My girlfriend is from the future!

Chapter 178 I'm Not Good For Her, You're Different

（截止11月15日晚21点，网页端本章说是13：8 群里投票是24：16 老骚会按照承诺，进入学姐线。）
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"You are wrong. My daily life is not boring at all. Why should I seek those unnecessary stimuli and give up the current state of life that I have worked hard for? You say that life is boring, but this is life!"

Hearing the rebuttal of the young man in his heart after thinking about it, He Tianran smiled noncommittally:

"So, you chose the second option? Then how do you answer the three questions I asked you earlier?"

"I do have a guilty conscience towards Wen Liang, and I did avoid it before, but the situation is different now. Since we are starting over again, there must be a better way to solve this problem, instead of doing multiple-choice questions here!"

"And my method is to get in touch with senior sister~"

The more urgent the voice in his heart became, the wider the smile on He Tianran's face, he was like a cat teasing a mouse that couldn't get home.

"You said you would ask for my opinion!!"

"Yeah, consult, but I'm the one who decides in the end."

He Tianran responded in a rascally manner, resolutely obliterating the boy's own hope, but obviously, the other self didn't want to give up just like that:

"As for Wen Liang, haven't you ever thought that Wen Liang's rebirth is to make He Tianran better and get out of the shadow caused by her. What you are doing now is equivalent to letting her down for us. Do everything!!
As for Ai Qing, she is my girlfriend, my lover, and I suspect that she is already very sorry for her. Now I just hope that you can meet soon, and let everything come to light. No matter what the ending is, I will face it calmly.

I beg you, I've always been the one to protect her, I don't want to be the one who hurt her..."

He Tianran sneered after hearing this: "It's really a fair and aboveboard speech, but you have said so much, have you solved any problems?!"

"But the way you solve the problem must hurt others?!"

Two rhetorical questions, the two different positions clashed at this moment, this may be the biggest difference between the two stages of He Tianran, the boy and the youth.

"Do you think that what you did before didn't hurt Wen Liang? Admit it, no matter what method you come up with, one of them will always be hurt. Don't forget, I'm helping You, you already know everything that happened to Wen Liang, if you let her down on you and on 'He Tianran', then this 'ambiguous' relationship between us will end sooner, Isn't that what you want?

Now you tell me not to hurt her, huh, it's ridiculous, you must leave a good impression on others, and you will never forget you, right?What's so good about getting together and breaking up? If you really can make up your mind, you'll just stay away from each other forever. How happy it is.

Let me tell you, don't think that if Ai Qing is not the little white flower in your memory, you just want to come to Wen Liang to find love. It is you who doubted your lover, and it has nothing to do with her. Now you know Wen Liang Liang has always felt pity for her by herself?Come on, it's not fair to Ai Qing, is it?

So, let's treat each other equally, if you want to break up, just break up together, don't leave yourself any retreat, is it hypocritical? "

The young man He Tianran spoke cynically, but his expression was silently ruthless.

In the future, Cao Aiqing's evaluation of him is that he is a person who can really be cruel to himself, and now it seems that this is really the case.

These words hit the young man's vitals, pointing directly at his true heart, but this time, when the other self really wanted to go against his will, the young man lost his previous panic, and after several debates and questions As a young man, he understood that the young He Tianran would stand on his own ground every time to overturn the inherent conclusions.

They are one, if a person is shaken in the face of his own inner questioning, then all his beliefs will collapse and disintegrate.

But this time is different, the young He Tianran can clearly feel that this time, it is different!
He doesn't want to!
The young He Tianran, he stands in the light and has been loved seriously by others. Because he has experienced the feeling of being surrounded by indifference, he will love others in the same serious or even more passionate way.

Therefore, even if you want to redeem something or make up for something, you should use a reciprocal method to solve the problem, instead of just making mistakes like the other self proposed!

Is the young man really as invulnerable as he appears?He didn't seem to care about anything, even if he faced the warmth and coldness of his previous life again, he didn't show too much emotion.

He is like a reasonable person, like an outsider. Wen Liang once said that this He Tianran is as stubborn as weeds. He is used to pretending to live a good life in front of outsiders, but as long as he is loved, he will change from his own nature. Just take out a little more love for you in the barren life.

But where is the love he took out?
What is he going to do?

The young man in his heart fell into deep thought. If they were all He Tianran, then he shouldn't be invisible.

Yes, they are all He Tianran.

"Last night, you said you wanted to tell the truth for me, but in fact...you lied to Wen Liang, right?"

