, getting taller and sharper.But one day, when the weight of loneliness exceeds the limit, it will collapse, and the frenzy of the avalanche will swallow the whole world.

(End of this chapter)