After the heroine's halo was taken away, I was reborn

In the warm spring sunshine, Ji Siming was sitting in front of the easel on the lawn, holding a palette and brush in his hand, and was modulating what he thought was the most beautiful color.

A man in his forties, years have left indelible marks on his face. His skin is no longer as fair and delicate as it was when he was young. It is a bit of a wheat color, and he looks mature and stable. , Wisdom, full of charm that a man of this age should have.

When he laughed, there were a little fine lines at the corners of his eyes, which added a touch of warmth and softness to his sharp and serious face.

But he seldom smiles, so his brows are unconsciously drawn together, with a gloomy look in the middle.

But today, even that gloomy look is gentle, because his whole body is full of vitality, full of the light of rebirth.

Ji Siming adjusted the colors in his hands, and described softly, "She has beautiful black hair, which is like satin and naturally vertical. She likes to wear T-shirts and jeans, like a little sister next door..."

Next to him, Song Yu was wearing a water-blue shirt and jeans, and his jet-black hair shawl was like satin.

After so many years, Song Yu hasn't changed much. Although she is old and mature, her demure temperament has become stronger. With her hands folded on her abdomen, she looks calm and gentle, like a lady from a famous family. .

Of course, she does too.

At this time, Song Yu stood behind Ji Siming expressionlessly, listening to his description of his sweetheart.

T-shirts, jeans?
That girl is very young.

That's right, to get his admiration, the other party is still young and beautiful.

Song Yu seems to be 40 years old, but in fact, she has let go of that incident.

Whether the person in front of her was because of regret after a moment of indulgence, or because of escape, she didn't think about it.

Now, after losing his family one after another, he has someone he likes, and she will still bless her.

Song Yu said: "You can try to draw the meaning you want to express on the drawing paper, and we will make some modifications according to the overall situation."

Ji Siming nodded, "But I draw very ugly, don't blame me."

Song Yu: "You can highlight her main features, so that everyone can see that it's her, and you can do anything else."

"Ok."

Ji Siming turned his head and smiled at her, and then wrote while talking and drawing.

"I have known her since childhood. Our parents are good friends and business partners. At that time, she called me brother Siming, and I called her sister Xiaoyu..."

Ji Siming told about the past between "he" and her bit by bit, about those youthful times, and about the ambivalence that "he" liked but didn't dare to think about at that time.

"I wasn't ready, what happened at the age of nine stuck with me, I was timid, I had no courage at all.

Sister Xiaoyu, I didn't know that person was you that night. I thought it was the little star, but I can't remember it at all.That day, when I saw you chasing me, I was very, very scared. I was afraid that you would ask me, and I didn't know how to answer you. I was afraid that I would become a dandy in your heart, a playboy.

So, it's not that I don't want to talk to you, nor do I want to be responsible, I'm just afraid that my image in your mind will be destroyed, and I'm afraid that you hate me, I'm like a coward, I chose to escape. "

Yes, that "he" is really timid, very timid.

Because of what happened when he was nine years old, "he" was afraid of this and that, and he didn't even dare to touch and fight for his own happiness, which led to many misses and tragedies.

"Xiaoyu, I really don't know, I don't know that I hurt you that night, seeing you hate me and alienate me, I became even more courageless.

Now, I finally remember, remember, I really deserve to die, I deserve to die alone..."

Speaking of the key point, Ji Siming's eyes were also red.

Under his pen, on his drawing paper, a very ugly man was drawn, holding flowers, with a smile uglier than crying.

Next to that ugly man, there is a line of small characters that read: "Xiaoyu, forgive me."

Behind him, Song Yu was already sobbing.

She clutched her chest, trying to suppress the pain, but she couldn't, it was still so uncomfortable, her breathing was not smooth, and she was almost unable to stand still.

Ji Siming put down the paintbrush in his hand, turned around and stood up. He looked at the tear-stained woman and his heart ached so badly.

"Xiaoyu, I'm sorry."

I'm sorry, it's all because of my cowardice that I've been missing for so many years.

It's me, it's all my fault.

Song Yu shook his head, "What's the point of saying this now?"

Hurt is hurt, missed is missed.

Ji Siming: "It makes sense. Xiaoyu, we still have time, please give me a chance to make up for it next?"

Song Yu was very sad and cried very sadly.

Ji Siming went to help her, but she waved away.

Ji Siming gave up the chair and let her sit on it to calm down.

After a long time, until Ji Siming began to feel uneasy, Song Yu said, "I want to think about it."

If this had happened in those few years, Song Yu would definitely have scolded him, scolded him for being stupid, scolded him for being stupid, his mind was full of bean curd dregs, and he would even be angry with him. As for whether to forgive him or not, it depends on his mood.

But now, she is past that age, and she will deal with things rationally.

In fact, Song Yu is already used to a single life alone, but her parents are still there, she can't selfishly ignore their feelings, and her parents are getting old, so she is going back to Nancheng.

Just go back and bear the brunt of personal issues.

She has to think about it.

Ji Siming said: "Can I live in your guest room?" He wanted to wait here for an answer.

Song Yu: "Aren't you busy?" Actually, it's not necessary.

Ji Siming sighed, "After decades of work, I am also tired."

People always have to live for themselves. In the past few decades, I didn't know what "he" was busy with and how meaningful it was.

Song Yu said: "Yes."

Ji Siming smiled, took out his mobile phone to take a photo of himself, and sent a post on social software for the first time.

Ji Siming, who usually only sends company-related information, the boss of the Ji family, and the most famous golden bachelor in China, has started to update his daily life!
The news quickly exploded on the Internet.

Many people smelled something unusual. If Ji Siming's social account hadn't closed comments from the beginning, it is estimated that the enthusiasm of netizens would have broken records.

On the first day, the photos he took only showed the corner of the lawn outside of himself.

On the second day, there was more content, besides the lawn and the easel.

After that, the garden, the vegetable garden, and a corner of the house appeared in the photo.

After someone guessed where he was, Ji Siming began to upload his appearance of buying vegetables and cooking.