Mo Yanliang

Chapter 148 It is better to miss seeing each other

Yan Jingshen has just been in Bosi Palace for one year, and he just heard a few words about the past, but he is not clear about the specific details.

Although he fell in love with the 12-year-old Xia Yueliang at first sight in his previous life, strictly speaking, it can only be regarded as a good impression, not a deep-rooted love.

If the two did not meet later, he would only hide that beautiful heartbeat in the deepest part of his memory, and it would never affect his life.

Therefore, he didn't quite understand why Yan Jingze would miss Xia Lingyan so much.

The friendship between young horses and bamboo horses is indeed beautiful, but what kind of feelings can people in their teens understand, as for hanging on a tree?

Of course, facing a person who has been unable to stand all year round, one cannot speak so directly.

He moved a chair and sat beside Yan Jingze, and said softly, "I drank a few more drinks at the teacher's house last night, so I simply stayed there for the night."

Yan Jingze pursed his lips: "Did the second younger brother meet the eldest daughter of the Xia family..."

Yan Jingshen said: "To Ji'an Temple this time, Taishi Xia and the old lady only brought their adopted son and third girl.

The Grand Master's Mansion is so big, and the eldest girl is a female relative, it is not easy to see her. "

Yan Jingze laughed at himself.

"Actually, that's what I'm asking, I'm embarrassing my second brother... Do you think I'm very stupid..."

"Brother..." Yan Jingshen patted him on the shoulder: "I don't know much about the past between you and the eldest girl of the Xia family. But so many years have passed, she has already been a wife and a mother, and you Why don't you forget about it?"

Yan Jingze smiled bitterly and said, "Second brother is still young and has never experienced the same thing, so he can't understand the idea of ​​being a brother.

To me, Lingyan is more than just a girl I like. "

Yan Jingshen said: "Brother, if you are willing, you might as well talk to me."

He is well aware of the importance of talking. Speaking out of many things may not necessarily lead to a solution, but people's mood will be much more comfortable.

Yan Jingze looked out the window again, scenes from many years ago came to mind.

"When my elder brother was four years old, the royal father angered the imperial grandfather, and the whole family was relegated to Fengcheng.

At that time, the mother and concubine were pregnant with Liujia and it was inconvenient to travel far, but I was forced to stay in the capital.

In the huge mansion, she and I were the only ones living together, and the people we used to frequent all disappeared without a trace.

Even our grandparents only dared to visit us once in a sneaky way.

You were born two months later. Although Brother Wei is still young, he clearly remembers the confusion and fear at that time.

It took the concubine mother two full days and two nights to give birth to you. "

He gestured for a distance of about one foot with his hands: "At that time, you were only so long, you were red, and your breathing was thin and weak.

The imperial physician quietly told Nanny He that it might be hard for you to support her, and she secretly wiped away her tears several times.

Fortunately, you survived in the end. When you were two years old, you were no different from other children.

When the emperor's grandfather heard that you were fine, he ordered his mother and concubine to go to Fengcheng as soon as possible, and not to stay longer in the capital.

My mother and concubine lived with me for two years, and I was very reluctant to let go, so I begged the emperor's grandfather to let me leave Beijing together, and was reprimanded by the empress for this.

In desperation, she had no choice but to leave the capital with you.

I was the only one left in the mansion, and it was time for me to study hard again. Grand Master Xia asked me to follow him back to the mansion, and the emperor agreed after careful consideration.

Lingyan's father has been stationed in Shuocheng all year round, and she has been studying with Grand Master Xia since she was a child.

Although she was a few months younger than me, she was already full of articles at that time, not only could write good calligraphy, but even knew how to write some simple poems.

On the other hand, at that time, I didn’t understand anything except the few words my concubine mother taught me to recognize.

Taishi Xia was busy with affairs and didn't have much time to teach me to study in person, so he entrusted me to a clerk in the mansion and asked him to enlighten me for me.

Lingyan is completely different from other children. Instead of making fun of me, she volunteered to teach me to read and write.

In a sense, she is my real enlightenment teacher.

Not only that, she saw that I was introverted and not talkative, and she took me with her every time she went out to play, and asked her mother to prepare food and clothes for me.

She is a ray of light in my life, she gave me light and warmth when I was most helpless, and illuminated the way forward for me..."

Yan Jingshen was a little absorbed in listening.

He had heard about the relegation of Bosi Palace by the old emperor before.

There is no need for the eldest brother to deceive him, so what Nanny He said when she was dying is basically true.

The old patriarch is the old emperor, the patriarch is King Bosi, and the rest of the people can also be seated accordingly.

Is it true that Ming's son was so difficult to keep?
Xia Lingyan is so important to her elder brother, but her elder brother is not necessarily so important to her.

Sometimes it is easy to confuse sympathy with affection. Maybe people felt that the eldest brother was pitiful back then, so they were willing to help him?

"Brother, do you want to meet Miss Xia?" Yan Jingshen asked.

His idea is very simple, time is the best medicine to heal wounds, but time is an out-and-out killing knife.

Xia Lingyan is the white moonlight in the elder brother's mind, but in real life she is already the mother of several children.

Maybe if the two of them meet, the elder brother will wake up from his dream?

Yan Jingze lowered his eyes and stared at his already deformed legs: "I look like this now, I'd better not go out and scare others."

Yan Jingshen hesitated to speak.

Isn't this very clear?
It's better to miss each other than to meet each other. Let the good things in the past stay in the memory. Why use it to torture yourself?

Yan Jingze sighed and said, "Second brother just met the genius doctor Xiahou, right?"

Yan Jingshen nodded: "He doesn't look very happy, and he asked me to persuade my elder brother, I hope you can cooperate with the treatment."

Yan Jingze smiled wryly again: "The things I want the most are gone, so what's the point of standing up?"

"Brother, I don't like to hear that, there are too many important things in life.

The people you like are only a small part. You still have so many relatives, and the most important thing is yourself.

Take Miss Xia as an example, she is so kind and beautiful, if you can restore your previous appearance, she will be very happy. "

"Really?" There was a gleam of light in Yan Jingze's confused eyes.

"Of course, if elder brother recovers, I will personally accompany you to see Miss Xia.

Although you don't have the fate of husband and wife, you can still be friends and even relatives. "

Having said that, Yan Jingshen really wanted to slap himself.

Even ghosts don't believe in being friends after breaking up.

As a family member, first ask Miss Xia if her husband agrees!

Yan Jingze really listened to his words.

"Second brother's words are very reasonable, I didn't expect you to have such profound insights when you grew up outside the house.

The girl who will marry you in the future will definitely live a very happy life. "

(End of this chapter)