After a long time, the young man in his heart murmured slowly.

"Ah?" The young He Ranran's expression was rare, but it was only in a flash: "Is what I said to Wen Liang yesterday not straightforward enough?"

"Actually, you love her. In September of that year, when you couldn't help but confess to her on the stage, you should be very sure that you love her."

"Are you kidding me? This is the worst of all..."

"Then you should also be hated because of love, not love because of hate! Your love is before you hate, there is no way you don't know it!"

Before He Tianran finished speaking, the young man in his heart interrupted him immediately, and continued:
"On the day of the welcome party, I remember that I confessed my love to Ai Qing. At that time, my inner thought was that I hoped that she would reject me. Even though we had no relationship at that time, I still hoped that her refusal would give me The three-year crush in high school came to an end.

And when I made this move, I already understood that I fell in love with Wen Liang, and I was very sure of my heart, even if Xue Yong and Ye Jiaqi told me that this was a prank and Wen Liang was playing me !You are lying to me!Everyone is waiting to see my joke!
But, when I see her on stage, I will still confess without hesitation.

You always say that you are also He Tianran, but we got different results.

So before this result, you tell me, what we felt at the time, was it love? "

The youth He Tianran's eyes darkened, he smiled to himself, and said calmly:

"Even if I lied to her, so what? Does it have anything to do with what we are doing now?"

"You pretend to be cynical and don't care about anyone, but in fact you care to death. The reason why you choose to get close to senior sister is because of the existence of 'I'."

He Tianran laughed: "That's right, that's right, I've said it before, don't leave a good impression on others, it will make others feel unhappy even if they want to let go."

"not like this."

"Hehe, what do you think?"

"Because you know, if Ai Qing is still the same, then it is impossible for 'I' to accept Wen Liang's love, even if she recovers all her memories, even if she is that person in Jiuyue, we cannot... be together! "

"..."

"You are me, you stayed in my heart for 72 months, I rejected her 72 times, you know what kind of attitude this young man He Tianran has towards love, but you love Wen Liang, in the face of this situation, you What are you going to do?

So, you came up with a way, you pretended not to love her, and even wanted to deliberately snub her out, you acted absurdly, and did some misleading things, in order not to affect Wen Liang's impression of 'He Tianran' , but mine.

You know you treat her like this, I will feel guilty, especially when I know everything, I admit that I am very confused now, and you are trying to use this of me to make me..."

Speaking of this, the boy in his heart paused, and he didn't seem to have the courage to continue talking.

The whistle for the beginning of the military training in the afternoon had already sounded, and the students in the cafeteria gradually dispersed, leaving only He Tianran sitting on a chair, the sun was shining outside the cafeteria door.

"You want me...to love her more, to feel sorry for her more, to give me...or to give her a chance to be together again, this is your plan, this is...your appearance. "

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"Crack, crack, crack..."

In the huge space, lonely applause sounded, and He Tianran smiled silently. He laughed happily, but bitterly.

"I thought you wouldn't think about it until after it happened."

"If my name wasn't He Tianran, I might never have thought of your purpose in my life... Ai Qing is right, you can even plot against yourself, you are indeed a cruel person."

"To each other, if you replace the 'you' in the subject of what you said just now with 'I', then speaking of cruelty, 'He Tianran' would not be too lenient."

"Even now, do you still feel unworthy of her?"

Time passed by every minute and every second, this He Tianran must have a lot of things to say to his lover in the 72 reincarnations, but until now, when that person asked him if he liked him, he was still indifferent Said softly——

I do not know.

He knows, he knows everything, but facing the questioning in his heart, he just sighed and said dejectedly:
"It's because I don't deserve her. You are different."

"...You said that we are one person."

"Then give her a chance, okay?"

"...I have Ai Qing."

He Tianran stood up, smiled wryly and said:
"You see, you have said so much, but you still haven't solved the problem, so you have to use my method."

"I already know your purpose, why do you still do this?!"

"I've never been afraid of being known about my purpose..."

He walked towards the door, his body was exposed to the hot sun, and the scenery in front of him was slightly distorted due to the high temperature.

"I've told you that if some words are worn out, they will be fake. I still haven't told you something, but you must have heard it, that is, a person who knows too much is often more painful."

　Big and small natures are really wall-breakers for each other, and nature is really the most twisted character I have ever written (this sentence was kept before Ai Qing appeared on the stage)

　　The correct answer to the previous selection puzzle:

　　1. Twist
　　2. Hair sugar
　　
　
(End of this chapter)