spring cloud warm

Chapter 359

The mountains reflect the setting sun, and the evening clouds fly around.

Amidst the chirping of jackdaws, the dusk of late autumn becomes more and more desolate, which makes people heartbroken.

Chen Siwen was dressed in white, and he was as thin as a solitary bamboo.

The jade flute is on the lips, and the tune played seems to be endless.

He played this piece countless times.

He used to listen to Cen Yunchu's piano sound, which made him admire him, but now there is only endless sadness.

Yi ordered the marriage, he was so anxious that he almost vomited blood, and wanted to enter the palace to beg the queen to take back his order, but was stopped by Mrs. Chen's life.

"How old are you? Don't you know how big a crime it is to disobey an order?!" Mrs. Chen had already hated Cen Yunchu.

Obviously she has disappeared, and obviously the engagement has been cancelled, but his son still misses her, even in vain of the Queen's wishes.

This disaster!

As Chen Siwen, he never saw the queen.

Unless his mother went to the palace to express his feelings for him, but his mother refused.

"Aunt Chen, I want to say a few words to brother Siwen." Zeng Nian has almost recovered now, which has to be said to be a miracle.

"Good boy, don't mind it. This kid Siwen is stubborn, you know that. It's not that he doesn't like you, it's just that he can't accept it for a while." In all fairness, Mrs. Chen likes Zeng Nian more.

If Zeng Nian hadn't injured her leg and couldn't walk, she would have gone to propose marriage a long time ago.

"Don't worry, Auntie, I won't get angry with brother Siwen." Zeng Nian smiled softly.

She knew that it was her mother who entered the palace and asked the queen for the marriage, and her mother didn't even discuss it with her.

Afterwards, Zeng Nian also objected, she knew that Chen Siwen couldn't let Cen Yunchu go, she didn't want to be that woman who occupied the dove's nest.

But the mother said that the decree has been made, and it is absolutely impossible to take it back.

So Zeng Nian wanted to make it clear to Chen Siwen, but unfortunately, Chen Siwen was seriously ill and was still unconscious.

She only came to the door when Chen Siwen recovered from his illness.

"You all go down, I'm fine." Zeng Nian asked no one to follow her.

If she was allowed to choose, she would of course be willing to be in love with Chen Siwen.

But she is also unwilling to force others to make things difficult.

She had to obey the queen's edict, but she didn't want to stay with Chen Siwen in a daze.

Some things should still be made clear.

Zeng Nian walked slowly behind Chen Siwen, and the sound of the flute also stopped.

"Brother Siwen, I'm here to discuss things with you today." Zeng Nian mustered up his courage, "Maybe you blame me in your heart, and I don't want to argue about who is right and who is wrong here. I just want to say that if you don't want to, I have Method."

Chen Siwen turned around and looked at her silently without speaking.

How much he once wished that the girl in front of him could stand up again and walk like a normal person.For this reason, he studied medical books day and night and never dared to slack off.

Now that this wish has finally come true, Chen Siwen still feels comforted in his heart.

Seeing him turn around, Zeng Nian let out a sigh of relief and continued: "Although the queen's will cannot be taken back, she didn't say when the wedding date is set. I know you can't let Yun Chu go in your heart. The same goes for my heart.

Then we will only keep this reputation temporarily and not get married.After a while, or if there is another opportunity, we will dissolve the engagement.Even if it can't be lifted, I will never embarrass you.Ultimately, this incident was our family's fault.I will definitely give you an explanation. "

"Don't do stupid things." Chen Siwen could see that Zeng Nian was trying to coax him.

For so many years, he has regarded Zeng Nian as his younger sister to him, and he has thought more than once that if he has a younger sister, he should be like her, gentle, kind and strong.

Who would it be if his legs were crippled at an ordinary age, and he would either give up on himself or complain about others.

But Zeng Nian never showed her pain to others, she always had a smiling face, neither humble nor overbearing.

Chen Siwen wanted the queen to take back her life, not only because he couldn't let Cen Yunchu go, but also because he felt it was unfair to Zeng Nian.

Zeng Nian is such a good person, she shouldn't be guarding a broken person, and nothing else can be given to her except the status of husband and wife.

"Brother Siwen, don't tell anyone this today. Even our parents may not really understand what we want." Zeng Nian smiled very gently in the twilight.

She loves Chen Siwen, and it hasn't changed for so many years.

But she loves him even more, seeing Chen Siwen haggard and thin now, her heart is bleeding.

And the one who forced him to be like this actually has his own share.

Thinking of this, Zeng Nian felt even more heartbroken.

"I won't do anything stupid, don't worry." Zeng Nian said firmly, "I just want to make you feel better."

"Don't be stupid, the decree of the marriage has already been made, and it will not exceed one year at most." Chen Siwen shook his head with a wry smile, "You should hate me."

Their family is already planning the marriage.

In such a family, their own decision-making power over life-long events is pitifully small.

Not to mention it was a royal gift.

"How could I hate you? How can a person violate his own heart so easily? Brother Siwen, I know that you don't want to hurt me at all. You don't want to hurt anyone, but you can't violate your own heart. " Zeng Nian said.

If Chen Siwen was such a changeable person, Zeng Nian would definitely be disappointed with him.

"A Nian, thank you." Chen Siwen was very moved.

She didn't mess around with him, and she didn't pretend to be pitiful in front of him. She was so frank and fearless, braver than herself.

"Brother Siwen, you don't have to thank me. I'm just like you, and I don't want to violate my heart. I like you, but my liking is clean and innocent.

Don't feel you owe me, you never owe me anything.I came today just to tell you that I have already made up my mind, and I will never embarrass you. "

After Zeng Nian finished speaking, he turned and left.

She didn't tell Chen Siwen some things, if in the end Chen Siwen still couldn't let Cen Yunchu go, she would be willing to become a monk to fulfill him.

As long as she is a monk, ordinary marriage will not bind her.

Zeng Nian couldn't think of a better way than this.

Because she can't let go of Chen Siwen, for a person she loves but doesn't have herself in her heart, she is willing to let go, to be fulfilled, and even to sacrifice herself to protect him.

Zeng Nian also knew that if he really did this, it would definitely hurt the hearts of his family members.

But that's all she can do for Chen Siwen. There are too many things in this world that go against your wishes, and there is always a choice.

She walked a long way in one breath, and didn't stop until she couldn't walk anymore.

A round golden moon rose in the sky, like a mirror, reflecting people's hearts.

(End of this chapter)